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His By Arrangement prt. 1
pairing: Armando Aretas x Reader word count: 1,045 notes: I apologize for any typos. There are mentions of weapons (guns, knife). This kind of takes place in Bad Boys, it's a specific scene, but then it veers from that. Enjoy the read!
“Zwwaaayy- Looooo,” you sauntered up to him with an arm wrapping around his shoulder. His body tensed at the sudden contact. “I heard that Taglin is about to come into a lot of money, and I want in,” you whispered softly in his ear.
Zway-Lo nods his head slowly, before slowly looking at you. You pat his shoulders before you take a few steps, without looking back you take your knife from its holster around your thigh and throw it precisely in between his legs. “You know how to contact me” was all you said as you walked out of the building.
Zway-Lo: time:00:00 location: Miami Harbor
You made it to Miami Harbor, an hour before the scheduled meeting time, scouting the place out, learning the entrances, exits, and any security. As you were scouting the loading dock, the click of a gun grabs your attention, you slowly turn your head and there he is Lee Taglin himself. “y/n hands where I can see them, I’ve heard all about you”
Your hands slowly make their way up “Good things I hope” you say with a cheeky smile. One that he didn’t take lightly to, he grabbed both your wrists placing them behind your back and zip tied them together, his gun never leaving you, as he looked away to his men giving them silent orders.
You turned your head counting the men, clearly outnumbered you knew you’d have to wait for your opportunity to escape. Taglin turned back to you, a hand grabbing a fistful of your hair “You y/n are just what I needed to sweeten the deal, come on” he says before letting your hair go and pushing you forward.
His gun stayed hovering behind your back, as you all walked onto the loading zone of the harbor “on your knees” he says, “and don’t do anything stupid.” Taglin left, and another man replaced him with a gun hovering behind your head. You knelt there for 20 minutes before everyone had come, you watched as people piled in, you saw Zway-Lo look at you and the men behind him,
But one man had you enticed, he walked in carrying himself with a predator-like demeanor, intimidating to most but intriguing to you. As you analyzed him your head slowly tilted to the side, he was around 5 '10 maybe taller, his skin a deep bronze, and when you realized his physique was strong, muscular, and intense, your eyebrows raised ever so slightly. You could tell just from his haircut and the way he dressed he kept things efficient and he himself was just intimidating.
You watched the clattering of the metal falling, and the money falling to the ground, the exchange from him and Taglin.
“This is what you get to keep” tagline said pointing at the man
“What did you say, we had a deal”
“Renegotiating, oops” Tagline said as he shrugged his shoulders and pulled out a gun pointing it at the man. Taglin’s men shifted all their guns to that one man.
“I’ll even throw in the girl,” Taglin said, as one of the men pulled you up off the ground and shoved you into the man. Your shoulder pressed against the man’s chest, his hand instinctively wrapping around your waist lightly helping you as you regained your balance. Your eyes glancing at him and then to the men behind him. Just as quickly as you high kicked one of Taglin’s men in the head, he pulled his karambit knife and finished the rest of them. “Oops” was all he said.
As Taglin was choking on his blood, the man grabbed his head “come here, look at me” the man pressed the gun to Taglin’s head and boom “ I don’t renegotiate” he said before he dropped the body and stood up. He looked at you, his eyes scanning you. He whistled to one of his men, he whispered something into his ear. His henchmen then lightly guided you to the empty space outside of the loading zone.
You stood there with his henchmen, overhearing the mumbles from the others, you stared up at the stars awaiting his return. You heard his boots as they clunked against the pavement “leave us” he said to the henchmen. You looked at the man, a gulp falling down your throat, up close he was even more handsome, his facial features are sharp, symmetrical, and his strong jawline framed with his groomed goatee, and his freshly cut hair.
He watches you analyze him and says nothing, he walks behind you, and you feel the heat of his body radiating against yours, his height overbearing you. “Relax” was all he said “What’s your name?” you ask ,as he cut the zip ties that bound your wrists together. “Armando Aretas” he says, placing his knife back into his holster.
You turn around facing him, eyebrows furrowed. “Aretas? Isabel never told me she had a son” You look up at him, his eyes returning the confusion, neither of you says anything just looking at each other, gauging the other.
“How do you know my mother?” He breaks the silence. The wind from the sea breezes against your skin, goosebumps forming on your arms.
“She does business with my father, I’m Y/N Ramirez" you say shivering, using your hands you run your arms, hoping the friction warms you up. He notices, and starts guiding you back into the harbor building. “Stay here,” he says. He leaves you instructing each of his henchmen. You watched as a few more of his men appeared and disappeared as they carried the bodies out.
The clunking of Armando’s boots catches your attention as he approaches you. “Come with me” was all he said to you before walking past you expecting you to follow him.
And you did, you stayed a few steps behind him, the gravel crunching against each step you both took. He stopped in front of a motorcycle, and he grabbed his jacket, holding it open for you. You slid your arms through. “Where are we going? You asked. “Somewhere we can talk in private,” he says as he zips you up, he places his helmet on you, before grabbing a spare and placing that one on himself.
to be continued...
a/n: I've had a story about Armando sitting in my drafts for months now, this isn't the one, but every time I reread it, something is missing. So I wrote this instead, which is essentially the first part of it. We need more Armando fanfics, Jacob Scipio is so underrated .a I honestly got writer's block, and stopped writing mainly because of that, and life got busy for me too. I write for fun, so I will upload when I can. I usually hyper-fixate on a character and try to write all my ideas for them, but once that hyper-fixation has moved on, it's hard to write with the same motivation/passion.
Sage x husband rio
Sage was partying late at night in a different club. She was shaking it with her girlfriend until around 3 am that's when the facetimes calls and texts from him started.
Rio mamas
Rio are you good
Rio ma hello
Sage checks her phone and gives him a thumbs up
Rio types bet
Sage as she mid dance saw rio walk in with mick one of his guys she ran out the club
Rio mamas slow down damn
Sage no
Rio caught up grabbing her arm
Sage winced hi mi amor
Rio dio mio woman you scared me
Sage sorry
Rio picked her up throwing her over his shoulder
Sage riooo put me down baby come on this ain't funny
Rio chuckles putting her in the car
Sage sighs and pouts as she sits in the car
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Rio x blk!reader/wife!reader
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The Gift
Here we go.....
6:16 am…You opened your eyes. The world outside your vacation home was hushed by a thick blanket of fresh snow covering the furniture on the balcony and the trees across the ravine. Through the second floor master suite windows you could see the sun was not quite beginning to color the sky. The 6ft wide gas fireplace at the foot of the bed, encased in stone from the floor to the ceiling was still on. The flame was set on low, causing a soft, flickering light on the walls and just enough heat to keep the chill from all the glass in the room at bay.
Rio had slept with his arm locked around your waist and his face buried into the back of your neck ever since you slipped back into bed from your two am dash to the bathroom. The heat from his body against your bare back felt like home. Your eyes drifted closed but you knew returning to sleep was not likely. Your early rising couldn’t be avoided on your first day away - your internal clock still doing its job.
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Rio x blk!reader/wife!reader
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The Gift
Here we go.....
11:16am…Freshly showered and pajama’d, you sank into the couch in front of the fireplace where Rio had banished you to while he busied himself preparing your birthday breakfast. Despite your protest, he insisted that you leave everything to him and take some time to check your birthday messages. With delicious smells wafting from the kitchen, you snickered through watching the hilarious dance video your employees sent to you. You teared up reading the beautiful birthday messages from your three ride-or-die best friends in your chat. Then choosing to skip the dm’s you knew were waiting for you on social media for now, you began a facetime call with your mom.

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COP & CRIMINAL - RIO X READER
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Pairing: Rio X Reader
Word Count: ~ 2.5K
Summary: It's in the title 😘
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Girl, you took us on a ride with this last update. I'm wondering if we'll get more of their backstory... I mean it seems like there's a lot of love there or at least there was....
re: Cop & Criminal
Hope you liked it 😊 I tried to do something new in terms of the premise.
Navidad
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Summary- Spending Christmas morning with Rio and the girls.
A/n: I MISS CHRISTMAS!! I've been in a holly jolly Christmas mood and never got to release Christmas fics last year so I don't care y'all getting it now!!
CW-SFW, fluff, kissing, wholesome, some humor, I also do name insert({#1}, {#2}) for the twins so you can imagine whatever names you want, Spanish from Google Translate (unfortunately).
Navidad or Christmas—that one day of the year when families and loved ones come together to celebrate the gift of being together. It was a beautiful experience, especially with you and your husband, Rio.
Rio wasn't a big holiday guy before he saw his girls. When he laid eyes on them, he fell in love with everything he never thought he would have. You and the girls changed his outlook on many things, so much so that Christmas became something he looked forward to, just to see the smiles and lights in his family's eyes.
Everyone came to your house for Christmas. Why? Because you two always went above and beyond. From decorations to food, it was top-notch every year. Rio handled all the finances, and you took care of all the ‘pretty things,’ as he called them.
That year, you decided it was just going to be you two and the girls. No special guests—just your small family, cozy and private. You had spent every previous Christmas with family, but you felt it was time to stay in with your man and the girls.
The sun slowly rose over the snowy town, light streaming through blinds and curtains. The house was quiet with the hum of the AC and the fridge cycling. You were wrapped in Rio's arms, head buried in the pillow as he kept a strong hold around your waist.
The house was calm and peaceful, but it was Christmas morning—that definitely wasn't going to last long.
COP & CRIMINAL - TWO & THREE
➨ rio's library - good girl nbc
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Pairing: Rio X Reader
Word Count: ~ 4.6K
Summary: These parts pick up where one left off.
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Tucked away in a grand hotel suite just outside of Detroit with your boss’ men standing guard, you still felt exposed, vulnerable. Hearing the low whizzing sound of a keycard in the door froze your breath in your lungs. You focused on the sound of the lock disengaging, the click of the door closing, and the movement of air a single set of footsteps made, their soft swish getting closer until a slim silhouette appeared. Rio.
Your boss had entered the dim space quietly on purpose, not wanting to wake you if you were sleeping - disappointed to see that you weren’t. Casually standing with his hands in his pockets, he leaned against the bump-out the room had for separating the dining area from the living room where you sat.
Sitting stiff on the couch, you had already lowered your eyes to the floor. You had been working for him long enough to know that even in the near dark, he was scanning the room, taking in the secrets it offered. It was too late to hide that you were sitting in the exact same place as when he left that morning. The living room of the suite was draped in shadows because you hadn’t gathered enough energy to get up and turn on the additional lamps when nightfall hit. The food he had delivered sat uneaten on the coffee table. And if he looked into the master bedroom, he would know that you hadn’t taken a soak in the tub like he suggested, or napped in the perfectly made bed.
The soft click of the light switch he touched seemed too loud - the light, intrusive. His dark eyes, surrounded by even darker eyelashes made you feel…something. And you weren’t ready for that, not yet. You needed to stay numb. Numb was safe. No…numb was control. Without it you’d have to feel the ache in your chest from the screams you hadn’t let out. Or acknowledge how badly your head ached from lack of sleep. Sleep you were avoiding to dodge the nightmares you knew were waiting for you. Your eyes burned from the refusal to cry. Hidden under your clothes, the abrasions and bruises on your body throbbed in time with your heartbeat - unable to heal because there was no rest for your wrecked nervous system. Your body’s ability to function normally was suspended, waiting for the one thing that would allow you to settle and reclaim your peace.
From your peripheral, you tracked Rio’s feet crossing the room on his customary glide. As he stood next to you, you didn’t have to look up at him to know he was taking off his armor - placing his gun, his phones and his watch on the table. After your stillness, his movements seemed to spark the air in the room - low vibrations surrounded him as he sat down and centered himself one body part at a time. His head dipped left and then right. He rolled his shoulders back, extending his arms out, and interlocked his fingers while cracking his neck. With an exhale, his slim form relaxed and spread, taking up more space - but still he was careful not to let any part of him touch you.
Leaning back on the sofa you shared, he interlaced his fingers resting his hands on his stomach, crossing his legs, ankle over knee, swiveling his head your way. Concentrated on you, he pressed his lips together in a firm line. He hated the stiffness in your posture and the blank look on your face, but he also admired it. You were stronger than he’d ever imagined. It was impressve. Your silence was a wall built incredibly thick and tall. Behind it, you protected not only your true self but also any details of what you had personally endured during the 48 hours that you were with them.
The quiet you had found solace in all day, was now unsettling. You didn’t ask it out loud, but the question hung heavy in the air between you just the same…Did you find them?
Over the last five days, Rio had used every connection he had and paid out thousands of dollars for information. Getting you back and revenge were worth every penny. Anger swelled up in Rio’s chest remembering the state you were in when he located you. Your mental detachment, your robotic answers to his questions, the way you wouldn’t let anyone touch you. Looking at the remenants of it on you now made him feel reckless, vindictive. It made him want to go back in time to before he had spent the day exacting savage punishment on the stupidest man in Detroit and his cohorts - just so he could do it all over again.
Even as Rio had washed the evidence of what he had done from his face and hands and changed his clothes, he had wished that he could have extended his time with them. But the news of their retribution had to circulate quickly - a warning to anyone who wanted to try the same betrayal.
Killing them was necessary for business, for his name. Doing it himself? That was personal. That was for you.
The bastards didn’t suffer enough.
With Rio’s eyes going over you, you fought to keep your heart rate even - proud of accomplishing the feat. It was the one thing you had left that was fully under your control, and no one was going to make you tip over the edge - not even him. Not until you felt like it was safe to fall apart. When you felt like your life was yours again.
“You won’t see them again.”
His raspy voice sounded muffled to your ears. You lost the thread of control you had just moments before and your heart rate skyrocketed, pounding painfully in your chest. You turned your head slightly, covertly watching his mouth, needing to hear more. Needing assurance that the men whose faces still grinned and taunted you when you closed your eyes, would never appear from the shadows.
Silently, Rio reached over and gently traced his thumb over the discolored marks the handcuffs had etched into your wrist. His frown increased feeling the lumpy evidence left behind of their crimes against you.
They definitely didn’t suffer enough.
“No one will see any of them again.”
This time his voice wrapped around you like smoke, burning sage - penetrating your mind, clearing, cleansing. The shuddering breath you sucked in made Rio take the risk of holding your hand in both of his. He trailed his fingertips over your knuckles, allowing you to see that his were swollen and red, and that some had broken skin. Letting you see that he had done the job himself.
It’s done? You thought you said it out loud, but in reality your lips had just fumbled over the letters, your actual voice stayed caught in your throat. The two words forming in your mouth felt foreign but you tried to push them out again. You swallowed to wet your throat before speaking this time.
Your voice was rough from nonuse, and husky from the need to believe him. “It’s done?”
"What’d I say?”
This time you forced yourself to lift your eyes to his. His tone was firm but his face was void of the self-assured expression that normally resided there.
“I'd never lie to you."
No, he wouldn’t…not about this.
Taking in an audible breath, you pulled your hand away. The blood pushing through your system felt heavy, slogging, forcing it’s way through your veins. As you allowed your body to come back to life - dizziness crept in and nausea began working your stomach over. You felt the pinpricks of your pores opening and sweat coating the surface of your skin. You gripped the tops of your thighs to try to stop your hands from shaking, biting your lip as hard as you could. You were losing control faster than you expected, faster than you wanted to.
In that moment, you hated knowing how perceptive a man Rio was. You didn’t want him to see what was happening to you - to see your weakness. Feeling his eyes on you, you wanted to get up and close yourself off from him in the other room. To hide, so you could hold your head up high when you went back to work again. You tried to take a steadying breath positioning yourself to get up, needing desperately to break down in private, but you knew your legs weren’t going to hold you now. Your mind was momentarily incapable of the simple task of putting one foot in front of the other. Overwrought, your body could not be trusted to assist you in your escape.
The ticks sounding off from the huge art deco clock on the wall, marked each second passing by. With a noisy, shuddering inhale, your shoulders began to come down from where stress had them locked up unnaturally high. Against your will, relief made the stiffness in your posture weaken. And with your spine no longer supported by fear and rage, you began to sway - slowly tipping toward where his weight dipped the sofa cushion you shared.
And for a moment, Rio put down his position as your boss and opened his arm to make a safe space for you to land against his side.
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Manny Mayans x Reader
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His Lesson
Manny saw you arrive but remained seated at the bar, letting you come to him. Angling himself in his seat to face you, he enjoyed watching you navigate around all the bodies squeezed into the clubhouse. His eyes went over your outfit with appreciation. Tracking your movements had him tucking his bottom lip behind his teeth and slowly releasing it, tilting his head as his fingers traced the shape of the beer bottle he held. Every time someone stopped you to say hello, you could catch a glimpse of him over their shoulder and the slow curling of the corner of his mouth made your lips twitch, pressing down on a secret smile of your own.
a night to remember ❀࿐ rue bennett.
content warnings: 18+ mdni. season 2 euphoria setting. mentions of drugs and its usage. mentions of relapses. jules mention. profanity. smut with plot. oral sex (both receiving). scissoring. soft top!rue. rue’s a squirter. overstimulation? praise. wc: 3.2k. rue bennett x black!fem reader.
from riri: currently off that rue pill, i’m addicted fawkkk. season 3 has inspired me to write for this sexy girl again. enjoy! send rue recs if you see this!
you walked into the party high out of your mind. it was new year’s day. you told yourself you wouldn't do any more drugs for the new year. you were doing fairly well until a mishap happened a week prior and you relapsed.
now, it felt like you were walking upside down.
even though you felt like you were floating, you wanted more drugs. you dragged your body against the wall, watching teenagers jump up and down to the music.
you stumbled across a room that was empty. you pulled yourself in there, locking the door. you pulled out your small stash of drugs. you pulled out a couple of xanax, as you laid out a paper towel and laid the pills on top, using your phone to crush them.
as you bent down to snort them, the door opened. you looked up to see a light-skin curly head who quickly disappeared saying a quiet,“sorry”. you shrugged, you could've sworn you locked the door but oh well.
as you bent down again the door opened, the same girl appearing. she had a smug look on her face, "what are you doing?"
you snorted the power before looking back at the girl. "what does it look like i’m doing?"
"if you tell me what drugs you're doing, i’ll do the same." the smug look stayed on her face. you thought about it for a minute, then shrugged. "sure. but lock the door." rue quickly closed the door and locked it. she walked closer to you, "what you snorting?"
"xanax."
"you look out of it already." rue chuckled. "that’s because i am." you bent down and snorted another line. "what's your name?" you asked. "rue. yours?"
"y/n but call me y/n/n." rue nodded. she slid down the wall to sit on the floor. "you smoke weed?" she asked you as you sat down beside her. "do i? i love weed. you got some?"
"hell yeah i do, you know how to roll?" rue asked.
"don't tell me you have weed on you but don't know how to roll." you laughed, before holding your hand out, "give it here." rue laughed, grabbing the weed from her pocket. "my dealer usually rolled it for me but he stopped giving me shit, so yeah."
"sooo.. where did you get this from?" you asked inspecting the weed. "i stole it from him." she laughed. you shook your head with a laugh, rolling the weed anyway. rue watched your every move, then she pulled out the lighter. you put it to your mouth and rue lit it. you took the biggest inhale you could, then you passed the blunt to rue.
"so, if you don't mind. how long you been a druggie?" you asked, taking rue by surprise causing a choked cough to come from her body as the smoke slipped from her mouth. "damn, my bad." you laughed.
"no you’re good. it just took me by surprise, i’ve been doing drugs since i was 14."
"how old are you now?" you wondered. "i’m eighteen." she answered, before putting the blunt back to her mouth, taking another puff, then passing it to you, "what about you?"
"well, the first time i ever did something is when i was thirteen. i smoked weed. didn't really do anything bad until i was fifteen and i’m eighteen now as well." rue nodded. "what made you do drugs?" you followed up.
rue got the blunt back, "my dad got really sick, i used to help take care of him and there were so many pills available, so one day i got curious and i popped one and never stopped after that. it got worse when he died so." rue blew out the smoke with a shrug. "i'm sorry man." rue shook it off, "it's okay, 'cause to be honest even if he were here i would've still been the person i was today."
"i was around drugs my whole life. i guess it’s just in my genes. my whole family did some type of drug in their life.” you spoke, “i’ve seen all types of drugs.”
"you ever tried fentanyl?" rue asked causing you to look at her like she was crazy. "oh i haven’t gotten that far yet. i'm not trying to kill myself that easily. i’m too scared, i’m trying to get high, not die… have you?!"
rue laughed, "i have once, but it wasn't on purpose, my used-to-be dealer had this creepy dude named mouse come with it and he made me take it. i did what he wanted because he was scary as fuck." she laughed, "it was honestly the best high i ever had but i won't try that shit again." you scoffed, "you are something else, rue rue."
“not the first time i heard that.”
the two of you got to know each other more and more as time went on and the both of you finally got up and left the party as it ended. you two were now walking down an alleyway, high as a kite.
"you wanna know something, rue rue?" you asked, becoming comfortable with the girl when it’s only been a few hours. the feeling was mutual for rue, already comfortable with you and also enjoying the nickname you gave her.
"yeah, what?"
"i was actually clean for 60 days before i relapsed." rue looked at you., "what made you relapse?" you sighed, "i had a girlfriend. her name was bri, she left me." rue stopped which also made you stop. "why’d we stop? everything good?"
"yeah, everything is fine. keep going." what you said also triggered a memory back into rue’s head. the remembrance of her relapse when her girlfriend, jules left her while she was at her lowest. "she just up and left me, without an explanation. i woke up and i was blocked on everything. i later found out she found someone else, someone better."
"i was doing better just for her.. and she up and fucking left. that triggered everything inside of me and i relapsed. i was mad at myself because i was doing so good but when i did it once i realized how much my body missed it and i went back to doing it every day."
"you wanna know something too?" rue asked. you looked at the taller girl and nodded. "that’s exactly what happened to me. i had a girlfriend, jules. i thought she was the love of my fucking life. se did a lot together and i loved being with her. she was the only thing that made me not want to do drugs and to better myself and i was actually doing that for her and then one day we planned to go somewhere but i backed out last minute. i thought she would've stayed with me but she didn't, i watched her as she got on that fucking train and leave me with no damn regrets. it wasn't even her leaving that made me so upset. it was the fact that not once when she was down there did she think to text or call me, check up on me. none of that. that’s when i relapsed." rue confessed.
you gave rue a sad smile, grabbing her hand, rubbing it in reassurance before speaking. "i’m sorry, rue rue. you didn't deserve that. you’re a nice person. fuck her for that." you both laughed at the last part.
"i saw her before i walked in on you. she looks like she's doing just fine without me so." rue shrugged, "i guess i’m going to be fine without her too."
"that’s the spirit, rue rue." you patted her back. rue gave you a genuine smile. you began walking again and rue noticed that you were shivering. rue instantly took off her burgundy jacket and wrapped it around you. you looked up at rue and gave her a sweet smile. "thank you, rue rue."
"so.. i kinda don’t wanna go home tonight.. is it possible if i could stay with you tonight?”rue asked, and you quickly nodded your head. "yeah- yeah, course, i didn't wanna be alone anyway."
“you live alone?" rue asked.
"no—yes. it's complicated. my mom lives with me kinda. she stops by twice a week to drop me off money, god only knows where she got it from. then she leaves. sometimes she stays the night for 'quality time'." you shrugged.
"oh."
"yeah.. my house isn't too far, let's hurry." the two of you picked up your pace and made it to your house in 10 minutes. you got her key and unlocked the door.
"sorry if it's messy. i try to tidy up every day but i got lazy today." you chuckled.
the house was very nice and tidy. it smelled like cherry blossoms. "your house is pretty." you smiled. "thank you." you locked the front door. "my room is down here." you led rue down the hallway.
"i have clothes for you. if you want to take a shower. thre are two showers so you can wash up in here and i’ll go in the other room." you walked into the closet and brought out clothes for both of you. "the towels are in there. extra toothbrushes are in the cabinet. i'll be back." you gave her a smile before leaving the room.
rue walked into the bathroom that was connected to your room. she looked into the mirror and smiled. another level of happiness entered her body as soon as she met you. she had someone she could finally relate to.
someone who finally gets her.
it has only been 5 hours since the both of you met but rue felt like she's known you much longer than that. she ran the shower, waited for it to warm up, and took off her clothes.
she stepped in and let the water run through her face. another smile crept onto her face. you kept circling her mind.
and it was the same for you. rue was different, her emotions felt genuine and you haven’t felt that in a long time.
rue stepped out of the shower and wrapped the towel around her tall body. she got the new toothbrush and took it out of the package.
she brushed her teeth and dried off. she put the clothes on that you gave her, retrieved her dirty clothes and walked out of the bathroom. she jumps slightly as you were already in bed.
"sorry i startled you." you giggled, "you can put the dirty clothes right there. i’ll wash it for you tomorrow morning." you said and rue nods.
"woah, where are you going?" you asked as rue began to leave the room. "to bed." she laughed. "sleep with me, rue rue. this is a king bed, we both have plenty of room."
rue laughed, a hint of nervousness there, while heading over to the bed. she climbed in, you turned on her side to look at rue. "did you have a nice shower?" you asked. "yes, i did. you?"
"it was fantastic." you laughed.
it was quiet for a bit before you spoke up again. "rue rue?" you called out. "yeah?" she responded. "can we cuddle? i’m cold." rue looked at her, a flicker of nerves in her eyes and smiled, "of course, we can."
you got closer to rue and laid your head on her chest and rue wrapped her arms around you. "you’re warming me up already." you mumbled, feeling rue’s body move as she chuckled.
the two of you were quiet for about 10 minutes, just enjoying being in each other's arms. "i just wanna thank the universe for letting, rue rue walk in on me snorting xanax." the high was now beginning to wear off of both of you.
"and I thank the universe for letting me walk in on you snorting xanax."
you looked up at rue who looked down at down. "has anyone everyone told you how pretty you are, rue rue?" you asked with low eyes. "..not really." she said shyly. "wow, people get to see your beautiful face every day and they don't tell you how beautiful you are? those people are losers." you spoke.
"i could say the same for you, y/n." rue smiled and you smiled back. you then took a big inhale, taking in rue’s scent. "you smell good, rue rue." you mumbled taking another inhale.
"well, it was your soap." she laughed. "i know i know, but it doesn't smell this good on me." you reasoned. "it smells like a whole different scent on you."
"you’re lying.”
"nah, i’m being for real." you laughed.
rue looked down at you, you were barely awake. you felt her gaze and opened your eyes. "y/n?" rue asked. "hmm?" you hummed.
"can i kiss you?"
that question seemed to wake you up. you nodded your head and rue quickly conjoined the both of your lips together.
rue grabbed you by your waist, pulling you on top of her. you grabbed onto rue’s face to deepen the kiss. rue's hand explored your entire body, from your waist, to your ass, and your inner thighs.
rue held onto your ass with a tight grip, causing you to groan into the kiss. your tongues fought in dominance while you rocked your hips against rue, itching for any type of friction.
rue broke away from the kiss to catch her breath. both of you took heavy breaths, your eyes were full of hunger, ready for more. rue took that as like a sign and flipped you two over.
rue got the hold on your hands and put them above your head as she kissed your neck, leaving marks all over. rue then began to suck lightly at your pulse causing a soft moan to escape your mouth.
rue sat up, looking down at you. you looked vulnerable and desperate, wanting and ready for rue to do anything with your body at this point. rue began to remove her shirt and then yours, your titties now free and in view for rue to see.
rue stared down at the beauty before speaking "do you really want to do this?" rue asked. you looked at rue and nodded. rue looked in your eyes and could tell that you was being 100 percent serious.
rue nodded and began to kiss your stomach, going farther up each kiss. once she landed on your left breast, she wrapped her lips around your nipple, giving it a slight tug before letting go, making a 'pop' sound. she did the same with the right before going up to your lips to give you the sloppiest but most affectionate kiss ever.
"you’re so beautiful." rue whispered.
rue then went down near your legs, removing your shorts. she spread legs and kissed your heat through your already damp panties, causing you to squirm with small noises leaving from your mouth.
rue rubbed your clit through your panties. rue was enjoying the teasing, she loved seeing you squirm over her touch.
"rue, please.. no more teasing."
rue smiled, then slowly removed your panties. "only because you said please." rue’s tongue then met your folds, immediately humming at the taste of you. instantly, your squrirming became worse, causing rue to hold your thighs in place to keep you still. it’s been a while since you received pleasure from someone, and boy did you missed this feeling.
"fuck." your eyes rolled to the back of your head, you grabbed rue by her curls, pushed her face more into your wet pussy. rue began to plunge her tongue in and out of your tight hole, making you go even crazier.
"jesus, rue, just like that," you encouraged her, feeling the knot in your stomach that you haven’t felt in a long time. rue latched onto your clit, tracing a-z, sending you over the edge.
"i’m gonna cum, rue. you arched back as your legs began to shake. "give it to me, baby. give it all to me," she encouraged as you creamed in rue’s mouth.
you laid limp on the bed, twitching as rue cleaned you up. rue then stood up to remove her bottoms. "got a little something left in you for one more round?" rue asked. you weren’t sure if you could but you knew rue needed pleasure just as much as you so you nodded your head.
rue spread your legs once again, positioning herself where her wet heat hovered over yours. rue could’ve came right on the spot just by just feeling your pussy on hers. rue starting rocking her hips, her lip tucked behind her teeth. "shit." rue cursed as she leaned her head back.
you were still sensitive but you felt your body preparing for another orgasm. "this feels so damn good." rue said out loud but more to herself.
just like you, she hadn't had sex in a while, so this feeling was long overdue. the only sounds in the room were the both of your moans, your pussies rubbing together and your bed slightly creaking and sliding across the floor.
rue picked up her pace, resulting in the both of you to close your eyes. "just like that, rue just like that." you whimpered as your hips met rue’s grinds.
"i’m almost there." rue let out, her rocking before sloppier and rough, making the bed fully scoot across the floor. "i’m cumming.. i’m fucking cumming." rue moaned loudly as she cummed all over your pussy, you finished right after her, cums mixing as you helped each other ride our your highs. rue collapsed onto the bed, taking deep breaths. yeah, she needed that. that euphoric feeling that everyone girl should feel.
a feeling that was sometimes better than drugs.
rue closed her eyes but opened them again when she felt a hand on her inner thigh. "you deserve a second orgasm don't you think?" you gave a tired smile.
rue couldn't form words, but her actions spoke for you, opening her legs as you lazily crawled between them. rue knew that it wouldn't be long until she came again by the way you were eating her pussy.
"just like that, fuck." she pushed your head down into her pussy as she leaned her head back. you traced your name onto rue’s clit personally claiming rue’s pussy to yourself. you then stroked your tongue in rue’s wet cunt.
"keep that shit up, baby. i’m so damn close."
you followed her orders, and not even a minute later, rue was squirting onto the bed, spurting onto your face, "oh, shit." rue said grinding onto your face as she rode out her high. she dropped her head back and her mouth formed an 'o' shape. rue’s body went limp and you crawled and collapsed on top of rue’s naked and warm body. "that surprised me." you spoke as you got the cover and covered the both of your bodies.
"me too, i’ve never done that before." you laughed. "well, what can i say? my tongue can work miracles."
"oh, shut up." rue’s childish giggle appeared.
it didn't take long for you guys to fall asleep. you were both pretty worn out and the high that still lingered in your bodies made it easier to fall asleep.
you guys don't know why the universe set it out for rue to walk in on you but you’re glad it happened.
it was truly a night to remember.
for the both of y’all.
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Deleted scene from chapter 15 after their talk on the couch when Manny came home from fighting Denny....
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Right before the scene where they went to the grocery store ....
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The parking lot outside Manny’s apartment was quiet when he pulled in. Mentally wired but physically spent, he trudged up the single flight of stairs to get to his door. As soon as he crossed the threshold, he felt displaced. Surrounded by all his belongings, the space still didn’t welcome him in.
After a shower, he sprawled out on his bed. With a slight frown, he lay looking at the ceiling fan spin on the lowest setting, irritated. He had only gone back to his apartment after the run because it was almost three o’clock in the morning, but it wasn’t where he wanted to be - where he needed to be.
20 minutes later, he was quietly letting himself into Mia’s house. The smell of it alone, twitched his lips up in a faint smile. The air shifted around him, the carpet sank under his feet. The stove light from the kitchen gave shape to what would have been just shadows in the living room. The chair that he hung his cut on and tucked his boots under. The couch where he fed his daughter. On autopilot, he placed his keys on the end table. This was the feeling he wanted. He was welcome. He was home.
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“Mia…Mia?”
Her brain acknowledging his raspy voice before she fully waking up kept her from being startled. He stood on the other side of the bed facing her. Raising her head from her pillow, she rubbed the sleep from her eyes. “Manny?”
“Hey.” Sitting on the side of the bed, he rolled his neck, “I didn’t want to wake you…but I didn’t wanna scare you either.” His mouth twisted up in a small smile and he raised his eyebrows, “We both know how that could go.”
With an embarrassed smile, Mia sat up. Manny teased her about the morning she caught him in the kitchen and drew down on him all the time. “Shut up.”
Mia flipping her covers back stirred the air, and the fresh scent of Manny’s soap and lotion wafted her way. “You went home?”
“Yeah,” he nodded. His eyes had adjusted to the dark of her room. He could see her face clearly. “Is it cool? You know, that I came here?”
Mia watched him roll his neck again. Remembering how he was always tense after a run, she swung her legs around to plant her feet on the floor in lieu of an answer. “C’mere. Sit down.”
Manny came around to her side of the bed and sat on the floor between her legs. As soon as Mia placed her hands on his shoulders, his eyes closed. She spread them out, cupping and squeezing. Rolling his muscles under her palms. Feeling her slide her thumbs up the back of his neck, made his mouth water and his eyelids tremble. Mia gave a little chuckle at the growling sound he released. She damn near finished him off with the head and ear rub that followed. He had forgotten how incredible it felt - how perfectly it worked. Her hands were magic.
She gave his shoulders a pat, “There. Done.”
Getting up he sighed low, stretching, “Thanks mamas.”
Her soft smile, her hands, her love was why he needed to be there. She yawned hard and he felt bad for disturbing her sleep.
“You want me to hit the couch? I could get Zee when she wakes up.”
“No,” she flopped back on her pillow, pulling the covers over her with her eyes already closed. “She should be down for a awhile.”
Manny certainly wasn’t going to argue with her, not with her bed calling him the way it was. He didn’t say another word, circling around to the other side again and crawling in. As he settled, placing his hand behind his head, Mia rolled towards him and her hand on his chest made him focus on her. Her face was soft, her eyes were closed and her breathing even - she was fading fast.
“Nite,” she murmured, snuggling in a little closer. “I’m glad you’re here.”
She’d never know that he smiled big enough to crinkle the corners of his eyes. I’m home.
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LET'S CHAT: WHY REMOVE THIS SCENE?
Mostly, it was because I was being highly critical of myself and trying to follow the little rules I had set for myself to execute this story. I think I wasn't really ready to end this story either, so I was convinced that I would end up creating another chapter or just make the Epilogue too long. Are there rules about that? I don't know. But my ever-critical brain fought me to the ground. But complete transparency? This is one bit that, as soon as I posted the Epilogue, I wished I hadn't removed it.
Okay, what do you think? Should I have left it in?
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After Manny’s scene on the couch with Zarria when he woke up from his nap....
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Mia dumped a cup of laundry detergent in the washing machine, eyeballing how much room she had left. Figuring she could get in a few of Manny’s things, she called out for him.
“Manny!”
She had left him playing with Zarria but peeking out of the kitchen, she saw he wasn’t in the living room. Slipping past her daughter playing in her playpen, she went to the hallway bathroom - the door was ajar. No Manny. He wasn’t in Zarria’s room either. Her brow creased as she headed to her bedroom. There, she found Manny standing at her dresser, pushing things around in her jewelry box. Her frown increased as she watched him poke around, and she quietly stepped closer.
“What are you doing?”
Manny froze, then angled his body toward her, thumbing toward her bed. “I came in to make the bed back up but then, ah--.”
Mia glanced at her perfectly made bed, then back at him. Folding her arms across her chest, her expression was guarded. Her eyes flicked from his face to her open jewelry box and back again. Manny figured there was no point in lying.
“I was lookin’ for my ring.”
Mia’s eyebrows knotted in confusion, “Your ring?”
“Your ring…the one with my name on it.”
Mia knew exactly which one he was talking about. She had a solid sterling silver ring that crisscrossed her finger like an X and his name was engraved on one stem. Shit. She bit her lip, averting her eyes, “It’s not in there.”
Manny eyes flashed surprise, hurt, then offense before he erased all expression from his face before he spoke again. “Oh,” he clenched his jaw tight. “Aight…so you tossed it out?”
“No,” she said immediately. “Of course not.” This was not the conversation she wanted to have with him but she also didn’t want him to get the wrong idea. Tired to the bone of having to think, she huffed out an exhale, “I put in with some stuff I boxed up for Zee. I…thought she would want it.”
“Cuz you don’t?”
Mia cut her eyes at him, not wanting to get into it. “Stop.”
Agitated, Manny’s brows dipped in a frown, his rasp tight, “Naw, answer me.”
“Manny, stop!’ Mia snapped. “Why are you even asking? I wasn’t going to keep wearing it. We weren’t togeth--”. She stopped mid-sentence to get a hold of herself. Part of her wanted to explain but something about being forced to made her deeply angry. You can question anything you want except how I choose to be a mother to our daughter!
“You know what? Fine. Last month, I had it made into a bracelet.”
Manny tilted his chin up and Mia was all too familiar with the three slow blinks that followed. Manny’s eyelids lowered in suspicion, stoked her irritation even more and turned her tone uncharacteristically sharp. With a loud exhale of frustration, she continued, “I was gonna give it to her when she got older, so she’d have a piece of you…of us - of our story, Manuelo. We’re her fucking parents. She needs to know that she’s here because we loved each other. She needs to hear it. She needs to see it. But telling her isn’t enough! She has to have that proof that she’s not a mistake!”
Mia almost made it through her outburst without any emotion in her voice betraying her but lost control at the very end. The sting of coming tears choked her when Manny’s expression softened again. ‘…We loved each other.’ Those four words, even said in anger, swept the tension from his body. In the heavy silence , he gnawed on the inside of his cheek. He was tired and hungry and stressed, and he had let his emotions run high for a moment. Mere seconds, but how much those seconds would cost him was yet to be determined. Mia was shutting down right in front of his eyes.
Regret had him running his hand over the back of his neck as he took a step towards her. Holding out his other hand, he reached for her wanting to apologize. “Aye, Bella. I ain’t meant to come at you like that. I don’t kn--.”
“Forget it.” Worn out by the emotional ups and downs of her day, of the week, Mia pressed her palm flat to her queasy stomach, clearing her throat. Looking him dead in the eye, she made her voice as flat as possible. “I was looking for you to see if you had anything that needed to be washed cuz I have room in the load I’m about to do. So, do you?”
Letting his extended hand fall by his side, he kept his tone light, “Naw. I’m good…thanks.”
Wanting to get away from the conversation altogether, she turned to leave. “Mm-hm.”
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LET'S CHAT: WHY REMOVE THIS SCENE?
I took this scene out because I felt like delving into their parenting styles - Mia's coming from a happy household and having both her parents versus Manny's singular mentality about what his family needed, was something that would take ALOT of words to properly cover. Throughout the story, I had moments showing that they were raised very differently. I made them different on purpose but with so much going on in the main plot of this story, I felt like there no room to branch out into this element of their relationship. (It hurt my heart to take it out cuz I said ALOT about how Mia thinks about her daughter and children in general, and how her "protection" for their child had a different focus than Manny's did.
Okay so give it to me! What do you think?
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