For the sake of Allah

I never thought that my heart could carry this much pain.

I never thought that there would be days that I’d just wish to collapse so I wouldn’t feel my heart being stabbed and pricked a million times.

I never thought that my eyes would hurt cause it already ran out of tears.

I never thought that I could literally feel my heart being broken into pieces.

I never thought it to be this heavy.

And I never thought that it’d be because of you.

and all my life I never knew that I was this strong. 

I never knew that I was this capable.

All along I felt emptiness in my heart and searched for people to fill the void inside of me.

But I was wrong. I was wrong to look for it on dependent human beings.

Now I know that the pain would never end until I find Allah. 

Allah SWT will never burden a soul beyond that it can carry.