niksonsh

i really don't know how to get back to normal because my life is completely destroyed and everything feels like a continuous cycle of stress grief and pain, my closest people are dying, yesterday I buried my father, and today I received news that my uncle was seriously wounded. my older brother is a war veteran at the age of 23. I don't remember the last time I saw my mother without tears on her face. I am writing this at a time when the city is under threat of a ballistic attack and I hear the sounds of Iranian drones flying over the city. and at the same time I go online and see a bunch of people calling my position "ukrainian privileges" or some other delusion that calls us to be convenient victims and shuts us up so that people feel comfortable expressing their opinions while they wildly speculating on the tragedies of my people.