forever

it felt like august (ambient[track0014])

maybe i should take some time off if i want you i wont let you all up in my head all up in my head all up in my head heres the thing shes got a car and he can drive so they drove up to a bar made a scene a couple more hes getting drinks she goes off it way too hard or something he gets his things hes shooting off then she runs just to catch him right up to the door he was mad he crashed the car he mustve only done it cos he wasnt smart

you used to tell me i look a little bit like your dad could be the jacket its a bit like that one he had its not the point why’d you call me up at 2am? i know we make mistakes but why’d you call this late? well hey okay then why’d the hell you call me its nice to know that you love somebody “okay well you do want party?” its not the same anymore im sorry i dont know why you (want to cry) why would that even make you (want to cry) crying if you (want to cry) is it me or you want to (want to cry) my brother met you at the show with all your dj friends he told me that you started smoking again you look appealing you’re so decieving and now you’re calling me telling me to get out my bed now im trying to get some sleep tell me everything you need my baby is all asleep everything is oh so sweet i dont know why you (want to cry) why would that even make you (want to cry) crying if you (want to cry) is it me or you want to (want to cry) i dont know why you (want to cry) why would that even make you (want to cry) are you gonna (want to cry) well if you do i want to (want to cry)

hold up in the bathroom, aint it trying to see myself from a broken mirror, wishing focus on my wealth but its you im really missing cos every song i wrote it all for you but i cant seem to find myself in you baby no no two things i still hate you but i really cant think funny how i dont remember where all of my things are (now) im trying to forget yeah im sorry i dont even know how i got here said i only wanna be somebody said i only wanna be your baby ive been thinking all about your body oh im not sure cos you left something on your phone and is that something on your nose so you text me tell me its rome you said come but just on your own then you changed your mind and said no well the flowers tend to get old if it is what it is then ill go maybe you just come to my show? cos i know it aint you 14 hours on a plane cos i know it aint you sunsets on the other side cos i know it aint true no top with the same jeans cos i know it aint true what the hell are we doing? if you can find the time then i could only tell you you could only tell me things that make you feel important you keep doing things that i cannot complain if only it was better than the first one that you came with (i just mean something to you you just mean something to me you just told me what it means and my hands aint even that clean you were more into celine i was more into your dreams loving you’s not what it seems and everything’s hard to believe in) said i only wanna be somebody said i only wanna be your baby ive been thinking all about your body oh im not sure

(running i go back) simons my shoes and over me all of my jeans mean much to me i guess your time is luxury we should rewind pull back the seats but your chain so heavy look still fine head so messy give it some time prade be the devil to my angel take your shoes off they must be painful now only if you wanna go and do it i wont ever have to make you do it only if you wanna go and prove it promise me that you will never lie i could buy things that you would like dolce & gabbana on a bag put balenciaga on a cap you can push your boy to the side you know i could a better guy double c’s hanging over you only if you’re telling me the truth i dont really talk im the type to go into it and im pretty much sure that you’re fucking with a minuteman everytime he try to get it you stay intimate so much you can adore but you’re over there losing it baby let me show you how i drive i can take you home on a friday night you can turn the lights off by your side i guess thats the way we like it promise me that you will never lie i could buy things that you would like dolce & gabbana on a bag put balenciaga on a cap you can push your boy to the side you know i could a better guy double c’s hanging over you only if you’re telling me the truth

eyes so low and your brain goes loud you look good but your head makes sounds friday night go ahead go out “you'll do fine go ahead get down” get down get down go ahead get down get down get down with your friends go out go out go out get down get down go ahead get down get down get down you’re something that you’ll understand go get dressed you should make some plans we’ll get by if we think we’ve tried guess we’ll have to go out tonight so get down get down get down go ahead get down get down get down with your friends go out go out go out get down get down go ahead get down get down get down

im just a lonely boy i dont know whats happening im just a lonely boy ive been taking drugs again everyday i wake up i wanna die again everyday i wake up i wanna die again im just a lonely boy i dont know whats happening im just a lonely boy ive been taking drugs again everyday i wake up i wanna die again (keep steady breathing) everyday i wake up i wanna die again (dont go believing)

[outro]

(you are something i want)

(i know when she’s dreaming of you)

staying late i just wanna get stoned telling all your friends that im never at home and my face filling up with blood but you’re still the same living like a bourgeois coughing up the promethazine living like an evergreen sorry for the things i’ve done now, selena wont be friends with me i was kissing emily i love you, it was never your fault