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A catalogue of me at my worst OH YEAH SINCE SOMEONE SOMEHOW FOUND THIS BLOG: BLOCK DON'T REPORT

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Withering is the heart on the inside and all that's left of me is pain

I don't think I'm gonna make it out

An exploding neuron makes no sound,

It can, it can cry, it can scream, but your laughter will drown it out

nilmeann

Withering is the heart on the inside and all that's left of me is pain

I don't think I'm gonna make it out

An exploding neuron makes no sound,

It can, it can cry, it can scream, but your laughter will drown it out

nilmeann

Withering is the heart on the inside and all that's left of me is pain

I don't think I'm gonna make it out

An exploding neuron makes no sound,

It can, it can cry, it can scream, but your laughter will drown it out

nilmeann

Withering is the heart on the inside and all that's left of me is pain

I don't think I'm gonna make it out

An exploding neuron makes no sound,

It can, it can cry, it can scream, but your laughter will drown it out

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nilmeann

Withering is the heart on the inside and all that's left of me is pain

I don't think I'm gonna make it out

An exploding neuron makes no sound,

It can, it can cry, it can scream, but your laughter will drown it out

i need urgently to be told not to rip or bite into my skin but no one will

#'.'#tw sh

im never going to be able to look at that word am i

#'.'

Alright then.

#If you want me to go back into self hatered I can.#'.'

Like I get it isn't meant aggressively but it still feels that way y'know idk I'm an idiot and I get upset over nothing

#'.'

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Well SORRY for not being tele-fucking-pathic and just KNOWING that'd changed

#You have to communicate these things #If you don't tell me when the rules change I won't know and will continue to operate under the previous instructions #I don't care if those instructions were over a decade ago #You didn't tell me they weren't to be followed anymore #'.'

t1meislimited

I bite my tongue to keep the worst of the words in

So they don't hurt nobody but me

Swallow the poison I wanna spit

Bitter medicine, I think it's making me sick

Don't look up to me, I'm not as tall as you think

You see, I talk a big game, but it's bullshit

Withering is the heart on the inside and all that's left of me is pain

I don't think I'm gonna make it out

An exploding neuron makes no sound,

It can, it can cry, it can scream, but your laughter will drown it out

#/lyr #'.'

oh god, if i could change

(to be anything i can't be)

or everything could stay the same

(simply rotting in a lifesized landfill, ah)

living just to change

(is there something that i should be?)

when everything just stays the same

(tell me quietly so i can't hear you)

/lyr

#from a jamie paige song that isnt out yet and which is a form of assault with a deadly weapon #'.'

i want to kill you so much i want you to die you evil abusive pile of hatered

#if being reminded constantly you don't respect or even try to respect my identity and being chastised every time you [private] is love #then i don't fucking want love #and no it's not any of you before any of you get ideas #'.'

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I'll never be seen as what I am will I? They'll always see me as

#Apologies a comment from a certain person irl has made me want to kill #'.'

Wind pulled the blind toward the window and the sound that made from behind us has caused a SPIKE of paranoia

#'.'

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