my boy ain't my boy

(Requests: closed indefinitly)

This is my main blog! if you are here, why? how?

I am a bit better known on @utopiasship and @utopiasslzt. Once upon a time, I wrote fics that where very dear to my heart, and while I no longer wish to associate with them (they have been archived to AO3 and orphaned rip), I can't delete this blog without deleting my sides.

Not to say I want to, Nightsmarish is the username I have used for years and I hold this account very dear to me. So while I have no plans to reblog or comment via nightsmarish, if I ever feel the desire to write something that's not monster porn, demon sex, or gods, I would likely post here.

I have had some ideas rattling in my skull for a bit so if I find the time, perhaps I could write them. who knows.

If this blog looks weird, it is because I mass deleted roughly 200 posts and removed all my followers (other than mutuals, who of which have been inactive for quite a while).

Happy scrolling <3

TLDR: this is utopias main blog, I used to post fics for a different fandom as a teen, I don't, might throw shit at this blog one day

Hi honey!!! Life is going well, graduating, about to begin a gap year and taking care of my mama :]

Hi hun!

I personally don't have all the details (and even if i did it wouldnt really be my place to share).

My general assumption was life, her wife, I think she was in the process of finishing school. As well as the fandom itself.

Like a lot of people, i think the jkr wanting to kill trans people put a bitter taste in their mouth, even though marauders is rather removed from her, its not something we can just ignore. I know a few different people who abandoned, deleted, or archived the fics/blog for those reasons.