⚜️ venisé🤍keenan⚜️

Man i got to hurry up n move so i can take my girls somewhere every week im finna cry 14 finna b 21 in da blink of an eye and i never had da time to enjoy them as babys ill never ever ever ever ever lol forgive mySelf like .0001% for prioritizing being a sister to my sister while she was sleeping w their dad. It aint him or her thats the hurt they jus like was entertained by needing me or needing help n watching Me drop err thing for them even the kids. Hard hard hard lesson to learn n even tho im happy to be fully present now and im proud… im still 2 late. Latiana found home at my parents which i love bcuz she can protect& bond w them etc but i sit here n watch maryann sleep and i cry sometimes bcuz shes not here 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 and I’ve accepted it but to know that they was actively intentionally doin things to contribute to tha chaos n dissaray and listen to me vent an laugh at me nd show fake sympathy,,,, 🙁 everytime i tried sign them up for a sport or other things they mKe sure fuck up my cars at those days i didnt kno at the time,,,,,,, which is good i woulda snapped lmaooooooo … but it just hurts bcuz latiana told me she’s going to mve to my parents like 5 years ago bcuz she didnt feel safe w me and to know now that it wasn’t my fault.. lmao u would think makes it bettee but hahahahaha but it lo key makes me feel worst lmao.. not like lmao depression jus da way my feelings fluctuate lol cuz thank god she at my parents keep them safe from fuckin val bundy hahahahahahah aka jap robot sister lmao