Noah of Desire

Sheril still hadn’t returned home, he was pretty sure of that. Nothing had been touched, not the work he didn’t touch cause of what he might ruin, not things he’d moved around in Sheril’s office just to piss me off after the first day of not seeing him and he was starting to get annoyed? worried? It couldn’t be worried but somehow he knew it was this wasn’t like Sheril.

He tried to tell him that there was no way it was actual worry for his brother, there was no way he was worried about his creepy brother who had in cold blood murdered their whole family and it was just the worry that if something happened to him he’d be stuck with this job but how true was that job? He’d taken to his hobo clothing several times, putting out a lookout for his brother of course minus that detail, nothing more then a reward leading to the kid being found.

The cold night air wrapped around him as he shivered a little, so this is how Tyki lived out on the streets? It was cold and yet... quite and pleasant, he enjoyed it.

He had walked for awhile until stopping out in a field and under a tree, he glanced up and watched the stars sparkle above him. He had never noticed these kinds of things before and he sighed, maybe... if these things never had happened to him he could of enjoyed them with Tyki.

He brought his knees up and looked down at his feet “...” a frown crossed his features as he sighed, ever since he became like this he noticed things, Tyki would look down at him with a look of fear or disgust, Wisely... it felt like Wisely had hatred in his eyes towards him, it even felt like Jasdevi hated him.

He wiped at his face and mumbled “tears?...” man, how long had it been since he shed his own real tears?

Perhaps it was best he left, he was sure everyone would feel better... Yeah.

Maybe he shouldn’t go home at all until this spell wore of, it only seems staying at his home in this form made Tyki upset and annoyed Wisely.

He hasn’t been back home for almost two days

1. Sheril became an exorcist at a young age, he grew up in a very rich family and lived the life of luxury with his younger brother at his side, until his parents where killed and Tyki tried to bring them back by making a deal with the earl. Sheril was able to save Tyki in time before he was killed and Genera yeegar was the one who saved them both.

2. He became a student under Yeegar, his innocence weapon was a rapier that he was extremely skilled at using. He journeyed with Yeegar while Tyki was held back at the order and placed under a different general.

3. Sheril was in his mid 20s when he became a general himself, taking under his wing two students by the name of Wisely and Road who he doted on like they where his own children.

4. Sheril is known to be a bit creepy towards his younger brother, this is mostly due to not getting to see him as often as he would like so he’s rather clingy towards him.

1. Sheril is very well known among the wizardering world, it’s not an unknown fact that he is a death eater for the dark lord, but with his money and power no one dares say anything against him.

2. When at hogwarts he was placed in the Slytherin house and had quite the distaste of his younger brother getting to friendly with someone from gryffindor, he was even more angry when Tyki left there home to run of and marry that Gryffindor pest.

3. It’s not unknown that Sheril has done some dark and shady things and even perhaps has gone as far to kill muggles and other witches or wizards, but with connections like his he can always cover his tracks.

4. He wants Wisely and Road to follow in there family footsteps and become death eaters, not become like Tyki and run of to become some sort of teacher.

He was laughing at him. “I’m going to eat your fingers Sheril.” he said, taking another long drag from the smoke he had. As Sheril scolded him saying he was up late he held the toxic smoke in his lungs. He had cut back after his last fight with Walker but right now he didn’t care, screw cutting back he needed to relax. When he exhaled the smoke he tried to make sure it was in Sheril’s direction. “Be luck I’m up early at all I did my best. Also if you say so, I don’t drink coffee so I thought the sugar would help.”

He waved the smoke out of his face, sort of used to that “you’re the one that wanted to be in control so you don’t get to complain”

He shook his head “the sugar will make you crash, you have another guest to entertain this afternoon and then you can rest up for the rest of the day since you won’t have anything more. I also took those taxes you tried to hide and filled them in”

Hisses at him like a angry cat demon, blowing a decent amount of smoke in his direction as he did so. “This morning can screw off, there’s nothing good about it. Yes, five cups each loaded with sugar.”

He just laughed “not as easy as you thought is it?” he hummed as he got down from his seat and began to brew Tyki some coffee.

Tyki is dying from his early morning, Tyki is a zombie brother.

“If that is enough for you to erase all doubt, then what are you afraid of once you are back to normal? Your determination needs to outweigh the Noah inside you. You should be fine since you already experienced it once. Do not let doubt and worry get the better of you.”

“You could say this is a test. Will your opinion change? What made you so determined to fight for the Earl in the first place? Why did you hate humanity? Why did you ‘kill’ your own humanity and became the cold man Sheril Kamelot? Redefine your reasons to be loyal to the Earl and you should be fine once you are back to normal. It’s all you can really do on your own.”

“A lot of Dark Matter gathers at that moment, so it needs to get out and that in combination with the sudden rage from the Noah.. well it is hard for a first timer. However, you already know what that feels like, so you can mentally prepare yourself. And I take it you don’t want to risk hurting us, so perhaps staying away from us the moment you turn back would help.” And there was yet another option, but Wisely kept quiet about that for now. 

“Well, to be honest, it’s not exactly a reawakening that will happen. Your Noah is merely dormant for now because of the peculiar change that happened to your body. Perhaps the impact of the Dark Matter gathering in your body and the Noah waking up from its slumber will cause a panic attack, like an awakening. But if you are confident something like that might happen.. Do you think you won’t be able to control the course of the outburst of the awakening?”

“I mean like... when you dream, and you jolt awake suddenly because you felt like you where falling, I think it’s going to be the same as that and whatever is closest to me is going to feel that impact of my body jolting back awake”