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Truly, sheâd never been all too great at hiding things, and certainly not from anyone who might have stood a hand in helping her beyond that. It was deafening, which seemed ironic considering apart from the few beating hearts and the low hum of the TV still playing the movie Charlie had wanted to watch; there was nothing else. Yet white noise clouded her mind, thought and churning sounds that no living person should have ever been able to sense so easily. It messed with her far more than she let on, a creature of unfathomable strength, now a woman seemingly afraid of the snapping twigs underfoot a stranger across the street. âThatâs okay.. I mustâve..â maybe itâs in my coat pocket.â Did she even wear a coat? It didnât matter, as she stepped back in what she might have hoped would be a near indiscernible movement, yet sheâd misjudged and seemingly backed herself into a corner, almost literally. Heâd pinned her for what it was, and something about it unfurled in her chest like a live wire. She should have had this worked out by now; eight long months and the simple art of her own forgetfulness still hadnât seemed to offer her any leeway. âIâm..â itâs fine, honestly.â She case hues downward, a lowly laugh that held little element of humor bit down gently and she tucked dark tresses in behind her ear. âThereâs still some blood bags at home.â How anyone could so surely forget such a thing â that living now comprised itself of choking back blood bags; choking because even though the succulent taste of crimson was beyond anything sheâd ever known, her mind still reeled knowing that what she was drinking was blood. More to the point, that sheâd had little other choice if she didnât want to attack any single one person she came across on a daily basis, it seemed foolish to let such thought simply slip her mind on the way out of the house this day. The sound of a button slipping through fabric and piercing azure orbs snapped up to meet the sight of Nixonâs bare chest. âNixon, no.â Sheâd state, adamantly. âThatâs not..â you donât have to do that. Itâs really not necessary.â Her dry throat constricted and she was sure there was some sense of a visible wince to it as she looked between him and the glowering doorway that led to Charlie. âReally.. itâs not a good idea, if IâŚâ I donât know if Iâll stop.â
There was always moments in life that felt like it was meant to be defining, like it was meant to be something more than what laid on the surface. This feeling bubbled up deep within the wolfâs chest as he stared over at Taylor. The vampire that, against all odds, had become a lasting member of his friends and family as the nomad attempted to form a life rooted in a single place. The sight before him stirred something deep inside of him. It wasnât pity, no Nixon didnât pity the vampire before him. He knew that was the last thing she would ever want. The feeling that pushed him forward, letting the fabric of his flannel fall to the tiled ground, was concern and compassion. Taylor was a beautiful soul, one who was forced into a life that she had never really wanted. Seeing her struggle, witnessing her own form of suffering was agonizing for him. Nixon shook his head lightly, taking small cautious steps towards the woman before him. âYouâre starving, Tayâ, he repeated, a gentleness in his voice. Nixon didnât want to startle her, but he was all too aware of the delicate line that he was walking on.Â
With her words, it was then he realized that there wasnât much that he wouldnât do to try to make her world seem a little less dark. It would be the least he could do for the woman who had been almost a beacon while he was in such a dark place. âItâs probably a terrible ideaâ, he laughed, the hint of a grin tugging up on his stubble covered cheeks. âItâs probably an awful idea, but itâs the only one that seems right. I donât want you to walk out of this house and have to try to make it home starving. I donât want you to live with hurting someoneâ, he paused, the cautious steps not ceasing as he neared her. Nixon knew the possibility of her losing control was high, just as it was for all new vampires. But he also was aware of who she was as a person, past the creature she had become. He liked to believe that he knew her heart. âI know youâll stopâ, he offered, a hand coming out to brush back a lose strand of his dark locks. âI could give you a long list of all the reasons why I know you would stop, the top two being my trust in you and that little girl out thereâ, his speech continued, pads of his fingers brushing against her icy skin. The vast difference in their temperatures send a wave of chills cascading up his arm, but the wolf refused to let that distract him further. âI wonât force you to do anything, Taylor. But I want you to know that Iâm here when you need it. You donât scare me.â














