Sad Bumble

Men with eds are valid too. We are all suffering together and fighting the same fight.

Fuck you for leaving me like this.

I wish you’d stop invading my dreams. I really don’t want to see you.

I honestly and truly hate my body so much.

My parents and grandparents are talking about relationships passive aggressively towards me. Apparently having a piercing means I’m an attention seeker. I want to cry.

I’ve burned 500 calories this morning in my workout. I have to hve dinner with my family tonight. I hope this makes up for it.

Stayed under 700 today, net. I worked out hard too. I’m predicted to lose 20lbs in 4 weeks. But idk

I started getting that halo effect in my vision again. I’m not losing weight like I want so I’m not gonna eat today.

You are such a fucking fake, pathetic, CUNT and I wish I never knew you. How DARE you waste TEN YEARS of my life. I hope you know that you DIDNT destroy my heart. In fact, it’s stronger now because of you. I hope that irritates you. I hope you feel real shitty. I’m gonna become so fit, so thin, with a masters and a 100k job and you? You’re not gonna amount to anything. I hope you’re watching.

I’m always pushed aside. I’m always taken for granted. Even the people I thought I could trust just use me and then throw me aside for something else. It hurts so much.

My goal is to have less than 500 calories today. I’ve done about 2 hours of cardio. I was forced to eat fast food for lunch cuz of my family but I worked it off fast. I’m at 350 calories right now. Dinner is salad time! I wish I didn’t have to eat anything though... I swear if I were on my own this wouldn’t be a problem.

Did the first day of Chloe Tings two week shred and oml I hurt but I did it and I feel really good.