Nils Müller / Writings

I hope you're all doing well. I have to be honest – I haven't been around much lately, and I feel terrible about it. Writer's block has been kicking my ass, but I'm not giving up just yet.

But hey, I do have some good news to share despite this whole creative mess I'm in. These past few years have been pretty wild – I actually finished my theology degree and completely turned my life upside down. I packed up, moved somewhere new, and did something I'd been dreaming about forever: I opened a little bookstore right by the ocean. It's small and independent, but it's mine. For the first time in ages, I feel like I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be.

I've got to tell you, books have been saving my sanity lately. Getting lost in other people's stories has been like medicine for whatever been eating at me, and slowly – really slowly – I'm starting to feel like maybe I can write again.

I know things are pretty crazy out there for everyone right now. I really hope you're all finding some peace wherever you are. But if you're going through hell or feeling completely lost, I'm sending you all my love and hoping you find your way back to solid ground.

Even though I've been MIA, I think about you guys all the time. My time on tumblr meant everything to me for a time, and I can't thank you enough for sticking with me through this rough patch.

Love and strength to all of you.