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AUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
sooo!!! lil white things (or "others" were gluttony and sloth) who would've been the opposing for cheng xiaoshi (diligence) and xia fei (temperance)
jae lee as chastity and liu xiao as lust opposites is sending me
what i find more interesting is lu guang being cast as wrath. he's displayed plenty of patience with how much he waits and plans (and overthinks) but he DOES have a wrathful streak (towards himself, towards vein, potentially towards liu xiao bc teehee ex theory)
wang qing (humility) and vein (pride) is so good tho i hope they fight again
lu guang being one of the deadly sins with liu xiao, vein and the twins is making me froth at the mouth like PLSSSSSS LU GUANG CRASH OUT AND BECOME EVIL
xia fei, qiao ling, cheng xiaoshi, wang qing and jae lee all being heavenly!!!!!!
is it drawing the lines between them all? is it showing who's morality will sway back and forth? xia fei and lu guang has always been portrayed as a morally grey, so this might just be alluding to it... π
lu guang getting subliminal messaging during season 3 to come join his original first timeline cheng xiaoshi in the afterlife π source

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OKAY BUT THE ANIMALSSSSSS
kitty looking straight at cheng xiaoshi!!!!
also pupper on top as the past
bnuuy in middle as the present
kitty on bottom as the future!!!!
all corresponding with their powers....
also why is kitty on a rainbow bridge that becomes brighter in colour and leading straight to cheng xiaoshi πππ
never have i ever been more gay in my entire life
FJASKLFJ BRO WANTS TO SHOOT HIM SO BAD
ALSO CAN WE TALK ABOUT VEIN CHASING LU GUANG HERE LKJASFLAKSFJ
JAE LEE REALLY SAID NO SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE LIU XIAO!!!!!
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thinking about the tragedy of a lu guang who has tried again and again and again to save cheng xiaoshi. thinking of a lu guang who keeps surviving the experience of cheng xiaoshi dying in his arms. thinking of a lu guang whose humanity cracks and splinters with the weight of each dive he takes.
thinking of a lu guang whose love for cheng xiaoshi gets more and more buried under all the timelines he's starting to forget.
thinking of a lu guang who finally decides to discard his humanity, embrace the Dark Side and break time itself to save cheng xiaoshi.
he's so tired and sick someone free him
When u have to sing with ur sleep paralysis demon
i just think a lot. about lg being experimented on for his powers bc seeing 12 hours into the future with any photograph taken is so soooooo OP like how many different possibilities ran through his mind??? or does he see the ~Sacred Timeline~ that fate dictates

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eyebags so prominent in s1 bc of the stress and lack of sleep from trying to keep the timeline the same im sure T__T
my brainge about lu guang's past...
cw child abuse DISCLAIMER: im not a psychologist i am a simple writer who just googles things obsessively!!!
lg really strikes me as a character who suffered emotional and/or physical abuse as a child. i think he grew up in an unstable environment with unpredictable and potentially volatile caregivers.
typically children who experience these things as a child can develop ways to hide their true thoughts/feelings to avoid conflict and maintain some semblance of stability in their home life.
along with this, they can learn compartmentalize their mental state/emotions in an effort to deal with everything thrown at them, sort of like a constant fight or flight (survival mode).
they can learn to always be hypervigilant and maintain presence of mind in highly stressful situations because of how often they've learned how to separate their emotions and feelings from their logical mind.
i think lu guang, given his tendency to compartmentalize and internalise all his emotions, underwent all of this π«
i think these things from the show support this:
in general, he doesn't show much emotion. he's used to holding back constantly, and has careful control of what he lets out and doesn't let out. we rarely ever see him lose focus or be overwhelmed by emotion
when he's tortured by ltc, he barely makes any noises of pain; i think this is because he's more-so used to holding back any distressed reactions as opposed to not wanting to give ltc any sort of satisfaction
when cxs and ql dies, he makes that 'rational and thought-out' decision of diving back in time, as per director li's words. i highly doubt a lot of people can make a rational decision after losing their family and having their best friend die in front of them. he set aside his grief to focus on a plan
he's also in pain and suffering from a wound at that point, but still manages to take time to think and carefully sort through the timeline to identify that Chance to save them
the entirety of bridon arc. literally he is holding everything inside. he doesn't panic when he wakes up from a nightmare of seeing his best friend's (boyfriend's) dead body on the floor. he just carries on like he's used to shrugging it off
i think that, since he was a child, he's constantly been in survival mode. a lot of his behaviour feels like a trauma response that keeps compounding and i fear what his chronic stress will look like in s3 tbh (i hope he has the crashout of the century because ANGST)