I know what its like to be afraid. Let me love you.

I saw the hat man in 2011

Sometimes it feels as if someone is setting your feet on fire so it seems like you’re dancing all for their own amusement

What if I told you that I see you for what you are? You don’t have to tell me what you are. I want to love you through the discomfort cause that’ll show you that I love you, not just the comfort itself. I promise I can handle going against our natural human desire for comfort. I don’t need it actually.

I’d take all my tumblr mutuals out to eat as we smoke one and blast music on the way there

Obama really does have the facial structure of someone that would become president in the late 2000s.

Do you exist? Do you have free will? Can you feel something within you that makes you cry or move? The best part is that you won’t last forever. That is love.

I influence and I’m not even me, so who’s really behind the wheel

At first, I liked the thought of marriage, it felt like something intimate, like somewhere I could possibly sit down for once knowing I can trust. I know I will never legally marry her but I will be with only her till the end. Shouldn’t that matter more than any physical document? I already signed my life away in my mind. I’m terrified of everything. I held the mirror up to you and in a way, you’re no longer who you were before, and I lost the version of me that was never truly me. At what point was I accepted? I never got the chance to even exist.

I was never liked for me, but only what I bring to the table. I’m trying so hard to love those that drag me to the ground. No, I don’t feel in debt to anyone, neither am I some pushover. I want to love passionately, even if I never live to see them learn. I am not trying to paint myself as a saint here. I feel empty & I want to feel this. I’m so tired. I will keep dancing to the music that comes from the party that never ends in my head.

What’s important is to know what exactly you believe in and to stand on it. You could sound so wrong to me & the world but I want you to know, that will never matter in the end.