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Seems like there's something missing in me that the rest of the world has.

Please know that i died trying

I need to erase all traces of my past.

Please God, if I must be cold then please take away my desire to feel warm.

If you forget me, I will remain dead without anyone knowing. They will see my flesh alive, but will be another man who inhabits it.

I lived in my head more than I lived in real life.

Me looking in the mirror trying to love my looks because i know i'm stuck with this body forever.

I ask as I wish for other eyes to see what I am like.

Keep my eyes as a reminder of the look of your most faithful lover.