astrid

I hope my absence hurts you bitch

Whatever it was I pray it never find me again

Finally, we’ve broken up.

I pray for happy ending for me, I prayed for it god.

The moment my happiness somehow become someone else’s as well, I knew

My soul’s dying you should’ve seen

I cried a lot ever since. Dont you see

Contemplating between trying & giving up

My only literal safe place

It hurts a lot

My feelings and emotions feel so stupid, my sensitivity gets the best of me and alters my emotions. It gets hard to deal with, my heart always feels like it’s crushed and broken. I feel like a burden with these emotions. I wish I wasn’t the way I was. I wish Im someone isn’t sensitive most of all. It kills me how my emotions align with my sensitivity. I really question everything I feel, I hate it. I hate how easily hurt I get. This fucks me up

I need to go rage

So exhausting