The Rainbow Captain

{♚} His heart stopped. When his ears perceived a significantly familiar voice Shion turned his gaze to the side. “..Exactly the same I ask myself constantly..” He did not know what to think. Carefully, he turned his body while he buried his face into his favorite plush-bunny which he held to his chest. In that moment, he just wanted to run and hide.

{♚} To hear these words again and again brought true happiness into Shion’s heart. It was like a dream to be able to hear this. Thus, the smile of the male even grew farther and also larger. He could no longer hold himself of it to shine. The renewed contact of Nijimura’s lips made ​​for a further increase, as became apparent some redness on the cheeks of the white-haired. More and more heat could be felt in his body. In these moments it was easy to be carried away by all, as long as happiness enriches your heart, everything’s going to be fine. Thus, the male immediately clung to the other again, while he gently press his face against the other’s body, to be able to be as close as possible. However, the next words of Nijimura also brought Shion to be silent. Clearly curious about the white-haired gently lifted his head. A distinct sheen was visible seen in his eyes. “..What is it? Just tell me! I’ll listen!..” Again Shion formed a clearly happy smile while he had clung even tighter to Nijimura.

Nijimura just took a moment to stare down at Shion's earnest and open expression. It was so, clear and just Shion that Nijimura didn't know what to do with himself for a moment. And that's just astonishing in of itself since Nijimura is never at a lost. However that just supported the confession that the male was about to make. "Shion." He took a deep breath, closing his eyes for a moment, before looking back at the other with nothing but determination and seriousness. "Look, I'm not all that good with feelings and mushy things, but I'm pretty sure what I feel for you is more than just friends." As Nijimura spoke, his arms tightened around the smaller male, conveying his meaning through a physical means. "I won't say that I'm in love with you, that might be too forward at this point, but I do like you and care for you quite a bit."

{♚} His heart stopped. When his ears perceived a significantly familiar voice Shion turned his gaze to the side. “..Exactly the same I ask myself constantly..” He did not know what to think. Carefully, he turned his body while he buried his face into his favorite plush-bunny which he held to his chest. In that moment, he just wanted to run and hide.

{♚} Despite the pain that he had to endure, the male could not let go anymore. It is precisely this close what was missing in his heart, the large hole that had formed was filled again. The scars on his heart began to heal. Every small seconds at that moment, Shion knew to appreciate. After all, he thought he might never see Nijimura again. Never be able to touch him again or talk to him. Even though it was a tough time, the white-haired was just glad to be able to hear those words. He felt so comfortable, so safe. Nevertheless, he still struggled with his tears. But when the gentle touch was followed by his face, Shion held his breath, as his tears took away. Every touch of Nijimura felt so pleasant. Again remained Shion, hanging with his gaze to the other. Red sparkling eyes, full of hope and happiness stared directly to Nijimura. Also pulled the young even closer to him. When his heart made a jump, the male knew he could trust all the words of the other. After all, he believed him. He know he could believe him. Shortly after the last tear ventured over Shions face, the only thing that remained was a sensitive smile. For the first time in a long time Shion could smile again. He also had a reason to. “..I’m so glad your back and stay now, I don’t wont to be without you anytime again..it really breaks my heart..”

Upon seeing the small smile, Nijimura gave one of his own. He rarely smiles, yet Nijimura was smiling now. Smiling with Shion. The tall teen, wiped away Shion's last tear before giving the other another kiss, this time on his cheek. "I'm not leaving." He assured quietly, lips brushing against Shion's soft skin. "I'm not leaving you." Which is the truth. He didn't plan to leave this place again, unless the same situation comes back, then he'll have to leave once more. However if that happens, then Nijimura will be sure to tell Shion ahead of time and keep in touch with him while he is away. He made the mistake of not doing it this time, so he'll be sure not to do it in the future. Nijimura pulled Shion into another hug, going silent as he thought things over. Things were slowly coming back together. Of course, it probably won't be exactly the same as before, but it was still something and Nijimura can work with that, if he's given the chance that is... "Shion...I need to tell you something." 

{♚} His heart stopped. When his ears perceived a significantly familiar voice Shion turned his gaze to the side. “..Exactly the same I ask myself constantly..” He did not know what to think. Carefully, he turned his body while he buried his face into his favorite plush-bunny which he held to his chest. In that moment, he just wanted to run and hide.

{♚} Shion was to keep his best to hide his abandonment, again and again his hand glided through his face. He don’t wanted his sadness to win in his eyes. He only doesn’t want start crying in front of Nijimura, even if it would show him how the male really feel. However, the white-haired narrowed his eyes to still be able to get together some rest. But this was not longer possible. Just as Shion tried to look up again, he already found himself in a embracement. His eyes widened immediately, as his mouth was wide open. The beating in his heart grew louder and louder. He never thought that he could feel this closeness to the other again. To be able to feel his vicinity. Not in the Constitution to move Shion listened to the words of Nijimura. Only after his words, Shion raised both his hands this he took to the chest of the big male and clawed himself. Likewise, he buried his head in his clothes. “..Just don’t never go again without a word, please..don’t go ever again!..” Now it was to late. Sparkling liquid dripping from Shion’s eyes, they fell over his delicate face. He could not hold it anymore as he pulled tighter and tighter toward the other as well as his bunny simply pressed against him. At this moment, the white-haired wanted nothing more than to remain so. Just stay that way. To forget the pain.

"I won't." Nijimura whispered, squeezing Shion tighter as he buried his face in that mop of white hair. It was a great comfort to have the other so close, to be able to feel and smell him after being away for so long. It was like a missing piece that finally found it's way back. This time, Nijimura made a vow to keep that vital piece close and not let it slip away again. Not let Shion slip away again. "I promise not to leave without telling you. I promise I won't hurt you again." And Nijimura is a man of his word. He'll do everything in his power to deliver on his promise and if he happens to break it, then he will never forgive himself. Taking a deep breath, the male pulled away enough to look down at the other. Upon seeing the tears, one of his hands reached up and brushed them away. "Don't cry." Nijimura doesn't want Shion to cry anymore, only wants to see him smile and be happy. Nijimura carefully bent  down pressed his lips to Shion's forehead. "Don't cry anymore, I'm back and it's all okay now."

{♚} His heart stopped. When his ears perceived a significantly familiar voice Shion turned his gaze to the side. “..Exactly the same I ask myself constantly..” He did not know what to think. Carefully, he turned his body while he buried his face into his favorite plush-bunny which he held to his chest. In that moment, he just wanted to run and hide.

{♚} Not once turned Shion his eyes away. He could not and would not either. The male was literally hanging on the gaze of the other. However, as his gaze fell to the ground, joined the young closer. He wanted Nijimura also to look at him until he could hear his words. A loud beating of his heart could be heard. Again a wave of emotion swept through his entire body. Shion would prefer to just jump into the arms of the large male, tell him that it was mean of him and just leave it as it is. However, it could not be so simple. The white-haired was hurt. His heart was hurt. Carefully, he bit his own lips to be able to hold back. Still, he could not hide his words. “..I’ve been so worried about you..I did not even know what had happened, I just do not understand that you’re just left..you just left me..” Shion’s look turned away, down to his bunny. Gently stroked the male over the soft fur of his plush-bunny. “..Do you know why I keep this bunny? Because it has given me hope that you will come back and because it’s from you..I never stopped thinking about you and what your doing and if your alright..but I..I..” Shion’s words stopped. His right hand was raised, directly to his face. He could feel how all his emotions gathered in his eyes.

      Each word the other uttered only added to the guilt Nijimura felt. His hands clenched into fists at his sides as his gaze fell to the ground once more. Usually, the male never adverted his gaze while in a conversation with someone. He was always so sure of himself, but now he wasn't. Nijimura couldn't stand to see the pain that was on Shion's face...the pain that he caused because of his selfish act. Nijimura didn't know how to make this right, how to sooth the other, but there was one thing he was sure about: he's going to try his hardest to make it up to Shion. With that determination, Nijimura snapped his gaze back up and stepped closer to the other. The dark haired male reached out and pulled Shion into his embrace, holding him tight. "I never stopped thinking of you either. Thinking of you got me through a tough time...you're the reason why I came back. If there is anything I can do to make things better, then all you have to do is tell me and I'll do it."

{♚} His heart stopped. When his ears perceived a significantly familiar voice Shion turned his gaze to the side. “..Exactly the same I ask myself constantly..” He did not know what to think. Carefully, he turned his body while he buried his face into his favorite plush-bunny which he held to his chest. In that moment, he just wanted to run and hide.

{♚} As would bounce his heart right out of his chest. Shion couldn’t organize all of his feelings and thoughts, it was too much suddenly. Suddenly he was back. Nijimura was standing right behind him, his near so close to grab and yet so far away. More and tighter and stronger Shion expressed his bunny to his body. He had never let go of him, in all this time. Not a single day. The only thing that gave him support and hope. The male could not understand it easily. Maybe there was really no time to tell him whats going on but he couldn’t believe the other would just go that way. He left him without a word. The thought of it hurt deep inside Shion’s heart. Timid, he turned his body to show his face. He wanted to look Nijimura into his face. Show him what he felt the whole time. Sadness and despair loomed in the red eyes. “..Was I so unimportant to you that you couldn’t just say one word? You just left without a word, you just were gone..” Once again, Shion clung to his plush-bunny, he needed something to hold on to.

"That's not..." The words paused in his throat. He honestly didn't know how to do this. Yes he's apologized many times in his life, has done everything he can to make it up to people who he has let down. However, this is different. This is Shion, a person that he unexpectedly got close to. Once again, Nijimura was faced with the fact that he's not knowledgeable on this whole relationship thing...or whatever it was between the two. Running a shaking hand through his hair, Nijimura looked down at the ground. "You are important to me...very important actually. I regret not taking the time to see you before I left and I know apologizing for it now probably wont help," Nijimura looked up at Shion once more, nothing but sincerity in his eyes. "But I am sorry, Shion."

{♚} His heart stopped. When his ears perceived a significantly familiar voice Shion turned his gaze to the side. “..Exactly the same I ask myself constantly..” He did not know what to think. Carefully, he turned his body while he buried his face into his favorite plush-bunny which he held to his chest. In that moment, he just wanted to run and hide.

      "I'm sorry." It was all his fault, Nijimura wasn't going to deny it or make up excuses. He's the one that made things so...out of sorts by leaving without even a word. The male had thought of the other the whole time he was away, but never got a chance to contact Shion. Now he's back and things are well...not the same that is for sure. Though there was some small comfort in seeing the white haired teen still holding onto the bunny that he gave him. Nijimura wanted to reach out and lightly touch that white hair, but he refrained. It wasn't his right to anymore. "I didn't mean to make you upset, but I had to leave and I didn't have time to explain."

【MAD】帝光編+αを7分で振り返る【ネタバレ注意】

[♚] - Maybe it was really true. The male had never really thought about something like that. After all, he saw himself in the mirror daily day. But he would never have been thinking of a rabbit. However, he had this expression simply go through when he saw it brought the other to smile. After all, it helped him as well to forget about the pain which was still in his body. But in the opinion he would consume only bunny ears, his eyes started to blink. Shion had to laugh about this idea. “..Would you like that?..” Immediately came the young a good idea. “..If so, I’ll get me some and put them on for you!..” Yeah, Shion was serious, even if the pain took over his brain but he knew what he was talking about. After all, he wanted to know himselff if he could really look like a rabbit. This idea was just too tempting.

"My best work yet."

He was right, a scarf would be a good idea, but would also always wear a suspicious act. The best solution would be simply to admit that he now had a hickey. “..No, I think to not hide it and leave it as it is and if someone asks me..well I just say nothing!..” Maybe it was a bad idea but Shion accepted it. Somehow it did not bother the male to get a hickey from the other, it was just a love bite - not more.

"Alright then, if that's what you want." Nijimura sighed as he ran a hand through his hair. He fell silent for a moment, not knowing what to say. After all what do you say to a person you hardly knew, but still gave a hickey to? Speaking of hickeys....Nijimura's eyes wandered back to the red spot that was on the other's neck. He had to admit it did make his male pride soar to see that mark on Shion's pale skin. "If someone gives you a hard time about it, let me know and I'll take care of them for you okay?"

[♚] - “..A whole month?! Seriously? I’m not sure about this!..” The male took a deep breath. Ultimately, it was a long time, he was excited to see what would await him. He did not really have a proper fear. Maybe it would be great,or?

[♚] - So that was his name? He sounded new to Shion and exciting, but it seemed a bit too long. This was his chance to create a nickname. Except when it would not interfere with the other. Yet he held back his disposal at first. To the others proposal to go eat something, the young student just added a gentle nod. After all, he himself was getting hungry, no, he could die of starvation. However, he settled on anything which he placed his hands protectively in front of his belly, in order to suppress any noise. To put himself in motion stepped Shion one step forward while his eyes were still fixed on the large male. “..Say, can I actually give you a nickname? Your name is so long as I could remember it easily!..”

☁·.·´¯`·.·☁   Once he his suggestion was accepted, Nijimura began to walk down the sidewalk. He already had a place in mind where they could go, something simply but still nice quality. He was just beginning to think about what he would want since he was quite hungry, when he registered that fact that Shion had asked him a question. The raven glanced over his shoulder, having been a few steps ahead because of his long strides. "Ha? A nickname?" He questioned, quirking an eyebrow and tilting his head. Being asked if he could be given a nickname was the last thing Nijimura expected. Not that he particularly minded as long as it wasn't something ridiculous he wouldn't mind. So with a shrug of his shoulders Nijimura nodded in acceptance. "That's fine...what did you have in mind?"

"And thus, the rainbow returns to the fucking sky."

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?"