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okay, fingering dennis, but what if he’s only allowed to cum from you fingering and milking his prostate?
instructing him keep his hands where you can see them, threatening him with a, “don’t make me tell you again, or i’ll stop.” maybe teasing that you’ll restrain him with a pair of fluffy handcuffs or your panties if he doesn’t behave. that makes him comply just long enough until the slow, teasing stroke of your fingers drives him to begging for more of your touch. “please… please… just stroke me, touch my co–oh god, please!” no matter how much he begs, how desperate and whiny he sounds with those breathless pleas, you don’t give in. you watch the way he fists at the sheets to restrain himself, how his cock throbs and twitches. precum pools at the tip, leaking onto his stomach as you press your fingers deeper, down to the knuckle, guided by his moans and frantic pleading for your touch until you hit the right spot that drives him to grind down against your fingers, desperately chasing his release.
OH MY GOSH IM LITERALLY THROBBING
he lets out a pathetic ass whimper every time the tips of your fingers kiss his g-shot, throwing back his head into the pillow while a sob falls from his swollen lips. and he’d look so pretty…and can imagine his face perfectly in my mind. his big, round eyes are glassy, cheek pink and damp with tears, and the most heartstring-pulling frown you’ll ever wanna see. maybe ur punishing him for being a mean little brat, so he really deserves this. it’s what he gets for acting out. dennis would call you momma to gain a sliver of empathy, “please, momma—i just need…i n-need it. m’so sorry,” but you’re unmoved to his dismay. ugh and he’s so buck his hips up for some kind of friction, trying to soothe the painful ache of his swollen cock, but you pin them back down and dare him to do it again.
using him as your dildo — 18+
yes, the idea of reader getting used as a fleshlight is fantastic, but what about reader using him as a dildo? not worried about his pleasure. you're only fucking him because he's a loser with a huge cock.
you're stuffing your panties (lacy, soaked through, reeking of your perfect pussy) into his face in a failed attempt to stifle his loud, unabashed moans. he definitely hasn't been fucked before, if so, not like this. due to his inexperience, he's probably came way too many times already inside you, and so you're bouncing on his fat, slimy cock with cum sloshing inside you and leaking with every bounce onto his pelvis.
hi! can u do smth where older brother dennis is a huge perv and looks up your skirts and can’t help himself from groping you at random times. maybe he has a thing for lingerie? thank u!
Hello dear !! I hope you enjoy this! Dennis is a little mean and condescending in this but trust me when I say he does it out of perverted love 🫶 also a little bit of a misogyny kink as well but not super serious !!
Dennis was raised to be a good man. He’s respectful, responsible, and a little bit of a kissass. He would never in a million years treat someone badly on purpose (unless they deserved it, but even then he’s usually just passive aggressive). Especially a woman, even more-so a family member. He remembers the last time he back-talked his aunt when he was a preteen, the busted lip he got from his uncle was enough to never do that again.
You’re different though. Sure, you’re his younger sister. And he does respect you. Yet you tend to make it hard for him. Whether it be the way you dress, or how you still cling onto him despite being grown adults now, or even the way you kiss his cheek and leave a smear of glittery lipgloss all over his skin that he pretends to hate but never wipes off.
The brotherly urges to protect you have always been there. Wrapping his arm around you when he notices creepy men eyeing you like candy, bringing you ice cream after a bad breakup, letting you crawl into bed with him at night when after claiming you can’t sleep.
Brotherly instincts shift into something more possessive, ugly. Something in his brain nagging at him that you’re his. You should belong to him. He claims it’s just out of care when he sneaks through your phone to see what kind of men you’ve been talking to (and promptly deleting said messages whenever he gets pissed off enough). He wants to make sure you aren’t hiding anything when he goes through your room, and if some of your cute sets of lingerie go missing you definitely aren’t going to ask your older brother if he’s seen them.
Dennis can’t help but to touch you more than necessary either. Hand resting on your bare thigh when you plop down on the couch next to him, skirt a little too short and skin oh so soft. Grabbing handfuls of your tits when you ask him if he could help you put on sunscreen or lotion (you had told him to help with your back, yet didn’t say anything when his hands wandered to places they really shouldn’t go). Pressing his hips against your ass and gripping onto your waist whenever he needs to get by you, despite there being plenty of room to not be all over you.
You like it. He knows you do. If not then you wouldn’t still be dressing that way, or snuggling up against him like a girlfriend rather than a sister. It’s not like you ever tell him to stop, if anything Dennis bets you want him to go further. To slide his hand under those stupid excuses of skirts, to kiss you in public when people are staring, to fuck you into the mattress the next time you whine about a nightmare and hog his bed.
Maybe it’s a good thing you don’t say anything about what he’s doing. Dennis isn’t too sure how he’d react if you called him out on being so perverted. Deny it, maybe. Stutter over apologies and beg for you to not tell anyone else, that he’d try to stop. You’re his little sister, you’d understand. Hell, maybe if you weren’t mad he could convince you it’s okay. A smug little smile on his face as he’d get you to admit you like the way he treats you. You act like a slut anyways, he’s sure it would be easy. You’re easy.
Weeks pass as Dennis goes further and further, testing you to see if you have a breaking point. He jerks off with your panties wrapped around his cock, and when he’s done he puts them back in your dresser to discover later. He steals your phone when you’re in the shower, forwarding your nudes to himself and not deleting the messages afterwards, grinds on you shamelessly when you sit on his lap while watching a movie. It’s great, he feels disgusting about it, but fuck is it great.
It isn’t until you’re getting ready to go out one night that you finally say something. You just looked so cute, wearing an outfit that he thinks only a whore would put on (not that he’d ever call someone a whore! Well… maybe you. Yeah. Just you). Frilly short skirt and he can literally see the lingerie you have on through the sheerness of your shirt.
So, yeah, of course he’s going to push his phone underneath your skirt and take a photo. And, yes, he pulls your lace panties to the side with his fingers to take another picture of your cunt. Only to freeze when you snap out, “You’re repulsive!”
“Repulsive?” Dennis scoffs, though he fears his heart might beat out of his chest at any given moment. He glances at the photos he took, cock twitching in interest at the sight of his younger sister’s little pussy on display, before forcing himself to meet your gaze. Surprisingly, you don’t look mad. Eyes sparkling and lips upturned in a sassy smile, makeup accentuating your features and making his heart pound for an entirely different reason. You’re teasing him. Dennis snickers, he slides his index finger against your already wet folds, “Oh, honey, you don’t even know what repulsive means.”
whitaker whose cock drips with so so much pre as soon as he gets the slightest bit horny x reader who gets embarrasingly wet . . grinding against each other nd making a big sloppy mess. Send tweet

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I have no one to talk to about my brat!dennis obsession with.
Like total whiny bitch and like imagine him getting actually mad when you don’t let him do a quickie in the bathroom during your shift
Even better I propose the idea of Brat tamer!Reader. Like is so willing to smack Dennis when he starts getting to mean. Leaving him all pouty with the side of his face a red from how many times she’s probably smacked him at this point (spit dribbling down his chin too- not his own, because of course you’d spit in his mouth to shut his ass up)
❀ ͏᭥ [ MDNI / INBOX ] ─ ugh brat!dennis i love/hate you sm omfg
he’d soooo try to pull you into the on-call room to let out some steam, whispering something about just needing a quick second and that it’ll be quick bc he's so wound up, but your “no” makes his face drop and he looks like a wounded puppy. “no?” you scoff, “yea, dennis. no. i got stuff to do. you know like...our job?”
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no girl...THIS is dennis whitaker: https://x.com/sleepystalkerr/status/2043429400864027134?s=20
❀ ͏᭥ [ MDNI / INBOX ] ─ OH FUCK YES. this is so sexy omfg.
when dennis eats you out, he’s sooo passionate about it, like that man takes his time with you. leaving wet, open-mouthed kisses all over your thighs; purposely ghosting over your clit to make you grumble out a cute complaint, always making sure ur eyes are locked the whole time. but once he starts eating, his brain gets all fuzzy from how good you taste, so it’s nearly impossible to keep his eyes open while he revels in it :(. he likes how worked up you get. when you squirm and whimper out his name, trying to keep quiet, but obviously, all of your attempts are useless. not being able to control yourself because of him makes a sly smile play on his swollen lip—even when he’s got a mouthful of your cunt. AND THE FACE SITTING UGHHH. he’d tell you not to be shy about it when you take a seat on his face. and when you get into it and let alllll ur embarrassment die down, he’s so proud of his girl for letting herself feel good without worrying about a thing. he gropes you all over while looking up at you with lust-dazed, mumbling, muffled praises that send vibrations against your core and he knows how much you love it.
this is ogilvie but y’all aren’t ready for that conversation yet
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okay i have so so many niche-ist threesomes ideas with characters from the pitt so rapid fire ideas ! ( gn!reader) (dennis centric ig)
ogilvie and dennis, this one is fun because, you'd think there be a competition aspect but no. but you know what there is. a mentor aspect. dennis showing ogilvie what makes you tick, how to pleasure you and how to punish you. dennis being stern toward ogilvie (to be honest ogilvie takes a bit of a submissive role in this context) and soft-ish toward you. he'd tell you to let yourself be touch, to not hesitate to correct ogilvie.
dennis for sure fuck you and makes ogilvie watch, but really watch, when he notice ogilvie looking to the side he will snap his fingers to get his attention, 'tt, james pay attention'.
and then, he lets ogilvie fuck you, maybe he makes you suck his cock maybe not depend. what dennis does for sure is put his hands on ogilvie hips to fix his rhythm, he pets your hair and praises you.
mel and dennis ... you get mel as a soft dom AND dennis as a soft dom they both are so so soft and kind with you but still dominant, mel is for sure the more strict of the two, if she gives you order you better execute them but if you don't her punishment are still on the nice-r side of things. dennis never punish you for not following order, he is weak.
dennis will have you lay against his chest while you are getting fucked by mel's strap, dennis will hold your hands and praise you for how well you are taking it, for how good you are being.
they don't really bicker that much or make it a competition, they work in tandem, they also both have disposition to be more focused on your pleasure than anything.
and of course dennis and trinity but i fear this one is too controversial ... ( trinity dominate both you and dennis ... were i said it. also she has insane strap game. )
Could you elaborate some on how Jame's dumbification kink plays out for him?
I have a request for this is the works rn, so for now I’ll just kind of explain my reasoning. It’s coming soon tho!!
He’s very much a switch that it could go either ways. Sometimes he likes to be the one dumbified, and sometimes he likes to dumbify you.
Normally he would hate anyone talking down to him in any shape or form, but in bed it gets him going. He’s constantly trying to be the best and show off, so when you treat him like someone who doesn’t understand anything at all no matter what he says, it’s almost freeing in a way. He knows no matter what, you’ll make him seem stupid, so there isn’t even a point in trying. No more trying to be the best. No more showing off. He just gets to have a empty mind.
You’ll typically ride his cock until he’s a blabbering mess and say ‘didn’t know I could fuck you even more stupid than you already are’
On the other side of things, sometimes he prefers to stay his cocky self and treat you like you don’t know anything. It boosts his ego and he’s heavily into any kind of power play. He’ll explain some complex medical thing, and when you can’t answer the questions he asks about it, he’ll act as if it’s as simple as adding and subtracting (even if you do understand what he’s talking about you just pretend not to know. Or you’re too busy with the felling of his fingers pumping in and out of your cunt to think). He’s so condescending and sarcastic with it too, saying stuff like ‘aww, you’re so dumb it’s cute.’ ‘Can’t do anything without me, huh?’. He does this all while he has his fingers in your mouth (or cunt).

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ogilvie just needs to get pegged that’ll call him down
well yes! i know he’s a little shit… but listen. he’s exactly the type of guy you have a weird freudian pyscho sexual work-crush on. maybe someone just needs to tug on his leash a bit.
the guy’s a 6”2 curly headed child prodigy med student - i think he has an inflated ego for a reason.
he’s a couple weeks into his rotation, and you had been on his ass since day one, but now you’re riding him harder and he’s getting snarkier. the boy wants to be right. you want him to shut up.
you know what makes a man real quiet? a mouth full of silicone cock…
what do you mean, isla? you ask innocently
i mean you and a few others go out one night and you get to drinking with him and you start to realize he’s not such an asshole outside of work. if only he could behave himself in uniform.
the two of you are bickering, bickering turns into flirting, flirting turns into making out against the door of the stuffy bathroom. he makes a snide comment about how sloppy you kiss. you shove your fingers between his lips before making him put his mouth to good use. and maybe you keep hooking up. and suddenly his bedside manner is improving. and you tell mckay all he needed was a little discipline.
Pretty When I Cry
𝖩𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝖮𝗀𝗂𝗅𝗏𝗂𝖾 𝗑 𝖱𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋
𝖲𝗎𝗆𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗒: James, who constantly follows you around, finds himself debating his career after something happens with a patient, so you invite him out for drinks to talk. What could possibly go wrong with that?
My Dom is My Resident
michael 'robby' robinavitch x resident!reader
summary: robby is a sexual deviant and you are is dominatrix that he spends every other night with. you are also his intern. he only recently learns that after you use your domineering tone with a patient that he learns who you are.
wc: 4.2k
tags: dom!reader, sub!robby, BDSM, asphyxiation (a very dangerous kink please do not try at home), dry humping, shoe fetish, puppy/dog play, dominatrix, sex dungeon, sex clubs, sex work in general.
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Michael Robinavitch was a man with needs. Deep dark needs that should not heard about in the light of day. It started with the adult video stores. In the back, where the nude clubs were. He liked to look but not touch. Get himself off and go home but soon it became not enough. He needed more. A flyer on the wall piques his interest. A sex dungeon for more lonely individuals.
It's late at night when he goes. He climbs down a steep and dank flight of concrete stairs to a red door. The attendant at the front door eyes him up and down with a seductive smile. "Good evening, Handsome. What do you need?" They lick their lips. He sighs, "I'll take who ever will have me?"
"Oh, a desperado." They look down the hall, "Looks like you need all the attention you can get. How about the last door on the left? Knock twice and call out, Missy." They let him pass, "She'll take good care of you."
He follows their directions, the last door on the left, knocks twice and calls out, "Missy?"
Riding Robby’s belly
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Robby never had a problem taking off his pants before a quick hookup, the only issue comes when it’s time to get rid of his shirt. Luckily, you’re there to show him just how much you love his body.
tags/warnings: smut, minors DNI, belly riding, porn wirhout plot, male masturbation, nipple play, belly worshipping, blowjob, cum eating, casual sex, self image issues and insecurities (from Robby), age gap, f!resident!reader
Teachable Moments
Michael 'Robby' Robinavitch/F!Nurse Reader/Dennis Whitaker
18+
WC: 8.0k (my longest one yet!)
Summary: Whitaker's crush on a nurse is absolutely helpless. Robby's crush on a nurse is absolutely not. He decides to make this a teachable moment, and give the poor thing some instruction after a few drinks.
Notes: This one is written as a birthday gift for a friend of mine, you know who you are, ily Also I am fully aware Robby's name is Michael but,,, I hate that so nty not in this house! Sorry if it's bad!! I've gotten rusty :/
Tags: Crushes in the workplace, Age gap between Robby and Reader/Whitaker, Power gap (Boss/Employees), Dom!Robby (Sir kink!!/More soft dom), Sub!Reader, Sub!Whitaker, M/M/F, Sexual instruction, Vaginal fingering, Oral sex (F receiving), Safe sex, Vaginal sex, Cuckolding(?), Robby has sex with Reader while Whitaker watches, M/M kissing, Everyone is bisexual here yay, Blatant Abbot/Reader as a lil sneak in cause I love him the most (it's brief, trust), Some drinking, POV shifts at certain points
A month into working in the Pitt, Whitaker noticed you for the first time.
You, the former night shift who had been looking for a 'change of pace'. The nurse who always seemed to be nearby with whatever he needed. The nurse who was just so very sweet to the patients (and him, sometimes). That type of attention made him weak in the knees.
But he wasn't the only one who noticed. Not by a long shot.
Michael Robinavitch, Dr. Robinavitch, was far from what one would call 'put together' at his self-described age of "fifty-ish". Though being the attending of the day shift, he had to notice a lot. And he noticed you often. The way you kept up with the pace of the ER, the way you were very respectful to him. Certain angles of you that would get him sent to HR if anyone knew he were looking at them.
And you were smart. You weren't blind to what seemed to be brewing in your own personal life. Even if it was starting to sound very incredibly, horribly complicated.

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sub!Dennis who likes biting
I just need to chomp him... (gn!reader)
warning; nsfw !!
He's a farm boy. He grew up roughhousing and can definitely take more than it looks on first glance.
Because he grew up on a farm, he was around strong people who knew how to work with their hands (wink wink, nudge nudge).
So, he's always sought out what was familiar to him. That's when he met you.
You knew just how to be rough with him.
Pin him down, pull his hair, make him work for his rewards and earn his punishments...
♡ ⋮ — BROKEN BOW .ᐟ
[ DENNIS WHITAKER ] && fawn!reader
𓄃 — FARM BOY. you were dennis' first love—his only love. but you'd been hiding a secret from him all your life. he hadn't seen you since he left nebraska, until you arrive at the pitt. blood soaked and scared.
𓄃 — cw .ᐟ 3k words. fluff. eater!reader. mentions of blood. hospital setting. reference to cannibalism.
𓄃 — notes .ᐟ first time writing for my baby angel dennis / the pitt. reblogs are always appreciated, and feedback is always welcomed <3
you shouldn't be here—you knew that. the blood on you wasn't yours, dripping down your skin as though it should be hiding cuts and wounds. anxiety floods your veins, nothing the medics can say can slow your breathing. the words bring no comfort, don't slow your beating heart.
your eyes squeeze shut as the ambulance sirens echo in your ears, knuckles white from your grip around the gurneys edge. they're checking every inch of you, frantic to find the cause of your bleeding. soon they'd know it wasn't yours. they'd realise you had no marks, only the bite of retaliation in your shoulder.
the ambulance pulls in to the hospital, the doors swung open and your gurney begun to move. you still can't open your eyes, daren't.
"what've we got?"
"patient is late teens, early 20s. found bleeding, but no obvious sign of trauma."
the medics keep talking, but the words don't hit your ears. you desperately want to run, but it's too late for that now. you wince as their hands examine your neck, maybe the bite was deeper than you thought.
it's a blur as they bring you inside the hospital, transferred over to a hospital bed as doctors rush the room. you feel guilt, almost. all these people wasting their time on a girl with no pain, not physically anyway.
you can see the confusion in their eyes, they know. they must know. they all know you're not hurt and the blood isn't yours and they know.
you never wanted to be this way. every time you took a life you ached. your heart broke into smaller pieces. you never wanted to have to be like this. you only ate to survive. because you had to.
"please, i can't—i don't want this." you whisper, eyes shutting again. your head shakes, as you bring your knees to your chest. the doctors all step back, sharing a look of bewilderment between them.
"out." one of the doctors instructs, and you hear the patter of feet exiting the room. "we'll be right outside whenever you're ready."
the blood is growing sticky on your chest. your white tank stained red. hiding your head against your knees, quiet sobs filling the empty space.
it felt like hours had passed before you lifted your head. eyes finally taking in the space you'd entered. white walls and white floors. doctors and nurses rushing around the space. there was no one guarding your room. you could run, you thought. leave quietly and no one would notice.
they didn't know your name. you could leave and never come back and no one would know.
the floor was busy, loud and distracting. your shoes in hand as you pushed through your door. quickly heading for the main door in which you entered, pushing through until the breeze hits your face.
quickly ducking around a corner, hidden by the brick wall as you lace up your boots again. your eyes look up, and you see him. that mousey blonde you once knew.
"denny?"
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"you're a fuckin' loser, man," his brother speaks around the table. "been pining over her for fucking years." another adds.
"don't tell me he's talkin' about her again?" the third groans, as he joins the kitchen table. "can't take this shit anymore, denny."
the boy grows shy, as he always does. hiding the blush on his cheeks into his bowl of cereal. he never meant to even bring you up, but he always seems to end up with your name on his lips. morning, noon, and night. it's you that he's thinking of.
"need to grow a set of balls and ask her out, man." his eldest brother rolls his eyes, mouth full of food.
"i can't, her dads the—"
"church pastor, we know." the three boys speak in unison. "doesn't mean she can't go on dates, you know? even her daddy ain't celibate."
dennis' blush deepens, much to the amusement of his older brothers. as if they needed anything else to tease him for. their jokes continue, as they always do, but dennis has zoned out. soft smile on his face as his mind fills of you.
thinking of that one time you wore his jacket home from school. of how sweet you looked the one time you came to his farm, helping him feed the lambs in spring. how pretty curls look in your hair, or the soft smell of the vanilla perfume you wear.
dennis is pretty sure he's been in love with you since the second grade. but his family would say he's loved you since the sandbox. on the second day of kindergarten, when the young brunette sat alone in the sand. dried tears on his cheeks, and pout upon his lips. until you.
as shy as he, joined him in the sandbox. and asked him why he was sad. you held his hand, and told him it was okay to cry. dennis would always remember that.
"you don't have to walk me to school everyday, you know?" you smile sweetly as dennis arrives at your door, adjusting the strap of your bag on your shoulder.
he shakes his head as though the idea is absurd. his hands tight around the straps on his backpack, he didn't trust himself not to reach out and hold your hand along the way.
deep down dennis knew he'd never. wouldn't ever be able to reach out and touch, never be able to tell you how he felt. he wasn't sure he ever wanted to. things had always been perfect between you both, you'd never argued—never fallen out. he didn't want to risk that.
especially not when he knew one day he'd be leaving. one day soon, too. dennis hadn't told anyone, not even you, that he'd been accepted into med school. saved up enough money to get to pittsburgh and was actually leaving nebraska.
he only had a few months left of senior year. just a few months left with his family, his farm—with you. dennis didn't want to spoil these last few months with you by telling you how he felt.
and even after all this time—he wasn't ready.
the last few months went too quickly. it slipped between his fingers. he didn't tell a soul he was leaving until the week before. too scared someone would talk him out of it. that one of his brothers would convince him to stay. that your tears would be too much and he'd give it all up.
"i wish i could take you with me." dennis murmurs softly, feet dangling over the edge of the platform. your body next to his in the barn, eyes desperate to hold back the tears threatening to fall.
"me too," you whisper, with a sad smile, words almost getting caught in your throat. "you're gonna do so good, denny."
his eyes meet yours and it takes everything in him not to sob. his hand reaches over to yours, as you interlace your fingers with his. you breathe in, eyes looking to his hand in yours. thinking about all the people those hands are going to save. all the people he's going to help.
"i am so proud of you, dennis," you whisper, as a tear drops down your cheek. his heart almost breaks at the sight of it. the hand not in yours moves to your cheek, his thumb padding across your cheek to swipe the tear away.
he doesn't move straight away, but lets his hand linger there. his breath shaky, as his thumb moves softly over your cheek. he counts down from three in his head, before moving gently toward you. dennis presses a soft kiss to your cheek, where the tear once fell.
you breathe in sharply as he does, eyes fluttering shut at the sensation. savouring the feeling of his lips on your skin, the feeling you'd been dreaming of for years.
you told yourself you'd never let yourself indulge. too scared of letting anyone that close. you had too many skeletons in your closet to consider letting anyone as close as you dreamed dennis of being.
a part of you that should never be revealed, never shown to anyone you trusted. you knew they'd never understand, you barely did yourself. you knew even dennis would never, how could you expect him to?
but with his lips so close to your own, you let yourself have this moment. one last moment to remember him by.
you turned your head, and let his lips find yours. soft, and barely touching. but you melted. dennis hummed, hand weaving through your hair as he parted his lips.
he kissed you like he'd had years of practise, when really—you were his first. he always hoped you would be. the first person to taste his lips, the girl he'd been dreaming of since he could speak.
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you forgot about the blood, the possibility of staff coming to find you, of being found out. you ran—but to him. into the arms of the boy you once knew.
"oh my god, is it really you?" he speaks, arms tight around your body before quickly pulling back. "are you okay? you're hurt—god, let me get you inside."
"no, dennis—please," you gulp, shaking your head as fear runs through you again. your hands linger on his arms, gently holding his biceps above his scrubs. "i'm okay—it's not," you trail off.
"you're covered in blood! you're hurt—please." he speaks, brows furrowed in concern. gently trying to coax you toward the hospital.
"denny, it's not mine—i'm fine, just a little cut on my shoulder," you rush through your words. in some attempt to distract him, or yourself—you don't know, you hug him again. "i can't believe you're here."
he tries so hard to ignore his gut. the training ingrained in him to help you, bring you inside the hospital and work out what's happened to you. but it's you. and you're here, somehow—in his city, in his arms.
"please, let me just look you over," he speaks against your ear, his breath fanning your skin. "just me, okay?"
it's against your gut to say yes. he could ask questions—should ask questions. could find out who you are and what you've done. but it's your denny, looking you in the eyes and saying please.
he brings you his own clothes from his locker, lets you clean up behind the curtain. clean of blood, and sat upon the bed in his jacket. the same one you wore home in high school.
he dresses the mark upon your shoulder, disposing of his gloves before he sits down on the edge of your bed.
"did someone hurt you?" he asks softly, almost scared of your answer.
but how do you begin to explain what happened? that you were the one who caused hurt, not the other way around.
"i'm fine, dennis, i promise." you whisper, reaching out for his hand. he lets you, of course. his thumb softly caressing the back of your hand. he sits quietly with you for a moment, absorbing the fact that you're here.
"you're—how—you're in pittsburgh?" dennis stutters, his thumb still gently caressing you.
"i guess so," you speak, sheepishly. "i didn't even really know—just ended up here." your words worry him. the idea of you drifting through the country, possibly alone, terrified him.
"do you have somewhere to stay?" he asks softly, as you shake your head no in return. "my shift finishes soon—hopefully... stay with me?"
it wasn't smart to say yes—but you do. you'd been without comfort for so long, without a friend. dennis was always your safe haven, and you needed him. more than you could ever express.
"my, uh—" dennis scrambles through his room, throwing the mess of clothes into the corner of the room. "my roommate won't be home for a while,"
he kicks the rest of the mess out of view, nervously scratching the back of his neck as his eyes widen. "not that i'm saying anything like that! i just—it's nice to be with just you again."
you smile softly, nervously biting your lip as you stand in his room. in his clothes, like you were meant to be there. dennis can't believe you are. he'd dreamt of you in this space more times than he cares to admit. you never did leave his brain.
no girl could ever come close, not that he had the time to even consider it during med school. dennis barely wanted to think about anyone else, he hated the idea of moving on from you. leaving you was bad enough on his conscious—to move on from the idea of you would feel like betrayal to him.
"i'm real glad to be with you too, denny." you smile to him, as he slowly sits on the edge of his bed—patting the space next to him.
"i haven't been called that in so long," he smiles, as you join him on the bed. knees bumping. "it's nice."
"no one calls you denny?" you almost giggle, shuffling to sit criss cross on his mattress. everyone back home called him denny, his brothers, his mom—you. he can't imagine the name coming from anyone at the pitt, it would feel wrong almost.
"not here," he shakes his head, soft smile not leaving his face. "everyone just calls me whitaker—trinity calls me huckleberry." dennis leans back on his palms, with a huff of a laugh.
"trinity's your roommate?" you ask, eager to hear about his life. the life he's lived since leaving.
"mhm," he nods. "i was um, kinda—between houses, when i started in the emergency room, and trinity had a spare room. so i've been here since," dennis sighs, looking to you as though he's looking at the loss of his life.
"not quite my farm back home, but it works." he smiles, but it doesn't meet his eyes.
"you miss it?" you ask softly, hands resting in your lap. fingers fiddling with the sleeves of dennis' jacket.
"all of it," he starts, breathing in deeply. his head tilts, his eyes never leaving you. "the animals, my brothers, the country air. you, mostly." he speaks, shy and voice lowering as he speaks.
"denny..." you whisper, your heart aching at his words.
"i'm sorry," he shakes his head, suddenly regretting his words. he should be making sure you're okay, asking how you got to pittsburgh all the way from nebraska—what you've been doing all these years. dennis knows he should be asking what happened to you today, where the blood came from—if you're safe.
but he can't bring himself to ask anything at all. the boy is too consumed with you just being here to ask the real questions. he can tell you don't want to talk about it, too. so he'll let you—for now. until his guilt and concern eat him alive.
"i'm not sorry," he sits up, doe eyed. "i do miss you most, more than anything, actually."
your lip trembles between your teeth, the words are what you'd longed to hear. but somehow they hurt more than anything you'd ever felt.
"i miss you so much," you admit.
it was half the reason you left broken bow. it wasn't that you were trying to find dennis—no, you would have come straight to pittsburgh without all the stops along the way if you were. nebraska just didn't feel like home without him there.
there was more to it—your leaving of custer county. people were getting too close to figuring things out. you could hide your compulsions a lot easier when you were younger, didn't need meals as often. broken bow was a small town, people were noticing the amount of missing persons reports. so you left—made yourself one of those missing people, before anyone could find out it was you making them disappear.
you met a few people like you along your travels—learnt you weren't alone, as you always thought. figured out it was genetic, or so you were told by others. but the idea of broken bow's church pastor being an eater never made much sense to you.
"you know," dennis gulps, tentatively reaching out to caress your cheek—the same way he did on the last day he saw you in nebraska. "that day you let me kiss you might just have been the best and worst day of my life."
"why the worst?" you whisper, breathing beginning to slow. brows knitted in fear for his words.
"because i knew i'd never be able to do it again." the brunette admits, his voice low and shaky.
please, please, please.
you can't speak—daren't to ask him to. your eyes are pleading with him without knowing. body subconsciously leaning into him. you don't mean to—but you whisper. "please."
"please?" dennis echos, petrified he's misreading the signs. it wouldn't be the first time.
"kiss me again." you whisper, and the words leave your lips like you're begging.
he's slow in his movements, looking at you like he's seeing you clearly for the first time. touching your skin like you were meant to be under his fingers. his mouth parts gently as his eyes close, softly touching his lips to your own.
your lips move against his, and he can't hold himself back this time. hands against your face, as your own find his waist. his whole body moves into you, licking inside your mouth like he'd die without a taste of you. your tongue meets his, sliding over the flesh as the brunette pulls you into his lap.
he's the first boy you've tasted and not wanted to devour. this was a meal meant to be savoured, enjoyed on surface level. dennis was too pure, too special to ever become one of your victims.
you can't pull away, both waited too long for this moment to even consider breathing. hands exploring bodies, desperate to study each other. discover every freckle, find every sensitive spot—to learn each other, in the one way he'd never known you.
the walls are thin, but dennis is far too distracted to hear the front door open. too wrapped up in his love to pay attention to anything outside of you.
"huckleberry! you gotta tell me what happened with blood soaked deer looking girl in central fourteen!" trinity's voice cuts through the noise, her words snapping him from the daze of you. "i got $20 on axe murderer, dude, you gotta—oh!"
the smirk on her face is evil as she walks into his room. your back to her as she enters, dennis' cheeks flush pink as he looks to his roommate. your face slowly turns to meet hers, lip between your teeth as you do.
trinity's hand slaps over her mouth, choking out a laugh. "that's gotta be breaking all kinds of rules, whitaker." she laughs, crossing her arms over her chest.
"no, no—no! i knew her already—santos!" dennis scrambles, as trinity laughs her way out of his room. "wait right here, please—" he whispers against your forehead before placing a soft kiss there.
"santos! i swear!"