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heâs got you in a mating press, manhandling you like crazy because of his strength but heâs still somehow gentle, especially in the way that he looks at you .. heâs fucking you hard, but still careful so that he wonât hurt you.
heâs over you with hands on either side of your head, so you reach your dainty fingers down to rub at your clit, but he quickly smacks your hand away to replace it with his own. you whine, giving him the cutest pout and he has to kiss it off of your lips or heâll cum from looking at your pretty face right now.
he puts all of his weight behind his thrusts, angling his hips a bit higher so he can hammer away at your sweet spot while skillfully circling your clit. âo-oh!â you squeal, your back arching, but his body chases yours down into the mattress.
heâs slicked with sweat, but you still absolutely love the way that his thick, bulky muscles feel against your soft skin, pressing down onto you.
âbetter?â he murmurs, and you can only nod, your eyes threatening to roll back. you bite the inside of your cheek to ground yourself. âso fucking good, yuji, fuck!â
âIâm not gonna last much longer, baby, yâtoo fucking perfect for me, feels too fucking good,â
âme n-neither, keep fucking me likeââ
âyeah, youâre gonna cum on my big fucking cock? make another fucking mess for me?â
âitadori!â when did he get a mouth like that?
âyuji.â he corrects you, abruptly sinking his sharp canines into your neck.
ây-yuji-kunââ you give in, hugging him close to you, and he groans.
âinside, yuji, please, I wanna feel it,â you whine softly, and it nearly breaks him. he eases up on your clit, instead going for precision over pressure. the pit of your stomach is burning hot, and you can so vividly feel every inch of him slide in and out of your cute pussy with the way heâs fucking you. heâs just so good at it.
âyâclose, baby, I can feel it, want you to cum with me, yeah? Iâll fill you up, I know how badly you need it.â his voice is rough as he groans against your throat; laving his warm, soft tongue over the bite to soothe your broken skin.
heâs so sweet to you and heâs hitting so deep that you canât hold out any longer even if you wanted to. youâre sobbing into his neck, mewling his name, and he feels you gush around his thick cock as your perfect pussy hugs him even tighter.
âgood girl, mama, thatâs it.â he sighs, finally losing himself as he pushes in as far as possible, moaning while he stuffs you with a thick, creamy load of his cum. your pussy is milking him as he attempts to pull back, so he eases out with gentle thrusts that give you both the perfect amount of soft overstimulation.
you shiver, cuddling into him, holding him close while he kisses you as if youâre the only thing keeping him alive.
yeah, he always knows exactly what you need.
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⥠OPENING CREDITS
yuji itadori x fem!reader
⥠summary: Yuji eats all your gummy worms, starts a popcorn war, pins you to his bed, and finally realizes youâve been flirting with him for months. The movie never stood a chance.
⥠word count: 8k+
⥠warnings: mdni, 18+ only, aged-up/college AU, friends to lovers, explicit sexual content, oral sex (f receiving), fingering, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, crying during sex, penetrative sex, riding, sex from behind, light biting, unprotected sex, creampie, broken furniture, fluffy
⥠authorâs note: this was supposed to be a cute little Yuji movie night drabble. but apparently Iâm unable to write anything less than 5k words. whoops.
The gummy worms disappear during the opening credits.
You notice because you bought them, placed them next to your thigh, and specifically told Yuji not to eat all of them while you were looking for the remote.
When you reach into the bag five minutes later, your fingers find nothing but sugar dust.
You stare down at it.
Then at Yuji.
Heâs sitting against the headboard with the popcorn bowl balanced on his stomach, watching the movie with an expression of complete innocence. His cheeks are suspiciously full.
âYuji.â
His eyes stay on the television. âHm?â
âOpen your mouth.â
He immediately covers it with one hand.
You narrow your eyes. âYou ate all of them.â
He shakes his head, still chewing.
âThe bag is empty.â
Another shake.
âI can literally see you chewing.â
Yuji swallows with visible effort. âCouldâve been anything.â
âWhat else would it be?â
âPopcorn.â
âThe popcorn is in your lap.â
He glances down at the bowl as though this is new information.
âOh.â
âYou are such a liar.â
âI saved you one.â
Your anger pauses.
âYou did?â
Yuji reaches into the pocket of his hoodie and pulls out a single gummy worm. Itâs bent slightly from being carried around and covered in lint.
He holds it out to you with a hopeful smile.
You stare at it. âYou put it in your pocket?â
âI was protecting it.â
âFrom who?â
âMe.â
âThat clearly didnât work.â
âItâs still there.â
âIt has lint on it.â
He rubs it against the front of his hoodie. âThere. Fixed.â
You slap his hand away when he tries to offer it again.
âEat it.â
His face brightens. âReally?â
âNo, Yuji. I want you to frame it.â
He pops it into his mouth before you finish speaking. You grab a handful of popcorn and throw it at him. Yuji rolls sideways, laughing as several pieces bounce off his face and disappear into the blankets.
âHey!â
âYou deserved that.â
âYou told me to eat it!â
âI was being sarcastic.â
âHow am I supposed to know that?â
âYouâve known me for two years.â
âAnd youâre sarcastic all the time. It all blends together.â
You reach for more popcorn. Yuji immediately curls around the bowl, shielding it with his body. âNo.â
âGive it to me.â
âYouâre going to waste it.â
âIâm going to throw it at you.â
âExactly.â
You crawl across the bed and grab the rim. Yuji tightens both arms around it. âLet go.â
âYou already attacked me once.â
âYou stole my candy.â
âI saved you one.â
âYou kept it in your pocket like a loose cough drop.â
âIt was still good.â
âIt was furry.â
âThat was sugar.â
âThat was lint.â
Yuji grins, his grip tightening when you pull harder. The movie continues behind you, completely ignored. Something explodes loudly onscreen. Neither of you cares to look.Â
âGive me the bowl.â
âSay please.â
âGive me the bowl before I bite you.â
His eyebrows lift. âYou wouldnât.â
You lean closer. Yujiâs grin falters for half a second. Itâs quick enough that you almost miss it. His eyes drop to your mouth, then back up before you can decide whether you imagined it or not.Â
You smile slowly. âScared?â
âNo.â
âYou look scared.â
âIâm not scared of you.â
âYou should be.â
âYouâre five-foot-nothing.â
âThatâs never stopped me before.â
âYou needed me to open a jar yesterday.â
âThe lid was defective.â
âYou handed it to me and said, âUse your freakish strength.ââ
âAnd you did.â
âBecause you called me strong.â
âYouâre embarrassingly easy to flatter.â
His ears turn pink, then he yanks the popcorn bowl toward his chest. But you refuse to release it. The two of you stare at each other over the rim. Then the plastic bowl bends between your hands and launches popcorn everywhere.
You both freeze. Popcorn covers Yujiâs lap, the blankets, the floor, and somehow the top of his head. One piece rests perfectly on his shoulder. Your mouth twitches.
Yuji points at you. âDonât.â
You laugh.
âDonât laugh.â
You try to stop. You really do. Then he looks down at the disaster between you with such deep betrayal that you lose it completely.
âThis was your fault,â he says.
âYou pulled it!â
âYou threatened to bite me!â
âAnd you were asking for it!â
âI was protecting the snacks!â
âThere are no snacks left!â
âThereâs popcorn everywhere!â
âNot in the bowl!â
Yuji grabs the nearest pillow. Your laughter cuts off.
âDonât you dare.â
He swings it at you. The pillow catches you across the side of the head and knocks you backward into the blankets. You stare up at him, and his smile widens.
âOh, youâre dead.â
He barely has time to lift the pillow again before you launch yourself at him. The two of you crash sideways across the bed, both laughing too hard to actually do anything. You grab at the pillow. Yuji holds it over his head, using his longer arms to keep it away from you.
âThatâs cheating!â
âHow?â
âYouâre taller!â
âThatâs not cheating⊠Thatâs genetics.â
âYouâre using them maliciously.â
âYou attacked me first!â
âYou ate my candy!â
You climb over him, reaching for the pillow with one hand while the other pushes against his shoulder. Yuji twists away, still laughing, and you end up sprawled across his chest. Neither of you acknowledges it. You make another grab for the pillow. Yuji catches your wrist. You try with your other hand. He catches that one too.
âGot you,â he says.
âYou absolutely do not have me.âÂ
You jerk one wrist, then the other. His grip holds, but heâs still smiling, clearly expecting you to admit defeat. You knee him in the thigh.
âHey!â
His hold loosens just enough for you to twist free and shove him onto his back. You reach for the pillow again, but Yuji hooks an arm around your waist and rolls.
The room flips.
Your back hits the mattress with a soft bounce, and Yuji lands over you, one knee pressed into the bed next to your hip. He catches both of your wrists before you can hit him with the pillow and pins them near your head.
His laughter fills the space between you. âNow Iâve got you.â
âYou said that last time.â
âAnd I learned from my mistakes.â
âYou never learn from your mistakes.â
âThatâs not true.â
âYou watched Human Earthworm 4.â
âIt had good reviews!â
âIt has twelve percent on Rotten Tomatoes.â
âCritics donât understand the franchise.â
âYou cried.â
âHe got evicted.â
âHe had nowhere to go.â
You start laughing again. Yuji does too, his forehead drops briefly toward your shoulder as his grip loosens around your wrists.
You could probably pull free⊠but you donât. When he lifts his head again, his smile is still there, but yours is gone. Not because anythingâs wrong. Because suddenly youâre aware of everything.
His weight over you. His thigh resting between yours. The warmth of his hands around your wrists. The way his pink hair fell over his forehead from wrestling with you.
Yuji notices you staring and his laugh gets quieter.Â
âWhat?â he asks.
âNothing.â
âThat wasnât a nothing look.â
âWhat kind of look was it?â
âI donât know.â
His eyes move over your face, slowly. They stop briefly on your mouth. You feel his fingers loosen around your wrists.
âSorry,â he says, starting to sit back. âI didnât mean to pin you down like a maniac.â
Your legs tighten around his hips before he can move very far. Yuji stops. His eyes flick back to yours.
âYouâre fine,â you say.
âOkay.â
He doesnât move closer, but he doesnât move away either. For someone who was shouting about gummy worms thirty seconds ago, he looks strangely nervous.
You lift your head slightly from the pillow. âYouâre blushing.â
âPlease donât point it out.â
You blink. âSeriously?â
âIâm already having a hard enough time.â
That catches you off guard.
His gaze drops again, lingering on your mouth before he forces it back to your eyes.
âOh,â you say softly.
Yujiâs face gets redder. âYeah.â
The air between you changes so quickly, it almost makes you dizzy.
Youâve known about his crush for months. Everyone knows. Yuji isnât subtle, no matter how hard he tries to be. He always saves you the better seat, offers you the first bite of anything he orders, and watches your face whenever he says something he hopes will make you laugh.
Youâve been waiting for him to realize you noticed. Apparently, he still hasnât.
âYou can let go of me,â you say.
Yuji immediately releases your wrists, but you donât lower your arms. Instead, you slide both hands into the front of his hoodie and hold him where he is.
His breath catches. âI thought you wanted me to let go.â
âI wanted to see if you would.â
His brows pull together. âWhy?â
âBecause youâre nice.â
âThat sounded like an insult.â
âIt wasnât.â
âYou say mean things in a really sweet voice⊠Itâs confusing.â
You smile, but Yuji keeps watching you with that same uncertainty. His body is still hovering over yours, every muscle is tense like heâs afraid one wrong move will ruin whatever is happening.
You tug lightly on his hoodie. He comes closer before catching himself.
âAre you doing this on purpose?â he asks.
âDoing what?â
His eyes narrow slightly. âYou know what.â
âI really donât.â
âThat thing with your eyes.â
You blink innocently. âMy eyes?â
Yuji makes a helpless sound and looks toward the ceiling. âYouâre evil.â
âYou ate my gummy worms.â
âThat doesnât justify psychological warfare.â
You laugh softly. His gaze drops back to you, and this time neither of you look away. The smile slowly disappears from his face. Your fingers tighten in his hoodie.
Yujiâs voice comes out quieter than you have ever heard it. âCan I kiss you?â
You nod. He stays frozen.
âYuji.â
âYeah?â
âYou have to actually do it.â
âOh. Right.â
He leans down, stops just before your mouths meet, then searches your face one last time. You close the distance for him. The movie keeps playing behind you.
The moment your lips meet, Yuji makes a quiet sound against them. Itâs not smooth or controlled. It sounds startled, almost relieved, like some part of him still expects you to change your mind.
Then his hand slides into your hair and he kisses you again. Harder this time.
Your fingers tighten in the front of his hoodie as his mouth moves against yours with months of badly hidden want behind it. Heâs still hovering carefully over you, still holding back some of his weight, but thereâs nothing hesitant about the way he kisses.
You part your lips when his tongue brushes against them. Yuji groans into your mouth, and your thighs tighten around his hips on instinct.
His other hand slides down your side, skimming over your ribs before settling at your waist. His palm is warm even through your shirt, his fingers spreading, like he wants to touch as much of you as humanly possible at once. You arch into him and Yuji breaks the kiss with a sharp breath.
"Okay," he says, mostly to himself.
You blink up at him. "Okay?"
His forehead drops against yours. His face is pink all the way to his ears. "I'm trying not to completely lose my mind."
A laugh escapes you. "You're doing great."
"I'm really not."
"You kissed me successfully."
"That's not the part I'm worried about."
Your eyebrows lift. Yuji squeezes his eyes shut.
"Forget I said that."
You tug him back down by his hoodie. "Absolutely not."
He kisses you before you can tease him anymore, swallowing your laugh as his hips settle between your thighs.
The contact makes both of you go still.
His body is warm and solid above yours. You can feel him getting harder through his sweatpants, his cock pressing into your lower stomach. He freezes the second he realizes you can feel it too.
"Sorry," he whispers.
You stare at him. "Why are you apologizing?"
"I don't know."
"You do that a lot when you're nervous?"
"I'm not nervous."
"Yuji."
"I'm a little nervous."
You hook one leg around his waist and pull him closer. He sucks in a breath, his fingers tightening at your side as his cock presses more firmly against your stomach.
"Better?" you ask.
"No."
You laugh softly. "No?"
"Now I'm nervous for a completely different reason."
You smile and play with the hair at the back of his neck. âYou know I want this, right?â
Yujiâs smile fades a little. He looks at you like heâs not sure he heard you right.
"You do?"
"You thought I wrestled you into bed because I desperately wanted the popcorn?"
"You really like popcorn."
"I like you more."
Yuji blinks. Then a breathless laugh escapes him.
"You said that really casually."
"Was I supposed to make a speech?"
"No, I justâŠ" His smile spreads, helpless and disbelieving. "You like me."
"Keep up."
"I'm trying."
Then his mouth is back on yours. The kiss turns messy quickly. Your hands slip under his hoodie, palms flattening against the warm skin of his stomach, and Yuji shudders above you.
His muscles tighten under your touch. You drag your hands higher.
"Fuck," he breathes into your mouth.
You push the hoodie up until he gets the message and sits back long enough to pull it over his head. His T-shirt catches with it, both ending up somewhere near the foot of the bed.
Youâve seen Yuji shirtless before. Obviously.Â
Training. The pool. That one time he spilled an entire milkshake down the front of himself and decided stripping in the middle of the common room was easier than finding a napkin.
This feels completely different though.
His chest rises and falls quickly as he kneels between your thighs. His shoulders are broad, his stomach defined, every line of him built from the kind of strength he carries so casually that you sometimes forget how powerful he really is.
You stare for a second too long. His ears turn pink again.
"What?"
"Nothing."
"That's what I said earlier, and you didn't believe me."
"I was right not to."
"You're staring."
"So were you."
"I had a reason."
"So do I."
His mouth curves into a small, timid smile.Â
Your hands slide over his stomach and up his chest. Yuji watches them move like he really canât believe youâre touching him like this. His heart is pounding under your palm.
"You're really nervous," you murmur.
"You're touching me."
"I've touched you before."
"Not like this."
His hand closes around your wrist, but he doesnât pull it away. He just presses your palm harder against his chest.
"Keep going," he says roughly.Â
Your fingers trace over his shoulders, down his arms, then back to his stomach. Every time you touch somewhere new, the muscles there tense. Yuji looks almost embarrassed by how strongly he reacts. It makes you want to see more.
You reach for the hem of your shirt. His eyes follow the movement immediately. You pull it over your head and toss it aside and he stops breathing.
The pink lace bra had been deliberate. Youâd put it on that morning hoping maybe today would finally be the day Yuji stopped staring and did something about it. Youâd been trying this for months with no success, but apparently some stubborn little part of you still had faith in him.
Judging by his expression, that part of you deserves a reward. Yuji's eyes move over you slowly, lingering on the lace stretched over your breasts.
"Holy shit," he whispers.
You laugh, suddenly very self-conscious. "Is that a good âholy shitâ...?âÂ
His eyes snap back to yours. "Yes."
The answer comes so quickly that your face heats up.Â
"Very good," he adds.
"Thank you for clarifying."
"I didn't want you to think I was hesitating."
"You were staring at me like you forgot how to speak.â
"I did for a second.âÂ
His hands stop at your waist, fingers flexing once like he has no idea where to start. You take both of them and guide them onto your sides. He lets out a shaky breath.
His palms slide up, slow at first. When his thumbs brush under the cups of your bra, you suck in a breath.
He looks up at you immediately. "Good?"
"Very."
Something bright flashes across his face before he leans down and kisses the top of your breast. The first touch is almost sweet. The second is not.
His mouth opens against your skin, kissing and sucking along the edge of the lace while his hands cup you through it. Every small sound you make seems to encourage him. His grip becomes firmer, his mouth hungrier.
You slide your fingers into his hair. Yuji groans against your chest.
"Do that again."
You lightly scratch your nails across his scalp. His hips push against you and the sudden friction pulls a gasp from your throat. He lifts his head, breathing harder now, his eyes fixed on your face.
"I've thought about this so many times," he admits.
You tug gently on his hair. "This specifically?"
"You in my bed."
His face gets redder, but he keeps going.
"Kissing you. Touching you." His thumb brushes over your nipple through the lace. "Finding out what sounds you make."
Your grip tightens in his hair, and you press closer against him.
"And?"
"And what?"
"Was your imagination accurate?"
Yuji watches your face as his thumb circles again.
"Not even close."
He reaches behind you, fumbling briefly with the clasp of your bra. You bite back a smile.
"You need help there?â
"No."
"You look like you need help."
"I've got it."
"You've been fighting with it for thirty seconds."
"It's designed badly."
"The bra is defective?"
"Yes."
"Like the jar?"
"Exactly like the jar."
You reach behind yourself and unhook it. Yuji looks offended.
"I loosened it."
"Of course you did."
The straps slide down your arms. His argument dies instantly. He stares at your bare chest, lips parting slightly.
Then his hands are on you again.
There is nothing uncertain about him now. He cups your breasts, thumbs passing over your nipples until they tighten beneath his touch. When you arch into his hands, Yuji makes a rough sound and lowers his mouth to one.
Your head falls back against the pillow.
His tongue flicks over your nipple before his mouth closes around it. The first pull is slow, almost teasing. When your fingers tighten in his hair, he sucks harder, and your back lifts off the bed.
"MmmâŠYujiâŠâ
He hums around your nipple, and a breathy moan slips out from your lips. When he looks up, heâs watching your face like he wants to see exactly what that did to you.
"You sound really pretty."
"Yuji."
"What?"
"You look way too happy right now."
"I am way too happy right now."
Your face heats at the way he says it. You pull him up and kiss him before he can see how much you liked the answer.
His hand slides down your stomach. Your muscles tense under his palm as his fingertips reach the waistband of your shorts.
He pauses. "Can I?"
"Yes."
Your shorts come off quickly and land in the floor next to your shirt. Yujiâs eyes drop between your thighs and stay there when he notices the matching pink lace.
He looks back up at you. âYou wore a matching set?â
You glance away. ââŠYes.â
âTo watch Human Earthworm?â
âNot for the movie.â
His eyes narrow.
"You were hoping something would happen."
"I was hoping you'd finally notice."
Yuji stares at you for a second. Then he drops his forehead against your thigh.
"You're kidding."
"No."
"I have been trying so hard not to be weird around you."
"You have failed several times."
"I know."
"You stare at my ass constantly."
His head lifts immediately. "You noticed that?"
"Everyone noticed that."
Yuji looks genuinely horrified. "Megumi knows?"
"Megumi has eyes."
"Nobara?"
"Nobara told me."
"Oh my God."
"She said you look like a dog watching someone carry a steak."
"That is so mean."
"Itâs accurate."
Yuji covers his face with one hand. You reach down and tug it away.
"For the record," you say, "I liked it."
His embarrassment disappears. "You did?"
"Yes."
His eyes drift down your body again. This time, he doesnât pretend not to.Â
"Good," he says.
His hands slide under your thighs and pull you toward him. You gasp at the sudden movement. Yuji looks up at you from between your legs, breathing a little harder now, like heâs trying to decide where to start.
"Still okay?"
"Yes."
He hooks his fingers into the sides of your thong and draws them down slowly, watching your face the whole time. Your legs part wider as the lace slips away.
"Fuck."
Your thighs twitch under the way heâs looking at you, but you donât close them. His hands slide slowly up your legs, thumbs brushing over the insides.
"You're staring again," you whisper.
"I know."
Then he lowers his mouth to you. His tongue slides over you, and you gasp his name. He groans against you, gripping the backs of your thighs. When your hips jerk, he does it again, slower and in the same spot.
Your hand grabs at the sheets.
"AhâŠYuji..âÂ
He glances up without stopping. The sight of him between your legs nearly makes you come right then. His eyes are dark, his lips are wet, and his pink hair falling over his forehead while his tongue circles your clit.
You grab his hair again, holding him to you. Yuji's eyes close briefly.
"Fuck," he murmurs against you.
His tongue presses harder, and your hips lift toward his mouth. Your hand slides behind his head, holding him there as you roll your hips against his tongue. He groans into you, the sound muffled between your thighs, and the vibration makes you do it again.
He follows every movement, mouth open, tongue circling you while you grind against him. His hands grip your thighs, keeping you close.Â
âYuji,â you gasp.
His fingers slip inside you without his mouth leaving your clit. Your hips buck, your hand pressing him tighter against you.
He glances up from between your legs. âThere?â
âYes⊠Fuck⊠right there.â
He adds another finger and curls them, watching your face while you keep moving against his mouth.
âDonât stop.â
He groans something that sounds like wasnât going to and sucks harder.
Your thighs close around his head. You barely notice. Youâre too busy chasing his mouth, grinding against his tongue while his fingers keep hitting the same spot inside you.
The orgasm crashes over you before you can warn him. Your hand holds him against you as your back arches off the bed, his name breaking apart in your mouth while you clench around his fingers.
He slows down, giving you softer, messier licks while your thighs shake around his shoulders. When it starts to feel too sharp, you tug lightly at his hair.
âOkayâŠÂ OkayâŠâ you gasp.Â
Yuji lifts his head immediately, breathing hard, his mouth wet. The grin that spreads across his face is so openly delighted you almost laugh.
"What?" you ask, still trying to breathe.
"Nothing."
"That is not a nothing face."
He wipes his mouth with the back of his hand.
"Okay. That was really hot."
Your face burns. "Yuji."
"What? It was."
"You could pretend to be normal."
"I think we're past that."
He crawls back over you and kisses you. You taste yourself on his tongue, and the realization makes your thighs tighten around his hips. Yuji groans into your mouth. His hand slips between your legs again.
You break the kiss, still trying to catch your breath. âYouâre not even giving me time to recover.â
His fingers slide back inside you, drawing another gasp from your mouth. âI can stop.â
âYou really donât want to.â
âNot even a little.â His thumb brushes over your clit. âBut I will.â
You hook a hand behind his neck and pull him back into a kiss. Yuji smiles against your mouth as his fingers start moving again.
âYou look very pleased with yourself for someone who needed help with my bra.â
âI loosened it.â
âYou absolutely did not.â
Your body is still sensitive from the first orgasm. Every curl feels sharper now, every brush of his thumb against your clit making your legs twitch around him.
The laughter disappears quickly.
Your hands clutch at his shoulders as he watches your face.
"YujiâŠ"
"I've got you."
The words are soft, almost absentminded, like he says them without needing to think. He keeps the same rhythm until your breathing turns ragged. Your stomach tightens, your thighs trembling around his wrist.
"Again?" he asks.
You nod desperately. Yuji kisses you as the second orgasm breaks over you.
It is slower than the first but deeper, pulling through you in heavy waves that leave you shaking under him. Your moan disappears into his mouth while his fingers keep moving.
When you catch his wrist, he stops. You fall back against the pillow, breathless.
Yuji stares down at you. "I'm never going to act normal around you again."
You reach for his waistband before he can see how much the words affect you.
"Take these off."
His eyebrows lift. "Bossy."
"You like it."
"Yeah," he says immediately. "I really do."
He sits back and pushes his sweatpants and boxers down together.
Your eyes drop. Yuji is thick and long enough that your stomach tightens at the thought of taking him. The tip is flushed and already wet, a bead of precum gathering there while he watches your face. "Can you not look at me like that?"
"Like what?"
"Like you're planning something."
âI am.â You wrap your hand around him.
Yuji sucks in a breath, his stomach tightening beneath your other palm. Your thumb brushes over the tip, gathering the precum there before spreading it slowly down his length. His head tips back, mouth falling open around a broken groan.
âOh, fuck.â
You do it again. His hand closes around your forearm, not stopping you, just holding on while your fist slides over him.
âYouâre doing that on purpose.â
âObviously.â
âNo, I meanâŠâ His eyes squeeze shut when you twist your wrist near the head of his cock. âThat⊠You know exactly what youâre doing.â
âMaybe.â
Yuji laughs once, but it falls apart when you stroke him again. âYouâreâahâso mean.â
âYou like me.â
âA lot.. apparently.â
He catches your mouth in a messy kiss, his hips pressing into your hand while you keep touching him. After another few strokes, his fingers slide into your hair and he pulls you closer, kissing you harder as he settles between your thighs.
His hand slides over your thigh. "You're sure?"
"Yes."
"Completely sure?"
"Yuji."
"Right. Sorry."
He presses the head of his cock against you and starts to push in.
Your fingers dig into his shoulders as he stretches you open. Yujiâs mouth falls open, but you barely notice. Youâre too focused on how thick he feels, how slowly your body has to give around him.
âFuckâŠâ
He stops when your thighs tense around his hips.
âSlow,â you manage to whisper.
âYeah.â
His hand moves over your thigh while you try to relax. Even with only part of him inside, you already feel impossibly full. Yuji pushes in another inch.
A shaky moan slips out of you. Your body tightens around him before you can help it, and he goes still again, forehead dropping against yours.
âYouâre so fucking big.â The words come out quieter than you meant them to.
Yuji makes a strained sound, his fingers pressing into your hip. âSorry.â
âDonât be.â
You close your eyes and force your legs to loosen around him. It feels so good, almost too good, every small movement dragging against places that are already painfully sensitive.
He gives you another slow push.
âOh⊠fuck, YujiâŠâ
âI know. Iâm going slow.â
You can feel there is still more of him left, and the thought alone makes your stomach tighten. His thumb rubs along your hip while you breathe through the stretch. When your body finally starts to relax around him, he eases in deeper. Inch by inch, until his hips are pressed against yours and youâre completely full of him.
Neither of you moves.
You cling to his shoulders, trying to get used to the weight of him inside you. Yuji stays close, breathing hard against your cheek while your body slowly stops fighting the size of him.
Then you tighten your legs around his waist and pull him down into a kiss. His hips roll forward without pulling out, grinding him even deeper.
The moan that leaves you is helpless. Yuji does it again, watching your face this time.
âThere?â
âYesâfuckâyes Yuji...â
He draws back slowly, and the drag of his cock makes your whole body tense before he pushes back in. The second thrust is easier. The third goes deeper.
âFuck, Yuji.â
His pace falters at the sound of his name, then comes back harder.
He kisses you as he starts moving, slow at first while your body gets used to him. You lock your legs around his waist, and Yuji groans into your mouth.
âStill scared of me?â
âI was never scared of you.â
âYou covered your mouth when I asked about the gummy worms.â
âThat was self-preservation.â
âYou looked terrified.â
âYou threatened to bite me.â
âI still might.â
His next thrust presses deeper.
âThen do it.â
You pull him down and sink your teeth lightly into the side of his neck. Yuji curses, his hand gripping your hip as he drives into you harder.
âOh, fuck.â
âYeah,â he breathes, sounding almost surprised by himself.
His careful rhythm falls apart after that. The mattress shifts under you as his hips snap into yours, each thrust deeper than the last. One arm stays braced beside your head while his other hand pulls your thigh higher around him.
Itâs almost too much. Youâre still stretched tight around him, every hard push making your toes curl and dragging another broken sound out of you.
Yujiâs mouth moves along your jaw. âIâve wanted this for so long.â
âI know.â
He lifts his head. âYou knew?â
âYou walked into a door staring at me.â
âThat could happen to anyone.â
âNobara was there.â
âShe distracted me.â
âYou werenât even looking at her.â
He thrusts into you harder, and your laugh turns into a moan.
âThat was mean,â you gasp.
âYou started it.â
âYou like when Iâm mean.â
Yuji kisses you, messy and breathless. âWay too much.â
The bed starts knocking against the wall, but neither of you pays attention.
Yuji's hand slides under your thigh and lifts it even higher. The change in angle makes your entire body jolt.
"Oh, fuck."
"There?"
"Yes."
He does it again. Your fingers dig into his shoulders as his rhythm grows faster. His mouth stays close to yours, catching every broken sound while his own breathing becomes rougher.
Your body is already oversensitive from the first two orgasms. It doesnât take very long for the pressure to start building again.
Yuji notices. His hand slips between your bodies, and the first brush of his thumb against your clit makes your hips lift into his touch.
He curses softly. "You're close again."
You nod, not able to form anything useful sentence. His thumb circles you in time with his thrusts. The pleasure comes back almost violently.
Your nails drag down his back. Your legs tighten around him. Every deep stroke pushes you closer until your breaths dissolve into helpless sounds against his mouth.
"YujiâŠ"
"I know."
Your body clenches around him so suddenly that Yuji's breath punches out of him. "Oh, wow."
The words come out almost shocked. He keeps fucking you through it, holding you tighter while your body shakes around him.
The orgasm hits you hard. Your back lifts from the mattress as your body locks around him. Yuji's name breaks apart on your lips, followed by breathless moans you canât hold back.
He watches your face with something close to wonder.
"It feels that good?" he asks, sounding genuinely amazed.
You canât answer.
His hips keep moving, working you through it as your body keeps pulsing around him. Every thrust sends another aftershock through you until you're gasping against his mouth. Yuji kisses the sound from your lips and keeps going.
"Fuck," he breathes. "You're so beautiful like this."
An aftershock makes you tighten around him again. His eyes close briefly, a rough groan escaping him, but when they open again he's grinning.
"Again?"
"Yuji."
"I'm just asking."
You laugh weakly, still trembling under him. He slows his rhythm slightly, giving you a moment to catch your breath while his hands move over your sides.
When he finally lifts his head, his cheeks are red and his hair is sticking up in every possible direction. You brush it away from his forehead.
"You okay?"
Yuji gives you an incredulous look. "You just came three times and you're asking me?"
"You look emotionally overwhelmed."
"I am emotionally overwhelmed."
You smile. His gaze drops to your mouth.
Then his expression changes. "Can you turn over?"
The roughness in his voice catches both of you off guard, sending a fresh pulse of heat between your thighs.
You roll onto your stomach, lifting onto your hands and knees. Yuji goes silent behind you. You glance over your shoulder. Heâs staring.
"What?"
"Nothing."
"That is very clearly not nothing."
His hands settle on your hips.
"I really like your ass."
You laugh. "I know."
"No, I meanâŠ" His thumbs press into the soft curve. "I really like it."
"You made that obvious several months ago."
Yuji squeezes your ass and the movement sends heat through you.
"Can I?"
"Yes."
He guides himself back inside you slowly. The angle makes you gasp. Yuji stops.
"Still good?"
"Very good."
He pushes deeper. Your arms nearly give up under you.
"Fuck."
His hands tighten around your hips as he starts moving again. The new position lets him sink deeper with every thrust, and the sound of his breathing changes immediately.
"Holy shit," he mutters.
His palm slides over your ass, gripping it as he watches your body move against him. You look back at him. Yuji catches your staring. His face flushes, but he doesnât look away.
"You really have been staring at my ass for months."
"I admitted that already."
"You admitted you liked it."
"I was trying to be polite."
You laugh, but his next thrust turns it into a moan.
Yuji's grip tightens. The rhythm grows harder, his hips striking against you with enough force to rock the bed under you. One hand slides up your spine, palm spreading between your shoulder blades.
He leans over you and kisses between your shoulder blades. Before you can even process how sweet it is, his hands tighten on your hips and he pulls you back onto him. Your head drops between your arms and onto the mattress.
"Yuji."
"Too much?"
"No." You push your ass back against him. "Don't stop."
His pace turns harder, each thrust nudging you farther up the mattress. His hands stay locked around your hips, his breathing breaking apart behind you.
The headboard knocks against the wall.
Once.
Twice.
Something under you cracks. The left side of the mattress drops, your elbows giving out as you fall forward into the blankets. Yuji grabs your hips to keep from landing on top of you.
Neither of you moves. The movie keeps playing across the room.
You turn your head to look back at him. Heâs still inside you, staring down at the collapsed side of the bed.
âI broke my bed.â
âYou did.â
âYou were involved.â
âThis sounds like a you problem.â
Yuji starts laughing. âYou were literally on it.â
âSo were you. Aggressively.â
That only makes him laugh harder. He carefully pulls out and drops onto the slanted mattress beside you. You roll onto your back, still laughing as he covers his face with one hand.
âThe floor is probably sturdier,â he says.
âThatâs your solution?â
âIâm improvising.â
You climb over him before he can move. His hand falls away from his face, laughter fading as you settle across his hips.
âOr,â you say, climbing over him, âwe stay here.â
Yujiâs laugh cuts off when you settle across his hips. His hands slide up your thighs.
âYeah,â he says, looking up at you. âThis is better.â
âYou got quiet.â
âIâm looking.â
âYou were looking before.â
âNot from down here.â
You reach between your bodies and wrap your hand around him, lining him up beneath you. Yuji grips your hips as you start to lower yourself onto him, a curse breaking from his mouth. You take him slowly, inch by inch, until your hips finally meet his. Yuji's fingers tighten at your waist.
From this angle, you can control the depth and pace, and you deliberately start slow. His lips part. You roll your hips.
A strained sound catches in his throat.
"Good?" you ask.
Yuji nods quickly. You do it again.
His hands slide from your hips to your ass, squeezing as you move above him. He lets you set the pace, staring up at you with his mouth parted and his breathing uneven.
You keep rolling your hips slowly. Yuji lets you for a while, but his hands squeeze your ass a little tighter each time you come down.
âWhat?â you ask.
âNothing.â
âYouâre making a face.â
âIâm not making a face.â
âYou look annoyed.â
âIâm not annoyed.â He shifts under you. âYou could go faster, though.â
You laugh. âSo you are complaining.â
âIâm making a suggestion.â
âYouâre impatient.â
âIâve been waiting over a year. I think Iâve been pretty patient.â
Your hips slow. âA year?â
Yujiâs eyes flick away from yours. âMaybe longer.â
You stare at him then lean down and kiss him. His arms close around you, pulling you against his chest while you kiss him slower this time. Your bodies stay pressed together, his cock still buried deep inside you.
When you lift your head, Yuji is looking at you differently now. Still flushed and breathing hard, but no longer joking. You take one of his hands and press it more firmly against your hip.
âThen stop being patient.â
His grip closes around you. The first thrust upward knocks a cry from your mouth.
Yuji watches your face, making sure the sound is pleasure before he does it again.
Your hands brace against his chest as he begins fucking up into you, using his strength to move your body with each deep thrust. One hand holds your hip while the other presses against your lower back, keeping you close.
The broken frame creaks under you. Neither of you cares.
His rhythm grows faster, rougher, his restraint finally slipping.
Your breasts move with every thrust. Yuji's eyes drop briefly, then return to your face like he canât decide where he wants to look the most.
"Fuck," he groans. "You're so pretty."
You lean down to kiss him, but neither of you can keep it together for long. Your mouths keep missing between uneven breaths while his hips drive up into you.
Youâre already too sensitive. Every thrust feels sharper than the last, but the pressure keeps building anyway. Yuji reaches between you and brushes his thumb over your clit. Your whole body tightens.
âToo much?â
âYes,â you gasp.
His hand starts to move away.
You grab his wrist. âNo. Itâs good. JustâŠÂ fuck, donât stop.â
He looks at you for another second, then starts circling your clit again. Your thighs start shaking around him.
âLike that?â
âYesâŠjust like that.â
His hips keep driving up into you, one hand locked around your waist while the other works between your bodies. Tears blur your vision before you even realize theyâre there. Yuji notices immediately and slows down.
âHey.â
You shake your head, pushing yourself down onto him. âIâm okay.â
His eyes stay on your face.
âIt just feels so fucking good,â you tell him, barely getting the words out. âPlease keep going.â
His thumb presses harder, and his pace picks up again. The tears spill over as the pleasure becomes almost too much. Youâre so full, so sensitive, every deep thrust dragging against you while his thumb keeps circling the same swollen spot. Yuji wipes one tear from your cheek, still watching you closely.
âGodâŠÂ youâre shaking.â
âYujiâŠâ
Your voice cracks around his name.
His grip tightens at your hip. âIâve got you.â
The orgasm hits before you can say anything else. Your body locks around him, a broken cry tearing out of you as you shake above him. The tears keep coming, but you barely notice. All you can feel is his cock buried deep inside you and his thumb still moving through every pulse.
Yuji swears beneath you, his rhythm finally starting to fall apart.
âFuck, Iâm close.â
You cling to his shoulders as another wave rolls through you. His hips drive up hard once, then again, before he pulls you down against him. His cock pulses deep inside you, filling you with hot, thick spurts as his groan breaks against your neck.
You collapse onto Yujiâs chest, both of you breathing too hard to speak.
His arms close around you immediately. One hand moves slowly over your back while the other holds you against him, like he has no intention of letting you get very far.
The movie is still playing across the room. Popcorn covers the blankets and half the floor, and one side of Yujiâs bed is noticeably lower than the other.
Neither of you seems interested in fixing any of it.
Yuji presses his mouth into your hair. âYou okay?â
You nod against him. âReally okay.â
His hand pauses. âEven with the crying?â
You lift your head and look at him. âI was crying because it felt good.â
Yujiâs eyes widen slightly. âOh.â
You can see the smile starting.
âDonât.â
âI didnât say anything.â
âYouâre about to.â
âI was just going to say Iâm glad.â
âYour face is saying something much worse.â
He laughs and pulls you back down before you can keep teasing him. The movement shifts the broken mattress under you.
Yuji looks toward the collapsed frame. âI really broke my bed.â
âYou did.â
âI liked this bed.â
âYou shouldâve treated it better.â
âI was busy.â
You laugh against his chest, and his arms tighten around you.
After you both clean up as much as either of you can be bothered to, Yuji hands you his T-shirt from the floor.
âHere.â
You pull it over your head. It hangs past your hips and smells like him, laundry detergent and whatever body wash he keeps stealing from Megumi.
Yuji stares.
âWhat?â
âNothing.â
âYouâre doing the face again.â
âYouâre wearing my shirt.â
âYou gave it to me.â
âI know.â
He still looks ridiculously pleased about it. You climb carefully back onto the surviving side of the mattress. Yuji follows, pulling the blanket over both of you before opening one arm. You settle against him without needing to be asked.
His hand slips under the shirt and rests against your back. Not moving anywhere. Just warm against your skin while your leg tangles with his beneath the blanket.
You kiss the side of his neck. He turns his head toward you. âWhat was that for?â
âNothing.â
âThat wasnât a nothing kiss.â
You smile against his skin and kiss him again, closer to his jaw this time.
His fingers press lightly into your back. âYouâre going to start something.â
âYou complaining?â
âNo. Iâm warning you that the bed canât take another round.â
âMaybe the floor can.â
Yuji laughs, turning enough to catch your mouth with his. The kiss is softer now. No rushing, no badly hidden nerves. Just his lips moving slowly against yours while his thumb brushes over your back.
Thereâs a knock on the door.
You both freeze.
âItadori?â Nobara calls from the hallway. âWhat the hell was that noise?â
Yuji looks toward the door. âNothing!â
âIt sounded like furniture breaking.â
His eyes move toward the sunken side of the bed. âIt wasnât important.â
âOpen the door.â
âNo.â
Thereâs a pause.
âWhy not?â
Yuji glances at you curled against his side in nothing but his T-shirt. His hand tightens slightly at your waist.
âBecause Iâm hanging out with my girlfriend.â
You stare at him. Silence comes from the hallway.
Then Nobara says, âYour what?â
Yujiâs eyes widen like he only just heard himself. âUhâŠâ
âI knew it,â Nobara says. âMegumi owes me twenty dollars.â
Her footsteps disappear down the hall before Yuji can respond. The room goes quiet again. You slowly lift your head. Yuji is staring at the ceiling.
âYour girlfriend?â
âThat just came out.â
âDid it?â
âI mean, I hopedâŠâ He rubs the back of his neck with his free hand. âBut I probably shouldâve asked before announcing it to Nobara.â
âProbably.â
âSorry.â
âYuji.â
He looks at you. âYeah?â
You lean up and kiss him. He relaxes into it almost immediately, his hand sliding around the back of your neck as he kisses you back. When you pull away, he still looks nervous.
You smile. âFinally.â
His face brightens. âSo thatâs a yes?â
âThatâs a yes.â
Yuji grins and pulls you on top of him, burying his face against your neck.
âMy girlfriend.â
âDonât make it weird.â
âIâm not making it weird.â
âYouâre saying it like you won something.â
âI kind of did.â
You laugh and kiss his temple.
Yuji hugs you tighter beneath the blanket, still smiling against your neck while the forgotten movie plays across the room.
thank you so much for reading ⥠my requests are open, so feel free to send me anything youâd like to see! kusakabe/higuruma and kashimo content are coming soon, along with the next part of my tumblr trouble series featuring kashimo and kusakabe
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⥎ utterly whipped gojo finally convincing you to let him sleep over ⥎ 0.5k words ⥎ [ 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 ]
itâs been 5 minutes since heâs finished inside you and heâs been pressed into your body, face nuzzled into your shoulder, since. his dick that he lazily pulled back into his briefs lies along your stomach while he lazes on top of you.
âsatoru.â you mumble softly. well, as loud as you can with tufts of thick white hair half obstructing your mouth. he hums into your neck in acknowledgement. you push away his hair lying by your mouth. âiâve got work tomorrow. go.â
you nearly for bad for telling him to leave. itâs just past midnight and he hasnât even begged to say yet. yet.
âplease.â he whines into your neck. he clutches your closer in his toned arms that are snaked around you. âjust for tonight. i promise iâll leave in the morning. justâŠâ he trails off, whimpering muffledly below your ear.
heâs growing on you and you feel gross for admitting to itâto your friends. if you told him his egoâd skyrocket unbearably. youâre giving yourself a mental peptalk to not give into his stereotypical heartthrob charm and shoo him away like usual. thank god you donât have his pathetic little bug eyes staring up at you or else you wouldâve caved already.
âsatoru, you knowââ he cuts you off.
âitâs late.â he squeezes you even harder. he kisses up your jaw to try and convince you. âjust let me stay here tonight. iâll be good, wonât even notice me, baby.â
you know he will. heâll be as silent and in-obnoxious as he can be in hopes youâll let him stay over again some day. you nearly say something in retort but he pushes himself up and stares down at you while he speaks up again. his kicked puppy dog eyes bore into yours while he pleads shamelessly.
âplease.â he frowns. he looks pretty like this, still worn out from fucking you and even more pathetic than usual.
you dart your eyes away from him as you speak.
âtonight and tonight only.â he leans forward, near inches away from you like heâs expecting a kiss while he widely grins. his dimples pierce through the gush of his porcelain cheeks. he giggles stupidly. âshut up.â you try and push him off of you but to no avail.
he jolts his head forward and starts messily peppering kisses over your face, jaw and forehead. he makes annoying, exaggerated âmwahâ sounds as he does.
âthank youâthank you, baby.â he says as he finally pulls back. his eyes study you as he notices a slight curl of your lips. usually heâd yell out how this means you must love him but he promised to be on his best behavior. so heâll smugly realize you actually like him in his head until morning.
incase you couldnât tell, heâs over the moon.

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âËê©ïœĄ yuji itadori... who loves your ass
contents: freaky down bad needy yuji, spanking, porn no plot
yuji had you on all fours with your ass in the air as his needy mouth sloppily worked over your pussy. his calloused hands groped your ass, spreading it apart while his tongue darted into your weeping hole collecting all your juices.
he was unable to contain the groans coming from him as he sucked your clit into his mouth. devouring you in this position was a sure fire way to easily have yuji becoming pussy drunk.
drool was starting to collect on his pillow, your cunt was dripping an equal amount into his greedy mouth. suddenly, two of his fingers pushed into you with a loud squelch sound.
"haaâah, yujiâ" you cried out, the sounds muffled by his pillow.
he pulled his mouth from your throbbing cunt, growling, "feels good? need you to cum, baby." yuji could barely choke the words out before latching his mouth back onto your pussy.
his fingers curled up into your sweet spot causing stars to dance around your vision. he worked you open, preparing you for his dick. so far he'd only given you two of his thick fingers, but you already felt so full.
yuji's free hand grabbed at the plush of your ass, blindly groping it. your orgasm drew closer while another finger pressed into your cunt.
your mouth dumbly hung open, "yuuâ m'gonna cum." bright flashes of white danced behind your vision as your entire body tensed up. one particularly hard suck on your clit finally pushed you over the edge, orgasmic bliss washing over you. your muscles relaxed and everything shook, your body collapsing onto the mattress.
he crawled up toward you and his soft lips attacked your neck, sucking and nipping at the skin. his tongue darted out of his mouth to soothe the dull sting of the bites. the sensation of his weight holding you down on the mattress was pleasant, you were already spent.
yuji's hands found your hips, pulling your ass back up into the air, "c'mon baby, ass up, i need to feel you." your back pressed into a mean arch and your thighs still shook. he teased your still pulsing pussy with his leaking tip, groaning as it made contact.
the fat tip of his cock pushed past your entrance, slowly stretching you out around him.
"i fingered you and you're still so tight, god damn baby..." he whispered, his eyes already glazing over in a pleasure full haze. your pussy fluttered around him, slowly sucking him in inch by inch. his fingers dug into your hips with a bruising strength as he held himself back from filling you to the hilt in one swift motion. he knew he needed to be gentle with you.
it was honestly sweet the way that yuji slowly eased into you, pulling soft whines from your mouth as the tip of his dick brushed past your sweet spot. he finally bottomed out, stilling his hips until you were ready for him.
you arched your back, pushing your ass closer to him. the sight alone drove him insane, he could never get enough of seeing your ass. that and the way you could see his cock disappearing into you, it was maddening.
in a pathetic voice you mumbled, "yuji, move please. i need it..."
he took a deep breath as he slowly pulled out of you. he positioned his tip at your entrance, not pushing back in yet.
"you ready?" you could tell by his voice that he was smirking. he didn't wait for a response, he thrusted all the way back in.
his hand met your ass with a harsh slap sound, the noise echoing off the walls. he rolled his hips into you, gradually increasing the pace until he was relentlessly pounding into you.
watching the way your ass bounced with each thrust or slap was enough to make him cum. he closed his eyes, leaning his head back with a loud grunt, trying to hold off his orgasm.
"fuuuck, baby. feels so fuckin' good when i have you like this." yuji's voice came out deep, yet needy. he gave your ass another smack before pushing you down flat on the bed and letting his chest lie flush with your back.
this new position allowed him to reach new spots inside you that had you dizzy with pleasure, seeing stars dance around your vision. you squirmed under his weight, but you weren't going anywhere. yuji had you completely pinned down as he rutted into you.
"god, baby. soâ so fucking good." he groaned, his hips faltering as his orgasm approached.
he buried his head into the crook of your neck, allowing his teeth to dig into your skin. your body was completely overwhelmed by him, all of your senses full of yuji itadori.
helpless moans and cries of his name fell from your lips, over and over again, "yuji, i love you... love you so much." you babbled, hardly able to hear yourself anymore. pleasure had fully clouded your brain.
"that's it angel, let go for me, i'm riiight here..." he cooed. the praise went straight to your cunt, you felt yourself clenching around him. his pace began to falter as warmth spread through his body and his muscles tensed.
you weren't far behind, your orgasm was building in your core as he messily thrusted into you. tears threatened to well up in your eyes each time his cock grazed your sweet spot and blinding pleasure surged through your body.
"yuâ yuji... cum, aahâ cumming." every nerve in your body lit up as your orgasm flooded through you.
the walls of your cunt spasmed around yuji's cock, nearly pushing him to his orgasm. he quickly pulled out, stroking himself to completion and letting white ropes of his cum paint your ass.
he collapsed down next to you, his panting in sync with yours. he held your hand as you both came down from the intense orgasms.
after taking a moment to recover, yuji carefully wiped you clean and helped you into comfy clothes. he held you tightly in his arms, planning on never letting you go.
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TWENTY MINUTES
megumi fushiguro x fem!reader
⥠summary: You just wanted Megumiâs attention. Things got a little out of hand.
⥠word count: 7k+
⥠warnings: 18+ only, aged-up/college AU, explicit sexual content, jealousy, teasing, fingering, multiple orgasms, penetrative sex, light biting, praise, overstimulation, unprotected sex, creampie, Megumi attempting to maintain his dignity and failing miserably.
⥠authorâs note: this started as a Megumi drabble when I went to work this morning, but it quickly turned into over 7k words lol. apparently neither Megumi nor I knows when to stop.
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Megumi has been ignoring you for twenty minutes. You know because you checked.
Twice.
He lies on his stomach across his bed, one arm folded beneath his pillow and the other holding his book open in front of him. His hair is still slightly damp from his shower, the ends curling against the back of his neck, and he has somehow managed to remain completely focused despite the fact that you are sprawled directly on top of him.
Your cheek rests between his shoulder blades. Your legs are stretched over his, your arms loosely folded beneath your chin.
For several minutes, neither of you says anything.
Then Megumi exhales slowly. âYouâre heavy.â
Your head snaps up. âNo, Iâm not.â
âYou are.â
âI weigh practically nothing.â
âYouâre crushing my lungs.â
âYouâre being dramatic.â
âI can feel my spine compressing.â
âYou fight curses for a living.â
âCurses usually donât lie on me while Iâm trying to read.â
You settle your full weight against him out of spite. Megumi makes a quiet, irritated sound.
âThere,â you say. âNow Iâm heavy.â
âYou were already heavy.â
âWow.â
âYou asked.â
âI did not ask.â
âYou started the conversation.â
âYou started the conversation by insulting me.â
âI stated a fact.â
âYouâre so mean to me.â
Megumi turns a page. You stare at the side of his face, waiting for him to apologize. He doesnât.Â
âMegs.â
Nothing.
âMegumi.â
His eyes continue moving across the page.
âMegumiiii.â
âWhat?â
âIâm bored.â
âThat sounds like a personal problem.â
âEntertain me.â
âNo.â
âYouâre supposed to care about my emotional well-being.â
âI care about it quietly.â
âThatâs convenient.â
âIt usually is.â
You narrow your eyes at him. âWhat are you reading, anyway?â
âA book.â
âI can see that.â
âThen why did you ask?â
âBecause I wanted you to tell me about it.â
âYouâd stop listening after thirty seconds.â
âThatâs not true.â
âYou stopped listening while I was explaining the rules of shogi.â
âBecause there are too many little pieces.â
âThere are forty.â
âExactly.â
Megumi turns another page. You lift one hand and poke his cheek.
He ignores you. You poke him again.
His jaw tightens slightly. A third poke.
âStop.â
âPay attention to me.â
âNo.â
Poke.
His eyes flick toward you. âGo find Itadori,â he says. âHeâll entertain you.â
You pause.
The answer comes a little too quickly, spoken with the same flat expression he uses for everything, but there is something underneath it. A faint sharpness you have noticed before whenever Yujiâs name comes up.
You pretend not to hear it.
âYuji is with Nobara,â you complain. âThey went to the moviiieeeesss.â
Megumiâs gaze drops back to his book. âWhy didnât you go too?â
âBecause I donât want to watch Human Earthworm 3 for the fifteenth time, Megs.â
âItadori said the third one was the best.â
âYuji also cried when the worm learned how to open a bank account.â
âIt was apparently an emotional moment.â
âHe made me hold his hand.â
Megumiâs fingers tighten almost imperceptibly around the edge of the page. You see it.
Interesting.
âYou two usually enjoy doing stupid things together,â he says.
âWe do not do stupid things together.â
âYou spent two hours trying to convince him that Panda had a secret wife.â
âThat was funny.â
âYou both followed Panda through the school with binoculars.â
âIt was investigative journalism.â
âYou nearly fell off the roof.â
âYuji caught me.â
Megumiâs mouth flattens.
There it is again.
You smile against his shoulder, hiding it from him. âYou could come do stupid things with us sometime.â
âNo.â
âYouâd have fun.â
âI wouldnât.â
âYou smiled when Yuji fell into the koi pond.â
âI did not.â
âYou absolutely did.â
âI was grimacing.â
âYou laughed.â
âHe swallowed pond water.â
âYou laughed at his suffering.â
âIt was a natural reaction.â
You grin and reach over his shoulder, placing your palm directly across the page. Megumi stares at the back of your hand.
"Take your hand off the page."
"No."
"I'm reading."
"I noticed."
"Then let me read."
"You've been reading forever."
"Twenty minutes."
"Exactly. Forever."
He tries to angle the book out from beneath your hand. You follow it, blocking the words again. Megumi closes his eyes. You can practically feel him counting.
"You are unbelievably annoying."
"And yet you let me in your room."
"You came in without knocking."
"And you didn't make me leave."
"You climbed onto my back before I had the chance."
"You've had plenty of chances."
He opens his eyes. You smile sweetly at him.
He looks at your face for a long second before returning to the same line he has now attempted to read four times.
You poke his cheek again. He shifts his head away. You follow. He shifts farther. You stretch over him, trying to reach, and your mouth ends up close to his shoulder. An idea occurs to you.
Megumi senses it one second too late. "Don't."
You bite him gently through his shirt. His entire body goes still beneath you. You immediately let go, laughing as you drop your chin back onto his shoulder blade.
"Did you just bite me?"
"Maybe."
"What is wrong with you?"
"You weren't paying attention."
"So you bit me?"
"It worked."
Megumi looks over his shoulder at you. His eyes are narrowed, but there is color beginning to creep across the tops of his cheeks.
You smile wider. "You're blushing."
"I'm irritated."
"Your ears are red."
"Get off."
"No."
"Fine."
Before you can ask what that means, Megumi plants one hand against the mattress and abruptly rolls onto his side.
You make a startled noise as his shoulder disappears beneath you. With nothing supporting your weight, you slide off his back and land beside him, flat on your back.
"Megumi!"
He resettles on his stomach as if nothing happened.
"You told me to get off," you accuse.
"I solved the problem."
"You threw me."
"You fell six inches."
"I could have died."
"You're still talking, so unfortunately, you didn't."
You turn your head toward him, openly offended. Megumi continues reading. For a while, you stare at the ceiling.
The room feels strangely quiet now that youâre no longer draped over him. Your shoulder rests close to his, but he seems farther away somehow. Maybe you really are annoying him.
It had felt different when you came in. He had looked tired, and you had thought bothering him might pull him out of his head. Usually it did. Usually he pretended to hate it while subtly shifting to make room for you.
Maybe today he actually wanted to be alone. You fold your hands over your stomach and stop moving.
Megumi turns a page. Then another. You know he's not reading anymore because heâs been staring at the same paragraph for nearly a minute.
Finally, he glances sideways at you. Your lips are pushed into a small pout as you stare at the ceiling. His expression changes slightly.
Not much. It is Megumi. But you notice.
"Why do you want to bother me so badly?" he asks.
You continue looking upward. "I don't know."
"You could be doing anything else."
"I know."
"I'm not fun."
That makes you turn your head. Megumi is watching you now, his book still open in front of him. There's no sarcasm in his face. He genuinely seems confused.
You blink at him.
"Megs," you say, softer now. "You're the most fun to bother."
His eyes narrow. "That doesn't sound like a compliment."
"It is when I say it."
"You bother everyone."
"Not like this."
The words leave your mouth before you can stop them. Megumi goes quiet. So do you.
Neither of you looks away until Megumi finally drops his gaze back to the book.
"You and Itadori are always climbing on each other," he mutters.
You stare at him. "Excuse me?"
"He carries you around."
"Because I jump on him without warning."
"You play-fight constantly."
"He's fun to hit."
"You watch movies in his room."
"Nobara is usually there."
"Usually?"
Your mouth slowly curves. Megumi realizes his mistake too late.
You roll onto your side, propping your head up with one hand. "Are you jealous?"
"No."
"That was very fast."
"Because the answer is obvious."
"Is it?"
"Yes."
"So you don't care that Yuji carries me around?"
"No."
"You don't care that we watch movies together?"
"No."
"You don't care that he held my hand during Human Earthworm?"
Megumi's jaw flexes.
You beam. "Megumi."
"Stop."
"You are jealous."
"I'm trying to read."
"You haven't turned the page in three minutes."
He turns it immediately.
"You skipped half the chapter."
"I'll go back later."
You push yourself closer and poke his cheek. Megumi leans away. You poke him again. He catches your wrist this time.
His fingers close around it, warm and firm, stopping your hand inches from his face. Your smile falters. Not because you're scared. Because heâs looking at you differently now.
The irritation is still there, but it's quieter. He watches you from beneath his lashes, his hand still wrapped around your wrist.
"You really don't know when to stop," he says.
Your pulse jumps beneath his thumb.
"Maybe I don't want to stop.â
Something passes over his face.
You lean back before you can lose your nerve, twisting your wrist free and pushing at his shoulder. Megumi rolls partly onto his back, more from surprise than force, keeping his book raised above his chest.
You follow him.
One knee lands beside his hip, then the other, until youâre straddling him over the blankets.
Megumi freezes. The book is still open between you, held in his hands. You look down at him. His eyes are wide. His breathings changed, though heâs trying very hard to pretend it hasnât.Â
"What are you doing?" he asks.
"Bothering you."
"This isn't bothering me."
The words slip out. Megumi's expression goes blank.
Your eyebrows lift. "Oh?"
"That isn't what I meant."
"What did you mean?"
"You know what I meant."
"I really don't."
"Yes, you do."
You lean forward and place both of your hands over the pages of his book.
Megumi's gaze flickers downward, catching briefly on the way your shirt falls away from your collarbone, then snaps back to your face.
You notice. He notices you noticing. His ears turn red again.
"Put it away," you whisper.
"No."
"You're not reading it."
"I was before you attacked me."
"I didn't attack you."
"You bit me."
"Barely."
"You climbed on top of me."
"You told me to find a way to entertain myself."
"I did not say that."
"It was implied."
"It absolutely was not."
You begin pushing the book downward. Megumi resists.
"Megs."
"No."
"Megumiiii."
"Stop whining."
"Put the book away."
"Get off me."
"You don't want me to."
His hands go still. Your heart slams hard enough that you're certain he can feel it through every point where your bodies touch. Megumi looks up at you. The playful edge begins to disappear from your smile.
Even with all of the teasing, you suddenly feel exposed. Youâve spent months climbing into his space, stealing his food, sleeping against his shoulder during movies, and pretending none of it means anything.
Maybe he really does think you want Yuji. Maybe you've hidden it too well.
"You really think I came in here because Yuji wasn't available?" you ask quietly.
Megumi's brows draw together. "You said you were bored."
"I was."
"That's what I mean."
"No, it isn't."
His eyes search your face. You press the book flat against his chest, not fighting to take it from him anymore.
"I could have gone with them," you say. "I could have found Panda. Or Maki. Or literally anyone else."
Megumi doesn't move.
"I came here."
His throat shifts as he swallows.
"Why?"
You smile, but it's smaller now. Nervous.
"Because you're here."
Megumi stares at you. The room feels painfully still. Then, slowly, he closes the book.
Your breath catches. He reaches toward the nightstand and sets it down without taking his eyes off you.
"There," he says.
You glance at the empty space between you. "There what?"
"You got what you wanted."
"I wanted your attention."
"You have it."
His hands settle carefully at your hips. All of your teasing disappears at once. Megumi's thumbs press lightly through the fabric of your shirt, almost tentative, giving you every opportunity to pull away. You don't.
His eyes flicker across your face. "You don't have a thing for Itadori?â he asks.Â
You shake your head. "No."
"Then who?"
You stare at him in disbelief. "You're supposed to be smart."
"I want to hear you say it."
The confidence in his voice does something dangerous to your stomach. You lean down until your nose brushes his.
"You," you whisper. "Obviously."
Megumi closes the remaining distance.
His mouth meets yours with none of the uncertainty you expected from him. His hands tighten at your hips as you sink against him, your fingers sliding into the damp hair at the back of his neck.
The kiss starts slow, but it doesn't stay that way.
Megumi rolls you beneath him without breaking it, and your surprised laugh disappears against his mouth. He pulls back only long enough to look down at you, his face flushed and his breathing uneven.
"You're still annoying," he murmurs.
You tug him closer by his shirt. "And you're still no fun."
His eyes darken. "You're about to find out."
Megumi's mouth finds yours again before you can catch your breath, and this time there's nothing tentative about it. His tongue slides against yours as his weight settles more fully over you, pinning you to the mattress. One hand catches both your wrists and presses them into the pillow above your head.
You gasp against his mouth.
He pulls back just enough to look at you, his dark blue eyes searching your face with an intensity that makes your stomach flip.
"Tell me to stop," he says quietly.
"No."
"Tell me if you want me to stop."
"Megumi." You arch up against him, testing his grip on your wrists. His fingers tighten. "I've wanted this for months."
His grip on your wrists loosens for a second. Then his hand slides beneath your shirt, his palm hot against your ribs.
"Months?" he repeats, his voice rough. "You've been driving me insane for months."Â
"Good."
He makes a sound low in his throat and kisses you again, harder this time, his teeth catching your bottom lip. The small bite of pain makes you moan, and you feel him shudder against you.
"Every time you touched Itadori," he murmurs against your mouth, "every time you laughed at his jokes, every time youâŠ" He breaks off, his hand sliding higher under your shirt. "I wanted toâŠ"
"What?" You're breathless, straining against his hold on your wrists. "What did you want to do?"
His thumb brushes the underside of your breast through your bra.
"This," he says simply.
Then his mouth is on your neck, hot and open, and you arch into him with a gasp. He bites down gently where your neck meets your shoulder, then soothes it with his tongue, and the combination makes heat pool low in your belly.
"Megumiâ"
"Say it again."
"What?"
He releases your wrists to pull your shirt up and over your head, and you help him, suddenly desperate to feel his skin against yours. Your bra follows, and then his hands are on you, palming your breasts, thumbs circling your nipples until you're squirming under him.
"Say my name again."
"Megumi," you breathe, and he rewards you by taking one nipple into his mouth.
Your fingers tighten in his hair as he works you with his tongue and teeth until you canât keep your breathing steady. He moves to the other breast, his hand replacing his mouth on the first, and you can feel how hard he is against your thigh through his sweatpants.
You reach down between you, palming him through the fabric, and he groans against your skin.
"Fuck," he mutters, pulling back. His breathing is uneven, his lips flushed from kissing you. "You have no idea how many times I've thought about this."
"Tell me."
He catches your hand, pressing it more firmly against his erection, and the heat of him even through layers of clothing makes you dizzy.
"Every night," he says, his voice low and rough. "Every time you fell asleep in my room. Every time you wore those shorts that barely cover anything. Every time you bit your lip when you were concentrating." His hips rock forward into your palm. "I'd lie here after you left and touch myself thinking about you."
The image of itâMegumi in this bed, his hand wrapped around his cock, your name on his lipsâmakes you clench around nothing.
"Show me," you whisper.
"Not yet."
He pulls your hand away and pins both wrists above your head again with one hand. The other goes to the waistband of your pants, and he pauses, looking up at you.Â
"Please," you say before he can ask.
He strips you quickly, your shorts and underwear gone before he even bothers with his own clothes. His eyes drag over your bare body, and your legs spread wider beneath the weight of his stare.
His hand slides slowly up your inner thigh.
"So eager," he murmurs, but there's no mockery in it. His fingers brush through your folds, and his breath catches. "Fuck, you're so wet."
"I know," you breathe, letting out a quiet, disbelieving laugh. "I can't believe this is actually happening."
"Good." He circles your clit with one finger, light and teasing, and you buck against his hand. "I want you like this. I want you desperate for me."
"IÂ am," you gasp, almost laughing because the admission feels ridiculous now that he is actually here. "I have been, which is honestly a little humiliating."
Megumi's mouth brushes your jaw. "Doesn't seem like it."
"You are so irritating."
He slides one finger inside you, and whatever you were about to say disappears beneath the sound that leaves both of you. Megumi goes still for half a second, staring down at you like heâs just as affected by this as you are.
Then he starts to move his fingers. Slowly at first, watching every change in your expression as his thumb finds your clit. When he adds a second finger, your hips lift instinctively to meet his hand.
"Megumi," you breathe.
"What?"
You give him an exasperated look, although it loses most of its effect when his fingers curl inside you.
"You cannot seriously be making meâahâask."
The corner of his mouth twitches. "Ask what?"
"Oh my God."
He kisses you before you can insult him, swallowing your frustrated sound as his hand finally gives you what you were trying to ask for. The stretch pulls a broken gasp from you, and Megumi's teasing expression vanishes.
"Fuck," he breathes against your mouth.
His fingers curl again, finding the place that makes your entire body tense beneath him.
Your head falls back against the pillow, a soft, broken moan slipping out when he presses there again.
Megumi stares at you, visibly stunned for a moment, then does it again.
âI made you sound like that?â
"Please don't get smug right now."
"I'm not."
"You are."
"Mmm."
He kisses you again, deeper this time, and keeps his hand moving until you canât bite or another smart response. The pleasure builds too quickly, sharpened by months of wanting him and never quite believing you would actually have him like this.
Your hands squirm against his grip. Megumi releases them immediately, bracing himself over you as your fingers clutch at his shoulders. Your fingernails leave red crescents in the muscles there.
"Meguâmiâahhh," you gasp, your voice breaking around his name.
His eyes flick over your face. Whatever he sees makes him look hungry for more.Â
"You're close."
You let out a breathless, almost offended laugh. "Obviously."
His mouth twitches, but then his fingers curl more deliberately and every trace of humor disappears from you.
"Oh, fuck."
Your nails dig harder into his shoulders. You try to pull him closer, even though there's barely any space left between you as it is.
Megumi lowers his forehead to yours, watching you with an intensity that would make you self-conscious if you could think about anything other than his hand.
"Don't stopâpleaseâdon'tâ" you start to babble.Â
"I'm not."
He keeps the same rhythm, his fingers pressing into that spot with every slow curl while his thumb works over your clit. Your hips lift helplessly into his hand, and the pressure pulls tighter until your thighs start trembling around his wrist.
"Megumi," you gasp again. "I'm going toâŠ" The rest dissolves into a moan.
The orgasm rushes through you before you can finish the sentence, your back arching as your body clenches hard around his fingers. His name is torn from you, followed by breathless sounds you canât hold back as your nails drag down his shoulders.
Megumi stares at you.
His fingers keep moving, carrying you through it even when your thighs close around his hand and your body jerks beneath him. Every slow curl draws another helpless noise from you until the pleasure becomes too sharp to bear and you catch his wrist.
"Okay," you gasp, half laughing as you try to breathe. "Okay, fuck."
Thatâs when his fingers stop. Neither of you moves. You lie under him shaking, your chest rising and falling against his while Megumi watches your face like he's forgotten everything else in the room.
"What?" you ask weakly.
His lips part, but nothing comes out.
You let out another unsteady laugh. "Did I break you?"
"No."
"You look a little broken."
"Don't start."
His voice is rough enough to make your stomach tighten all over again.
Your hands go to his shirt, shoving it upward, and he pulls back just long enough to drag it over his head. Then you're touching him everywhere you can reach, running your palms over his chest, his shoulders, the lean muscle of his arms.
Megumi catches your mouth again, but his hand slips back between your thighs. You jerk against him the second his fingers press inside you.
"Megumi," you protest breathlessly. "I just came."
"I know."
His forehead settles against yours as he begins moving them again, slower than before but no less deliberate.
You stare at him in disbelief. "Then what are you doing?"
"Do it again."
A startled laugh escapes you. "Are you serious?"
"Yes."
The blunt answer makes your stomach tighten.
Megumi watches your face as his thumb brushes over your clit, taking in the way your breath catches despite your attempt to glare at him.
"You were staring at me," you say.
"I know."
"You're still staring."
"I know."
His fingers curl, and whatever else you were going to say breaks apart into a soft, helpless moan and Megumi's eyes darken.
"That," he murmurs. "I want to hear that again."
Heat rushes into your face. "Oh my God."
"And I want to see it again."
You open your mouth, though you have no idea what you plan to say. His thumb circles your clit again before you can decide, and your hips lift into his hand.
"There," he says quietly, almost to himself. "Those pretty little sounds."
"You canât start talking like thatâŠ." You whine.
"Why not?"
"Because I can't think when you say shit like that."
The corner of his mouth lifts, barely there. "I noticed."
"You're awful."
Megumi kisses you before you can say anything else. His free hand cups your jaw, keeping you close while his fingers settle into a steady rhythm.
Itâs almost embarrassing how quick the pleasure starts building again.
Your body is still sensitive from the first time, every pass of his thumb is sharper now, every curl of his fingers pulling another broken sound from you. Megumi catches them against your mouth until he finally pulls back, breathing hard as he looks at you.
âFuck,â he breathes.
âWhat?â
He shakes his head, his eyes still fixed on your face. âNothing.â
âThat is clearly not nothing.â
âYouâre beautiful.â
You stare at him, caught completely off guard.
Then his thumb presses down harder, and whatever you might have said disappears as your whole body tightens under him.
âOh, fuck. Megumi, IâmâŠâ
âI can tell.â
Thereâs no smugness in his voice now. He sounds almost dazed.
His hand doesnât stop. You clutch at his shoulders as the pleasure builds too quickly, and your thighs tighten around his wrist.
Then the orgasm hits you hard. Your back lifts off the mattress as you come, his name breaking apart on your lips while your fingers dig into his shoulders. Megumi watches your face the entire time, his lips parted and his breathing uneven, like he canât believe heâs the one making you look like this.
His fingers keep moving until the pleasure becomes too much and you grab his wrist to stop him again. You fall back against the mattress, breathless and still trembling beneath him.
Megumi is still staring.
âWhat?â you manage.
His thumb brushes once over your cheek.âYou really look like that because of me.â
Your face heats. âMegumi.â
âWhat?â
âYou know what.â
His eyes move over your face again, his breathing still uneven.
âAnd youâre making those sounds because of me.â
You stare at him, suddenly way too aware of how closely heâs been watching you.
âThere is something seriously wrong with you.â
âProbably.â
His thumb drags across your bottom lip. âI want to hear you do that when Iâm inside you.â
Your stomach turns upside down. You reach for the waistband of his sweatpants, pulling it down slightly.Â
âTake these off.â
Megumi pulls his fingers from inside you, and brings them to his mouth. You watch him. His eyes stay on yours as he brings his fingers to his mouth and slowly licks them clean, and the sight sends another sharp feeling through you.
âMegumi.â
âWhat?â
You let out a disbelieving laugh. âYou know what.â
The faintest hint of a smile touches his mouth before he sits back and pushes his sweatpants and boxers down together. Your eyes drop before you can stop them.
His cock is long, and thick enough to make your thighs press together on instinct, the tip flushed and already leaking.
Megumi notices you staring.Â
âDonât.â
âDonât what?â
âLook at me like that.â
You look up at him. âLike what?â
He doesnât answer.
You reach for him instead, wrapping your hand around his cock. He sucks in a sharp breath, his hips jerking into your touch before he catches your wrist.
âWait.â
âYou were just inside me with three fingers...â
âThatâs different.â
âHow?â
âBecause Iâm already trying not to embarrass myself.â
You blink, then laugh softly. âMegumi.â
âIâm serious.â
âI donât care how long you last.â
âWell, I do.â He pins your hand beside your head, his face flushed as he settles back between your thighs. âIâve thought about this too many times for it to be over immediately.â
Your mouth twists into a smirk. âYouâve thought about this?â
âNot discussing that right now.â
âYou brought it up.â
âI know. That was a mistake.â
You are still smiling when the head of his cock slips through your wetness. The smile disappears when he presses against you and then stops. Your hips lift instinctively. Megumi pulls back just enough to keep you from taking him in.
ââŠSeriously?â
His eyes search yours. âSay it again.â
âPlease.â
âNo.â His hand comes up to your face, his thumb brushing your cheekbone. âWhat you said before.â
You know what he means, but the uncertainty in his expression makes your chest tighten.
âYouâre still worried about Yuji?â
Megumi looks away for half a second. âJust answer me.â
You catch his face and turn him back toward you.
âItâs you,â you say. âItâs been you this whole time.â
His eyes hold yours.
âOkay?â
âOkay,â he says quietly.
Then he kisses you and sinks into you slowly, his mouth muffling the broken moan that slips out when you feel him fill you completely.Â
You both break the kiss with a sharp breath. Your fingers tighten around his shoulders, and Megumi goes still immediately, his eyes searching your face.
âYou okay?â
âYeah.â You shift beneath him, breathing through the stretch. âJust give me a second.â
He nods, but his breathing is already uneven. He holds himself completely still until the tension starts to leave your body, then slowly sinks the rest of the way in.
His forehead drops against yours. âFuck.â
You let out a shaky laugh. âThat good?â
Megumi closes his eyes. âPlease donât make me answer questions right now.â
You wrap your legs around his waist and pull him closer. His hips press into you on instinct, and a strained sound catches in his throat.
He stays buried inside you, his body tense above yours, while you try to process that this is actually happening.
You press a kiss to the corner of his mouth. "Megumi."
"What?"
"Are you planning to stay like this all night?"
His eyes open. "You said you needed a second."
"I had one."
"That was not a second."
"You know what I mean."
He draws back carefully, and the slow drag makes your breath catch. Then he pushes into you again, just as deep, his jaw tightening like moving slowly is taking everything he has.
You grip the back of his neck. "You know you don't have to be this careful, right?"
His eyes lift to yours. "I'm trying not to hurt you."
"You're not hurting me."
Megumi gives you another slow thrust, watching your face the entire time.
"Megumi."
"What?"
You pull him closer until your lips brush his. "I'm not going to break."
His hand tightens slightly on your hip. "You're sure?"
"Yes."
He kisses you as he thrusts into you again, harder this time. The sound that leaves you is swallowed by his mouth. Megumi immediately starts to pull back, but your legs tighten around his waist Megumi immediately starts to slow down, but your legs tighten around his waist.
"No," you breathe. "That was good."
His eyes search yours. "You made a noise."
"Yeah, because it felt good."
"You sounded surprised."
"IÂ was." Your nails press into his shoulders. "I wasn't complaining."
His mouth finds yours again, swallowing your next gasp as he gives you another deep thrust, then another.
The careful pace starts to slip away. His grip on your hip grows firmer as he settles into a rhythm, each thrust deeper than the last. You cling to him, still half dizzy from the fact that this is actually Megumi above you, inside you, looking almost as overwhelmed as you feel.
"Still think I'm no fun?" he asks against your mouth.
A laugh catches in your throat. "Getting a little smug there, Megs.âÂ
"You started it."
"I was bored."
"And now?"
He presses into you harder, and whatever answer you had disappears into a moan. Megumi's mouth twitches.
"You know exactly what youâre doing," you breathe.
"Maybe."
His rhythm gets faster, the bed rocking under you. Your nails drag down his shoulders as his mouth moves from yours to your jaw.
"Say it again."
You know immediately what he means.
"It's you."
His breath catches against your skin.
"MegumiâŠ"
"Again."
"Only you."
The rough sound that leaves him goes straight through you. His hand slips under your thigh, pulling it higher as he presses deeper, and the next thrust knocks the breath from your lungs.
He keeps the same pace, each thrust pushing you closer before you have time to catch your breath from the last. Your body is already so sensitive, and it doesnât take long before the pleasure starts building higher and higher again.Â
Megumi notices the change in you immediately. âYouâre close.â
You let out a breathless laugh. âObviously.â
His hand slips between your bodies, his thumb finding your clit. Your hips wiggle under him.
âOh, fuck.â
âThere?â
âYes.â Your nails dig into his shoulders harder, drawing blood. âDonât stop please.â
âI wonât.â
His hips keep driving into you with the same deep rhythm while his thumb slides over your clit in circles that match his pace, and the combination wipes every thought from your head. You hold onto him, your legs tightening around his waist as each breath turns into another soft, broken sound. Megumiâs breathing grows rougher against your cheek.
âMegumi,â you gasp. âIâm going toâŠâ
âI know.â
The orgasm hits before you can finish that thought.Â
Your body locks around him, your back lifting up to press into his frame, as his name breaks apart on your lips. You clench around him again and again, unable to stop the breathy moans spilling out with every wave of pleasure you feel.Â
Megumi curses against your neck. His hips falter once, but he doesnât stop. He pushes through it, still thrusting into you while your body shakes beneath him. Each deep stroke drags the pleasure out longer, pulling another desperate sound from you.
âFuck,â he groans. âYou're making this impossible.â
Youâre too far gone to do anything but cling to him.
"I'm not doing it on purpose," you gasp.
"You're squeezing me."
"I'm coming," you gasp. "What do⊠you want⊠from me..?â
He lets out a noise that might have been a laugh. Your body tightens around him again, the last wave of your orgasm pulling another groan from your throat. Megumiâs rhythm finally gives.
He manages one more deep thrust before stopping with his hips pressed tightly against yours, his face dropping into your neck. His whole body is rigid above you, his breath hot and uneven against your skin.
You lay there under him, still shaking, your legs loose around his waist.
âMegumiâŠâ
âMm.â
He doesnât lift his head.
Your fingers slide weakly into his hair. âDid youâŠâ
âNo.â
The answer comes out strained enough to make you smile.
âNo?â
âTrying not to.â
Another aftershock makes you clench around him. Megumi groans into your neck, his fingers tightening hard against your thigh.
âFuck.â
â.. I didnât mean to.â
âI know.â His voice is almost gone.
He stays buried inside you, breathing through it while you try to come back to yourself. Your chest rises against his, both of you damp and trembling, neither of you quite able to separate.
Eventually, he lifts his head. His hair is falling into his eyes, his cheeks flushed deep pink. He looks wrecked. You probably do too.
âYou okay?â He whispers.Â
You nod once. Then his gaze drops to your mouth.
âGood, because Iâm not done with you.â
Your stomach tightens all over again.
âOh.â
Megumi gives you a tired, suspicious look. âWhat?â
âNothing.â
"That wasn't nothing."
"I just liked that."
His face flushes deeper. âOf course you did.â
You shift under him, and his eyes close immediately. âStop.â
âI barely moved.â
âYou know exactly what youâre doing.â
âIâm lying here.â
âYouâre impossible.â
âYou like me.â
âUnfortunately.â
You smile and press a soft kiss to the corner of his mouth.
Megumi kisses you again as he draws his hips back. The drag of him inside you makes your fingers curl into his shoulders, a soft sound slipping from both of you.Â
He presses back in slowly. Your body is so sensitive that even that feels almost unbearable. Your lips part against his, and Megumi pauses just long enough to watch your face.
âOkay?â he asks.
You nod quickly. âAgain.â
The next thrust goes deeper.
Your head tips back against the pillow. âFuck.â
Megumiâs mouth finds your throat, his breath turning uneven against your skin as he does it again. He tries to keep the same restrained pace, but it lasts only a handful of strokes before his grip tightens on your hip.
You pull him closer. âMegumiâŠâ
He lifts his head.
âHarder.â The word barely leaves you. Something in his face changes. His next thrust knocks a gasp from you.
Megumi stops for half a second, eyes searching your face, but your nails dig into his shoulders before he can say anything.Â
âYes,â you breathe. âJust like that.â
He does it again.
Your cry disappears against his mouth as he kisses you, his hips finding a harder, deeper rhythm. The bed rocks beneath you, the headboard knocking steadily against the wall while you cling to him. while you cling to him and try to hold on.
Thereâs no room left for conversation. Only his breathing against your lips. Your name, half swallowed. The sounds he pulls from you every time he presses into you just right. Megumiâs hand slides under your thigh, lifting it even higher over him. The new angle makes your whole body jolt.
âOh, fuckâMegumi!â
âI know.â
He sounds barely coherent himself. His forehead drops against yours. His eyes stay half open, fixed on your face even as his thrusts start to turn uneven.
You can feel how close he is, the muscles in his thighs tightening against yours as his rhythm turns frantic. His breathing grows ragged, his jaw clenched like heâs fighting his own body.
Your fingers twist into his hair. âMegumiâŠâ
âYeah?â
You canât finish the thought. You donât know what you were going to ask for anyway. His hand slips between you, and the first brush of his thumb makes you shiver.Â
Megumi groans. âYouâre so sensitive.â
âDonât stop.â
âIâm not.â
His thumb circles you again while his hips keep driving into you, and the pleasure comes back almost violently. Your body has not recovered from the last orgasm, every nerve already raw and awake.
You clutch at him. âFuck, IâmâŠâ
Megumi presses his forehead harder against yours. âI can feel it.â
His voice cracks on the last word. Your thighs tighten around his waist. He keeps going. Even when your breaths turn into helpless, uneven moans. Even when your body starts clenching around him again and his own rhythm stutters.Â
âMegumi.â
âI know.â
âPleaseâŠâ
His mouth catches yours. The next thrust sends you over. Your body locks around him again, tighter this time, your legs pulling him even closer as you come with his name breathed against his lips. The pleasure rolls through you hard enough to leave you shaking, every pulse tightening around him again and again.
Megumi makes a wrecked, strangled sound. He tries to hold on. You feel it in the way his body goes rigid, in the way his hips falter and then force themselves into one more deep stroke.
His mouth falls open against yours as he comes, a broken groan leaving him while he presses as deep as he can. His whole body trembles above you, one hand gripping your hip and the other braced beside your head. You hold onto him through it.
Neither of you can kiss properly. Your lips keep brushing together between gasping breaths, both of you are too far gone to do more than stay tangled together while the last waves pass through you.
Megumi finally gives up trying to hold himself above you. He drops against your body, his face buried in the side of your neck and his heart pounding wildly against your chest.
You lie there under him, boneless and sweaty, your fingers dragging lazily through his hair. Neither of you says anything until your breathing begins to settle.
Then you murmur, "Still think I'm heavy?"
A weak laugh warms your skin. "Extremely."
You blink at the ceiling. "You're literally crushing me."
"I know."
"Megumi."
He tightens his arms around you. "No."
Despite yourself, you laugh, tired and breathless, and feel his mouth curve against your neck.
Finally, he rolls onto his side and pulls you with him, tucking you against his chest. His hand moves slowly along your back while both of you continue trying to catch your breath.
Megumi lifts his head slightly. "You okay?"
"Yeah," you say softly.
He kisses your forehead, then your temple. When he reaches your mouth, the kiss is quiet and lingering.
Afterward, he stays close enough that his nose brushes yours.
"You meant it?"
You know exactly what he is asking.
"That it's you?"
He nods once.
"Yes, Megumi." You trace your fingers along his chest. "I meant it."
His shoulders loosen against the mattress.
"Okay."
You smile. "That's all you have to say?"
His arm tightens around you. "Stay."
"Obviously."
"Good."
You settle against him, your fingers drawing idle patterns over his skin. After a while, his mouth brushes the top of your head.
"For the record," he murmurs, "you were never that annoying."
You lift your head. "That annoying?"
"You bit me."
"You liked it."
Megumi closes his eyes. âGo to sleep."
You smile against his chest. "I knew it."
The book is still forgotten on the nightstand.
UNTIL YOU
chapter two: you, again.
⊠SUMMARY: After the district meeting, you try to forget Yuji Itadori. Then something follows you home. So does he.
⊠AUTHORâS NOTE: gege, respectfully, what the hell. anyway, let me cope by rewriting the ending to jjk with my way more interesting older yuji spin-off.
⊠NOTE: this is part two of until you, my modulo-inspired obsessive older yuji series. this is a darker romance au/rewrite, so yuji is older, more damaged, and absolutely not handling his feelings normally. reader is 18+.
⊠PAIRING: modulo obsessive!yuji itadori x f!reader
⊠CONTENT WARNINGS: mdni. explicit sexual content, obsessive behavior, possessiveness, dark romance themes, stalking-ish/window scene, protective but unstable yuji, rough sex, oral sex/f receiving, throat holding, biting/marking, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, creampie, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, emotional dependency, âmineâ used possessively, yuji being deeply unwell about reader.
⊠WORD COUNT: 6,784 words / ~30 mins
Youâre fixing your hair in the mirror, trying to look like you didnât just have life-altering bathroom sex with a stranger.
Yuji stands behind you, quiet enough that it should make you nervous.
It does, a little.
You tug your collar higher, trying to hide the mark on your neck, but his hand comes up before you can cover it. He doesnât grab you. He just catches the fabric between his fingers and pulls it aside again.
âLeave that one.â
You stare at him through the mirror. âExcuse me?â
He still isnât looking at your face. His eyes stay on the mark, focused in a way that makes your stomach twist.
âThat one stays.â
*****
When you finally emerge from the bathroom, youâre trying very hard to look normal.
Yuji is not helping.
His hand finds your lower back almost immediately. He isnât guiding you anywhere. His hand is just there, warm through your clothes, like touching you has already become a habit he doesnât care to question.
His eyes move over the room. Slowly. Quietly. Anyone who looks at you for more than a second gets his attention, and not in a friendly way.
He doesnât say anything. He doesnât have to. Thereâs something different in the way he stands beside you now, in the careful placement of his hand, in the slight angle of his body toward yours, like the space around you has become something he intends to guard.
You feel it.
Apparently, youâre not the only one.
Nobara Kugisaki is watching him.
Age has sharpened her instead of softening her. Her expression doesnât change as she takes in Yujiâs hand on your back, the way heâs standing too close, the mark on your throat that he told you to leave alone. Then her eyes flick to his face.
Yuji doesnât look away.
That tells her enough.
This isnât him being reckless after a hookup. It isnât even him getting attached too fast in a way she can laugh at later. This is worse. This is Yuji looking at a girl he met less than an hour ago like the rest of the room has already gone quiet.
Nobaraâs jaw tightens slightly, but she doesnât approach.
Not while youâre still standing there.
The interruption comes in the form of a Gojo clan attendant, polished, professional, and completely oblivious to the tension coming off the man next to you.
âThere you are,â the attendant says, a little too brightly for the moment. âThe elders are ready for you now. The representatives have been waiting.â
You glance between them and Yuji.
It should be easy. You barely know him. You shouldnât feel the need to explain anything, or apologize, or stay for even one more second.
Still, you do.
Yujiâs hand slips from your back to your wrist, loose enough that you could pull away if you wanted to. He doesnât stop you. He doesnât even try. He only holds on for one second too long, like he needs one last point of contact before you go.
âGo,â he says.
You raise an eyebrow. âYou sure?â
His jaw flexes.
âNo.â
That answer stops you. You expected possessive, maybe arrogant. You didnât expect honest.
Then he lets go.
You leave with the clan representatives, but before the hallway turns, you glance back.
Yuji is still standing where you left him, his hands half-curled at his sides like he forgot what to do with them once you were gone. He doesnât look embarrassed when you catch him staring.
He just keeps looking.
Even after you turn the corner, you swear you can still feel it.
*****
Nobara waits until the representatives pull you around the corner before she crosses the room.
Yuji doesnât move when she comes up beside him. His hand is still half-curled at his side, like his body hasnât figured out what to do with itself now that it isnât touching you anymore.
âPlanning on breathing anytime soon,â she asks, âor is the hallway doing that for you?â
His jaw shifts. âNobara.â
âOh, good. You remember other people exist.â
That gets him to look at her, but only for a second. His eyes keep drifting back to the corner you disappeared around, and Nobaraâs expression tightens before she can stop it.
Sheâs known him too long to mistake this for a crush, or lust, or whatever excuse he mightâve tried to give her fifty years ago. Sheâs seen Yuji after funerals, after missions, after anniversaries he pretended not to remember. Sheâs watched him turn grief into discipline so many times that, eventually, it stopped looking like grief at all.
But this is different.
This is him staring at an empty hallway like someone just gave him a reason to ruin his life.
âYouâre eighty-three years old,â she says, keeping her voice low enough that no one nearby can hear.
âI know.â
âThen act like it.â
His eyes flick back to her, and there it is, the smallest crack in his expression. Nobara hates that she recognizes it. Hates that after all these years, she can still look at him and know exactly where to press.
âYou met her an hour ago, Yuji.â
He doesnât answer.
âThatâs not me judging,â she continues. âThatâs me reminding you, since apparently somebody has to.â
His hand curls tighter at his side.
âSheâs not Gojo coming back. Sheâs not everyone you lost. Sheâs not proof the universe finally decided to apologize.â
âI know that.â
Nobara looks at him for a long moment.
âNo,â she says. âYou know how to say that. Iâm not sure you know how to live like it.â
That shuts him up.
She exhales through her nose, tired in a way that has nothing to do with age.
âDonât make that girl your reason to keep breathing unless she asks for the job.â
Yuji looks away first, and that tells her enough.
âYouâd die for her already, wouldnât you?â
Still nothing.
Nobara gives a small, humorless laugh. âOf course you would. Dying for someone has always been the easy part for you.â
His expression tightens.
âWhat worries me,â she says, quieter now, âis what youâll do if living for her starts sounding easier than living without her.â
For the first time tonight, he looks almost young. His face hasnât changed, Sukuna took that from him a long time ago, but something in him does. Itâs in the way the words hit, the way he looks caught between wanting to deny it and knowing he canât.
Nobara hates him a little for making her say it.
She hates the world more for leaving so few people alive who can.
âBe careful,â she says.
Yujiâs eyes drift back toward the hallway.
âWith her,â Nobara adds. âAnd with yourself.â
He nods once, but it doesnât reassure her. It isnât enough, and they both know it.
Itâs just all sheâs going to get from him.
*****
The clan meeting room is as suffocating as you expected.
The elders sit in a semicircle, with representatives from three districts placed neatly along either side of the room. A few distant cousins linger near the walls, all of them wearing the same careful expression people use when theyâre trying not to stare too openly at the Six Eyes.
One of the elders has been speaking for several minutes.
âYour presence at public events will carry significant political weight,â he says. âThe Gojo name still holds influence, and with your positionâŠâ
You shift in your seat and immediately regret it.
The ache pulls your attention clean off the conversation. You hide the reaction quickly, but not quickly enough.
The elder pauses. âAre you listening?â
âYes,â you say, straightening. âPublic appearances. The Gojo name. District involvement.â
His expression tells you he heard the summary for what it was, but he continues anyway.
âThe district assignments will require your direct attention, particularly in negotiations with families who have been slow to reaffirm their support.â
You nod at what seems like the right place.
Your collar brushes the mark on your throat, and there goes your focus again. The fabric hides most of it, but hiding it doesnât make you less aware of it. You can still feel his mouth there. His hand tugging your collar aside in the bathroom mirror. The way he looked at the mark like it belonged exactly where it was.
That one stays.
The memory hits at the worst possible time, and you have to look down at your lap before your face gives you away.
âWhich is why,â another elder says, âwe need to discuss your public image.â
That brings you back.
You lift your eyes. âMy public image?â
âThere have been concerns about your conduct tonight.â
You keep your expression polite, even as your patience starts thinning. âConcerns.â
âYou were seen with Yuji Itadori.â
Hearing his name from one of them feels strange. Too formal. Too far away from the way he said yours, like he needed to remember it.
âI spoke with several sorcerers tonight,â you say.
âItadori is not just any sorcerer.â The elderâs voice sharpens around his name. âHis history with Sukuna, his current status, his absence from public sorcerer society. He isnât someone the Gojo clan should be associated with carelessly.â
You want to ask what they mean by current status. You want to ask why half the room reacted to him like a ghost had walked in. You want to ask why a man who touched you like he couldnât bear to stop is being discussed like a political hazard.
Instead, you sit there and nod because thatâs what they expect from you.
The meeting moves on. One of the younger representatives starts talking about district negotiations, dates, formal appearances next week. You answer when prompted and agree to something you barely hear.
Your mind is still in the bathroom.
Yujiâs hands on your face. His thumb at your pulse. The way he kept touching you afterward, almost absently, like stopping hadnât even occurred to him. The way he looked at you in the mirror when he told you the mark could stay.
Your fingers drift toward your collar before you catch yourself.
One of the elders notices anyway.
âAre you feeling well?â
âFine,â you say. âJust tired.â
Itâs close enough to the truth to pass. Your body feels wrung out and oversensitive, every small movement reminding you of what happened less than an hour ago.
The conversation continues around you until one phrase cuts through clearly enough to catch.
âItadoriâs influence has been largely absent for years,â an elder says. âHis reappearance tonight was unexpected. His interest in you is concerning.â
You look up. âInterest?â
The elder doesnât soften. âItadori doesnât attach casually.â
The room goes quiet.
Not dramatically. Not all at once. Just enough that you notice it.
No one looks surprised by the statement, and somehow that bothers you more than the warning itself.
âAnd when he does,â the elder adds, âconsequences tend to follow.â
You think of Yuji outside the bathroom door. Yuji in the mirror. Yuji watching you walk away like every inch of distance offended something in him.
âI can handle myself,â you say.
âIâm sure you believe that.â The elder folds his hands on the table. âBut the Six Eyes are valuable politically and strategically. You represent more than your personal preferences. Any entanglement with someone like Itadori could complicateâŠâ
âMy personal life?â you ask.
The room goes still.
The elderâs mouth tightens. âYour public image.â
You hold his gaze for a second longer than you probably should.
âRight,â you say. âThatâs what I meant.â
No one says anything for a beat. Then one of the representatives clears his throat and returns to district security, as if the room hasnât just adjusted itself around the reminder that you arenât as easy to steer as theyâd like.
The rest of the meeting drags.
They talk about obligations, alliances, appearances, bloodline expectations. Someone uses the phrase âlegacy maintenance,â which makes your skin crawl. You nod when you need to and give answers that sound appropriate enough to keep them satisfied.
But beneath all of it, youâre still thinking about Yuji Itadori.
About the warning in the eldersâ voices. About the way the room went quiet when they said he didnât attach casually. About the fact that everyone here seems to know something about him except you.
And somehow, that doesnât make you less curious.
It should.
Instead, it makes him worse.
More interesting. More dangerous. Harder to put back into the category of stranger, even though thatâs technically what he still is.
By the time the meeting finally starts to wind down, youâve learned almost nothing useful about district negotiations and far too much about how quickly Yuji Itadori has become the only thing in the room you actually care to understand.
*****
A curse surfaces near the eastern district before the meeting has fully ended.
By the time Yuji arrives, three assistant supervisors are already standing behind a barrier, trying very hard not to look relieved that he showed up. The curse is small, half-formed, more nuisance than threat. Nothing that should require him.
No one tells him that, though.
He steps through the veil and kills it before it finishes taking shape.
It only takes one strike. Clean, efficient, almost casual, until the curse breaks apart and the air goes quiet around him.
A few people murmur thanks from behind the barrier. Yuji nods because thatâs what heâs supposed to do, but he barely hears them. Fighting is easy. His body knows what to do with a curse.
His mind is still back at the meeting hall.
Your collar. Your throat. The mark he told you to leave uncovered. The feeling of your wrist under his fingers when he let you go. Whether the clan elders are still talking to you. Whether theyâre close enough to touch you. Whether you thought about him after turning the corner.
Yuji exhales slowly and flexes his hand once at his side.
It doesnât help.
âBrother.â
He closes his eyes. âDonât.â
Todo Aoi comes up beside him anyway.
Age hasnât made Todo less impossible. Itâs only made him quieter about it, which is somehow worse. He stands there for a moment, studying Yuji with the kind of attention that makes most people regret being seen.
Then he says, very seriously, âYour soul has turned its face away from the battlefield.â
Yuji opens his eyes. âI said donât.â
Todo ignores that. âA woman.â
Yuji says nothing.
Todoâs expression shifts. Whatever amusement was there fades into something more careful.
âAh.â
Yuji looks toward the city.
Todo follows his gaze, though thereâs nothing there for him to see. âNot just a woman, then.â
Yujiâs hand curls once at his side.
Todo notices. Of course he does. For all his nonsense, Todo has always noticed the worst things first.
âThe woman,â Todo says, quieter.
Yuji doesnât answer, and this time the silence is enough.
Todoâs brows draw together. âYuji.â
Yujiâs head snaps up.
The cursed energy is faint, almost nothing. A thin, oily thread moving where it shouldnât, slipping through the city in a direction that makes something cold settle in his chest.
Toward you.
Everything else drops away.
Todo says his name again, but Yuji is already moving.
âSomething found her.â
He doesnât explain. He doesnât wait to see if Todo follows. The curse is weak, probably harmless, barely worth calling a threat.
That doesnât matter.
It found you.
By the time Todo steps forward, Yuji is gone.
*****
You make it home still feeling a little unreal, like your body got there before the rest of you did. You shower, change, and spend too long standing in front of the mirror trying to convince yourself youâre a normal person who didnât just let Yuji Itadori fuck you in a bathroom during a district meeting.
The attempt fails for obvious reasons.
The mark is still there, darker now that the heat in your skin has settled, and your fingers move to it before you can stop them. You touch the place his mouth had been and then grab your phone.
Yuji Itadori.
The public results are easy enough to find, the kind of basic records anyone with a connection to sorcerer society could pull up.
Yuji Itadori - Former Vessel of Ryomen Sukuna Shibuya Incident - Key Participant Culling Game Survivor Associated with: Satoru Gojo (deceased), Megumi Fushiguro, Nobara Kugisaki Known Abilities: Superhuman strength, cursed energy manipulation, Black Flash Current Status: Unknown
You stare at the last line longer than the others.
Unknown.
Thatâs where the public record stops, which only makes the Gojo clan archive feel more necessary. Your Six Eyes clearance opens doors most sorcerers never even learn exist, and the secure database isnât something a normal search engine can touch. It requires bloodline authentication, elder authorization, and the kind of access thatâs made more than one person in that meeting room look at you like an asset they havenât figured out how to control yet.
You pull up the secure portal. Your credentials load.
Six Eyes. Clearance Level: Six Eyes Authorized.
This time, thereâs more.
CLASSIFIED - CLAN ARCHIVE Subject: Yuji Itadori Mahito Encounter - [REDACTED] District, 7 years ago Status: Extreme Caution - Approach with extreme caution Physical Status: Non-aging body due to residual Sukuna influence Estimated Current Age: 83 years Last Confirmed Active: [REDACTED] Current Status: Presumed Inactive Associated Operations: [REDACTED], [REDACTED], [REDACTED] Note: Itadori is considered one of the strongest living sorcerers. Recommend extreme caution in all interactions.
You sit there with the phone in your hand, rereading the same line until the words start to blur.
He told you he was eighty-three in the bathroom, but thereâs a difference between hearing a man say something impossible while his hands are on you and seeing it written in a classified archive like a fact everyone else already accepted. You scroll through the redacted sections again, trying to make the pieces line up. Multiple high-grade curse eliminations. Operations you donât have clearance to open. Years of missing activity cut into black bars and empty brackets. The public record treats him like a ghost. The private archive treats him like a weapon everyone knows is still loaded.
So why was he there tonight? Why did no one announce him? Why did conversations die when he crossed the room? Why did the elders say his name like they were touching something sharp? And why did a man listed as presumed inactive have his hand around your throat two hours ago?
You reread the note about his body. Non-aging. Residual Sukuna influence. Estimated age: eighty-three. Then you think of what he said in the bathroom.
Iâve spent eighty-three years teaching myself not to reach for people.
He meant it. Not as a line, not as some strange attempt at seduction. He was really telling you the truth while looking at you like he had no idea what to do with the fact that he wanted you anyway.
You close the archive, but the information stays with you. Presumed inactive, except he isnât inactive. Heâs here, in your city, moving through rooms full of sorcerers who clearly know far more about him than theyâre willing to say.
You say his name once, quietly, just to hear what it sounds like in your apartment.
âYuji Itadori.â
It feels different here. Less like a name from a file and more like something you shouldnât be saying alone.
Thatâs when you feel it.
At first, itâs only a faint smear of cursed energy at the edge of your awareness, moving where nothing should be moving. Your Six Eyes catch it immediately, tracking the oily thread of it as it crawls up the side of your building. You go still, one hand tightening around your phone.
Itâs outside and itâs drawn to you.
You move toward the window with your hand already reaching for the latch, but the presence stops before you touch it. A second later, itâs gone. Not faded, not exorcised in any slow, ordinary way. Gone all at once, snuffed out with such clean force that the empty space it leaves behind feels louder than the curse itself did.Â
Your hand is still on the latch when you look through the glass.
Yuji is standing on the fire escape.
Rain clings to his hair and darkens his clothes, city light cutting unevenly across his face. He looks guilty, but not surprised. Worse, he looks like he knew he shouldnât be there and came anyway.
Neither of you moves at first. Then you open the window, and cold air rushes in sharp enough to clear your head.
âAre you insane?â
âProbably.â His voice is rough and quiet.Â
âYouâre outside my window.â
âI know.â
â⊠Yuji.â
His gaze drops to your throat, to the mark still visible above your collar, and you watch him find it. His expression changes before he can hide it, something in his face going softer and more dangerous all at once. His hands curl at his sides like he has to remind himself not to reach through the window and touch you.
âYou left it,â he says.
Your pulse jumps. âYou told me to.â
He takes that in like it means more than it should, like he understands exactly what youâre admitting without saying it outright.
âSomething followed you,â he says after a moment. âFrom the meeting. I tracked it here.â
He shouldâve stopped there. Killed the curse, made sure you were safe, and left before you ever knew heâd come close. That wouldâve been the right thing, and from what youâve read, Yuji Itadori has spent most of his life doing the right thing until there was almost nothing left of him but restraint and ghosts.
Then you left the mark uncovered.
You raise an eyebrow, trying very hard to ignore your racing heart. âAnd you followed it?â
âYes.â
âThatâs all?â
Heâs quiet long enough that you already know the answer.
âNo.â
Thereâs no politeness to it. No excuse. Just the truth, rough and immediate, and somehow thatâs worse.
You should tell him to leave. A man showing up outside your window after knowing you for a few hours is objectively insane, regardless of whether he just saved you from a curse. You should close the window, call someone, ask one of the elders exactly what they meant when they said consequences followed him. Instead, you stay where you are.
âI wonât come in,â Yuji says, careful now, like every word takes effort. âUnless you tell me I can.â
That makes it harder, not easier. Heâs standing outside your apartment like something dangerous out of an old clan warning, and he still waits. His whole body looks tense with wanting to move, but he doesnât. He leaves it to you.
You look at him through the open window, at the man the world thinks vanished, at the man the archive told you to approach with extreme caution. At the man who found you anyway.
âYujiââ
âPlease.â
Itâs barely more than a breath, and thatâs the problem. He doesnât sound smooth or sure of himself. He sounds like he knows he shouldnât ask and canât stop himself anyway.
Please.
You step back and to the side, one hand still on the window frame. Itâs barely a gesture, barely permission, but Yuji understands it immediately.
He climbs inside with perfect control, but the moment his feet touch your floor, your apartment feels smaller. Heâs close enough now that you can see the rain on his eyelashes, the rise and fall of his chest, the way his hands stay at his sides like he doesnât trust them near you yet.
He doesnât move closer. He waits, and you hate how much that affects you.
âYou acted like I belonged to you,â you say, âthen disappeared before I could decide whether that was crazy or flattering.â
His jaw tightens. âI was called away.â
âAnd I was supposed to know that how?â
âI shouldâve told you.â His voice is low, almost pained. âI know I should have..â
You almost smile despite yourself. He looks too intense for the conversation youâre actually having, like asking for your number might somehow require more courage than putting a curse through a wall.
âYes,â you say. âYou should have.â
He takes one step closer, then stops. His hands clench before going still again at his side.
âI didnât know how to ask for your number without sounding like I was begging.â
For a second, you just stare at him. Then a laugh almost escapes you, more from disbelief than amusement.
âYou had your hand around my throat an hour after meeting me, but asking for my number was too much?â
Yuji looks at you like he wishes that wasnât true.
âYes,â he says.
And somehow, from him, it sounds like a confession.
You take one step toward him, and Yuji closes the rest of the distance before you can think better of it.
Yuji is on you before you can take another breath. His hands catch your waist, turn you, and then your back is against the wall, his body pressed close enough to make thinking useless. When he kisses you, it isnât careful or controlled. Itâs messy, rough, impatient, and you grab at his shirt because thereâs nowhere else for your hands to go.
The second you open your mouth for him, the kiss turns messy. His hands go from your face to your throat, then your hips, then back again. He canât seem to keep them in one place, like touching you once only makes the need worse.
âTell me yes,â he growls against your mouth.
âYesââ
His hands fist in your shirt and rip. Buttons scatter across the floor as he tears the fabric open, yanking it off your shoulders.
Then he freezes.
Yuji looks at the shirt first, then at his hands. Like he forgot for one second what those hands can do. Like wanting you made him careless, and realizing that scares him more than the wanting itself.
Your hand slides up his chest.
The apology in his face disappears.
He kisses you again, rougher this time, and you feel the last of his hesitation go with it.
His mouth is back on yours before the apology can become anything real. This time, he doesnât hesitate. He unhooks your bra, pulls it off, and the sound he makes when he sees you is gruff.Â
âLook at you,â he breathes.
Then his mouth is on your throat, biting down hard enough to make you cry out. Yuji groans at the sound, rough in his chest, and his hands come up to cup your breasts. His thumbs circle your nipples until they harden under his touch, and when your back arches, his grip tightens like he felt it happen somewhere in his own body.
He doesnât speak after that. He just keeps touching you. His mouth moves down your throat to your collarbone, teeth scraping skin before he goes lower. When he bites your breast, you gasp his name.
Yuji goes still for a second. Then his grip changes. His fingers dig into your waist, and his mouth presses harder against your skin like hearing his name from you did something worse to him than touching you.
His hands slide down to your waistband. He hooks his fingers into your pants and underwear together, yanking them down in one motion before dropping to his knees to pull them off completely.
He looks up at you from the floor, breathing hard through his nose, his hands already moving back to your thighs.
Then he grabs your leg and throws it over his shoulder, spreading you open.
The first touch of his mouth makes you cry out before you can stop yourself.
Heâs not gentle. Just hungry. His tongue moves over you, then inside you, then back to your clit with a focus that makes your knees buckle. His hands grip your ass, keeping you where he wants you every time your hips try to move away from the pressure.
âYuji, oh god.â
He groans against you, and the vibration makes your legs shake. When his tongue slides inside you again, deeper this time, your hands fly to his hair because youâre already too close.
It hits fast. Your body goes tight, your breath catches, and Yuji doesnât stop. He keeps his mouth on you, licking and sucking through it like pulling away hasnât even occurred to him.
When your legs finally give out, he catches you easily, lifting you before your feet can find the floor again. He carries you across the room, but he doesnât make it to the bed. He presses you against the nearest wall instead, chest to chest, still breathing hard like he hasnât recovered from the way you moaned his name.Â
His hands are shaking as they frame your face.
âYou let me in,â he says, voice breaking. âYou have no idea⊠You have no fucking idea what that does to meâŠ. I wouldâve stayed outside.â
The worst part is, you know he means it. He doesnât say it like a line. He says it like he already pictured himself out there all night and accepted it.
âI wouldâve stayed out there as long as you wanted.â His thumb brushes your cheekbone. âBut you let me in..âÂ
You reach up to touch his face, and Yuji leans into your palm before he can stop himself. His eyes close for a second, and the want in his face looks almost painful.
He wants to protect you. You can feel that much. Itâs in the way he holds himself near you, in the way he moved before his mind could catch up when the curse found your window. The curse outside. The clan elders picking over your future like vultures. Every sorcerer who looks at the Six Eyes and sees a weapon before they see a girl.
His hands slide down to your waist and tighten.Â
Who protects her from me?
His forehead presses to yours, and when he speaks, his voice sounds strained enough to be unfamiliar.
âI shouldnât be here. You should tell me to stop. You shouldâŠâ
Because if you told him to stop, he would. You know that. Heâd tear himself apart before he hurt you on purpose, and maybe that should make this feel safer than it does.
But it doesnât⊠because the problem isnât whether Yuji would listen. Itâs that he wants you to let him stay.
So you kiss him before he can finish.
He doesnât need anything else.
A sound catches low in his throat, rough and wrecked, and then his hands are on you again. Your waist, your ass, the back of your thigh as he lifts you. His mouth moves to your throat, teeth finding skin while your legs wrap around his waist.
His mouth moves to your throat, teeth finding skin while your legs wrap around his waist. His cock drags through your folds before pressing against your entrance, and your nails dig into his shoulders before he even starts to push in. You remember the bathroom too clearly. The stretch of him. The way your body had to take a second even when you wanted him closer.
Yuji feels you tense. His mouth pauses against your throat, and his grip tightens on your thigh.
âI know,â he says, voice rough. His mouth presses to your throat, almost gentle now. âBreathe for me.â
He waits until he feels you inhale.
Then he pushes inside in one hard thrust, and both of you go still.
Even after the bathroom, even after knowing what to expect, your body still has to adjust around him. Your mouth falls open, but nothing comes out at first. Your nails dig harder into his shoulders, and Yuji groans against your neck, his whole body shaking like it takes everything in him not to move too soon.
âFuckâfuck.â His forehead drops to your shoulder. âEighty-three years. Eighty-three fucking years and nothing, nothing, has ever felt like this.â
Then he pulls out and drives back in, and the sound you both make is almost embarrassing in how immediate it is. His hands grip your ass, holding you against the wall as he starts fucking you in deep, rough strokes that knock the air out of you each time.
âLook at me,â he says.
You do.
His face almost makes you regret it. Heâs still Yuji, still the man who waited outside your window because you hadnât told him he could come in, but he looks different like this. Less controlled. Less careful. Hungry in a way that seems to scare him as much as it scares you.
âDonât look away.â
His mouth catches yours again, swallowing every sound he pulls out of you. One hand slides up to your throat, gripping you but not squeezing, and you clench around him. Yuji groans like it hits him harder than he expected.
âSay my name.â
âYuji.â
âAgain.â
âYujiâ please.â
He carries you to the bed without pulling out, lowering you onto the mattress while his breathing stays rough against your mouth. His hand remains at your throat when he starts moving again, harder now, deeper, his hips snapping into yours while his eyes stay on your face like looking away would cost him something.
âFuckâyes.â His voice catches, but he doesnât slow down. âAgain.â
âYujiâ too much.â You gasp, the pleasure almost overwhelming.Â
His eyes snap to yours immediately. âStop?â
You shake your head and drag him closer. The relief on his face almost hurts to look at.
Then he pulls out, turns you over, and hauls your hips up onto your hands and knees. Before you can catch your breath, heâs inside you again, deeper from this angle, enough that your arms nearly give out under you.
One hand slides up your spine before fisting in your hair. He pulls, forcing your back to arch, and the angle shifts. You cry out, and Yuji groans in response, the sound low and unsteady, like he hates how much he likes it.
His other hand comes down on your assânot hard enough to hurt, just enough to make you gasp.
âMine,â he growls. âSay itââ
âYoursââ
His hand wraps around your throat from behind, pulling you back against his chest. From this angle, every thrust lands deeper, enough that your breath keeps catching before you can settle into it. His palm stays firm against your throat, not enough to hurt, but enough to make every sound come out smaller and every feeling sharper.
His teeth sink into your shoulder, and you come again, so fast it knocks the breath out of you. He groans at the feeling, his grip on your throat tightening as he fucks you through it.
âThatâs itââ His breathing is uneven now, his rhythm starting to slip. âOne moreâneed to feel you againââ
âI canâtââ
He lets go of your throat immediately, pushing you forward until your chest hits the mattress. Both hands grab your hips, holding you still as he drives into you harder, rougher, like the words only made him more desperate.
âYou canâ Iâve got you.â He breathes out.Â
His hand slides around to your clit. Two fingers find where youâre already too sensitive, rubbing until your legs shake and you fall apart again. His name tears out of you before you can swallow it.
That gets him. Your body tightening around him. His name in your mouth. The last of his control going all at once.
âFuckâfuck.â He buries himself deep and goes rigid, coming with a low, broken sound. You feel him pulse inside you, filling you, and then he says your name once, rough and helpless.
âMine.â
He collapses over you, both of you shaking through it. His arms come around you immediately, too tight for a second, until he seems to catch himself and loosen just enough to let you breathe. He keeps his face pressed into your neck.
âI canât let you go,â he mutters, voice wrecked. âCanât⊠Wonât.â
When he finally pulls out, you both groan at the loss. He rolls onto his back and pulls you with him immediately, tucking you against his chest while his arms lock around you like he still doesnât trust the room to keep you there.
âAre you okay?â he asks quietly, his hand moving through your hair.
You nod, still trying to catch your breath.
Yuji doesnât look satisfied with that answer, but he doesnât push. His hand keeps moving anyway, through your hair, down your back, over the marks he left on your skin. He touches them carefully, like he needs the reminder more than you do.
âAre you staying?â you ask, already half asleep.
His arms tighten around you. âYes.â
There are more questions waiting. You can feel them. But your body is heavy now, your cheek pressed against his chest, his heartbeat steady under your ear.
You mean to stay awake a little longer, but you donât. You canât.
*****
Yuji stays awake.
Sleep doesnât come, not with you tucked against him like this, warm and breathing under his hands. He keeps touching you even after he tells himself to stop. Your hair first, then your back, then the curve of your spine beneath his palm. His fingers find the marks he left on your throat, your shoulders, your hips, and then they linger there with a care that feels almost worse than guilt.
He should regret it. At the very least, he should be afraid of how quickly he lost control, of how easily wanting you turned into something with teeth. Heâs spent too many years learning what happens to people who get close to him, and still, lying here with your heartbeat steady under his hand, he canât make himself wish heâd left you alone.
Youâre here. Alive. Warm. His, somehow, in a way he has no right to believe in yet.
The thought should scare him more than it does.
He could protect you from curses. He could protect you from the clan, from the elders already circling your future, from every violent thing this world still has left to offer. Yuji knows how to stand between someone and death. Heâs done it his entire life.
What he doesnât know is how to protect you from the shape he becomes when he wants something.
Thatâs the part he canât stop thinking about.
For eighty-three years, he taught himself not to need people. He lived carefully. Kept distance. Carried grief like discipline. Then you looked at him with those eyes, let him touch you, let him in, and every careful thing heâd made came apart in a matter of hours.
It isnât love, not yet.
Or maybe it is.
He canât bring himself to name it that. Maybe this is what love becomes when it has nowhere safe to go, when itâs been starved too long and finally finds something warm enough to hold onto.
He presses a kiss into your hair, slow and careful, like that might make the apology mean more.
Iâm sorry.
Sorry for finding you. Sorry for wanting you. Sorry that if the world came for you, he would burn through all of it and still not know how to let go afterward.
Iâm sorry, but I canât leave you alone.
Even if he should.
Even if it kills you both.
You shift in your sleep and curl closer, your cheek pressing against his chest like you chose him even there, unconscious and unguarded. His arms tighten before he can stop them.
Mine.
The word moves through him quietly this time. Less like a claim, more like a prayer he knows better than to say out loud.
Mine.
He stays awake until the city lights fade and dawn starts to creep through your window. Even then, he doesnât let go of you.
â the arrangement âŹ Ö â
chapter one
á ËË summary â thereâs no one you hate more than satoru gojo. heâs arrogant and entirely too full of himself. when you agree to be strictly enemies with benefits, gojo takes this as the perfect opportunity to finally make you his. á ËË content: 12.3k wc, accurate portrayal of fraternities so the boys are jerks srry, hazing, rough sex, spit play, overstimulation, spanking, choking, desperate gojo, you really hate him so not much fluff this chapter! probably more I can't name rn. it's a lot.
frat!jo đ fem!reader
When you first got your acceptance letter to your dream school three years ago, you never thought it would end up with you in this position. The side of your face pressed into the cold wooden desk by the hand of your enemy, your shorts and panties dropped to your ankles, his cock slamming into you so hard that your research papers and pens go flying to the library floor.Â
The sound of the legs creaking fill the study room room, his pace ruthless, long fingers digging into your cheek to keep you down as you bit your lip to stop yourself from crying out his name and begging him to go harder.
One might wonder how you, the notorious frat hater, ended up letting a playboy like Gojo Satoru get into your pants not once, not twice, but eight times in the last two weeks after swearing he was your number one enemy.
It all started the first day of uni when you let your roommate Shoko convince you into going to a sorority party after a long day of classes and reading syllabuses.Â
You had been minding your own business, laying on your too small bed with your headphones blaring music as you scrolled through Instagram and pretended like your mom hadnât been trying to call you for the past twenty minutes.  Â
She was probably calling to check in since she thought you were just getting out of practice, given that you lied about making the gymnastics team to get her off your back. You never even signed up, never had interest in it but had been forced into it as a child. Your mother always told you that one day youâd make it to the olympics and while you were good at it, you had no plans on doing such a thing.
So when her name pops up again, you hit the red button and put your phone on dnd. It was nine, you would just tell her you were asleep.
When you went to play your music again, your roommate walks in and immediately locks eyes with you, a grin spreading on her face that has you squinting suspiciously.Â
You really liked Shoko. You officially met two weeks ago when you were finally allowed to start moving your stuff in and you had both bonded surprisingly quick over the short period of time, spending almost every day together exploring the campus and surrounding city. Which means you were starting to differentiate between her smiles and the one she wore now told you she wanted to ask you something.
âThank god youâre still up!â She practically skips into the room, slamming the door shut behind her.Â
You sigh and sit up, removing an earbud. You pull your rising shorts down and cross your arms with a raised brow. She moved to stand in front of your bed, biting her bottom lip and failing to contain her excitement.Â
âSpit it out already.â
âThereâs a sorority party in an hour and I got invited which means by extension youâre invited and puhleasee, donât make me go by myself!â
You tried everything to get out of going, from feigning illness to lying that you had to be up early tomorrow for class even though you both basically had the same schedule and your morning was lecture free.Â
You werenât a boring person, you partied a lot in high school but this was college and even though you had no clue what you wanted to major in yet, this was where you truly needed to lock in and focus on getting good grades.Â
Unfortunately for you, Shoko wasnât having any of it. For every excuse you came up with, she had an argument against it. You donât wanna be hungover? Fine, just donât drink! Youâre tired? Youâre only nineteen, you can rest when youâre dead!Â
âWhen your kids ask what you were like in college, are you gonna tell them that you were a loser who sat in her dorm all day or that you were young, hot, and knew how to have fun?â
She had a point. It was just one party, what harm was there in enjoying yourself for a night? If you didnât like it, you would simply leave. Plus it was at a sorority. You could manage that, though you couldnât say the same for frats.Â
Youâd die before being caught in one of those.
Fraternities were the embodiment of hell, nothing good ever happened at any of them based on the horror stories your older sister told you while helping you pack for uni. Sweaty, packed rooms, obnoxious men that only wanted to get in your pants, stale beer and hazing were far from your kind of parties.Â
Fate, as it would turn out, had different plans in store for you.Â
You had begrudgingly squeezed into a tight dress, letting Shoko fix your hair and makeup before she was dragging you out the door and into her car.Â
When you guys pulled up outside of the sorority house, the scene before you was far from what a typical party looked like. The lights were mostly off except for a few rooms that were still lit and it was eerily quiet outside, no loud music or drunk college students dancing around the lawn. Â
Shoko had assured you that it wouldnât be as hectic as a frat party would but you hadn't expected it to be deader than your social life. You turn and glare at your friend in the driver's seat who looks just as confused as you do.Â
What the fuck was this? You could have been in bed, doom scrolling through TikTok and here you were, dressed up for a party that apparently wasnât even happening.  Â
âIâll go check, give me a minute.â Shoko mummers, hitting her vape before jogging up to the front door.
Your leg anxiously bounces up and down while you wait, watching as she knocks and someone with purple hair opens the door a few seconds later. You canât hear anything but the conversation seems heated and brief before your roommate is stomping back to the car, annoyance evident on her face.Â
âThe party is canceled. Someone got the flu and the entire sorority is sick.âÂ
You fight to hide your smile, not wanting to rub it in Shoko's face since she was already upset. As much as it sucks that someone was sick, you couldnât deny that you were happy. You didnât want to go out in the first place and now you could-
âBuut.â Shoko sings, eyes twinkling as she looks at you with that same smile from earlier.Â
âThere is another party happening like ten minutes away.â
âGreat.âÂ
It was far from fucking great when you pulled up in front of what was obviously a fraternity. The white house was big enough that it was basically a mansion, it had a flag with greek letters flying and the amount of people out front alone made you sick, the music loud enough that you heard it from the opposite side of the street.Â
You hadnât signed up for this, you wanted no parts in it.Â
âAbsouletly not. Take me back.â
âStop.â Shokoâs eyes were pleading, her bottom lip poking out. âWeâre already here and you promised youâd be my wingman. Wingwoman. Whatever.â
âI didn't promise shit. You said weâd be going to a sorority party, not a frat!â Your cheeks heated in irrational anger, even though you knew it wasnât her fault.Â
She had no idea how much you despised fraternities but it didnât mean youâd be going to one just because she was putting on her best puppy face, big brown eyes shining and silently begging for you to say yes.Â
âOne hour. If you still hate it, we leave. But youâre already here, might as well give it a chance.â
You look back toward the house, your stomach twisting and heart racing a little faster. You weighed the pros and cons. If you did agree to go, you'd probably end up drinking more than you should and wake up with a nasty hangover. Youâd also be breaking your promise to yourself and your sister to never step foot in a fraternity.Â
Maybe it was unfair that you let a handful of horror stories shape your perception of them but it wasnât as if they came from nowhere. You had watched the news, seen the headlines. Hazing. Alcohol poisoning. Freshmen being pressured into doing things they probably never wanted to do.Â
Your older sister had made sure you knew exactly what kind of places to avoid when you left for college, and frat houses had been at the very top of her list.
But then again, you had waited for this moment since you got your acceptance letter. To meet new people, make new memories outside of your shitty hometown and to truly experience college life.
You were nineteen. What was the harm in going to one party? Youâd appease Shoko, confirm your thoughts that frats were terrible and never step foot in one again.Â
One night couldnât ruin your entire college experience. Right?
You sighed and let Shoko pull your hand until you were walking through the front door and the smell of stale booze, and musky body heat hit you, the music rattling the speakers. The living room had been stripped of anything breakable and replaced with white folding tables sticky with spilled drinks and red solo cups.Â
A group of guys were playing beer pong, shouting as the ball flew too far and rolled under a couch. Further into the house, a girl was setting up a karaoke machine and slurring the lyrics to the Pitbull song that was playing, almost tumbling off the table.Â
The scene made you itch, your feet already hurting from the heels youâd been forced to wear. You let Shoko guide you through the crowd anyways, scowling at the way a few shirtless guys eyed you like you were nothing more than a piece of candy. She led you toward the kitchen, hand wrapped tight around yours, where a group had gathered around the island counter.Â
A tall guy with long black hair tied back noticed you first, grinning at Shoko and holy fuck he was hot.
âShoko, I didnât expect to see you here!â He raises his red solo cup in the air. âAnd you bought a friend.âÂ
âThis is my roommate, (name).â Shoko tugs you forward until youâre standing by her side. âBe nice to her, will you? Sheâs already planning my funeral for bringing her here.â
He nods at you, tossing back the rest of his drink and your knees go weak because he had to be one of the hottest guys youâd ever seen in your life.Â
âGeto Suguru but you can call me Suguru. Any friend of Shokoâs is a friend of mine.â He sticks his hand out and you wipe yours on your dress before reaching over the island and taking his into yours.Â
âNice to meet you.â You force a shaky smile, pulling your hand back.Â
When you ask how they know each other, Suguru explains that they went to high school together but Shoko had decided to take a gap year and travel the country.
Shoko introduces you to the rest of her friend group. There was Choso, a guy with two ponytails and a scar across his nose. His girlfriend, Yuki, was nice enough even though you were sure she was flirting with you. Nanami, who seemed entirely too sweet to be there and next to him was the human incarnation of a golden retriever, Haibara.Â
After introductions were over, they pulled you into a game of flip cup and you were surprisingly good at it. The satisfaction of slamming your cup down before Choso was enough to make you forget where you were, cheap booze loosening you up and allowing you to truly enjoy yourself. Even if some asshole kept bumping into your ass and forgetting to apologize.Â
You even let Shoko and Yuki drag you to do karaoke, stupidly singing Promiscuous and moving your hips in circles, hair loose and falling into your flushed face. You hadnât noticed the way Suguru watched you with a smirk, arms crossed while someone whispered something in his ear.Â
It only took an hour for you to be reminded that frats were in fact the root of all evil, your short lived fantasy that maybe you were wrong crashing down when he decided to show up.
You felt him before you saw him, your skin tingling as you sat on the couch and nursed a headache while actively fighting the urge to throw up, half listening to the group's conversation. You had just been about to tap Shoko and invoke your one-hour rule when the energy in the room shifted. The sea of people were parting to make way for someone, a few petrified freshmen scrambling to get out of the way.Â
When enough people cleared, two of the most unique looking men youâd ever seen came into view.Â
Now letâs get one thing straight: you were far from a pick me, never had been and you never would be. However, even you werenât immune to the rare moment of being so mesmerized by the beauty of a man that you just stare with your mouth slightly agape.Â
One of them had pink hair and tattoos covering his face and massive arms. He was kind of scary looking but in the hottest way possible. It was a shame he already had someone on his arm. Then there was the guy next to him, with a backwards hat that white hair slipped out of and eyes so blue they looked fake.
Your brain short-circuited for exactly half a second. Fuck. He was in fact the hottest man youâd ever seen, forget what you said earlier. Objectively. Scientifically, whatever. It wasnât even a matter of opinion, just facts.
He was lean and tall with the face of a god, a pointy nose and full lips and you had to squeeze your thighs together when he looked in your direction, though his eyes werenât on you.Â
Shoko notices you staring and smirks. âOh right. I forgot you havenât met Gojo yet!â
âWhat?â You finally blink, glaring at your friend. âI wasnât-â
âSatoru!â Shoko waved him over. âCome here, I want you to meet someone.â
Gojo locked eyes with her and smiled, leaning to whisper something to the man he had walked in with and handing him the case of beer he was carrying before moving toward the couch you were currently gripping.Â
He was even more handsome up close, the smell of his cinnamon cologne cutting through the stench of sweaty bodies and alcohol. It was too bad he had to open his mouth and ruin everything.Â
âShoko.â His voice vibrates through you more than the music does, and it makes you feel pathetic. Since when have you ever let a man affect you like this? âMaking new friends already?â
âThis is my roommate,â Shoko says, gesturing toward you and tells him your name. âPlay nice.â
When he turned those big blue eyes on you, your breath got caught in your throat, his smile widening as he held out his hand. âWell hello there. Iâm Satoru, sophomore and president of this fine establishment.âÂ
Sophomore and president of an entire frat? You didnât want to think of what kind of douchebag he had to have been to pull that off. You reluctantly shake his hand and pull it away faster than you did Suguruâs, your mouth growing sour.Â
âYouâre a quiet one.â He plops down on the couch between you and Shoko and you feel your irritation growing, your headache picking back up, mood completely ruined just from a few words. âItâs the hair, right? Or the eyes? Most people say the eyes. I get it, Iâm a lot to process.â
He throws an arm on the couch behind you, leaning back and spreading his legs just wide enough to piss you the fuck off. Fuck this guy!Â
âWow,â You say flatly, moving from under his arm and turning to face him. âDo you practice being insufferable, or does it just come naturally?â
Shoko snorts into her cup while Suguru who had been sitting next to her lets out a âoh shitâ under his breath. This was his and Satoruâs second year here and he had never heard anyone snap at his friend.Â
Gojoâs smile didnât falter. If anything, it grew as he leaned into your space. âNaturally. Itâs a gift, but Iâm sensing some hostility, sweetheart. Are you not enjoying yourself? Iâm sure I can show you a better time upstairs.â
You wanted to throttle him. So this is what your sister was trying to warn you about? What a fucking idiot you were to doubt her for even a second.
âIâd rather eat glass then let you touch me.â
He simply laughs at that, moving a little closer and forcing you to awkwardly lean back, heat creeping up your neck and to your ears. He was close enough to kiss you and you were about to smack him until he smiled and moved to stand up.Â
âNice to meet you, freshman. Maybe Iâll see you around, yeah?â
He disappears into the crowd and you want the floor to swallow you whole. You try to stay for the sake of your friend but each passing minute proves why youâd never show your face at these parties again.Â
People were passing out from how drunk they were, someone had almost thrown up on your shoes and to top it all off, loud cheers were sounding from the backyard. You were about to tell Shoko it was time to go when she started running toward the back door to see what was going on and you reluctantly followed.Â
The sight made your blood boil. Standing side by side was Gojo and the pink haired guy from earlier who youâd learn was Sukuna. There was a third guy with them, tall with broad shoulders, dark messy hair and a scar on his lip.Â
A line of freshmen boys stood at the edge of the pool, each looking paler than the last. Sukuna was barking out orders and you watched in horror as they began to take off their shirts and then their shoes and pants.Â
People were laughing, clapping and yelling for them to take off their underwear. You glared at the guy who said that, but he just shrugged and turned back to the show. Several phones appeared in the air despite Gojoâs threats that anyone caught recording would have them smashed.
This was so fucking sick.Â
The poor guys looked like they wanted the ground to swallow them whole and just when you moved to put an end to this, an arm reached out to stop you. You snapped your head up, ready to lay into the person until a familiar set of dark eyes stared down at you.Â
Suguru.Â
âGet off of me.â You say through gritted teeth, pure anger making your heart beat faster and your blood pump harder.
âDonât do anything stupid.â He warns you and you suddenly hate him as much as his prick of a friend, snatching away from him and turning back to the scene unfolding.Â
Without an ounce of sympathy, Gojo clapped his hands together and nodded to the freshmen, his shorts hanging loose on his hips.Â
"No need to be nervous. We've all got the same equipment!â
"If you're too embarrassed to strip," The scarred lip dude shouts over the cheering crowd. "you're probably too soft to wear our letters anyway."
A little motivating glare from Sukuna who looked even less interested in preserving anyone's dignity and they were stripping off the remainder of their clothes. You stared in absolute disbelief as the first pledge squeezed his eyes shut, signaled something that looked like a prayer and canonballed into the pool completely naked.Â
One by one the others followed and you started to push through the crowd of students, ignoring Shoko yelling your name and evading Suguruâs attempt to grab you again.
Any microscopic chance you'd had of warming up to fraternities evaporated on the spot. These people were insane, fucking psychopaths and deserved a taste of their own medicine.Â
By the time you reached the pool, the pledges were climbing out of the water, shivering and red-faced as older fraternity members tossed towels in their direction. They looked humiliated, their smiles not fooling you for a second.
âHey asshole!â You shout toward the white haired douchebag, storming up to him and gaining the attention of the crowd who started to quiet down to listen to the spectacle you were creating.Â
Good. Let them watch!
Gojo, who had been in the middle of laughing at something Sukuna said, looked at you and the grin spreading across his face only further annoyed you. He was so fucking hot but his personality sucked!
âCouch girl!âÂ
You ignore him, walking until you were close enough to stick your arm out and push his chest. He hardly moved but it was enough to knock that stupid smug smirk off his face for a split second before the corner of his mouth was lifting again.Â
"What kind of pathetic excuse for leadership is this?" You gestured toward the soaking pledges who did their best to cover themselves with their small towels as they exchanged nervous glances. "Making them strip in front of half the campus because you think it's funny?"
âIt was voluntary.â Sukuna spat, folding his arms and scowling at you, but you kept your eyes on Gojo who steps a little close to you.
âOh please. Do you really expect me to believe a bunch of freshmen are gonna tell the people deciding if they get into this fraternity or not, ânoâ?âÂ
When someone in the crowd yelled that you had a point, Sukuna shot them a glare from the deepest pits of hell that had them shutting up and cowering back into the crowd.Â
Meanwhile Gojo looked thoroughly entertained, that bastard. Not a hint of embarrassment on his face as he reaches forward and twirls a piece of your hair around his finger. His carefree attitude catches you off guard and youâre dumb founded, losing yourself in his big blue eyes before snapping out of it and pushing him away again.Â
âYouâve known me for what..â He pulls his hand away and looks at the imaginary watch on his wrist. âTwo hours and youâre already lecturing me? We're basically an old married couple already.âÂ
Your eye twitches. You hadnât really thought of how he would react but amusement was the furthest thing youâd expect from someone getting scolded like an insolent child.Â
You take a step back, not missing the way he eyes your body and your skin crawls.
âFuck you dude! I wouldnât let someone like you touch me with a ten foot pole, let alone let you marry me.â
He tilts his head as the crowd snickers and you grow impossibly hotter. You can feel Shoko pulling your arm but your feet are glued to the ground. It would take an act of god to get you to move before you were done saying what you had to say.
âAww donât be shy now. Youâre making me feel self conscious too.âÂ
The words get under your skin more than you should have let them and the look on his face, the slight glint in his eyes tells you that he knows it. Before you can rip into him, the scarred lip dude butts in, pushing between the two of you.Â
âCute." He rolls his eyes. "Now either kiss or kill each other somewhere else. We've got pledges to traumatize."
You glare over his shoulder at Gojo one more time, seething at the way he winks at you, clearly finding this entire thing entertaining, before letting Shoko pull you away this time. If you saw him fifty years down the line it would still be too soon!Â
You had to get an uber since you and Shoko were both too tipsy to drive and you outright declined Suguruâs offer to drop you off, having had your fix of frat boys for the next century.Â
You rested your temple against the cool glass of the car window, nursing the dull ache forming behind your eyes while your stomach churned from the cheap vodka and lingering irritation.
Gojo Satoru.
Just thinking of his name made your jaw tighten.
He wasn't the first arrogant person youâd met. Youâd known plenty in high school, cocky guys who were captains of some team or were blessed with a nice jawline and thought the world revolved around them.Â
Gojo surpassed all of them.Â
He wasnât just cocky, but the kind of person that took everything as a joke, constantly performing and acting as if everyone around him was just a part of one big act. And the worst part about it, the part you refused to let yourself think of for more than a second because fuck that, was that he had no business looking the way he did.
It was almost offensive that someone as infuriating as him had a face that made you want to forget every sin he committed.Â
You would just have to try your best to stay far away from him, steer clear of frat houses, frat parties, and anywhere someone like him might possibly show up.
Later that night you and Shoko are both wide awake, laying in the dark listening to the faint sounds of the occasional car or ambulance flying by. Youâre still fuming, your earlier encounter making it hard for you to find sleep.Â
âHey Sho?â
âYes?âÂ
âIf you ever invite me to anything that asshole is at again, Iâll kill you both.â
âNoted.â
That was the day you grew to hate Satoru Gojo and the day he fell in love with you.
Now here you were. Your junior year came faster than you thought it would.Â
In the time since you started at Jujutsu University, you joined the cheer team, made the deanâs list multiple times and built a tight knit friend group that consisted of you, Shoko, Utahime, Yuki and occasionally Suguru.Â
Best of all, you had mostly stuck to your promise and kept away from Gojo, with the exception of a few incidents during your sophomore year when he had decided that you would be his new target of interest. It didnât matter that you made your disdain for him clear, he never really gave up on his desperate attempts to win you over.Â
One of the most memorable times was when you picked up Shoko from an invite only party and he answered the door. He was grinning, telling you that he knew you couldnât resist him and lifting his black shades to his head, blue eyes flashing.Â
"This is my favorite plot twist so far."
You bit your tongue and rolled your eyes, telling him you were here for Shoko only but nothing you said would get through that massive inflated head of his.Â
âYou were invited by the way. Why didn't you come?â He actually frowns and you fight the urge to pinch yourself because he genuinely looks like a kicked puppy and you hate the way it tugs on your heart for a split second before you remember who youâre talking to.
âBecause your last party fucking sucked.â
His ticking jaw and flared nostrils were your only signs that you had finally gotten to him before he was covering it up, licking his lips and looking down at your glossed ones with a grin.Â
âOh so youâre one of those girls.â He clicks his tongue, giving a dramatic shake of his head.
âExcuse me?â You cross your arms, chest already growing tight with irritation. This was supposed to be a quick pick up and somehow you ended up stuck talking to the one person you wanted to avoid.
âYou know.. a judgmental stuck up bitch.âÂ
You had smiled, pride swelling in your chest because yes.. thatâs exactly what you were and you hoped that now heâd take a fucking hint and leave you alone. If you were a little meaner maybe youâd scare him away for good.Â
âThatâs one way to put it.â
âYouâre so evil.â He leans against the door frame, lowering his shades back to his face. âItâs hot, youâre just my type of girl, sweets.âÂ
The first week of your junior year had gone great, you hadnât seen Gojo once which was a blessing in disguise since as you would later find out, you were both majoring in psychology. Your first day of cheer practice was coming up, you and Shoko were still sharing a dorm in your third year, your professors were all amazing and you managed to score an interview for a research internship next summer.Â
Everything had been going in your favor.
It felt like you were on top of the world until the white haired devil himself walked into the lecture hall, dressed in a snapback, faded jeans and a football jersey. He looked out of place. Suguru was by his side as they looked for a seat and your heart was pounding as you snapped your head forward so fast it was painful, not wanting him to feel you staring.Â
You sunk into your seat and dipped your head.
No, no, no! What the fuck was he doing here? Did he get lost? There was no way someone like Satoru Gojo would actually be taking a psychology class without being forced into it. Suguru, maybe. Satoru? He belonged in someone's business class, maybe engineering.
There was simply no universe in which he voluntarily enrolled in social psychology.Â
But it didnât matter what you thought, because he was here and you could hear him getting closer to you, his voice sending sparks down your spine. Just when you thought you were going to get lucky, the sound of a chair scraping beside you made your stomach flip.Â
Painfully, you turned your head just as Gojo plopped down onto the seat to your right, his cologne invading your senses. Suguru apologized as he squeezed into the thin space to slip past you, taking the seat to your left.Â
What a genius you were, picking a spot with two free seats on either side of you.Â
Fantastic. Now you were trapped and Gojo only nodded at you when you glared at him, clearly fighting a smile as he leaned back in his seat as if heâd won a battle in this silent war youâd been in for two years.Â
This was fine. Youâd just ignore him like you always did. He thrived off of attention, so you would simply deprive him of it.Â
Easy enough right? Thatâs what you thought until he opened his mouth and you remembered just how easily he got under your skin. How good he was at provoking a reaction out of you and it didnât help that he looked hot as fuck with his skin slightly tanned from summer break, arms and chest a little bigger.Â
âWould you look at that? Looks like weâre classmates now, princess.â
You tried to ignore him, really you did but whenever he was around you simply lost all sense of rationality, ten brain cells dying with every word that came out of his mouth.
âDonât call me that.â You keep your eyes forward, trying to listen to the professor who was going over what youâd be covering this week.Â
âNoted, princess.â
Surprisingly, you make it through most of class without Gojo bothering you. He only looks your way once but quickly turns his head when you catch him eyeing your exposed legs and pull your skirt down, his cheek dusted a light pink.Â
You ignore the way you feel your ears burning from the attention, a desperate ache growing between your legs.
"Before anyone gets too comfortable, I should let you know this course revolves around a semester-long research project."Â
A collective groan ripples through the lecture hall but your professor smiles anyways.Â
"You'll be working in pairs. By the end of the semester, you'll present a research-backed analysis of interpersonal attraction and the psychological mechanisms that influence it. This isn't a project you can throw together the night before. You'll be meeting with your partner regularly throughout the term."
Partners? Fuck!Â
You were a smart girl, always had been but working in groups had never been your strong suit. You were hyper independent and hated relying on others to carry their weight, especially when they hardly ever did. You either ended up doing all the work yourself or none of it, there was no in between.Â
"To avoid everyone choosing their friends, I've paired you using a wheel spinner."
A projector illuminated the screen behind her and names began appearing in two neat columns. You leaned forward, quickly scanning for your name and when you found it, you read it again.Â
And again, and again until you were shaking your head no and clenching your fists.Â
Gojo, Satoru â [Full Name]
"...You've got to be kidding me." The words come out louder than you meant for them to, your professor looking at you with a raised brow.Â
âIâm afraid there will be no changes. If anyone is unsatisfied with their partner youâre welcome to make your case after class but I'm afraid my decision is final unless you are at risk of being harmed.â
Did your emotional well being count? This was disastrous, a catastrophic fuck up and you would in fact take her up on her offer and be having a word with your professor once everyone left. Youâd get on your knees and beg if you had to.Â
Gojoâs lightly laughed beside you and you snap your head toward him with the meanest glare you can muster, eyes burning with fury.Â
âWhat could possibly be funny?âÂ
He shrugs, biting his bottom lip and staring at your strawberry gloss covered one, not giving a fuck that you could see him checking you out. You squeeze your thighs, annoyed at the way your body was reacting to his attention, betraying you in a way that was unforgivable.Â
âGuess fate ships us.â
Cheer practice hadnât gone any better. As it turned out, Gojo had joined the football team and watching him run around all sweaty with his hair sticking to his head, kicking a ball in his blue uniform, was bad for someone trying to nail down their newest routine.Â
The cheer gym was delayed on its remodeling and the auxiliary gym had been in use so the only free space was the football field, hence your current situation.Â
It was hot, and you kept fucking up your stunts, eyes lazer focused on the field, instantly finding a set of white hair whenever you got tossed in the air. He hadnât been looking at you, instead focusing on winning the mock game between teammates.
Yet he was still a nuisance even when he wasnât trying to be and it didnât help that you were still fired up from your conversation with your professor from earlier. When you begged to swap places with someone else, she had told you that âi donât get along with fratboysâ wasnât a legitimate reason to switch partners and that the project was worth fifty percent of your grade so youâd better find common ground fast.
Another thing nagging at you? You had only gotten laid a handful of times in the last year. Discovering you had an abnormally high libido after losing your virginity at the end of freshman year had been rough. Every guy you tried to build something with either couldnât last more than two rounds before tapping out or wanted something more.Â
You werenât looking for a relationship, just someone to help you get off once or twice a day. Your vibrators could only do so much. You craved the real thing, but struggled to find someone who could meet your needs.Â
"Focus!" Your captain's voice snapped you back to reality.
You blinked, realizing you had been staring at Gojo as he power kicked the ball into the net from halfway across the field, kicking dirt up. It was hot as fuck and irritated you at the same time.Â
âSorry.â
You shake your head, stepping into position and letting your bases lock their grips around your ankles before they launch you upward. The familiar rush of adrenaline hits as soon as your body lifts into the air, muscle memory taking over as you balance yourself.
You should have been focused on your counts, on the people responsible for catching you if something went wrong. What did you do instead? You let your eyes wander until they found him again, heart lurching when you saw that he was already staring at you.Â
He waved and even from a distance you could tell he was smirking at you, ball in his hand as he pointed at the net and lowered it back to the ground. He moved his head from side to side, looking at you one last time before kicking the ball so hard that it almost took the goalie out, slamming into the back of the net.
Your cheeks burned, the ache from earlier returning.Â
You were completely unaware that you were one second away from falling because your brain apparently thought watching him was more important than not breaking your neck. Stupid girl.Â
âEyes up!â Your captain's voice rang through the air and you forced your gaze down, correcting your posture before your bases caught you as you landed safely.Â
When your feet hit the ground you exhale sharply, slightly stumbling. Gojo had gone back to playing, as if he hadnât almost killed you by distracting you.
âAre you alright? Youâve been out of it this entire time-â
âIâm fine! Letâs go again.âÂ
You werenât fine. You had just discovered that your brain was your biggest enemy, betraying you with a sudden attraction to your nemesis. That psychology degree was going to be very useful, now that you needed to diagnose why Satoru had become your biggest distraction.
Remember when I said, one might wonder how you of all people ended up with Gojo between your legs? Well hereâs the straw that broke your back.
With the way your day had been going, you werenât really surprised when your shift had gone to shit within the first thirty minutes. You hadnât even changed out of your cheer uniform and were grateful your manager was nice about it and only made you put on an apron.
You were a baker at a small shop, and while you usually only iced pastries and baked bread, the cashier had called out so you were forced to cover both positions.Â
After ringing up the nastiest group of teenagers, you accidentally burned an entire rack of focaccia bread and your finger in the process. Your manager was understanding and thankfully had been able to find someone to cover your shift. You werenât happy about missing out on money but at least you could lay in your bed and relax after the shit day you had. Right?
Wrong!
Usually when Shoko has company, she texts you beforehand to let you know, so imagine your surprise when you walk into your dorm and youâre scarred for life with the sight of a randomâs man ass as he fucks your friend into the mattress.Â
The worst part is that they donât even notice you! No one jumps up in shock and rushes to cover themselves. They continue to fuck like animals, as if you werenât standing in the hall in shock.Â
After a few seconds you realize you should probably leave, jealousy coursing through you as you slam the door and storm from the building. Even Shoko, who never showed romantic or sexual interest in anyone, was getting laid while you were barely getting by with your toys.Â
Fine. If you weren't going to get some rest, you could at least be productive.Â
The library was the perfect place to study, especially at this time of night. Most people were partying, working or if they were Shoko, getting fucked in their dorms. Libraries didn't contain drunk assholes, frat presidents trying to flirt with you or rude customers screaming at you over something you couldnât control. It was calm. Quiet.Â
And closed..
You stared at the locked doors, legs aching from the walk you just took to get here, thumb still hurting from earlier. You slowly walk to the locked doors, shrugging your cheer bag over your shoulder and checking the sign posted on the front door.
CLOSED DUE TO SHORT STAFFING
The universe was working against you, repaying you for some sin you committed in a past life and deciding you werenât even allowed one small win today. And to make matters worse, you were still in your cheer uniform and it was getting chilly out.
You blamed Gojo. All of your issues started the moment he walked into that fucking lecture hall and decided to sit next to you. You were completely distracted after that which led to a shit cheer practice, a thirty minute shift and a burnt finger, and walking in on your best friend getting fucked.Â
You could kill him right now and not feel an ounce of remorse, even if you logically knew it wasnât really his fault. You had to blame someone.Â
You read the sign again, as if it would magically change and the library would open. It was closed and you were fucked. Simple.
Based on the rare times Shoko did bring someone to your room, it lasted a few hours but you were always at work so it had never been a problem until today.Â
"Unbelievable." You dropped your head back with a groan, tightening your grip on your bag and staring into the dark sky. Of course the one night you needed somewhere quiet to hide, the universe decided to laugh in your face.Â
You kick lightly at the pavement, annoyed at yourself more than anyone else. If you hadnât cut off the last guy you had been sleeping with just because he tried to invite you to a frat party, maybe youâd also be getting fucked right now.Â
It was your own fault really. You were too stubborn for your own good, your mother would tell you. âNo one will want to put up with your high demands.â as if you hadnât gotten that trait from her. That was fine. You didnât need anything more from a man than sex, but no one had been able to match your high drive.Â
âI just needâŠâ You look at the door again, tugging the handle just in case someone had forgotten to take down the sign.
Locked.Â
âGod dammit!âÂ
A laugh sounded from behind you and you froze, knowing exactly who it was without even turning around. Apparently the universe hadn't finished ruining your night yet. Yay, you.Â
âRough night?âÂ
You ball your fists and take a deep breath, counting to three and fighting back tears of frustration. When you turned around, you took in a sharp breath at the sight in front of you.
Gojo was holding a textbook under his arm and wearing a brown cardigan with a blue shirt underneath, light beige pants and were those..
He was wearing glasses. Not shades but bulky glasses that made him look kinda nerdy and the sight had the hair on your arms standings and your pupils expanding. He looked like a completely different person but you could tell it was him from the signature smirk he wore.
He stares at you with a titled head and you swallow the spit forming in your mouth. You werenât seriously thirsty over Gojo right now, right? I mean, you knew you were sex deprived but he was everything you stood against so why were you staring at him like he was the best thing to walk the earth since Jesus himself?Â
âWhat are you doing here?âÂ
âCame to study. Crazy concept, right?â
Your hand tightens around the handle of your bag, eyes drifting back to the textbook he was holding, though that was far from what you were staring at. Since when did Gojo have such huge hands and why were you attracted to his veins protruding as he grips the book?
âFor you, yeah.âÂ
âOuch.â He laughs, soft and gentle and the sound has your pussy clenching against nothing. No fucking way was your body betraying you right now. You had never in your life clenched at a laugh, nor grown wet at the sight of someone and yet it was happening no matter how hard you tried to ignore it.Â
Gojo hadnât even touched you, nor made any kind of sexual joke like he typically would and yet you were acting like a cat in heat.Â
âYou really think so little of me? Iâm kind of heartbroken.âÂ
Yes. But you donât say it, just look back at the dark building in defeat. Gojo notices and looks over your shoulder, his own sagging as he mumbles something you canât understand.
âThatâs unfortunate. You need somewhere to study, sweets? We can go to my place.âÂ
Youâre turning to him so fast your head spins, shoulders stiff as you prepare to lay into him but he beats you before you can even open your mouth, hands come up defensively.Â
âNot at the frat, I only live there part time. I have an apartment off campus, and a desk we can use.âÂ
He waits for you to say something before giving up and sighing in exhaustion. You could tell he was annoyed but you didnât care. If he was going to try to get you back to his place, heâd have to try a little harder than whatever this was.
âWe should probably study together anyways right? You know, since weâre partners now..â
You should have said no, told him to fuck off but he did have a point. The library was closed, your roommate was otherwise occupied, and the faster you and Gojo finished your project, the sooner youâd never have to see each other again.Â
"One hour."
His grin appeared immediately as he held his free hand out to you. "Knew you couldn't resist me."
You scuff and move past him, getting into the passenger seat and making sure you glared out the window the entire ride there.
Gojo didnât live far, no more than twenty minutes away from campus and you were grateful. Being in an enclosed space with him was hard enough, especially since the entire thing smelled of that cinnamon cologne that drove you crazy.
He tried to talk to you. About football practice, the assignment, the terrible song on the radio, anything to hear your voice but you were dead set on ignoring him, answering in low grunts and one word responses.Â
âThe uniform is hot by the way. Had no idea you were a cheerleader, but I canât say I mind watching you while I practice. The next time you want my attention though, just ask. No need to risk cracking your head open just to look at me.âÂ
Youâre insulted, face burning but you wonât feed into this petty spat he clearly wants to have. In the two years youâve known him and the times you had to suffer his presence, you came to learn that everything he said was to get a reaction out of you.
Not this time.Â
âGojo?â
âYes, princess?âÂ
âShut up.â
Gojoâs apartment smelled like expensive air freshener and a faint trace of weed he swore he didnât smoke anymore and it was from Sukuna and Suguru who had been over earlier. You ignored him, dropping your bag on the living room floor and looking around.Â
It was nice. Not spotless but cleaner than you thought it would be. Most of the furniture, you noticed, was black. His couch, the tables and chairs, even the curtains.Â
A stack of textbooks sat on his coffee table alongside a half-empty sports drink and what looked like a few polaroids. You move to get a better look but before you can really see anything, Gojo brushes past you and snatches them. Â
âTsk, nosey girl.â He clicks his tongue and moves toward the kitchen. âDo you want anything?âÂ
An hour later, youâre full off the takeout food Gojo got delivered and knee deep in your studies. You try to ignore the fact that the desk youâre sitting at is in his fucking bedroom but if he wasnât overreacting to it then you werenât going to either.Â
The last thing you needed right now was for Gojo to get distracted. He had actually been focusing on the project, refraining from making any crude comments or staring at your breast though youâd caught him looking at your bare legs once. Â
"Interpersonal attraction refers to the positive feeling one person forms toward another,'" You were sitting together at his desk as he read aloud from the textbook while you took notes. "'Researchers generally agree attraction develops through a combination of biological, cognitive, behavioral, and environmental factors.'"
You typed the definition into your outline while he skimmed farther down.
"'Repeated exposure to an individual tends to increase positive feelings toward them, even in the absence of meaningful interaction.'"
You donât miss the way he lets his shoulder bump into yours, body moving an inch closer to yours. You have to squeeze your legs and bite back the moan creeping up your throat. He was still wearing the glasses, claiming his contacts were drying his eyes and that you would have known he wore them if you spent more than five minutes around him without ripping his head off.Â
You clear your throat and lean your body the opposite way. "The mere exposure effect."
"Mhmm. Which basically means people annoy each other until they fall in love."
Your fingers paused over the keyboard, slightly shaking as you look over at him. He was already staring, having moved closer to you again. The desk was big enough to hold both your laptops but small enough that you still invaded each other's space, his trick of turning his chair to face you doing nothing now that his knees brushed against the side of your thigh.Â
He was reaching a hand out to tuck a piece of hair behind your ear and you didnât stop him, didnât yell at him to fuck off. You just sat there, breathless, mind trying to process what was happening as he frowned at your lip tucked between your teeth.
"Thatâs not what it says." You whisper and he leans in closer, the corner of his mouth tugging in a small smile, eyes soft behind his glasses.
Gojo had been a thorn in your side since freshman year. He was everything you hated: arrogant, a fratboy, rich nepo baby, and a massive fuckboy that played with girls' hearts like they were toys meant for his entertainment.
But he was also infuriatingly smart when he bothered to try, and right now, he was watching you with an intensity that made your skin prickle and your pussy grow wet.Â
âSure, whatever my princess says.â His voice is sultry and low as he reaches a hand out again to rubs his thumb on your lower lip, pulling it out before letting go.Â
You swallow hard, butterflies fluttering in your belly. âYouâre insufferable.â
âAnd youâre tense.â He lets his hand travel to your shoulder, slow enough so that you could pull away, and when you donât, he continues tracing your exposed collarbone, toying with the v-neck of your top.Â
âYouâve hated me for three years. That takes a lot of passion, ever wonder why you care so much?â
You opened your mouth to yell at him, to defend yourself against what he was implying because you had plenty of reasons to hate him but couldnât think of any at this moment. Your brain was short circuiting and it was humiliating.Â
âI donât care.â You manage to spit out.
Gojoâs eyes darkened, his grin fading. âLiar.âÂ
His other hand slid up your thigh, creeping under your skirt and still, you didn't move away. Instead you decided to embarrass yourself even further and spread your legs to give him easier access.Â
âThe chapter says physical attraction can override rational judgment. Maybe thatâs whatâs happening here. You claim I'm an asshole but youâre still sitting in my room, letting me touch you.â
âIâm-, oh!â You cry when he hovers over your clothed cunt, barely touching it and youâre bucking against him for more. So pathetic, so stupid. âIâm merely analyzing the s-subject matter.â
âYeah, princess? Letâs put that theory to the test. Iâll keep touching you..â He turns your chair toward him, ignoring the way you gasp and glare at him for the loss of contact. He pulls it closer, the legs scrapping against the floorboard.
âAnd weâll see if your rational judgment kicks in.âÂ
He taps your thigh and you lift your hips as he pulls your panties down and tosses them over his shoulder. Heâs spreading your legs again, further this time and he doesnât waste a moment. His fingers are rubbing against your slit and you toss your head onto the back of the chair, hips shaking as you whine into his hand.
Gojo moved to kneel in front of you, his middle finger slipping between your folds and nudging at your entrance. When you looked down at him, entire body on fire, he was staring up at you as if looking for your approval.Â
Obviously grinding against him like a desperate whore wasnât enough. No, Gojo wanted to hear you, to humiliate you and mock you for all the shit you had given him just to let him finger you when you should have been working on your project.Â
âUse your words or I'll stop.â He goes to pull his fingers away and your heart lurches.Â
The last thing you wanted was to beg him of all people but you were too far gone to not get something out of this. So you swallow your pride and nod.Â
âKeep going, you fucking jerk.â
He chuckles and grabs your thighs, placing them both over his shoulders. âIâm about to eat your pussy and you still canât be nice to me.âÂ
You donât respond and heâs pushing his middle and index fingers through your neglected hole, not giving you any time to adjust before leaning down and taking your clit in his mouth.Â
âSatoru!â You cry out his name and the sound of coming from your lips has him groaning against you and closing his eyes to savor it.Â
You reach a hang out to grab his hair, looking down and clenching around his fingers because the way he has his head under your skirt is so fucking hot you think you might cum on the spot. He was so hungry for you that he didnât even properly undress you, greedy man that he was.Â
His fingers curl inside of you, pumping a little faster as he licks up and down your slit, stopping to suck on your clit each time he passes it. When you try to close your legs, he grabs your thigh with his free hand and pulls it further open.Â
âMmff, shtay righ' there.â He mumbles against your pussy, wrapping his lips back around your clit and sucking hard, using his teeth to lightly nibble and youâre leaking so much you can feel it dripping down your thighs.Â
This wasnât the kind of research you had been expecting to do but you would accept it just this once, for the sake of your grade of course. This is also the longest heâs ever been quiet in your presence and if you had known that he was such a good pussy eater you would have put his mouth to use long ago.Â
âHaaah, go deeper, I- oh god, nggghh I need more!â You grind against his face harder, gripping his hair and pulling him closer.Â
He just moans encouragingly, burying his fingers knuckles deep and fucking you dumb with them. Your squishy walls contracted around his fingers and with the next curl of them, you were wrapping your legs around his head and cumming so hard that your vision turned white, orgasm stealing your sight while you buck wildly against his face.Â
You were making a huge mess but Gojo didnât seem to mind, licking you through it and only slowing his fingers when your legs dropped. He placed a kiss on your pussy before pulling from under your skirt and sucking on his fingers, looking right up at you.Â
His glasses were crooked, face glistening with your release and his cheeks were flushed red. Your chest heaved up and down dramatically as you fought to breathe properly again.Â
You couldn't remember the last time you came that hard and irritated you, made you crave more but you could never let him touch you again. This was a mistake, a serious lapse of judgement and yet you still needed more, your pussy already coming back to life.Â
You quickly stand and pull your skirt down, legs weak as you move around Gojo to find your panties, mortified at your own feelings right now. You just let a frat president go down on you and now you were thinking of how he would fuck you?Â
Clearly you werenât in the right state of mind.Â
âYouâre not tired of running away from me yet?â Gojo snaps, all sense of playfulness gone.Â
He was annoyed, you could hear it in his voice. Not that you cared but he was your ride here so you might as well appease him a little, right?Â
âIâm not running!â You yell, fingers digging into your palms. You were so beyond angry with yourself, disappointed that you got this far without falling into his den and now here you were. âI got what I wanted, the theory was correct but I think this study session has lasted longer than it should have.âÂ
He looks at you in disbelief, taking his glasses off with a sigh and setting them on the desk before walking over to you, running his hand through his messy hair.Â
You were frozen. Every rational part of your brain screamed at you to shove him away and walk out. But your body was humming, and the way he looked at you made you want more.Â
He hovered over you, grabbing your chin and titling your head back so he can look you in the eyes, his other hand on your hip and playing with the waistband of your skirt.Â
âI can tell you havenât been touched properly in a long time. Why do you insist on pretending like you donât feel this pull between us, even if we hate each other?â
âYou hate me?â Your lip twitches. While you can confidently say you despised him, he never gave the impression that he felt the same unless he had some sick way of showing it.Â
Gojo frowns and you hate how beautiful he looks. âNo, never. I do want to fuck you though, so maybe we can help each other out.â
He pulls your skirt down just a little, fingers rubbing at the skin on your hip and sending a shiver through your body.Â
âKind of like.. an arrangement. You can keep on hating me in public but in this room, I get to fuck you for as long as I want. Call it research for our project. Deal?âÂ
You take a minute to think about it.Â
You were still seething at yourself for letting him touch. This meant nothing, you still hated him but even you had needs that needed to be met and if Gojo made you cum that hard from his fingers and tongue, you had to know what his cock could do.
âFine, but I should warn you that I have a really high libido that most men canât keep up with. If itâs too much Iâll just find-â
He cuts you off with a laugh, grabbing your hips and pulling you close enough that you feel his rock hard cock twitching against your stomach. He grabs the back on your neck and squeezes until youâre looking up at him again.Â
âYou just havenât been with a real man yet, princess. But donât worry, I'll take real good care of you. Now take off your fucking clothes.âÂ
You bite your tongue, resisting the urge to ask who he was talking to and at the same time, kicking yourself because you kind of liked it. Â
âSafe word?â He asked, unbuttoning his pants and stepping out them, his bulge huge against his white boxers, a small wet spot sitting on the front of them.Â
You roll your eyes and lift your shirt off, then your skirt. âWeâre not children. Our safe words are stop and no.âÂ
He nods and pulls his cardigan off and then the shirt underneath. Holy fucking sleeper build. Gojo was ripped but youâd never be able to tell under the clothes he wears. Youâre taken aback by just how attractive he was, remembering the day you first saw him and how he was ten times hotter now.Â
Still a fratboy, still a prick but even you couldn't deny that he was one of the most stunning humans out there. Kind of otherworldly if you thought about it long enough.
âHow about kissing? You cool with that, orrr?â He asks while pulling his boxers down and stepping out of them, his cock hitting his stomach and it was definitely the biggest one youâd ever seen. Thick and pulsing, pre leaking from the mushroom tip.
âOff limits. Weâre strictly enemies with benefits, nothing more.â
 There was no need to make this more difficult than it already was. You were beating yourself up for even being attracted to him, then to add kissing on top of that? You needed to save a shred of your dignity so you would be keeping your kisses.Â
âFine, and we always use condoms. Not trying to be a dad in college like Toji. And no whining.â
You nod in agreement even though you were on birth control, snapping your bra off and tossing it, letting Gojo admire you and relishing in the way he looks like a lovestruck fool, hearts basically bursting in his eyes.Â
You donât give him long, moving to climb on his bed and lay on your back. Your body was tight with need and you hadnât even realized what you were doing, spreading your legs and playing with your pussy.Â
Gojo stands by the side of the bed and watches you as he reaches into the nightstand for a condom, using his teeth to rip it open and stroking it on.Â
You feel the bed dip first, his body climbing between yours, using his legs to nudge yours further open and then the heat of his cock pressing against your thigh.Â
âFuck, you look so perfect.âÂ
You open your eyes and if you didnât hate him youâd say the same thing. His white hair messy on his head, the longer pieces falling into his bright blue eyes. His body was perfect, his shoulders not too broad but muscular, his waist thinner.Â
âWhatever, just fuck me.â You huff and in a blink heâs smacking his cock on your pussy then lining himself up with your entrance.Â
His heat engulfs you when he lays over your body, tapping your thigh so you wrap your leg around his waist.
He places his forehead on yours and smiles as sweetly as possible, one hand digging into the bed above your head to hold him up, the other placed on your hip.
âReady?â He nudges your nose, gripping the sheets to stop himself from kissing you.Â
You bit your lip and nod, before stopping and pushing at his chest when he starts to nudge the tip in. âIf you tell anyone about this, Iâll ruin your life.âÂ
He rolls his eyes, swallowing the words âyou already haveâ. âSure, now can I fuck you?â
When he pushes the first few inches in, you gasp from the sting and before you can stop him heâs leaning down and pressing his soft lips against yours to quiet you.
He squeezes your hip and with one more brutal thrust, he was inside you, filling you to the hilt in one go. You cried into his mouth and he swallowed it, your back arching off the bed as he bottomed out, his balls pressing against your ass. He was almost too big, stretching you in ways that shouldâve been painful but wasnât.Â
He was the perfect fit, just what you had been looking for, the tip of his cock pressing deliciously against your cervix.
âFuck, you take me so well,â he groaned, pulling back to look at you before slamming into you again. And again, his hips pistoned against yours, each snap of his pelvis driving him deeper and grinding onto your clit, your toes curling from the intense pleasure.Â
âSatoru! Huuuh, yes, fuck me just like that!â You tighten your legs around his waist, moving your hips up to meet his.Â
You clawed at his back, your nails leaving red marks as he fucked you like he hated you. Like he wanted to ruin you and punish you for making him wait years to do this. And god, did you love it.
âHarder,â you gasped.
He laughed darkly, gripping your throat just enough to make your vision swim. âYou want it rough, baby? S-shit! You want me to fuck you like the enemy that you are?â
âYes Satoru! P-please.â
In a flash he was flipping you over, placing you on your hands and knees and slamming back into you before you could catch your breath. Your ass was in the air and he pushed your head down until it was flat on the mattress, his hands tight on your waist as he pounded into you, his hips snapping against yours with a bruising force.Â
Thank god he had his own place because each thrust had the bed rocking and sent a jolt of hot pleasure through you, your pussy clench around him and making obscene wet squelching noises that only fueled his hunger for you.
Gojo picked up his pace, veiny cock rubbing against your walls and he wished he could feel your raw pussy, wanted to stuff you full of his cum but he knew better so he ignored his instinct and focused on fucking you.Â
The cries you let slip out are music to his ears, a song he wanted to hear every fucking day but he would settle for tonight, for now. He leans forward and fucks into you harder, hand squeezing your boob and twisting your nipples, pinching and pulling until youâre whimpering, tears pooling down your face.Â
âDidnât I say no whining? Be a good girl, princess.â
You donât hear what heâs saying, too drunk on his cock as he fucks you stupid, drool spilling from your mouth and onto the sheet. The sight has Gojo groaning, his balls tightening as he splits you open on his cock and fucks you stupid.
âShit, look at you. All fucked out. Fucking take it baby. Take my cock like a good cum slut.â
His words have you shaking violently with your second orgasm, eyes rolled back as he fucked you through it, squirting heavy on his cock and making a beautiful mess.Â
âNever letting anyone fuck you again.â He pushes you further onto the bed, your stomach flat against the mattress as he grinds deep into you, completely dominating you, his hands gripping the sheets above you. âThis is mine, say itâs my pussy, baby. Tell me you belong to me-fuck-haaah.â
You donât answer but the way youâre crying for more is enough to satisfy Gojo and heâs filling the condom with white hot cum, gasping as wave after wave of pleasure rocks him, his hips twitching as he empties himself into the latex.
He gives sloppy, lazy thrusts as he rides it out, pushing deep into you one last time before pulling out and falling onto his back next to you. While you come back down to earth, heâs ripping the condom off, tying it and tossing it into the trash before reaching for another one.Â
Before you know it, heâs rolling it and pulling you onto his lap, lining himself up and pulling you down onto his cock while pushing up into you, fingers digging into your hips.Â
âReady for round two?â He smirks when you start to move despite still trying to remember how to breathe properly.
He doesnât stop after that, keeps fucking you until youâre on the verge of passing out, body weak and shaking but still wanting more.
âWhat number are we at now, four? Come on, princess. Gimme another one, I know you can do it. Gotta get to five, itâs my favorite number.â
Holy shit.. Gojo was everything you had been looking for in a sexual partner. You had been fucking for two hours now and yet he still has the energy of a man running on spite and arrogance.
It was almost comical. You were a fucking goddess, you could get anyone you wanted, any man would be lucky to have you. Yet the only one who seemed to know how to satisfy you was the one guy you couldnât stand.Â
Not that any of that mattered when he had you riding his cock, again, your pussy swollen from how hard heâd been fucking you without tiring. Your clit was overstimulated but he kept rubbing it anyway, your back arching as you felt the pressure building in your belly again.
âC-canât Toruââ You slurred, drooling dripping down your chin, your face completely wet with tears, makeup long ruined.
âI believe in you, baby.â He smacks your ass hard and then does it again just to watch the way you jump. âLook at you, taking me so well. Sâproud of you babe.âÂ
You ignore the pet name, ass on fire and too close to cumming for the fifth time to argue with him over it.His hands grip your hips, pulling you up and down on his cock. You twirled your hips, spelling your name out as you fucked him back, body aching from the intense fuck session.Â
It wasnât long before you were grinding harder against Gojoâs pelvis and squirting on him again, fingers pressing into his shoulders as he fell over the edge with you. Pushing himself up and throwing his head back with a roar, legs stretching out as he pumped a thick load of cum into condom.Â
You move up and down as much as you can, helping him finish his orgasm before collapsing against his chest. Gojo wraps his long arms around you, cock still seated inside you as you both fight to breathe, sweaty bodies sticking together, eyes droopy with exhaustion.Â
What a fucking night.Â
You would one hundred percent be fucking him again, even if it was just until you found someone you could tolerate outside of the bedroom. As for now, Gojo was the only one that could tame the fire inside of you and fuck did you hate to admit that.Â
You can feel his heart beating against your own, his hand rubbing up and down spine, lips kissing the side of your head. As reality comes back to you, you freeze before pushing yourself off him and laying next to him on the bed.Â
You ignore the hurt look on his face.Â
âWanna shower with me?â Gojo asks, sitting up and pushing his hair from his forehead, looking at you over his shoulder with cloudy eyes.Â
âSeperate.â You donât even look at him. Way to flip the script on him, he was usually the one ignoring girls after getting what he wanted.
He nods and goes through his drawer before finding a pair of sweatpants to put on, the obvious bulge of his still hard cock making your pulse jump.
He goes into the bathroom connected to his room and you hear the shower turn on before he comes back out and tosses you a towel. You can tell heâs upset but you ignore it. He wasnât your man, it wasn't your problem.Â
After you wash your body and your hair, you find that heâs left you a pair of shorts and a shirt on the bed. When he comes back in the room and sees you dressed in his clothes, the size of it swallowing you, his heart damn near stops and you see the way he swallows the lump in his throat.Â
He clears his throat and smiles at you, slowly walking toward you and your body goes cold when he places his hand on your cheek and leans down to kiss your forehead.Â
That was the second time he broke your rule and the second time you didnât correct him.
âStay. Iâll bring you home in the morning, I can take the couch.âÂ
You nod your head ok, lost for words and he simply nods and moves past you to take his shower.
Later that night you toss and turn before giving up and laying on your back, staring at the ceiling in the nearly dark room, drumming your fingers on your stomach. You sometimes had nights where you just couldnât sleep no matter what you did and it seems tonight was one of those nights.Â
Youâre still sore between your legs, a reminder that you went back on your word and let Gojo fuck you. You didnât regret, even had plans on doing it again but that didnât mean you werenât angry with yourself. More so because you smelled just like him after using his soap.
He just knew all the right places to touch you, all the best ways to make you cum harder than you did the time before, his cock fitting so perfectly inside of you. It was a shame he had the personality of a walnut.Â
When you finally turn on your side to go to sleep, eyes burning from exhaustion, you feel the bed dip behind you and strong arms wrap around you.Â
You try to squirm out of Gojoâs grip but he tightens his arms around you, pulling you until your ass is flush against his hard cock, his chin tucked atop your head.Â
âGojo.. we need to sleep, we have class tomorrow.âÂ
âSo Iâm only Satoru when I fuck you? Wicked girl.â He leans down to kiss your neck and you let him, again, feeling your clit grow erect and that ache return.Â
âThatâs your name isnât it?â You huff out, moving your hips back against him.
He ignores you, hand going to your hip you pull you close as he grinds into you, slipping yours and his pants down. He quickly puts on a condom before pushing into you, bottoming out in one thrust, hand covering your mouth to keep you quiet.Â
âGonna fuck you until you only know Satoru.. You know, my favorite number is actually six.â
You may have bitten off more than you could chew.
⊠lisa's note: sorry about the pledge scene đ„Č I wanted to show how frats are and needed you to truly hate them. promise I'll make up for it!
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ïž” àł mdni. waking up with yujiâs tongue between your legs
âshh, itâs just me, babyâŠâ
yujiâs voice is still raspy with sleep as he slips under the blanket. his warm hands slide under your hips, gently easing your legs apart. you stir softly but donât fully wake as he settles between your thighs, pushing them wider so his broad shoulders fit.
he leans in and drags his tongue slowly up your pussy. a low, pleased hum escapes him before he pushes his tongue inside, fucking you with lazy thrusts that get messier by the second, spit dripping down his chin and onto the sheets.
he pulls back for a breath, tongue gliding along your folds, then kisses your clit softly. for a moment he stares at your pussy in the faint light, dazed and hungry, before spitting on it and watching it drip down. then he dives right back in, lips wrapping around your clit. he sucks gently at first, then harder, getting greedier.
you finally wake up with a sleepy moan, your fingers reaching under the blanket to grip his hair. yuji doesnât pull away. he only squeezes your thighs a little and murmurs against your soaked pussy, âmorning, baby⊠sorry, you just looked so pretty lying there. couldnât help myself.â
he spits on your pussy again, then runs his fingers through the mess, spreading it everywhere. he teases your entrance for a moment before pushing two thick fingers deep inside you, sinking them all the way in until his knuckles are pressed flush against you. he curls them slowly, pushing against that sweet spot inside you while he watches, completely mesmerized by how much youâre dripping down his hand.
âlisten to how wet she isâŠfuck, i love this sound.â
you grip his hair tighter, thighs starting to shake around his head as you get more and more sensitive with every thrust.
âwaitâdonât come on my fingers, baby!â
he pulls his fingers out and immediately replaces them with his tongue, pushing it as deep as he can. his nose rubs against your clit as he buries his face even deeper, licking and humming happily while his strong hands hold your thighs open.
âyeah⊠thatâs it. i want you on my tongue. come in my mouth, baby⊠please.â
heâs licking and sucking even sloppier than before. when you finally come, yuji holds you down with both hands on your hips. he doesnât pull away even a littleâhe drinks you in greedily, swallowing every drop while moaning against your pulsing heat.
only when your trembling starts to fade does he loosen his grip. still, he keeps lazily licking up every last bit, humming and moaning against your sensitive skin. and then he presses one last soft kiss to your clit.
âtasted so fucking goodâŠâ
TUMBLR TROUBLE #4 â GETO âą HIGURUMA
you left Tumblr open. again.
â§ SUMMARY You accidentally leave your Tumblr open⊠and the Jujutsu Kaisen men youâve been reading about on Tumblr discover your fanfiction.
â§ NOTE: this is set in a college AU where all characters are 18+
â§ FEATURING: suguru geto and hiromi higuruma.
â§ CONTENT WARNINGS: mdni. explicit sexual content, x reader, accidental confession, mutual pining, friends to lovers (Geto), boss/intern dynamic (Higuruma), kissing, heavy petting, oral (f receiving + m receiving), fingering, handjobs, penetrative sex (p in v), unprotected sex, creampie, multiple orgasms, dirty talk, praise, body worship, breast play, nipple stimulation, hair pulling, light choking, spanking/ass slapping, rough sex, possessive affection, dominant behavior, oral fixation, edging, overstimulation, mirror/window sex, desk sex, office sex, couch sex, emotional intimacy, aftercare, fluff, humor, happy endings.
â§ WORD COUNT: 12k+ / ~55 mins
authorâs note ⥠well⊠this somehow ended up being over 12k words⊠sorry. iâve never written geto before because iâve never really been a geto girlie (forgive me), so i hope i did him justice. higuruma completely hijacked this fic, became the longest one in the series at over 7k words, and may have permanently altered my brain chemistry. also⊠i discovered some things about myself while writing him. thatâs between me, god, and the notes app.
hope you enjoy âĄ
GETO ⥠TRUTH
It starts because of the playlist. That is what youâre going to tell yourself later.
That none of this would have happened if you hadnât handed Suguru your phone ten minutes ago and said, pick something better, Iâm begging you, because the same song had played three times and you were too comfortable on the floor to get up.
He had taken the phone from your hand with an amused little hum, changed the music without comment, and set it on the coffee table between you.
It should have been normal, harmless, completely fine. The problem was that you had forgotten what you'd been doing before he came over. Forgot about the open Tumblr tab, the tags, and the half read post you had absolutely no business reading while waiting for him to arrive.
Now the two of you are in your apartment living room, textbooks spread across the table, empty tea mugs beside a plate of snacks Suguru brought because he claimed you studied better when you werenât âtrying to survive on spite and caffeine.â
Heâs sitting on the couch. Youâre on the floor with your back against it, highlighter between your teeth, pretending to understand the notes in front of you.
Suguru leans forward to reach for his tea. Your phone buzzes once, then again. The screen lights up, and Suguru glances down automatically. You don't notice at first. Youâre too busy trying to remember which page you left off on, flipping through your notes with a frustrated little sound.
âDid you move myââ
Then Suguru goes quiet in a way that makes you look up. He is always calm, always composed, but this is different enough to make your stomach tighten. He has your phone in his hand, and his eyes are on the screenâcalm and amused and absolutely not guilty enough.
His thumb moves once, scrolls, and your stomach drops.
No. No no no.
"You are not reading that."
His eyes flick up to yours, and there's that smile. You scramble up from the floor and reach for the phone. He lifts it out of reach without even looking away from the screen.
âSuguru.â
âMm.â
âGive it back.â
âIn a moment.â
âYou said that like youâre being reasonable.â
âI am.â
âYou are literally reading porn about yourself.â
His mouth curves. âRomantic of you to call it that.â
Your face burns so hot you nearly feel dizzy. âIâm going to die.â
âDonât.â His thumb moves again. âIâm almost finished.â
âFinished?â A strangled laugh escapes you.
He scrolls. Again.
âSuguru Geto.â
âThat sounded serious.â
âIt is serious.â
âItâs also very interesting.â
âNo, itâs not.â
âIt has my name in it.â
âThat does not make it interesting.â
âIt makes it personal.â
You reach for the phone again, and this time he catches your wrist gently before you can snatch it. The pressure is gentle but unmistakable, a reminder of his strength without any real force behind it. His eyes remain on the screen. That is somehow worse.
âSuguru.â
âYour tags are very thorough.â
âI hate you.â
âNo, you donât.â
Your mouth opens, then closes. His smile deepens, just slightly. Then he finally lowers the phone. For one blessed second, you think heâs done. Then his gaze drops back to the screen.
âYou bookmarked it.â
You make a strangled sound and try to pull your wrist free. He lets you go immediately, but keeps the phone.
âGive it back or Iâm moving countries.â
âYouâd forget to pack half your things.â
âIâll start over.â
âYou left your laptop charger here for three days last week.â
âThat was one time.â
âAnd your water bottle.â
âGive me the phone.â
âAnd your keys.â
âSuguru.â
He laughs then. Quiet. Low. Far too pleased. But even through the amusement, thereâs something else underneath it. Something watchful.
Suguru is not just teasing you. He is reading you, and that is the dangerous part. Not the phone in his hand, not the post, not even the fact that he has now seen enough words to ruin your life permanently. It is the way his attention shifts from the screen to your face, like the embarrassment matters, but the reason behind it matters more.
Finally, he locks the phone. The screen goes black. He sets it carefully on the coffee table, exactly where it had been before. Then he looks at youâreally looksâand something shifts.
âSo.â
âDonât say so.â
His head tilts. âIs this what you wanted?â
You cross your arms over your chest, mostly because you have no idea what else to do with your hands. âItâs fiction.â
âThat wasnât my question.â
Your mouth goes dry. Suguru leans back against the couch, still composed, still unreadable in that infuriating way he has. But his eyes have changed. Theyâre darker now. More focused.
"Because tags are easy." His voice stays soft. "I want to hear the answer from you."
You look away. His silence stretches between you, and you realize it would be easier if he laughedâif he turned this into a joke and let you hide behind it. But he doesn't. He just waits, and Suguru has always been very good at waiting.
"âŠMaybe."
"Maybe?"
You glare at him. "Donât do that."
"Do what?"
"Repeat things like you're in control of this conversation."
His smile returns. "I'm not?"
"You're insufferable."
"You invited me over."
"To study."
"And yet." His eyes flick toward the phone. You groan and cover your face. He stands, and you hear the soft shift of his weight before you feel him closer. When you lower your hands, he's in front of you. He isn't crowding you or touching youâjust standing close enough that thinking becomes impossible.
His expression softened, but there's nothing gentle about the way he's looking at you. His gaze stays on yours as he leans in slightly.
"Was it me you wanted?" he asks quietly. "Or just the idea of me?"
That shuts you up. Because of course he would ask that. Of course Suguru would find the one question beneath all the embarrassment and put his thumb right against the bruise.
Your voice comes out smaller than you want. âYou.â
Something in his expression changes. His breath catches for just a momentâthe only tell that he's not entirely composedâbefore he leans closer, his thumb brushing your jaw.
ââŠMe?â
You stare at him. âYes, you.â
His gaze drops to your mouth before returning to your eyes. âYou should have told me.â
âI was not going to tell you I read fanfiction about you.â
A low laugh leaves him. âNo.â
He reaches up slowly, giving you plenty of time to move away. You donât. His thumb brushes beneath your chin, tilting your face up just enough that you have to meet his eyes again.
âYou shouldâve told me you wanted me.â
Your breath catches. There is no joke to hide behind anymore, no phone, no screen, no tags. Just Suguru standing in front of you, calm and beautiful and far too perceptive, looking at you like he has finally found the answer to a question he never let himself ask out loud.
âI didnât know if I was allowed to,â you admit.
His thumb stills against your jaw. For the first time, he looks genuinely caught off guard. Then his expression softens, just enough to make your chest ache.
âYou thought I would refuse you?â
âI thought youâd be kind about it.â
His eyes narrow faintly. âThat isnât the same thing.â
âIt feels worse sometimes.â
Neither of you speaks. Then his hand slides from your chin to the side of your face, careful now. Almost reverent. âI see.â
âYou do?â
âI think so.â His thumb traces your cheek once. âYou didnât want to be humored.â
Your throat tightens. âNo.â
âYou wanted to be wanted back.â
You hate how easily he says it. How gently. How accurately. You look down, but his hand keeps you there. Not forcing. Just asking you not to disappear.
ââŠYes.â
His smile returns, but itâs different now.
âThen Iâm glad I saw it.â
Your eyes snap back to his. âYou are not allowed to say that.â
âIâm afraid I mean it.â
âSuguru.â
âYou were embarrassed,â he says. âI understand that.â
âDo you?â
âYes.â His voice lowers. âBut you were also honest.â
His gaze drops to your mouth for the second time. This time, he does not look away as quickly.
âAnd I find that difficult to ignore.â
Your pulse is racing. âYouâre being very calm about this.â
âIâm not calm.â
âYou look calm.â
âI know.â
It shouldn't affect you this much, but it does. His thumb lingers at the corner of your mouth, barely touching.
âThough I supposeâŠâ His smile curves again, soft in a way that somehow feels more dangerous. ââŠthis works too.â
âWhat does?â
âFinding out this way.â
You swallow. âWhy?â
âBecause now I know exactly what you were too afraid to ask for.â
Your face burns. He leans closer, close enough that his breath brushes your lips.
âAnd now,â he murmurs, âyou know Iâm not refusing.â
He kisses you before you can respond. It's slow at first, deliberate, his mouth warm and certain against yours. His hand slides from your jaw to the back of your neck, fingers threading into your hair to tilt your head. The kiss deepens, his tongue tracing the seam of your lips until you open for him with a soft sound that makes his grip tighten.
You reach for him without thinking, your hands finding his shoulders, his chest, the fabric of his shirt bunched under your fingers. He makes a low noise in his throat and pulls you closer, his other hand settling on your hip to guide you into his lap. The textbooks slide off the couch with a muted thud that neither of you acknowledge. When he finally pulls back, his eyes are darker than you've ever seen them.
"Look at me," he says quietly.
You do. He traces your lower lip with his thumb, still wet from the kiss.
"I want to see every expression you make tonight," he murmurs. "Don't hide your face from me."
Your breath comes out shaky. "Okay."
"Good girl."
The praise goes straight through you, heat pooling low in your stomach. He noticesâof course he noticesâand his mouth curves into that dangerous smile again before he leans in to kiss you harder this time, less patient. You feel his hand slide under your shirt, fingers splaying across your ribs, and you arch into the touch without meaning to.
"Suguruâ"
"Shh." He moves his lips to your jaw, your throat, finding the sensitive spot just below your ear that makes you gasp. "Let me take care of everything."
He pulls your shirt over your head in one smooth motion, tossing it aside without looking. You watch as he takes in every inch of exposed skin, his gaze slow and deliberate, and you fight the urge to cover yourself. When he cups your breast through your bra, his thumb brushing over the fabric, you bite your lip to stifle the sound that wants to escape.
"Don't do that," he says, his voice low. "I want to hear you."
"Iâ"
He unhooks your bra with practiced ease, sliding the straps down your arms and letting it fall between you. The cool air makes you shiver, or maybe it's the way he's looking at you.
"You're shaking," he observes, his eyes dark with satisfaction as he trails his fingers across your collarbone. His hand curves around your breast, thumb brushing your nipple until it hardens under his touch. "Tell me what you want."
You can't think when he's touching you like this, can't form words that make sense. He leans in to replace his thumb with his mouth, his smile widening as he does. The wet heat makes you gasp, your hands flying to his shoulders for balance.
"Suguruâpleaseâ"
"Please what?" He switches to your other breast, his tongue flicking over the sensitive peak. "Tell me what you need."
"I don'tâI can'tâ"
"You can." He pulls back just enough to meet your eyes, his hand still cupped around you. "Tell me what you need."
"You," you manage to say. "I need you."
Something darker and more intense crosses his face. He reaches up to pull the tie from his hair, letting it fall around his shoulders. His eyes on yours are burning, focused entirely on you.
"Then you'll have me," he says simply.
He stands, drawing you up with him smoothly, then turns and settles you onto the couch. When he comes down over you, his mouth finds yours again, and his hair spills around your face intimately, blocking out everything else. You reach up to thread your fingers through it, surprised by how soft it is, silky and cool against your skin. He makes a pleased sound and deepens the kiss, his hips pressing against yours in a way that makes you immediately aware of how hard he is. You roll your hips and he breaks the kiss with a sharp exhale.
"Careful," he warns.
"Or what?"
His smile is all teeth. "Or I'll stop being patient."
He doesn't give you time to respond before he's kissing his way down your body, his mouth hot against your collarbone, the skin between your breasts, your stomach. His fingers hook into the waistband of your pants and he pauses, looking up at you through his lashes.
"May I?"
You nod, not trusting your voice.
"I need to hear it," he says softly.
"Yes," you breathe. "Please."
He pulls your pants and underwear down in one smooth motion, leaving you completely bare beneath him. He looks at you like this is exactly what he wanted, and the knowledge of it sends heat pooling through your core.
"Beautiful," he murmurs, his hands sliding up your thighs to spread them wider. "You have no idea how long I've wanted this."
He settles between your legs, his breath ghosting over your sensitive flesh. One long finger traces through your folds, testing, and you're already wet. He makes a satisfied noise.
"Show me," he murmurs, and the quiet command somehow feels more intimate than any question. "I want to hear you."
Your face burns. "I don'tâ"
"Yes, you do." His finger circles your entrance without pressing in. "You were honest enough while reading. Be honest now."
"Please..â You manage to whisper.
He slides one finger in slowly, watching your face. "Here?"
"Yesâ"
"And?" His thumb brushes over your clit, light enough to make you gasp. "Here too?"
"Yesâpleaseâ"
"That's it." He adds a second finger, curling them to find that spot that makes your back arch. "Let me see what works."
His thumb finds your clit properly now, circling with just enough pressure to make you whimper. He's methodical about it, testing different angles, different rhythms, watching every reaction like he's cataloging them.
"What do you need?" he asks, his voice low and controlled.
"Faster," you gasp, and he complies without hesitation, his fingers moving with renewed purpose.
"Faster," you gasp. "Pleaseâ"
He complies, his fingers moving with more purpose now, and the pressure builds steadily. You can feel yourself getting closer, your thighs starting to tremble.
"Look at me," he says. "Don't close your eyes."
You force your eyes open, meeting his dark gaze. He looks completely focused, studying every expression that crosses your face. His breathing catches for half a second.
âJust like that."
His fingers curl inside you, finding that perfect spot, and his thumb presses harder against your clit. The tension winds tighter and tighter untilâ
"Come," he says quietly. "Let me see."
The orgasm crashes over you, your whole body tensing as pleasure floods through you. You cry out his name, and through it all his fingers keep moving, drawing it out until you're shaking.
"Good," he murmurs, finally stilling his hand. "Stay with me."
You're still shaking when he slowly pulls his fingers out. He brings them to his mouth, tasting, his eyes never leaving yours.
"That's what you wanted me to see," he murmurs.
Before you can respond, he leans down and drags his tongue through your folds in one long, slow stroke. You jerk involuntarily, oversensitive, but his hands come up to grip your hips and hold you still.
"You're much more honest like this," he says against you. "Not hiding anymore."
His tongue finds your clit, circling it with maddening precision. He's not rushing, just learning you the same way he did with his fingersâmethodical, controlled, watching for what makes you gasp.
"Oh godâ"
He makes a pleased sound and continues, alternating between broad strokes and focused attention. When he slides two fingers back inside you, the dual sensation makes you see stars.
"SuguruâI can'tâ"
"You can." He curves his fingers inside you, finding that spot again. "One more."
The second orgasm builds faster than the first, every nerve ending already lit up and sparking. His fingers curl inside you, his tongue moving in perfect rhythm, and you're climbing toward the edge again impossibly fast.
"Pleaseâ"
"That's it," he murmurs. "Let me feel it."
You come with a broken cry, your hands flying to his hair to hold him in place. He doesn't stop until you're gasping and pushing at his shoulders, completely undone.
He pulls back, his lips glistening, and presses a soft kiss to your inner thigh before sitting up. You're boneless, trembling, and he looks deeply satisfied.
"Everything you hide," he says quietly, "I can draw out of you."
You can't form words yet, can only watch as he reaches down to adjust himself through his pants. The reminder that he's still fully clothed while you're completely naked sends another pulse of heat through you.
"Come here," you manage, reaching for him.
He raises an eyebrow. "Demanding now?"
"Please."
That softens him. He leans down to kiss you, slow and deep, and you can taste yourself on his tongue. Your hands find the hem of his shirt and tug, and he pulls back just enough to let you pull it over his head. His chest is lean and defined, his skin warm under your palms.
"I want to touch you," you say.
"You are touching me."
"You know what I mean."
His smile is sharp. "Then do it."
You reach for his belt, fumbling slightly with the buckle until he covers your hands with his and helps you. His pants and underwear join the pile of discarded clothing, and then he's finally as bare as you are. Your breath catches at the sight of himâhe's hard and flushed, already leaking slightly.
When you wrap your hand around him, he makes a low, rough sound.
"Fuck," he breathes.
You stroke him slowly, learning the weight and feel of him, and his hips jerk forward into your touch. His hand comes up to cup the back of your head, fingers threading into your hair.
"Open your mouth," he says, his voice strained.
You do, looking up at him through your lashes, and his expression goes dark and hungry. He guides himself to your lips, letting you take him at your own pace at first, but his hand in your hair tightens as you take him deeper.
"Don't look away," he says, his voice controlled despite the tension in his shoulders.
You hollow your cheeks and suck, using your hand to stroke what you can't fit in your mouth. His jaw flexes, his other hand coming up to cup your jaw as his breathing deepens.
"Relax your throat," he murmurs. "Let me in deeper."
You do your best to comply, breathing through your nose as he pushes in further. The stretch is intense, almost too much, but the sounds he's makingâlow groans and muttered cursesâmake it worth it.
You take him as deep as you can, your eyes watering, and he holds you there for a moment before pulling back to let you breathe. His hand strokes your hair soothingly even as his hips rock forward again.
The tension in his shoulders tightens, his jaw clenching with the effort of holding back, but before you can push him over the edge, he pulls out of your mouth and hauls you up to kiss you hard.
"Not yet," he says against your lips. "I want to be inside you when I come."
He sits back against the couch and draws you with him, guiding you into his lap. Your knees settle on either side of his hips, your hands bracing against his shoulders. This close, there's nowhere to look but at him.
"Here," he says quietly, his mouth curving slightly. "Because I want to see you when you stop hiding from me."
His hand comes up to cup your jaw, thumb brushing your cheek as he reaches down to line himself up, the head of his cock pressing against your entrance. His eyes never leave yours.
"Tell me if it's too much," he says.
"It won't be."
"Tell me anyway."
"Okay."
He guides you down slowly, so slowly, letting you feel every inch as he fills you. The stretch is intense, bordering on too much, but the fullness is exactly what you need. When you're fully seated in his lap, he makes a low sound in his throat.
He keeps his gaze locked on yours, his hand steady on your jaw. His other hand settles on your hip, holding you in place.
"MoveâŠ" he instructs. "Slowly."
You lift yourself slightly and sink back down, and the angle makes you gasp. He watches every expression that crosses your face, his thumb stroking along your jaw.
"That's what you wanted," he murmurs. "Not the idea of me. Me."
"Yesâ"
His hand tightens on your hip, controlling the pace. "Say it again for me. I want to hear it every time."
"I wanted you," you manage. "Just youâ"
His eyes darken with satisfaction.
"Youâ" You rock your hips, trying to move faster, but his grip keeps you slow and controlled. "Pleaseâ"
His voice stays calm even as his breathing gets heavier. "I want you to feel every second of this." His hands guide your movements, keeping the pace maddeningly slow, tightening whenever you try to rush.
"Suguruâ"
"See?" he says quietly, keeping the pace slow. "Honesty suits you."
His hand slides from your jaw to the back of your neck, and he pulls you closer until your foreheads touch, until there's nowhere to look but into his eyes.
"You feel incredible," he murmurs against your lips. "Better than anything I imagined."
"You imaginedâ?"
"Yes." His hips roll up to meet yours, and the friction makes you both gasp. "Every time you looked at me, every time you smiledâI wondered what you'd feel like."
The confession breaks something in you. You kiss him desperately, your hands sliding into his hair, and he makes a rough sound against your mouth, finally letting you set a faster pace. His grip tightens on your hip, his breathing getting heavier.
"That's it," he says against your mouth. "Don't perform. Just feel it."
The pressure builds steadily, heat coiling tighter in your core. His hand slides between your bodies to find your clit, circling it in time with your movements, and you're suddenly so close.
"Not yet," he says. "Look at me first."
You pull back just enough to meet his eyes. They're darker than you've ever seen them, his jaw tight with tension.
"Now," he says quietly. "Come for me now."
The orgasm crashes over you, stronger than the first two combined. You cry out his name, your whole body convulsing, and he holds you through it, his hands steady on your hips even as you shake apart.
"Fuck," he breathes, his control finally breaking. "I needâ"
He shifts beneath you, his hands guiding you to recline slightly while he stays seated. The angle changes, deeper, and when he starts moving again it's with less control than before.
"Is this okay?" he asks, his voice strained.
"Yesâgod yesâ"
His hands on your hips control everything, lifting you and pulling you down onto him with increasing urgency. You think you have control like this, on top of him, but you don'tâhis strength, his grip, the way he's watching you with that dark, focused gaze.
"You listen so well when you finally stop fighting me," he murmurs.
His breathing gets ragged as his grip tightens on your hips, pulling you down harder each time. One hand slides up to rest on your throat, not pressing, just possessive.
"Mine," he says quietly, like he's testing the word. "You're mine."
"Yesâ"
"Say it." His hips snap up harder. "Say you wanted me."
"I wanted youâ" you gasp.
He makes a rough sound, his rhythm getting erratic, faster, less controlled. You can feel him getting close.
"Suguruâ"
Your voice saying his name is what breaks him. He pulls you down hard, his whole body going rigid as he comes with a rough groan that doesn't sound like him at all. The rawness of it, the urgencyâit's intoxicating.
He makes a choked sound and his arms wrap around you, holding you tight against his chest as he rides out the aftershocks. His face presses into your shoulder, his breathing ragged, and you can feel him trembling.
Neither of you moves at first, both of you breathing hard and trembling. Then he carefully pulls out and turns you over, gathering you into his arms as he settles back against the couch. His hand comes up to brush your hair back from your face, gentle and tender.
"Are you okay?" he asks softly.
You nod, not trusting your voice yet.
"Look at me."
You tilt your head back to meet his eyes. They're softer now, the dark intensity replaced with something warmer.
"Are you sure?" he presses. "I wasn't too rough?"
"No." Your voice comes out hoarse. "It was perfect."
His expression softens and he leans down to kiss you, slow and sweet. When he pulls back, he's smiling in a way you haven't seen before.
"Stay here," he says. "Let me clean you up."
He disentangles himself carefully and disappears down the hall, returning a moment later with a warm washcloth. He cleans you gently, his touch careful and thorough, and the tenderness of it makes your chest ache.
"Come here," he says when he's done, pulling you back into his arms. "Just rest for a bit."
You curl into his chest, your head tucked under his chin, and his fingers start running through your hair in soothing strokes. His other arm wraps around your waist, holding you close, and you can feel his heartbeat gradually slowing under your palm.
His lips brush your temple. "I meant what I said," he murmurs. "About being glad I saw it."
You make a soft, embarrassed sound and he chuckles.
"Don't hide from me now," he says. "Not after that."
"I'm not hiding."
"No?" His hand tilts your chin up so you're looking at him. "Good. Because I have no intention of letting you."
"Possessive," you observe.
"Yes." He doesn't sound remotely apologetic. "Is that a problem?"
You think about the way he touched you, the way he looked at you, the way he said mine like it was a fact rather than a question.
"No," you say quietly. "It's not a problem."
His smile is soft and satisfied. He leans down to kiss your forehead, then your temple, then the corner of your mouth.
"Good," he murmurs. "Because I'm not going to pretend I don't want you after this."
You laugh softly and settle back against his chest, letting your eyes close. His fingers continue their gentle path through your hair, and his other hand traces idle patterns on your hip.
Your legs shift against his, the couch creaking beneath you both. "We should probably move eventually," you say. "This couch isn't that comfortable."
"Eventually," he agrees. "But not yet."
"No?"
"No." His arms tighten around you slightly. "Right now, I just want to hold you."
The simple honesty of it makes your chest warm. You press a kiss to his collarbone and feel him smile against your hair.
"Okay," you say. "Not yet."
You stay like that for a long time, tangled together on the couch, his heartbeat steady under your ear and his hands gentle on your skin. The textbooks are still scattered on the floor, your clothes are everywhere, and you're both probably going to regret sleeping on the couch later.
But right now, wrapped in his arms with his hair falling around you both like a curtain, you can't bring yourself to care about any of that. Not right now, because this is perfect.
HIGURUMA ⥠GUILTY
It happens because the printer jams, which is technically where everything starts. Not with the open Tumblr tab, not with the post, and definitely not with the fact that you were sitting in Hiromi Higuruma's office while he was in a meeting, using his computer like that was a normal thing to do.
The printer jams again. The same ancient machine that everyone in the office treats like an unpredictable elderly relative, makes a horrible grinding noise, spits out half a page of a deposition summary, and then flashes a red error light like it is personally offended by your request.
You stare at it. The printer flashes again.
âOf course,â you mutter.
You are supposed to be organizing case files. That is your job today. Technically, your internship involves a lot of thingsâresearch, document review, filing, sitting quietly in meetings while pretending you understand more than you doâbut today, specifically, you are supposed to print and sort the corrected client intake forms before Higuruma gets back.
It should have been simple, easy, almost impossible to mess up. Except the printer hates you, your laptop refuses to connect to the office network, and Higuruma had said, very casually before leaving for his meeting, âUse mine if you need to print anything. The password is on the sticky note under the keyboard.â
Which had felt intimate in a way it absolutely should not have. Itâs just a computer password, a work computer password, a practical solution from your supervisor who trusts you enough not to be irresponsible with confidential files. Thatâs all. You are a normal adult, and normal adults can use Hiromi Higuruma's computer without making it weird.
You repeat this to yourself while sitting at his desk, then again while logging in, then again when you notice the faint scent of his cologne lingering in the office. By the time you realize his suit jacket is still draped over the back of his chair, you start to doubt that.
You dressed exactly as a law intern should that morning, a blouse tucked neatly into a pencil skirt, sheer stockings, heels sensible enough for the office but not sensible enough to be innocent. At the time, it felt professional. Sitting alone at Higuruma's desk, surrounded by his files and the faint smell of his cologne, it suddenly feels like it was a poor decision.
The office feels different when heâs not in it, though you can't decide whether it feels less severe or somehow worse. His desk is neat in the way only his desk could be. Files stacked squarely, pens lined near the legal pad, a capped fountain pen resting beside the keyboard. Thereâs a half-empty mug of coffee near the edge, black and long gone cold. A yellow legal pad sits open beside the monitor, covered in his handwritingâsharp, slanted, precise.
You try not to stare at it too long, but fail. Then you remember you are supposed to be printing forms, not romanticizing a man's handwriting like you have completely lost your mind. The forms crawl along at a pace that feels almost deliberate.
You glance at the progress bar.
Ninety-three percent.
Somewhere between impatience and terrible judgment, you open another tab and log into Tumblr to kill the time. The moment your account loads, your dashboard appears. Right in the center of the page, like the universe hates you, is a post you opened during lunch and absolutely forgotten to close... a post with his name in the title.
Hiromi Higuruma x Reader.
Your blood goes cold.
"Nope," you whisper.
You grab the mouse so fast you nearly knock over his coffee. The page freezes. Because of course it freezes.
"Oh my god."
You click the X but nothing happens. You click it again. The cursor turns into the spinning wheel of death. You stare at it in silent, growing horror.
The conference room door opens somewhere down the hall. Voices spill into the hallway. Your stomach drops.
âNo, no, noââ
You click harder, as if physical desperation might intimidate the computer into cooperating. It does not.
Footsteps approach from the hallâcalm, measured, getting closer. The kind of footsteps that make your stomach drop.
The tab finally closes. You exhale so hard you nearly sag in relief. Then the browser reopens it, right as Higuruma appears in the doorway.
Neither of you moves. He looks at you first. Then at his desk. Then at the monitor. You have never wanted to disappear more in your life.
For a second, his expression doesnât change. Thatâs the terrible thing about Hiromi Higuruma. Other people would react. They would laugh, frown, ask questions, make some obvious sound of shock or confusion.
He does none of that. He just steps inside and closes the door, quietly. You stop breathing.
âHiguruma-sanââ
His eyes remain on the screen. You stand so fast his chair rolls back into the desk behind you.
âI can explain.â
He glances at you. Then back at the screen.
âI would be interested to hear that explanation.â
Your mouth opens, but nothing comes out. He walks closer, slow and composed, setting the file from his meeting on the corner of the desk. His gaze flicks over the page. Not hurried or startled. But heâs not just looking⊠heâs reading.
You lunge toward the mouse, but he reaches it first. He sets one hand over the mouse, calm and decisive, before you can close the tab. Your fingers stop inches from his. The air between you goes completely still.
âHiguruma-san.â
âMm.â
âPlease donât read that.â
âI already read the title.â
âThatâs already too much.â
âI disagree.â
You forget what you were about to say. His eyes scan once over the screen. You make a sound of pure suffering. You try to speak, but the words tangle before they leave your mouth. He doesn't wait for them.
"So this is a story involving me."
You close your eyes. "Please."
"Written in the second person."
"Please stop."
"With several concerning tags."
You open your eyes. "Concerning?"
His gaze slides toward you. "Explicit."
"That isnât concerning. Thatâs justâ" You stop. "Actually, never mind."
His mouth almost curves. Itâs not exactly a smile, but something worse. Satisfaction.
You point at the screen. "That was not supposed to be there."
"I assumed."
"I was using your computer to print the intake forms because the printer jammed and my laptop wouldn't connect, and then the browser synced my account, and I tried to close it, but your computer apparently hates me."
"My computer?"
"Yes."
"You are blaming the computer."
"Iâm blaming several things right now."
"I see."
"You donât see. Youâre being calm in a way that makes this way worse."
He finally looks fully at you.
The overhead light cuts sharp shadows beneath his eyes, making him look even more tired than usual. He rubs two fingers briefly over the bridge of his nose, then lets his hand fall back to his side with the same quiet control he does everything else. Then his gaze returns to the monitor.
ââŠInteresting.â
You nearly choke. âNo.â
âI did not ask a question.â
âAnd yet somehow Iâm still objecting.â
His attention flicks back to you. âYou object often when you are nervous.â
âI do not.â
âYou do.â
âI object to that.â
A very small smile touches his mouth. âThat supports my point.â
Your face is so hot it almost hurts. He reaches for the keyboard.
You panic. âHiguruma-san.â
âIâm closing it.â
âOh.â
He clicks once, and the tab disappears. The screen returns to the shared drive, plain and harmless, as if it did not just ruin your life.
The office feels strangely quiet afterward.
You exhale shakily. "Thank you."
He doesnât answer immediately. Instead, he leans back against the edge of the desk, arms crossing loosely over his chest. His meeting clearly ran long. Tie loosened, sleeves still buttoned. He has that lookâexhausted, severe, like he's already decided you're disappointing.
Then he says, âI have one observation.â
Your stomach sinks again. ââŠPlease donât.â
âYou appear to have a type.â
You blink. âWhat?â
He looks directly at you. âQuiet men.â
Silence.
His expression remains perfectly neutral. Then he adds, âWith unresolved emotional issues.â
You stare at him. ââŠThatâsâŠâ
âAccurate?â
âAnnoyingly accurate.â
The corner of his mouth lifts. âI noticed.â
You drag both hands over your face. âThis is the worst day of my life.â
âI doubt that.â
âYou donât know my life.â
âI know you left explicit fanfiction about me open on my office computer.â
You drop your hands and glare at him. âI did not leave it open. It ambushed me.â
âAmbushed you?âÂ
âYes.â
âLegally, that would be difficult to prove.â
âOh my god.â
That tiny smile returns, barely there but somehow it wrecks you, then it fades. Not completely, but enough for the air to change. He looks back at the darkened monitor, then at you.
âYou understand,â he says, voice quieter now, âthat this is inappropriate.â
Your fingers curl against the desk. âYes.â
âI am your supervisor.â
âTechnically, temporary supervisor.â
His eyes narrow. âThat does not improve the situation.â
âI know.â
He studies you for a long second. The silence in the office feels heavier now. When he speaks again, his voice is still calm, but there is something underneath it that was not there before. âI need to be very clear.â
You swallow hard. âOkay.â
âIf this was only embarrassing, we could pretend it did not happen.â
Your heart pounds harder. âAnd if it wasnât?â
He holds your gaze. âThat is what I am trying to determine.â
You forget how to breathe. He pushes off from the desk and steps closer, not enough to touch you, but enough that you have to tilt your head slightly to keep looking at him.
âYou are not in trouble,â he says.
âThat doesnât feel true.â
âIt is.â
âYou look like youâre cross-examining me.â
âI am trying not to.â
âThatâs worse.â
âIt is necessary.â
âWhy?â
His expression barely changes, but you catch the tension in his jaw and the brief, incriminating drop of his eyes to your mouth before he looks back at your face.
âBecause I read enough to understand the nature of what was on that page,â he says.
Your throat tightens.
âAnd I need to know whether it was only fantasy.â
The question lands with all the weight of a verdict, and you look away first.
âHiguruma-sanââ
âHiromi.â
Your eyes snap back to his. He looks almost surprised by his own correction, then exhales through his nose. âIf we are having this conversation,â he says, âuse my name.â
Your mouth goes dry. âHiromi.â
Something shifts in his expressionâbarely a reaction, but enough to make your pulse jump. He reaches past you without touching you and clicks the monitor off, leaving the office softer without the screenâs glow.
âThere,â he says. âNo evidence.â
You let out a weak, breathless laugh despite yourself. âThat is a terrible joke.â
âI am aware.â
âYouâre a lawyer.â
âYes.â
âYou should be better at those.â
âIâm told I am better at other things.â
Heat creeps up your neck. The silence after that is immediate, and the slight sharpening of his eyes tells you he heard exactly what it did to you. Slowly, he leans back against the desk again, but this time his attention stays entirely on you.
âIâm going to give you a chance to leave,â he says.
Your heart pounds. âWhy?â
âBecause if you stay, I will ask you questions.â
âWhat kind of questions?â
âThe kind where I wonât accept implication.â
Your fingers curl at your sides. âAnd if I donât leave?â
His gaze drops briefly to your mouth before returning to your face. âThen I will assume you want to have this conversation.â
You should leave. You should apologize, grab the printed forms, finish your internship, and never use another personâs computer again for as long as you live. Instead, you stay exactly where you are. Hiromi watches you for several seconds.
Then he says, âAll right.â
Your heart pounds harder. âAll right?â
âYou stayed.â
âThatâs not a confession.â
âNo,â he agrees. âBut it is evidence.â
Your breath comes out unsteady. He tilts his head slightly.
âWas it curiosity?â
You swallow. âNo.â
âAccident?â
âThe tab was an accident.â
âBut reading it was not.â
You donât answer. His voice lowers. âUse full words.â
âNo,â you say. âReading it was not an accident.â
âWas it about me?â
You try to look away, but his voice stops you.
âDonât.â
Itâs not sharp, which somehow makes it worse. Itâs quiet, controlled, and certain.
You look back at him. âYes.â
His fingers flex once against the edge of the desk. âMe specifically?â
âYes.â
"So it is me you wanted. Not position, not authority, not the age gapâjust me."
You go still, and his expression tightens because he notices that too.
âAnswer.â
You barely get the word out.
âYes.â
The office goes completely silent. Then he steps closer, still not touching you, still leaving enough space for you to walk away. That restraint should make it easier, but it only makes your pulse beat harder.
âSay it honestly.â he says.
âHiromiââ
âClearly.â
You inhale shakily. âI wanted you.â
Something in him stills. Not a loss of composureâalmost the opposite. His restraint settles into something quieter, more dangerous.
âYou understand what you are saying.â
âYes.â
âYou understand that if I touch you, I need to know it was not because you felt pressured.â
âI know.â
âYou can leave.â
âI know.â
âYou can tell me to stop.â
âI know.â
His gaze searches yours. âAnd do you want me to?â
âNo.â
His jaw tightens. âThat was not clear enough.â
Your heart is beating so hard you feel it in your throat. âI donât want you to stop.â
For the first time, his control visibly slips. Itâs brief, a sharp breath through his nose and a flex of his hand at his side, but you see it. Then he reaches up and loosens his tie. The gesture is small. But somehow that makes your knees feel weaker than if heâd rushed.
When he looks at you again, his eyes are dark and focused entirely on your face. âGood,â he says.
He steps closer, close enough now that the sleeve of his shirt brushes your arm. âThen tell me what you wanted from that story.â
Your mouth goes dry. âI canât.â
âYou can.â
âHiromiââ
âIf we are going to cross this line, I need you to say what you want plainly.â
Heat rushes through you so hard you nearly lose your balance. His hand lifts as if to steady you, but he stops himself before touching you. Heâs still asking, still waiting, and that restraint finally breaks something in you.
You reach for him first. Your fingers curl into his tie, and his eyes drop to your hand.
âThat,â he says quietly, âis an answer too.â
You almost laugh, but it comes out shaky.
âI wanted you to touch me.â
His gaze lifts back to yours. âThere,â he says, voice rougher now. âThat was clear.â
Then he kisses you. His mouth is firm against yours, controlled but not at all cautious. His hand comes to your waist at the same moment, pulling you in with the kind of restraint that has finally run out of room. You make a small sound against him, and his fingers tighten like heâs been waiting all day to do this.
The desk presses into your back. His other hand comes up to your jaw, holding you still while he kisses you deeper. When he pulls back, his breathing is uneven, and so is yours.
His thumb traces once along your lower lip. He works his way down slowly, unbuttoning your blouse and watching your face the whole time. When he reaches the last button, he doesnât push the blouse off your shoulders. He only opens it, parting the fabric beneath his hands until the black lace underneath is fully exposed.
For the first time since he walked into the office, Hiromi pauses. Itâs barely more than a hitch in his breathing, but you catch it. His eyes drop to the lace, then lower to the way your skirt is still fitted neatly around your hips, your stockings sheer against your thighs, your heels hooked against the edge of his desk.
From the outside, you look exactly as any professional intern should. Composed and appropriate, exactly how you're supposed to be. Underneath, you've been making very different choices. Your breath hitches. A muscle flexes in his jaw, and you realize he caught that too. The way your body responded to being seen.
"I didn't say anything."
âYou looked.â
âYes.â
âHiromi.â
His mouth curves faintly, but there is tension in it now. âYou are making it extremely difficult to remain objective.â
Your hands tremble slightly. His hand slides beneath the open blouse, knuckles brushing your ribs before his fingers find the clasp at your back. He doesnât ask about the lace or tease you for it, and somehow that silence is worse. The clasp gives under his hand, and he draws the straps down your arms slowly before setting the bra on the desk beside you.
He looks at you again, and this time he doesnât bother hiding it.
âYouâve been sitting across from me all day with this under your blouse?â
You lift your chin. "Would you have preferred I didn't?"
âNo.â His thumb brushes the mark the strap left on your shoulder.Â
His mouth lowers to your neck, warm and gentle kisses making your body feel tingly.Â
âHiromiââ
âQuiet.â
His lips trail lower, over your collarbone, then down until his mouth closes over your breast. The sound you make is immediate and embarrassing, and his hand comes to your waist, holding you still when your hips shift forward.
âSensitive,â he murmurs against your skin.
You grip his shoulders. âDonât say it like that.â
His tongue circles slowly, deliberately, and your fingers tighten in his shirt.
âLike what?â
âLike youâre taking notes.â
His mouth pauses. Then he looks up at you. âI am.â
Your chest tightens.
He switches to the other side, one hand coming up to palm where his mouth just was, and the dual sensation makes your thighs tense around his hips. His hand moves to your knee, then slowly up your thigh, pushing your skirt higher inch by inch until it bunches around your hips.
When his fingers reach the top of your stocking, he stops. The sheer fabric gives way to bare skin beneath his touch, and you watch his attention drop to the black lace thong sitting high on your hips. He goes completely still.
"Don't," you say before he can.
His eyes flick up to yours.
"I'm not going to," he says quietly, his thumb already sliding beneath the lace at your hip. "Yet."
Your skin shivers under his touch. Thatâs when his control shifts. Not gone, but sharper now, more focused. His fingers slide along the edge of the thong, not quite touching where you need him, and your hand tightens on the desk.
"Hiromiâ"
"How long?"
Your stomach drops. "How long what?"
"How long have you been sitting in my office, looking at me like a professional, competent intern, while imagining me doing this to you?"
His fingertips skim the waistband of the thong with infuriating precision, and your hand tightens on the desk.
Your shoulders tense.
His attention sharpens. He's found the answer he wants to examine.
"The first week."
"Yes."
His thumb presses lightly against you through the lace. You gasp before you can stop yourself.
âThere,â he says quietly. âThat was honest.â
He traces along the edge of the thong, still not giving you enough, and your hips shift forward involuntarily.
âStay still.â
âI canâtââ
âYou can.â
His hand comes to your waist, holding you in place while his fingers drag over the lace with deliberate precision.
"Tell me what you read," he says.
"You already read it."
"I read the title and the tags. I want to hear you say it."
"You want me to narrate my own humiliation?"
"Without the sarcasm."
Your breath catches. There it isâthat particular brand of control he's been using all night.
"I wanted you to touch me," you say, and the admission feels heavier when spoken aloud. "Skin to skin. No teasing."
His pupils dilate slightly with surprise, maybe, because you're being direct.
He slides the lace aside instead of taking it off, his hand returning to your skin, and you have to grab the edge of the desk to stay upright.
"Like that?"
"If you're going to tease me, at least commit to it."
He circles once, twice, not giving you enough pressure, and your hips chase his hand.
"What else did you read?"
"That you'd make me come. Multiple times. That you'd keep going until I couldn'tâ"
His finger slides inside you, just one, and your head falls back.
"âŠUntil I couldn't think."
He adds a second finger without warning, and you lose your grip on the sentence entirely.
"Ohâfuckâ"
He curls his fingers, finding the spot that makes your thighs shake.
"You were saying?"
"I wasn'tâIÂ can'tâyou know what I was sayingâ"
"I want to hear you say it."
Your shoulders tense.
"I wanted you to make me come."
"There it is."
His thumb presses against your clit at the same moment his fingers thrust deeper, and the combination causes a high pitched moan to slip past your lips. His hand moves with more purpose now.Â
"Good," he says, voice rougher than before. "Now show me."
Your thighs lock around his wrist, your whole body tensing up as you come. You can't even tell if you're saying his name or just making noise. He keeps going until your muscles go slack and you're completely undone. When he pulls his fingers out, you're still shaking.
"That was one."
Your brain is still catching up. "One?"
"You're going to come at least twice more before I do."
"I don't think I canâ"
"You will."
You sit up on the desk, still catching your breath, and watch as he steps back. He's still fully dressedâsuit jacket, tie, everythingâwhile you're half naked. The contrast makes your pulse quicken.
He reaches for his tie, loosening it before pulling it over his head. Then he starts on his shirt buttons. You watch, mesmerized, as he reveals more skin. The hollow of his throat, his collarbones, the lean muscle of his chest and stomach.
When he shrugs the shirt off, you reach out without thinking. Your hand presses flat against his chest. He's warm and solid.
His hand covers yours. "What are you thinking?"
"That I've been imagining this for two months and it's better than I thought."
His breathing deepens. He doesn't move. He just watches you. You slide off the desk and stop in front of him. Your fingers find his belt. The buckle clicks open beneath your touch. Then the button. Then the zipper.
His breathing hitches just slightly. You ease the fabric down just enough, your eyes never leaving his. His jaw tightens but he says nothing. You sink to your knees. One hand settles lightly against his thigh as you lean in. Your fingers wrap around him and he goes completely still.
"Fuckâ"
You hold his gaze for one last second before your mouth closes around him. His head tips back on a sharp breath, one hand finding your hair almost immediately.
"OhâŠ"
You take him slowly at first, your tongue tracing along him before easing him deeper.
"So composed in my office," he murmurs, voice already rough. "Where did that go?"
You hum around him, and his hips jerk forward before he catches himself.
"Sorryâ"
You take him deeper, letting him hit the back of your throat, and the sound he makes is wrecked.
"Ahâfuckâ"
His hand guides your rhythm now, and you let him, relaxing your jaw and breathing through your nose.
You can feel him getting close, his breathing ragged, his grip in your hair almost painful. He pulls you back suddenly, his chest heaving, and guides you to your feet with a hand under your chin.
"On the desk," he says. "On your back."
You climb up, the wood cool against your bare skin. He pushes your thighs apart and steps between them.
"I'm going to make you come on my tongue," he says, matter-of-fact. "And you're going to tell me exactly how it feels."
"Hiromiâ"
"That's an order."
Then he leans down and puts his mouth on you. The first touch of his tongue makes you gasp.
"Ohâ"
He licks a slow stripe up, then circles your clit with deliberate precision.
"Fuckâthat'sâ"
"Keep talking."
"It's goodâit's so goodâ"
His hands grip your thighs, holding you open, and he works you with his mouth like he has all the time in the world.
"Mmmâright thereâ"
He focuses on that spot, his tongue moving in steady circles, and you feel the tension building again.
"Oh godâoh godâ"
Your hands come down to his hair, and he makes an approving sound against you.
"Don't stopâplease don't stopâ"
He doesn't. He adds two fingers, sliding them inside while his mouth stays focused on your clit, and the dual sensation makes you cry out.
"AhâahâHiromiâ"
He curls his fingers, finding that spot again, and your back arches off the desk. Your grip tightens in his hair.
"I'mâ"
That's all you can manage. His fingers thrust deeper, his tongue working faster, and you can't even tell if you're saying his name or just making noise anymore.
Your thighs start to shake.
He notices and his hands flex against you, holding you open even as your body tries to curl inwardâbut he doesn't stop. Not until your hand slips from his hair and you're pushing at his head, gasping something that isn't words. Only then does he ease back, letting you breathe.
"That's two."
You can't speak.
He straightens, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, then sits back in his office chair.
He kisses you once, hard. "Come here."
You step forward, but he shakes his head.
"Straddle me."
You move to obey, positioning yourself over his lap, your knees bracketing his thighs. You feel his gaze on you like a physical touch. His hands come to your hips immediately, steadying you. You sink down slowly, and when you're seated fully in his lap, his hands tighten.
"What are you doing?" he asks quietly.
You hesitate. "Sitting on you?"
"Be specific."
"I'm straddling you in your office chair." You meet his eyes, fighting a smile. "Is this a deposition?"
His mouth almost curves. "Answer the question."
"I want you inside me," you say, and saying it aloudâin his office, in his lapâmakes heat rush through you. "I want you to fuck me."
"That's better."
He shifts beneath you, positioning himself, and you feel the head of his cock press against you. His hands guide your hips down slowly, and the stretch makes you gasp.
"Ohâ"
"Keep going."
You sink lower, taking him inch by inch, and his breathing becomes uneven.
"All.. the .. way." He says grittily while pushing down against your thighs to help you take all of him.
When you've settled all the way down, his forehead drops to your shoulder for a brief moment. Then he lifts his head, his expression controlled again despite the tension in his jaw. You start to rock your hips, and this time he doesn't stop you.
"Slower," he says. "I want to feel every movement."
You obey, rolling your hips in a slow, deliberate grind, and his fingers dig into your skin.
"That's it."
The angle has him hitting deep with each movement. You can feel the tension building again already. His hand comes to your jaw, tilting your face toward his.
"How long have you been thinking about this?" he asks quietly.
"Hiromiâ"
"Answer me."
"Two months," you gasp. "Since the first week."
His breathing deepens. "And you didn't say anything."
"You're my supervisorâ"
"That didn't stop you from reading about it."
Your face burns. You try to look away, but his hand keeps you in place.
"Don't," he says. "I want to see your face when you admit it."
You keep grinding against him, the friction building with each slow roll of your hips.
"What did you think about?" he asks.
"Thisâ" Your breath catches. "Youâin your officeâ"
"Be specific."
"You touching me. Kissing me. Fucking me on your desk."
A muscle jumps in his jaw. "And did you touch yourself while you thought about it?"
"Yesâ"
"How many times?"
"I don'tâI don't knowâ"
"Estimate."
"Hiromiâ"
"Answer the question."
"A lot," you gasp. "Almost every nightâ"
His hand tightens at your hip, and you feel him pulse inside you.
"Keep going," he says roughly. "Don't stop."
You grind down harder, chasing the tension that's coiling tighter with each movement.Â
"Oh godâ"
"Look at me."
You do. His eyes are dark and focused entirely on your face.
"You're going to come on me," he says quietly. "And you're going to tell me when you're close."
"I'mâI'm alreadyâ"
"Then say it."
"I'm closeâHiromiâI'm so closeâ"
"Show me."
Everything locks down around him. You can't breathe, can't speakâjust his name spilling out while pleasure tears through you. He holds you through it, his hand steady at your hip, his thumb still working your clit until you're shaking.
"That's three."
You collapse against his chest, breathing hard, and his arms come around you immediately.
Then he tilts your chin up and kisses youâslow and deep, nothing like the controlled intensity from before. When he pulls back, his mouth trails down your jaw to your neck, and you feel him smile against your skin.
"You're so much more honest when you're like this," he murmurs. "It's incredibly sexy."
You make a breathless sound that might be a laugh. He kisses your throat once more, then pulls back to look at you.
"Can you stand?"
You nod shakily. He helps you up carefully, steadying you when your legs threaten to give out. Then he stands, taking your hand and guiding you toward the window, his grip steady and deliberate.
Your heart jumps.
"Hiromiâ"
"The blinds are down."
"Butâ"
"Look."
You do. He catches the cord and raises the blinds just high enough to expose the glass without opening the office completely. Through them, you can see the building across the streetâdark windows, empty floors.
"I know that building closes at six," he says quietly. "It's been empty for two hours."
Of course he checked. Of course he knew. Your breathing picks up.
He positions you facing the glass, your palms pressed flat against the cool surface. The city spreads out below, lights glittering in the dark, and you can see your own reflectionâflushed, half-naked, his shape behind you. His hand settles at your hip.
âThis is what you wanted,â he says quietly.
Your shoulders tense. âHiromiââ
âNot exactly this,â he says, his gaze meeting yours in the reflection. âThe story did not need to be that specific.â
Your breath becomes shallow. His hand tightens at your waist.
âYou wanted me. Here. In my office.â His voice lowers. âBecause it wasnât supposed to happen here.â
Your face burns so hot you almost look away, but his hand comes to your jaw before you can.
âDonât,â he says. âLook at me.â
You meet his eyes in the glass.Â
âIs that wrong?â
You swallow. âNo.â
âNo, what?â
Your fingers press harder against the window. âNo, itâs not wrong.â
His gaze stays fixed on yours. âThen tell me what you want now.â
Your voice comes out shaky. âI want you here.â
âAt the window?â
âYes.â
"Why the window?"
You hesitate. His thumb drags slowly along your jaw. "Because it was yours. Because I wanted it to happen somewhere I knew it never should."
Your shoulders tense. Then his hand slides from your hip to your thigh.
"That," he murmurs, "is an answer."
He hooks two fingers beneath the stocking at the inside of your thigh and pulls deliberately. The sheer fabric gives with a soft rip, a dark run racing toward your knee. He watches the damage spread across your skin in the glass, his jaw tightening. "I'll replace them," he says, voice rough and final, like the decision had already been made.
"So you wanted this. Here. In my office. That's what you're telling me?â
You nod against his hand.
"Say it."
"Yes. I wanted it here."
His jaw tightens. "Then that's what you're going to get."
He enters you slowlyâso slowly you feel every inchâand the stretch makes your breath catch audibly against the glass. His hand tightens on your hip. The other stays braced beside yours on the window.
For several seconds, he doesn't move. Just stays buried deep inside you, his chest pressed against your back, his breathing uneven and warm against the curve of your neck.
Then he pulls back. Slowly and deliberately. His hips roll forward again, deeper this time, and you hear his breath hitchâa quiet, involuntary sound that he can't quite control.
He does it again. The same measured pace. The same controlled intensity. But his breathing is getting heavier now, each exhale warm and audible against your shoulder. You can feel the tension in his body, the way his fingers dig into your hip like he's holding himself back.
His forehead drops to the side of your neck. His breath comes faster. He keeps movingâslow, deep thrusts that make your palms slide slightly against the glassâand you realize his control is starting to crack.
"Do you want me to stop?"
"No."
"Don't make me infer."
"I don't want you to stop."
For a few seconds, he stays completely still, breathing unevenly against the back of your neck while your palms press harder to the window.
"Okay?" he asks, voice strained.
You nod, but his grip tightens.
"Use words."
"Yes," you breathe. "I'm okay."
His mouth brushes your ear.
"Do you want more?"
Your eyes flutter shut.
"Yes."
"Then ask."
Your voice comes out before your pride can stop it.
"Please."
That is what breaks the last of his patience.
His hips draw back slowly, then press in again, deeper this time, and your breath leaves you in a shaky sound against the glass.
"That," he says, voice rough, "was clear."
He starts moving with intentâpulling almost all the way out before pressing back in, each thrust deliberate and deep, one hand gripping your hip while the other stays braced against the window beside yours.
âThis is what you wanted,â he says, low and close to your ear. âMy office. My hands on you. Just enough risk to make you admit it.â
âHiromiââ
His hand comes up from the glass to your mouth, covering it gently.
âQuiet. I donât care if the building is empty. Youâre going to keep your voice down.â
You nod against his palm. He thrusts deeper, and the sound you make is muffled against his hand.
âThatâs better.â
His other hand slides around to your clit, circling slowly, and your knees nearly buckle.
"Mmmâ"
"Stay still."
You try, but the combination of his hand, his cock, the cold glass against your skin, the reflection of the two of you in the windowâit's too much.
His fingers press harder, his rhythm steady and relentless, and you feel everything tightening inside you, wound so tight you can't breathe.
"Mmmmmmmpphhhhâ"
"Look at yourself."
You do and you can see everything in the glassâyour flushed face, his hand over your mouth, the way your body responds with each thrust, the city lights framing you both.
"This is what your answer looks like," he says quietly. "No implication. No room to deny it."
You make a desperate sound against his palm.
"Are you close?"
You nod.
"Then let me feel it."
Your thighs lock around him.
"Mmmâmmmâ"
He groans, his rhythm breaking for just a second before he pushes deeper, his hand pressing harder against your clit.
"Fuckâ"
Your grip tightens on his wrist. Your breath comes in sharp bursts against his palm. He doesn't stop. Not until your body goes rigid, then shaking, your muffled sounds the only thing either of you can hear.
When you finally go still, he slowly withdraws his hand from your mouth.
"That's three."
You can barely stand. He pulls out carefully, and you whimper at the loss.
"Come here."
He guides you back to the desk, turning you to face him.
"Lie back."
You do, the wood cool against your overheated skin. He steps between your thighs, his hands coming to your hips, and slides back in slowly.
The angle is different, itâs deeper and more intimate.
"Ohâ"
He leans down, his forehead pressing to yours, and starts moving with a slower, more deliberate rhythm.
"Look at me."
You do and his eyes are dark, intense, and you can see everything in themâthe control he's been exerting, the need he's been holding back, the way he's barely keeping himself together.
"Hiromiâ"
His hand comes up to cup the back of your head, holding you in place.
"I need to see you," he says quietly. "When you come again. I need to see your face."
"I don't think I canâ"
"You will."
He kisses you, deep and consuming, while his hips maintain that steady rhythm. When he breaks away, you're both breathing hard.
"Touch yourself."
Your hand slides between your bodies, finding your clit, and the added sensation makes you gasp.
"Ohâ"
"That's it."
His thrusts get deeper, more purposeful, and you circle your clit faster.
"I'm close," he says, voice strained. "Come with me."
His hand tightens in your hair, his forehead still pressed to yours, and you can feel him getting closeâhis breathing is ragged, and his rhythm is faltering.
"Hiromiâ"
"Fuckâ"
He's not holding back anymore. His hips drive into you harder, faster, and his hand grips the back of your head like he's afraid you'll disappear. His forehead stays pressed to yours but his eyes are open, locked on yours, and you watch him breakâhis jaw clenching, his breath stuttering, everything he's been holding pulled taut.
"Iâ" He doesn't finish his sentence, he canât.
His jaw clenches. His breathing comes in ragged bursts. You feel him everywhereâhis cock deep inside you, his hand in your hair, his chest against yoursâand it's too much, it's all too much.
"Come," he says, and it's not a command anymore. It's a plea. "Pleaseâ"
He comes with a low sound, his whole body tensing inside you, and the feeling of him losing control completely pushes you over the edge. You gasp his name and he buries his face in your neck, his hips still moving, his breathing shattered against your skin.
"Fuckâ" He says it again, muffled, like he can't stop, like he's still coming, like he's never felt anything like this before.
You hold him while he catches his breath, and he pulls back to look at you. His hair is a mess, his face is flushed, and he looks nothing like the composed lawyer who caught you with fanfiction on his computer an hour ago. You reach up and touch his jaw, your thumb brushing his cheekbone.
"You're completely undone," you say quietly.
He catches your hand, pressing it against his lips for a moment before releasing it.
"That appears to be your fault," he says, still holding your hand against his face.
"We shouldâ" You gesture vaguely at the state of his office.
"In a minute."
He kisses you again, softer now, and you melt into it. When he finally pulls away, he reaches for his shirt.
"Here."
You put it on, the fabric swallowing you, and he watches with something warm in his eyes.
"What?"
"Nothing."
"That's not nothing."
"You look good in my clothes."
You hesitate a second too long. He pulls his pants back on, then starts gathering the scattered papers from his desk. You slide down, your legs still shaky, and find your thong.
"So," you say, pulling it on. "What happens now?"
He looks at you. "What do you want to happen?"
"I was kind of improvising."
"Clearly."
You make a face at him. He sets the papers down and crosses to you, his hands coming to your waist. He smooths his thumb over your hip once, then looks toward the locked office door. When his attention returns to you, his gaze is measured again, and a bit careful.
Then he says, "This was inappropriate."
"I know."
"I'm your supervisor."
You give him a look. "I'm aware, Hiromi."
"This can't happen at the office again."
He pauses, his thumb still tracing your hip, and you feel something change. You start to thinkâ
Oh.
He's ending this.
Then his hand tightens slightly. "Butâ" He pauses. "My apartment is ten minutes from here."
Your heart skips. "Is that an invitation?"
"It's evidence of intent."
You smile. "You really can't help yourself."
"I have a reputation to maintain."
"You just fucked your intern at the window."
"Allegedly."
You laugh, and he kisses you again, quick and warm.
"Get dressed, I'll drive."
"What about my car?"
"You can get it tomorrow, or I can walk you to it now."
"Someone's going to see us."
"No one will know anything unless you decide otherwise."
"And what do I say?"
"That you stayed late. That I gave you a ride home because it was late. That's all anyone needs to know."
His hand comes to your jaw, tilting your face up. "Tomorrow we figure out what this means. Tonightâ"
"Tonight we go to your apartment?â
"Yes."
You don't have a better plan. He helps you find your clothes, his hands lingering each time he passes you something. When you're both dressedârumpled and obvious, but dressedâhe turns off the lights and locks his office door.
The hallway is empty. The building is quiet, and he takes your hand. "Come on," he says.
And you follow him out into the night, your heart still racing, his shirt still warm against your skin.
Still a hopeless romantic after all this time. Very insane of me.
very irresponsible of me ïżŒ
okay I have officially lost control of the WIP folder. I have multiple things close to finished, so Iâm making this your problem now đ
what do you want next?
tumblr trouble part 4 â Geto + Higuruma
obsessive!Modulo Yuji part 2
new Kashimo Culling Games series â chapter 1
TUMBLR TROUBLE #3 â MEGUMI âą TOGE âą
the Jujutsu Kaisen men youâve been reading about⊠again.
⊠SUMMARY You accidentally leave your tumblr open⊠and the Jujutsu Kaisen men youâve been reading about on Tumblr discover your fanfiction.
⊠NOTE: this is set in a college AU where all characters are 18+
⊠FEATURING: megumi fushiguro and toge inumaki.
⊠CONTENT WARNINGS: mdni. explicit sexual content, x reader, mutual pining, accidental confession, friends to lovers, kissing, heavy petting, oral (f receiving + m receiving), fingering, handjobs, penetrative sex (p in v), unprotected sex, creampie, multiple orgasms, dirty talk, praise, body worship, breast play, nipple stimulation, hair pulling, light choking, spanking/ass slapping, rough sex, possessive affection, dominant behavior, throat fucking, cumplay, overstimulation, squirting, cursed speech used sexually, consensual magical compulsion/body control, forced orgasm via cursed speech, voice strain/blood mention, emotional intimacy, aftercare, fluff, humor, happy endings.
⊠WORD COUNT: 8k words / ~35 mins
authorâs note ⥠originally this was supposed to be one giant part two with yuji, megumi, yuta, and toge, but tumblr said absolutely not. so i had to split it into two parts!!
this one is megumi + toge. also yes, you may guess which ones were my favorites based on the word counts lmao. hope you enjoy âĄ
MEGUMI ⥠SAY IT
The training grounds ring with the dull impact of Yuji blocking your kick.
He grins behind his raised forearm, barely winded. "Getting faster."
"Shut up and focus."
His grin widens. Then he comes at you again, and you slip into the rhythm of itâdodge, counter, block. Your phone sits abandoned on a nearby bench, screen still lit with Tumblr open. You'd been scrolling between rounds.
Didn't think to lock it. Didn't think anyone would look.
Megumi finishes his last spar with Panda, breathing hard. His shirt is damp with sweat. He grabs his water bottle and sits on the bench, trying to catch his breath.
Your phone lights up beside him. He glances down without thinking.
His attention catches on the image before he can stop himself.
Fanart.
Of him.
His grip tightens around the water bottle.
He looks away. Stares at the sparring match instead. But the image stays in his headâthe lines, the detail, the way it was drawn. He glances back.
The tags fill the screen.
#megumi x reader
#megumi boyfriend
#megumi fluff
#megumi smut
He starts scrolling, then stops breathing for a second.
There are dozens of posts. Stories. Headcanons. More art. All of them romantic. All of them explicit. He stops on one title.
"When Megumi finally stops holding back"
His chest tightens. He sets the phone down, then picks it up again. His hand is shaking slightly.
Do you actually read this?
His heart is beating faster than it was during the spar.
"Nice work!"
Yuji claps you on the shoulder as you finish your round. You're breathing hard, wiping sweat from your forehead.
"Thanks. You too."
"Water break?"
"Yeah."
You head toward the bench. Then you freeze. Megumi is sitting there. Holding your phone. His expression is complicated. Your stomach drops.
Oh no.
Oh no oh no oh noâ
He looks up and sees you. For a moment, neither of you move. Then he stands.
"Can we talk?" His voice is quiet. Careful.
You can't breathe.
"Iâyeah. Sure."
He doesn't say anything else. Just starts walking toward the dorms. You follow, heart pounding.
He saw.
He definitely saw.
This is the worst day of my life.
His dorm room is neat. Sparse. He closes the door behind you.
He just stands there. Then he sets your phone down on his desk.
"I wasn't trying to snoop," he says quietly. "It just⊠lit up."
"I know."
"I shouldn't have looked."
"It's fine."
"It's not fine." He runs a hand through his hair, clearly uncomfortable. "I justâ"
He stops. Starts again.
"Do you actually think I'd act like this?"
You blink. "What?"
He gestures vaguely at your phone.
"The⊠stories. The way they write me." He's struggling to find the words. "Is that how you see me?"
Your face burns. "I don'tâit's notâ"
"I'm not mad," he says quickly. "I'm just trying to understand."
You swallow hard. "It's fiction. It's not⊠it's not supposed to be accurate."
"But you read it."
"Yeah."
"Why?"
You look away. "Because I like imagining you."
Silence.
When you finally look back at him, he's staring at you differently.
"Imagining me doing what?"
Your heart is racing. "I don't know if I canâ"
"Please." The word is so soft. So genuine.
You take a shaky breath.
"Touching me. Looking at me likeâlike I'm the only thing that matters."
He's very still.
"What else?"
"Your hands. Your mouth. The way you'dâ" You stop yourself.
"The way I'd what?"
"The way you'd look at me. While you'reâŠ"
"While I'm inside you?"
Your stomach flips. "Yeah."
He's closer now. You didn't see him move.
"I think about that too."
"You do?"
"All the time." His voice drops. "I think about how you'd sound. How you'd feel. If you'd let meâ" He stops.
"Let you what?"
"Everything."
The word hangs between you.
"I want to know what you want," he says quietly. "I want you to tell me."
"I wantâŠ" Your voice shakes. "I want you to stop holding back."
His eyes drop to your mouth, then snap back up.
"I don't know if I can do that and still be gentle."
"I don't want gentle."
His jaw tightens. "You don't know what you're asking."
"Yes I do."
He searches your face. "If I start, I don't know if I'll be able to stop."
"Good."
He closes the distance. The first kiss is tentative. Questioning. You kiss him back and he makes a sound low in his throat.
For a second, he holds back.
Then he doesn't.
He grabs your waist and pushes you backward hard against the door. Your breath catches. His forehead presses against yours, breathing heavy.
"Last chance to tell me to stop," he says quietly.
You don't answer. Just pull him closer. He kisses you again, and this time there's no restraint in it. His hand comes up to cup your jaw, tilting your head exactly how he wants it.
When you part your lips, he takes the invitation immediately. His tongue slides against yours and you gasp into his mouth. He swallows the sound.
His other hand finds your waist, fingers pressing into your skin through your shirt. You grab his shirt, pulling him closer. He kisses you harder, deeper, his body pinning you against the door.
The wood is solid at your back. He's solid against your front. There's nowhere to go. Nowhere you want to go.
There's still restraint in the way he touches you. Like he's afraid of breaking something. You pull back just enough to breathe.
"Stop being so careful."
"I'm trying not toâ"
"I don't want you to try."
His expression hardens. Then he's kissing you again, and this time there's less control in it. His hand slides from your jaw to the back of your neck, fingers threading through your hair.
He tugs. Gently at first. You moan. He tugs harder.
"Fuck," he breathes against your mouth.
His lips move to your jaw. Your neck. He finds the spot just below your ear and bites down.
You gasp.
He bites harder, teeth pressing into your skin, and soothes it with his tongue.
His hands are moving now. One still in your hair, the other sliding under your shirt. His palm is warm against your skin. He traces up your ribs slowly. Deliberately.
When he reaches the band of your bra, he unhooks it quickly. His hand slides around to cup your breast, fingers already finding exactly what he wants. You arch into his touch.
"You're soâ" He stops himself.
"What?"
"Sensitive."
He rolls your nipple between his fingers and you gasp.
"I've thought about this," he admits quietly. "Thought about what would make you sound like that."
"What else did you think about?"
Instead of answering, he pulls your shirt over your head. Your bra follows. He looks at you for a minute.
"You're staring."
"I know."
Then his mouth is on your breast, tongue circling your nipple before he takes it between his lips.
"Ohâ"
His hand works your other breast while his mouth stays busy. When he bites down gently, you thread your fingers through his hair. Your breathing is already uneven.
He kisses down your sternum. Your ribs. Your stomach. When he reaches the waistband of your shorts, he hooks his fingers under the elastic and pulls them down without hesitation. Slides them down your legs. Your underwear is next.
Then you're completely bare in front of him. He drops to his knees, hands gripping your waist. In one rough motion, he lifts youâyour legs wrapping around himâand carries you to the bed. He sets you down on your back, hips right at the edge.
Before you can catch your breath, he's positioning your thighs on his shoulders, spreading you completely open.
He kneels, forearms pressing down across your hips, pinning you to the bed. You try to shift but his grip is unyielding.
"Stay still."
The first touch of his tongue makes you jolt.
"Fuckâ"
He doesn't ease into it. His tongue drags up your slit in one long, deliberate stroke.
"Jesus Christ, you're already soaked."
He spreads you open with his thumbs. His tongue licks into you, pushing inside, and you cry out. When he drags back up to your clit and sucks it into his mouth, your hips buck violently.
"Oh godâ"
He pins your hips down with one forearm. "I said stay still."
His tongue circles your clit, fast and relentless.
"Ahâpleaseâ"
"Not until you're shaking."
He seals his lips around your clit and sucks hard. Your hand flies to his hair, gripping tight. He groans against you, the vibration making you shake.
His tongue works you with deliberate focusâbroad strokes, then tight circles, then fucking into youâno pattern, just pure need.
You feel his fingers at your entrance. He pushes two inside you without warning.
"Ohâfuckâ"
He pumps his fingers in and out, curling them hard to drag against your g-spot while his tongue stays locked on your clit.
"MegumiâI'mâ"
"Come on my tongue."
His fingers fuck into you harder, the squelch of your wetness filling the room.
"Oh godâI'm gonnaâ"
His tongue flicks rapidly and his fingers curl hard until you shatter.
"FuckâMegumiâ"
Your thighs clamp around his head but he doesn't stop. He keeps going, drawing it out until you're sobbing.
"Too muchâ"
"One more."
"IÂ can'tâ"
He adds a third finger, stretching you, and the fullness combined with his relentless tongue sends you over again almost immediately.
You scream. Your entire body locks up, back arching off the bed.
He groans against you, working you through it as you gush around his fingers. He doesn't stop until you're shaking uncontrollably.
Only then does he pull back, fingers sliding out. He brings them to his mouth and sucks them clean, eyes locked on yours.
He groans, low and wrecked. His chin is wet. You're still catching your breath. You reach for him, pulling him up.
"Your turn."
You push him onto his back on the mattress. He lets you, though his hands twitch at his sides like staying still is costing him. You straddle his thighs, hands sliding up his chest.
"Off."
He pulls his shirt over his head. You run your hands over his bare skin, feeling the lean muscle, the way his breath catches when you drag your nails down his stomach.
When you reach his waistband, you don't ask. You unbutton his pants and yank them down along with his boxers. His cock springs free, thick and flushed dark, already leaking.
"Oh," you breathe.
Heâs bigger than you expected. You barely have time to process it before your hand closes around him and his hips jerk up into your grip.
His jaw tightens.
âDonât look at me like that.â
âLike what?â
His breath catches when your thumb drags over the tip.
âLike you know exactly what youâre doing.â
You try to stroke him slowly but he thrusts up again, harder, taking control.
"Megumiâ"
"Tighter."
You squeeze him harder and he groans, hips driving up into your grip with purpose.
"Like thatâfuckâjust like thatâ"
He's using your hand, fucking into it with increasing desperation.
"You're so hardâ"
"Your fault." His voice is rough. He thrusts harder. "Walking around looking like thatâ"
You drop to your knees. His eyes go wide.
"Waitâ"
You take him in your mouth.
"Oh fuckâ"
He fills your mouth. You work him with your tongue, tracing that thick vein before swirling around the head. His hands fly to your hair, fingers threading through it, holding on.
You bob your head, taking him deeper, and he groans low. More pre-cum leaks onto your tongue. You moan around him and his hips jerk.
"SorryâI didn't mean toâ"
You take him deeper in response, relaxing your throat, and his apology cuts off into a broken groan.
"Fuckâ"
You look up at him and watch his control fracture piece by piece. His jaw is tight, his breathing uneven, his fingers tighten in your hair.
The intensity of it makes you look away. His grip tightens.
âNo.â His voice drops. âLook at me.â
You take him even deeper, until he hits the back of your throat.
"Oh godâ"
His grip on your hair becomes possessive. Both hands now, cradling your head. You try to pull back but he holds you there.
"Stayâjustâfuckâstay right thereâ"
He starts moving again, shallow at first. Then faster, more desperate.
âStay there.â
You moan around him and he groans, head falling back.
âChristâyour throatâthe way youâfuckââ
His thrusts become erratic. You can feel him getting closer, his control slipping with every shallow drive of his hips.
âSo closeâyouâre gonna make meâfuckââ
His whole body tenses. His fingers dig into your scalp.
âIÂ canâtâif you keep doing that, IÂ canâtââ
Then he stops. Pulls you off him with a wet, popping sound. You gasp for air, lips swollen, spit still connecting you to him.
"FuckânowâI need you now."
He pulls you off him and flips you onto your back in one rough motion. He positions himself between your legs, cock heavy and throbbing against your entrance. You're already soaked, and when he slides against you, both of you go still for half a second.
"Fuck, you're so wet."
He notches himself at your entrance. The first push makes you gasp. He's thickâstretching you open inch by inch, burning and perfect as your body adjusts to fit him.
"Oh godâ"
He pushes in deeper, slow and relentless. You can feel all of him as he fills you.
"So fucking tight," he grits out. "You're squeezing me so hardâ"
"You're so bigâ"
"Almost thereâfuckâalmostâ"
He thrusts deep one last time and completely fills you, his entire length stretching you open. His forehead drops to yours. His shoulders rise and fall once, controlled with effort. You clench around him experimentally. He shudders inside you.
"Don'tâfuckâdon't do that yet or I'm going to come right now."
You do it again.
"Fuckâ" He groans, hips jerking. "You're not playing fair."
"I don't want fair. I want you to fuck me."
His jaw tightens. He pulls out slowlyâyou feel every inch leaving youâthen slams back in.
"Oh fuckâ"
"Like that?"
"Yesâgod yesâ"
He does it again. Pulls almost all the way out, then drives back in hard and deep. The angle makes him hit that perfect spot and you go rigid, breath catching, mind blank.
"Right thereâfuckâright thereâ"
"Here?" He thrusts again, hitting that same spot.
His jaw works like he's biting back the rest of the sentence. His fingers dig harder into your hips.
"Harderâ"
"You want it harder?"
"Pleaseâ"
He adjusts his angle, grips your hips tighter, and slams into you hard and deep, making your tits bounce with each thrust, exactly how you asked for it.
The only sounds are his heavy breathing, the sharp slap of his hips against yours, and the wet slide of his cock moving inside you with every brutal thrust.
"Fuckâlisten to how wet you areâ"
"Don't stopâ"
"Not stoppingâ"
Each thrust pushes you up the bed. He fills you completelyâno space left between where you end and he begins.
"Megumiâ"
"Say my name again."
"Megumiâ"
He slams into you harder.
"Again."
"Megumiâfuckâ"
His pace becomes punishingâhips snapping against yours, cock driving into you over and over. Eyes dark, jaw clenched, he fucks you like he's been waiting for this.
He buries his face in your neck, breathing hard, hips never stopping.
His hand slides between your bodies, finding your clit.
"Ohâ"
"I want you to come again."
"I'm closeâ"
"Yeah?"
"Yeahâright thereâdon't stopâ"
He maintains the same pace, same pressure. The orgasm builds fast. Your walls start fluttering around him.
You come hardâbody locked tight, thighs shaking, clenching around him.
"OhâMegumiâ"
"That's it. Squeeze me just like that."
He keeps thrusting through it, prolonging every wave until you're gasping. You go limp beneath him, shaking and sensitive, but he's still rock hard inside you.
"You didn'tâ"
"Not yet."
He pulls out slowly. The absence of him hits almost like pain.
"Turn over."
Your brain is still foggy. "What?"
"On your stomach. Now."
The command in his voice sends a thrill through you. You flip over, still shaking. His hands are immediately on your hips, rough and possessive, yanking them up.
"Arch your back."
You shift, pressing your chest into the mattress, spine curved exactly how he wants.
"Fuck."
His hands slide over your ass, squeezing hard. He spreads you open with his thumbs.
"You're dripping down your thighs. Made such a mess."
He positions himself behind you, the thick head of his cock dragging through your folds.
"You're going to take every inch like this."
He pushes in. The angle makes him feel biggerâstretching you open, filling you so deep you can barely breathe.
"Oh fuckâoh godâ"
"That's it. Youâre doing so good.â
He doesn't stop until he's completely inside youâseated so deep your body adjusts around him.
"So fucking deepâ"
"I know." His voice is wrecked.
He pulls almost all the way out, then slams back in hard. The force pushes you forward into the mattress.
"Fuck!"
His hands grip your hips bruisingly tight and he starts pounding into you, deep and relentless. The only sound is the sharp slap of his hips against your ass with every thrust, your high pitched moans muffled into the mattress and the wet sounds of him moving in and out of you.
"Megâumiâahâah!"
He pulls almost all the way out, then drives back in. Your breath catches, your whole body going tight around him. Each thrust pushes you forward until youâre grabbing at the sheets, face pressed into the mattress.
âAhâahââ
His fingers dig into your hips.
âDonât hide it.â
He leans over you, changing the angle, and your next sound breaks louder.
âThatâs it,â he says, rough and close to your ear. âLet me hear you.â
One hand slides up your back, pressing you down into the mattress. Youâre completely pinned.
âStill want me to stop holding back?â
âYesââ
âGood.â
âItâs so deepââ
âI know.â His voice is wrecked. âBreathe.â
The headboard starts hitting the wall.
"Everyone's going to hearâ"
"I don't care."
His thrusts get even harder. Reckless now. Like the world outside the dorm room doesnât matter anymore.
"Oh godâ"
CRACKÂ .
His palm connects with your assâhard. The sharp sound echoes through the room. You clench around him involuntarily at the feeling of it.
"Ahâ"
The sting blooms across your skin, hot and immediate.
"Fuckâ" he groans. âGodâjust like that.â
CRACK.
Another spank, harder this time. Your whole body jolts forward.
He slows suddenly. Just for a second. You feel every inch of him buried deep inside you, stretching you open. His hand slides up your spineâalmost gentle.
Then he's moving again.
His hand tangles in your hair. He yanksâhard. Your head snaps back, spine arching as he pulls you up against his chest. Your back is flush against him, his cock still buried deep inside you.
He's breathing into your earârough and uncontrolled. One arm wraps around your waist, holding you in place. The other hand slides upâ
"You want this?" he asks quietly.
"Yes."
His fingers wrap around your throat. He thrusts up into you, grinding deep, and you gasp. His other hand moves to your breast, squeezing roughly, thumb brushing over your nipple.
"You really wanted this?"
"Yes."
"With me?"
"Megumiâ"
"Say it."
Your breath catches.
"With you."
His jaw tightens, but his eyes go unsteady.
"You're mineâ" He punctuates it with a particularly deep thrust. "Say it."
"I'm yoursâ"
"Fuck yes you are."
His hips roll up. The hand on your throat tightens. He's shaking. No more restraint. His fingers work your nipple while his cock drives up into you, desperate and relentless.
"Come for me," he breathes. "Want to feel youâ"
The pressure builds impossibly fast.
"IÂ can'tâ"
His hips snap up harder, hitting that perfect spot with every thrust.
"Yes you can. Let go."
The orgasm slams into you. Your entire body goes rigid, back arching against his chest. Your pussy clamps down on him and he groans.
"Fuckâ"
You're shaking violently in his arms. You can feel yourself gushing around him, soaking his cock.
"Can'tâ" His voice breaks. "Fuckâ"
His rhythm falters. His hips slam up one final time, burying himself as deep as physically possible. You feel the first hot pulse of his cum flooding into you.
"Fuckâfuckâ"
His cock throbs inside you, pumping rope after rope of cum deep into your pussy. He's shivering, groaning brokenly against your neck, hips jerking with each pulse. The hand on your throat tightens reflexively. You can feel itâthe heat, the fullness, his cum filling you completely.
Finally, he stills, pressed tight against you, both of you trembling. His hand releases your throat slowly. Both arms wrap around you, holding you against his chest as you both struggle to breathe. You can feel his cock still twitching inside you, his cum hot and thick.
Slowly, carefully, he pulls out. The slide of his softening cock leaving you makes you both gasp. Then you feel itâhis cum immediately starts spilling out of you. Thick and warm, dripping down your thighs, pooling on the sheets beneath you.
"Fuck," he breathes, the word rough.
His eyes are fixed between your legs, watching his release leak out of your swollen pussy.
He reaches down, fingers sliding through the mess. Gently pushes some of it back inside you. You whimper at the oversensitivity.
"SorryâI justâ" He swallows hard. "You're dripping."
"Your fault."
"I know."
But he can't seem to look away from the sight of youâthoroughly fucked, his cum still seeping out of you. He gently turns you over. You're completely spent. He lies down beside you, pulling you against his chest.
His hand moves slowly over your back while both of you come down, neither of you ready to break the quiet yet.
"You okay?" he asks quietly.
"Yeah."
"I wasn't too rough?"
"No, Megumi.â
He's quiet for a moment. Then he buries his face in your neck. "I can't believe we justâ"
"Don't get weird about it."
"I'm not getting weird."
"You're getting weird."
"Shut up." But he pulls you closer. His lips brush your shoulder.
"I meant what I said," he murmurs. "I've wanted this for a long time."
"Me too."
His hand continues its soothing path up and down your spine. âWe should probablyâ"
"Don't move yet."
"Okay." You feel him smile against your skin. "You're going to fall asleep."
"Maybe."
"We should at least clean up."
"In a minute."
He huffs a quiet laugh. But he doesn't move either. His arms tighten around you. You turn in his arms to face him. His expression is vulnerable. Open. You kiss him gently.
"Thank you for not holding back."
"I don't think I could have even if I tried."
"Good."
He tucks a strand of hair behind your ear. "We should talk aboutâ"
"Tomorrow."
"Tomorrow?"
"Yeah. Right now I just want to stay like this."
He considers this. Then nods. "Okay. Tomorrow."
He pulls you back against his chest. His heartbeat is steady under your ear.
"For the record," he says quietly, "I'm not deleting Tumblr from your phone."
You laugh. "Why not?"
"Because now I know what you think about."
"That's embarrassing."
"That's helpful."
"Helpful?"
"Mm. Now I know exactly what you want." His hand slides down to your hip. "And I plan to give you all of it."
Your breath catches. "All of it?"
"Every single thing you've ever thought about."
"That's a long list."
"Good." He kisses your temple. "We have time."
You smile against his chest. "Yeah. We do."
TOGE ⥠HOME
The common room is almost empty. Late afternoon sunlight spills through the windows, warming the couch where you'd abandoned your phone while you ran upstairs to grab a jacket before training.
Toge wanders in quietly. He'd been looking for the rice crackers Panda swore were hidden somewhere in the kitchen.
Instead, he spots your phone buzzing on the coffee table. The screen lights up. A familiar face stares back at him. His own.
He blinks. "âŠSalmon?"
He isn't trying to snoop. He reaches over automatically, intending to silence the notification before it keeps buzzing.
His thumb brushes the screen. The notification disappears. The Tumblr page underneath comes into view. A piece of fan art. Of him.
His eyebrows lift.
???
Curious despite himself, he glances down. Tags fill the screen.
#inumaki toge x reader
#toge smut
#cursed speech
#toge boyfriend
Then they drift back to the first sentence. His gaze lingers. Just for a second.
You step into the common room carrying a grocery bag. "âŠToge?"
He looks up. Your smile dies instantly. His expression is impossible to readânot annoyed, not embarrassed, just quietly focused. Your stomach drops.
"âŠThat's my phone."
He lowers it without looking away from you. "âŠSalmon."
The single word is calm. Almost amused. He presses the power button. The screen goes black.
Click.
He places the phone carefully on the coffee table. No teasing. No interrogation. Just silence.
You clear your throat. "I can explain."
He closes the distance in two deliberate steps.
"TogeâŠ"
He stops only when he's standing directly in front of you. Close enough that you have to tilt your head back to meet his eyes. You suddenly become fascinated by the floor. A single finger slips beneath your chin.
His touch is gentle, steady, and completely certain.
He lifts your face until you're looking at him again. He holds your gaze, the corner of his mouth curling upwardâbarely there, but unmistakable.
"âŠBonito flakes."
You blink. "âŠWhat?"
He taps his own chest once, glances toward the phone, and looks back at you with a raised eyebrow.
So that's what you've been thinking about.
You hide your face in your hands. "I actually need to disappear."
His shoulders shake with a silent laugh.
You groan. "Please don't laugh."
He reaches up and gently catches your wrist, lowering one of your hands from your face.
When you finally look at him again, the amusement has faded. His hand stays around your wrist, light but certain, and he waits for you to understand.
"âŠSalmon."
You swallow. "What?"
He glances toward the hallway leading to the dorm rooms. Then back to you.
He gives a tiny nod that somehow manages to be both an invitation and the certainty that you'll accept it. Then he turns and walks down the hallway, stopping partway to glance back over his shoulder. He waits like he already knows you're going to follow, and somehow that makes it harder to move.
"âŠYou're really just going to make me follow you?"
He nods once, and you laugh nervously despite yourself.
Is this actually happening?Â
He just waits.
After a beat, you set the grocery bag down by the door.
"âŠOkay."
You follow him down the quiet hallway, your pulse refusing to slow as the sounds of the common room fade farther and farther behind.
His door is at the end of the hall. He opens it without looking back and steps inside.
He leaves it open just enough for you to follow. You hesitate in the doorway.Â
His room is cleaner than you expectedâminimal and organized, with books stacked neatly on the desk and soft afternoon light filtering through half-closed blinds.
He waits beside the bed without saying a word. You step inside and close the door behind you, and the click of the latch suddenly sounds much louder than it should.
Then he reaches up slowly, deliberately, and hooks one finger into the zipper of his high collar.
You watch as he pulls it down. Inch by inch. The sound of the zipper is the only thing you can hear besides your own heartbeat.
When it's fully open, he lets the collar fall away from his mouth. The Snake and Fangs markings are stark against his pale skin. He looks different like this. Sharper. More dangerous.
He crosses the last few feet between you. When he's close enough to touch, he stopsâclose enough that you can feel the warmth radiating from him, that you can smell his cologne. He tilts his head slightly, asking a question without words.
"âŠSalmon?"
It's a question.
You nod. "Yeah."
His hand comes up to cup your jaw, thumb brushing over your cheek. Then he leans in and kisses you.
His mouth is hot and demanding, tongue sliding against yours with an urgency that makes your knees weak. He kisses like he's been holding back for months, like now that the door is closed he doesn't have to pretend anymore.
You make a small sound against his mouth. He swallows it. His other hand finds your hip, pulling you flush against him. You can feel how hard he is already.
The kiss deepens. He walks you backward until your legs hit the edge of his bed.
Then he pulls back just enough to look at you. His pupils are blown wide.
He's breathing hard, reaching for the hem of your shirt before pausing.
"âŠSalmon?"
"Yes."
He pulls it over your head in one smooth motion. Tosses it aside.
His hands are on you immediately, sliding up your ribs, thumbs brushing the underside of your bra.
You reach for his uniform jacket. He helps you push it off his shoulders. Then his shirt. This close, you can see the way his chest rises and falls with each breath. The lean muscle of his arms and stomach.
He's beautiful. He catches your wrist and brings your hand to his mouth, pressing a kiss to your palm.
Then he guides it down to rest flat against his chest. You can feel his heartbeat. It's racing.
"âŠShake," he murmurs against your hair.
You're not sure what he means until his hands move to your jeans, popping the button open.
Oh.
He wants you to keep touching him. You slide your hand down his stomach as he works your jeans down your hips. His abs flex under your touch.
When your jeans are pooled at your feet, you step out of them. He's still wearing his pants. You reach for his waistband.
He catches your hand. Shakes his head.
"âŠOkaka."
Not yet. He guides you to sit on the edge of the bed. Then he kneels in front of you.
Your pulse jumps. He hooks his fingers into the sides of your underwear and looks up at you.
"âŠSalmon?"
"Yes."
He pulls them down slowly. You lift your hips to help. When you're bare in front of him, he sits back on his heels for a moment. Just looking.
You can't look away. "Togeâ"
He leans forward and presses a kiss to the inside of your knee. Then higher. Your thigh. Higher. You're trembling.
His hands slide up the outside of your thighs, gripping firmly, and he spreads you open. The first touch of his tongue makes you gasp. He groans. The sound vibrates through you.
His tongue is warm and wet and relentless, lapping at you with a hunger that makes your head spin. He's not tentative about it. Not shy.
He eats you out like he's been thinking about this for months. Your hand finds his hair. He makes another low sound of approval. His tongue circles your clit, then flattens against it.
Your hips jerk. He holds you down with one hand splayed across your lower stomach.
"Oh my Godâ"
He pulls back just enough to look up at you. His mouth is wet.
"âŠShake."
Then he dives back in. This time he slides two fingers inside you. You cry out.
He curls them up, finding that spot that makes your vision blur, and sucks on your clit at the same time.
"Togeâfuckâ"
He doesn't stop. Doesn't slow down.
Just keeps working you with his mouth and fingers until you're shaking, thighs trying to close around his head.
He forces them back open. The orgasm builds fast. Too fast.
You're not readyâ
"I'mâoh God, I'mâ"
He groans against you and that's all it takes. You come hard, back arching off the bed, hand fisting in his hair. He works you through it, tongue gentling but not stopping until you're gasping and pushing at his head.
When he finally pulls back, his chin is wet. He wipes it with the back of his hand, then stands and hauls you further up the bed.
You barely have time to process before he's climbing over you. His mouth finds yours again. You can taste yourself on his tongue. It should be embarrassing. It's not.
He settles his weight between your legs, and you can feel how hard he is through his pants. You reach down to touch him. He catches your wrist.
He pins your first wrist above your head, then the other, holding both in one hand. He looks down at you and his expression has changedâsomething darker there now, more intense.
"âŠTakana," he murmurs.
A warning. You swallow.
"What are youâ"
He reaches over to his phone on the nightstand and types quickly, keeping you pinned with one hand. Then he turns the screen toward you.
Can I use my voice?
Your breath catches. You know what he's asking. What his Cursed Speech can do.
"Yes," you whisper.
He studies your face, then types again.
If you say stop, I stop. No questions.
"Okay."
His thumb hovers over the screen for a moment.
Promise?
"I promise."
He sets the phone aside. When he looks back at you, his eyes are different nowâdarker, more intense. There's relief there too. Permission.
He leans down until his lips brush your ear. His voice drops. Lower than you've ever heard it. Distorted. Echoing.
âStay still.â
The command hits you like a physical force. Your body freezes. You can't move your arms, can't shift your hips. Your eyes go wide. He pulls back to look at you.
There's something almost apologetic in his expression. But also hungry. He releases your wrists. You still can't move them.
He sits back and finally works his pants open, pushing them down just enough.
Oh.
He's leaner than you expected. Defined muscle without bulk. There's quiet strength in himâthe kind that doesn't announce itself. He wraps one hand around himself, stroking slowly while he looks at you. You want to squirm but you can't.
"Togeâ"
"âŠShake."
He's telling you it's okay. He shifts forward, one hand bracing beside your head. The other guides himself to your entrance. He rubs the head through your wetness once, twice, before starting to push in slowlyâso impossibly slow.
You can feel every inch. The stretch is intense.
He watches your face as he moves deeper, pausing halfway, breathing hard.
"âŠShake?"
He's asking if you're okay. You can't nod. Can't move your body. But your voice still works.
"Yes," you manage.
When he's fully seated inside you, he drops his forehead to yours and stays still, just breathing. Then the command releases and suddenly you can move again. Your hands fly to his shoulders.
"Oh my Godâ"
He pulls back and thrusts in hard. He does it again. And again. Finding a rhythm that's deep and relentless. The bed creaks under you. His breathing is harsh in your ear.
"FuckâTogeâ"
"âŠShakeâŠ"
He sounds wrecked already. One of his hands slides down to grip your hip. Hard enough to bruise.
He uses the leverage to pull you into each thrust. The angle changes. He's hitting that spot inside you with every stroke. You're not going to last.Â
"TogeâI'mâ"
He pulls out completely. Flips you over onto your stomach before you can protest. His hand presses between your shoulder blades. Then his voice drops into that distorted register again.
"Arch your back."
Your body obeys before your brain catches up, your spine curving, hips lifting in presentationâyou can't fight it, don't want to, can't lower yourself back down.
"Oh Godâ"
He grips your hips with both hands. Lines himself up. Slams back in. The angle is devastating. He's so deep like this. He sets a punishing pace, hips snapping against your ass.
The sound of skin on skin fills the room. You're making noises you've never made before. High and desperate. He leans over you, chest pressed to your back. One hand slides up to wrap around your throat. His mouth is right by your ear.
His thrusts are getting erratic. Harder. You're so close. Right on the edge.
"PleaseâTogeâpleaseâ"
His hand closes around your throatâlight, controlled pressure. You can breathe. You could speak if you needed to. But you feel the weight of his hand there, the reminder of how much restraint he's choosing to use. How much he's trusting you not to make him lose it.
The word comes out ruined and powerful.
"Come."
Your body moves before your brain can catch up.
The command detonates inside you.
Your body seizesâevery muscle locking tight as the command drags the orgasm from you. It's not pleasure building and cresting. It's your nervous system hijacked, forced into obedience. Your walls clench rhythmically, violently around him, and then something else happens.
Liquid heat floods out of you. You can feel itâwet and uncontrollable, soaking the sheets beneath you, running down your thighs, dripping onto his cock as he keeps fucking into you. Your brain short-circuits.
Oh God. Oh no. Whatâ
Panic cuts through the pleasure. You try to pull away, mortified, but his command still has you locked in place. You can't move. Can't hide. The orgasm is still tearing through you and you're still coming and you can feel more wetness andâ
"TogeâI'm sorryâI don't know whatâ"
He makes a sound you've never heard from him before. A deep, guttural groan that's almost a growl.
His hips stutter. Then he's pulling out just enough to look down, and you hear his sharp inhale when he sees the evidence of what he did to you. The soaked sheets. Your thighs glistening. His cock wet with it.
Then he slams back in. Harder than before.
You cry out and he does it again. And again. His control completely shattered. One hand slides around to your front, fingers finding where you're swollen and oversensitive, and he presses down.
"âŠShake," he growls against your ear. The approval in his voice is unmistakable, flooding through you. Yes. God, yes.
"I didn't mean toâ" Your voice breaks. "I've neverâ"
His hand leaves your front to grip your hip, holding you in place as he drives into you. You can hear how wet you are. The embarrassment starts to burn but he's making these desperate, hungry noises. His mouth finds your shoulder and he bites downânot hard enough to really hurt, but enough to ground you. To tell you without words that this is good. That he's losing his mind over what he just made you do.
His rhythm falls apart when his hand slides back between your legs, fingers finding what he needs, and you understand. He wants to make you do it again.
"TogeâI can'tâ"
"Come," he rasps. "Again." His voice distorted and rough.
He swallows hard, and you hear a slight rasp in his breathing. His hand touches his throat briefly before returning to grip your hip.
Your body locks up. The second wave crashes through youâharder, deeperâand you feel it, that uncontrollable flood, and you're sobbing now, overwhelmed, while he groans against your neck.
When the command finally releases you, you collapse forward. He goes with you, still inside you, pressing you into the mattress with his weight. His hips continue their slow grind against you before he pulls out. You whimper at the loss, but then his hands are flipping you onto your backâhe needs to see your face.
He pushes back inside you and the look in his eyes is almost vulnerable. He leans down and kisses you, softer this time, almost sweet. His hips roll in slow, deep strokes as you wrap your legs around his waist and pull him closer. You reach up to touch his face, and he catches both your wrists, pressing them above your head.
His voice drops into that distorted register.
"Keep them there."
Your arms lock in place. You want to move them but you can't.
"Togeâ"
He lifts his head, his voice dropping again.
"Look at me."
The command is barely above a whisper but still distorted. You see him swallow against the strain.
Your eyes lock on his. You couldn't look away if you tried. He cups your face with one hand, keeping you there, held in his gaze while he thrusts deep and slow.
You're building again, impossibly, and you're going toâ
The command leaves him rougher this time.
"Come."
Your body obeys before your mind can catch up. It rips through youâharder than the first two. Your whole body locks up, clenching around him. He makes a choked sound, his hips stuttering. It's the first real word you've heard from himâhis voice rough and strained.
"Fuckâ"
He thrusts in deep one last time and comes with a broken groan, spilling inside you.
His whole body shudders. He collapses on top of you, face buried in your neck, breathing hard. You can feel his heart hammering against your chest.
Neither of you movesâjust breathing, coming down. Then he starts coughing, harsh and painful-sounding. He rolls off you, one hand coming up to his throat.
"Togeâ"
He waves you off, coughing harder now.
"Where's your water?"
He points to the desk. You scramble out of bed and grab the water bottle, bringing it back to him. He takes it with a grateful look and drinks.
When he lowers the bottle, there's blood at the corner of his mouth, dripping down his chin. The clan markings around his lips are smeared with it.
"Does it hurt?"
He nods, making a face, and you feel a pang of guilt.
"I'm sorryâ"
He shakes his head quickly. "âŠSalmon."
It's worth it.Â
He hesitates, then points to his desk drawer. You go over and open it.
Inside is a small bottle of cough syrup, throat spray, and medicated lozenges.
He'd known exactly what this would cost him. You bring the supplies back to the bed.
You gesture for him to sit up. He does. You open the cough syrup and give it to him.
"Here."
He takes it and swallows it down, grimacing. You notice a box of tissues on his nightstand. Pulling one free, you gently wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth.
He doesn't look away while you work. When you finish with his mouth, you move to his throat.
You trace the markings with your fingertips. He closes his eyes and leans into your touch.
"TogeâŠ"
He opens his eyes and catches your hand, pressing it against his chest over his heart.
"âŠSalmon."
He wanted to. Tears prick your eyes.
"You're ridiculous."
He smiles. It's soft. He tugs you closer. You go willingly, letting him pull you down onto the bed beside him. He immediately wraps around you. Arms tight around your waist. Face buried in your hair.
His whole body is pressed against yours. You've never felt so completely held.
He nuzzles into your neck. You can feel his breath against your skinâwarm, even, no longer held back.
He's not tense. Not locked down. Not controlling every breath, every sound, every syllable. He's just breathing.
"Toge?"
"âŠMm?"
"You're notâyou're really relaxed right now."
He pauses, then nods against your neck. He pulls back to look at youâhis eyes are soft, completely unguarded.
He reaches for his phone on the nightstand and types carefully, deleting once before trying again. Then he turns the screen toward you.
I've always been afraid of my voice. Around everyone.
With you⊠I don't have to be.
I can just be me.
You finish reading. Your eyes blur with tears.
"TogeâŠ"
He gently takes your hand. Brings it to his mouth. With one finger, he traces slowly across your palm:
S-A-F-E.
He pauses. Looks up to make sure you're following. Then finishes:
H-O-M-E.
"Yeah?"
He nods. Presses a kiss to your forehead.
"I'm not afraid of you," you whisper. "I never was."
His whole body shudders.
"You don't have to cage yourself with me."
His eyes shine first. Then his face crumplesâquiet and helpless, like he hates that you can see it. You run your fingers through his hair, holding him while his shoulders shake, letting him break in a way he probably never has before. You keep your fingers in his hair until his shoulders stop shaking and his breathing steadies. Then he pulls back. His eyes are red, but he's smiling.
"âŠShake."
Thank you.
You smile back.
"Yeah."
He brushes a strand of hair from your face, then shifts and pulls you against his chest. He grabs the blanket, wrapping you both completely in its weightâcomforting and grounding. You can feel his heartbeat under your cheek, steady and calm.
"This is nice," you murmur.
"âŠSalmon."
You trace idle patterns on his chest. He catches your hand. Brings it to his mouth. Traces letters on your palm again.
S-T-A-Y.
You freeze.
"Yeah?"
He nods.
You turn your face up to look at him.
"I'm not going anywhere."
The corner of his mouth liftsâjust barely. He leans down and kisses you, soft and unhurried, nothing like the desperate urgency from before. When he pulls back, he settles you against his chest, his chin resting on your head. You close your eyes, exhausted and completely content.
"Toge?"
"âŠMm?"
"Thank you."
He squeezes you gently. "âŠShake."
You smile.
Outside, the sun is setting, bathing the room in warm orange light. You feel him relax even further against you, his breathing slowing and deepening as sleep begins to take him.
So you stay there, tucked against him while the room goes darker around you. His hand settles at the back of your head, keeping you close even as his breathing slows. You press a kiss to his chest.
"I've got you," you whisper.
He makes a small, content sound. You close your eyes. Let yourself drift.
The last thing you feel before sleep takes you is his fingers tracing one more word on your shoulder blade.
H-O-M-E.
You smile.
Yeah.
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TUMBLR TROUBLE #2 â YUJI âą YUTA âą
the Jujutsu Kaisen men youâve been reading about⊠again.
⊠SUMMARY You accidentally leave your tumblr open⊠and the Jujutsu Kaisen men youâve been reading about on Tumblr discover your fanfiction.
⊠NOTE: this is set in a college AU where all characters are 18+
⊠FEATURING: yuji Itadori and yuta okkotsu.
⊠CONTENT WARNINGS: mdni. explicit sexual content, x reader, mutual pining, accidental confession, friends to lovers, kissing, heavy petting, oral (f receiving + m receiving), fingering, handjobs, penetrative sex (p in v), unprotected sex, creampie, multiple orgasms, dirty talk, praise, body worship, breast play, nipple stimulation, hair pulling, light choking, spanking/ass slapping, rough sex, possessive affection, dominant behavior, throat fucking, cumplay, overstimulation, squirting, cursed speech used sexually, consensual magical compulsion/body control, forced orgasm via cursed speech, voice strain/blood mention, emotional intimacy, aftercare, fluff, humor, happy endings.
⊠WORD COUNT: 9.1k+ words / ~40 mins
authorâs note ⥠originally this was supposed to be one giant part two with yuji, megumi, yuta, and toge, but tumblr said absolutely not. so i had to split it into two parts!!
this one is yuji + yuta, and megumi + toge will be next. also yes, you may guess which ones were my favorites based on the word counts lmao. hope you enjoy âĄ
YUJI ⥠AGAIN
Yuji is supposed to be helping you clean up the common room.
Technically.
In reality, heâs sitting cross-legged on the floor beside the coffee table, surrounded by empty snack wrappers, two half-finished sodas, and the blanket Nobara abandoned before declaring she was âtoo emotionally matureâ to watch another horror movie with him screaming at jump scares.
Youâre in the tiny kitchenette, rinsing bowls in the sink.
âDo we think Megumi would get mad if I finished his chips?â Yuji calls.
âYes.â
A pause.
âWhat if I leave him the crumbs?â
âThen heâll kill you slower.â
Yuji considers this seriously.
ââŠOkay, fair.â
You laugh under your breath, turning the faucet off. âJust put them back.â
âI am putting them back.â
The crinkle of the bag says otherwise.
âYuji.â
âWhat? Iâm making sure theyâre still fresh.â
âYouâre eating them.â
âIâm quality checking.â
You grab a dish towel and turn around, ready to argue, when your phone buzzes on the couch beside him.
Yuji looks over automatically. Heâs not snooping⊠not really. Itâs just that instinctive glance people give when a screen lights up nearby.
Your stomach drops before you even know why. Then you remember.
Tumblr.
Still open.
Still very much open.
Yujiâs hand pauses halfway inside the chip bag. His eyes move over the screen. He reads one sentence. His mouth parts slightly.
His brows lift.
ââŠOh.â
Your soul leaves your body.
âYuji.â
He reads another line before his brain seems to catch up with his eyes. Then his face goes bright red.
ââŠOH.â
You lunge across the room.
âYuji!â
He grabs the phone on reflex, holding it away as you dive for it, not even because heâs trying to keep it from you at first. He just looks genuinely stunned, like his hand moved before his thoughts finished loading.
âWaitâwait, hold onââ
âGive me my phone!â
âIâm notââ His eyes flick back down, and his ears go even redder. âIâm not trying to read it!â
âYou are literally reading it!â
âI read, like, two sentences!â
âTwo too many!â
He turns his head away from the screen with visible effort, arm still extended while you try to snatch it back. Unfortunately, Yuji is Yuji, which means even sitting down he has the advantage of absurd reflexes and unfair arm strength.
You climb half over the couch trying to reach it. He leans back, laughing now, breathless and flustered.
âOkay, okay, Iâm sorryââ
âThen give it back!â
âI will! I justââ He glances at the screen again despite himself.
âYuji!â
âIâm sorry!â
His voice cracks on the apology, but now heâs staring. Not at the body of the post this time. At the tags. His expression shifts. You know the exact moment he sees his own name.
#yuji itadori x reader
#yuji x you
#boyfriend yuji
#touch starved yuji
#yuji smut
He blinks once. Then again. Everything stops. You stop fighting for the phone. Yuji stops laughing.
His thumb rests against the side of the case, but he doesnât scroll. Doesnât keep reading. Doesnât make a joke.
He just looks at the tags.
Then at you.
Then back at the phone.
ââŠThatâs me.â
You cover your face with both hands.
âIâm moving countries.â
âWait.â His voice is softer now. âThatâs⊠me?â
âNo.â
He gives you a look.
You peek through your fingers. âItâs a fictionalized version of you.â
âThat has my full name in the tag?â
âLots of people have names.â
âYuji Itadori?â
You drop your hands. âPlease stop being logical right now.â
His mouth twitches, but he still looks dazed. He lowers the phone a little.
âSoâŠâ
âNo.â
âI didnât even ask anything.â
âI can hear the question forming.â
He scratches the back of his neck, suddenly unable to look directly at you. The blush has spread down his neck.
âI justâŠâ He glances at the phone again, then quickly sets it face-down on the couch between you like it might explode. âI didnât know people wrote stuff like that about me.â
You stare at him. Then your embarrassment briefly gives way to disbelief.
âYuji.â
âWhat?â
âYouâve never thought people might be attracted to you?â
He looks genuinely confused. âNot like that.â
âOh my god.â
âWhat?â
âYouâre built like you got designed in a lab to make people lose focus.â
His face goes blank. Then red. Then very, very pleased.
ââŠReally?â
You point at him. âDo not make me regret saying that.â
âIâm not!â He sits up straighter, failing miserably at hiding his smile. âIâm just processing.â
âProcess silently.â
âIâm trying.â
âYou are grinning.â
âIâm processing happily.â
You groan and reach for your phone, but his hand lands over yours before you can grab it. Not stopping you hard. Just enough to make you pause. His palm is warm over your knuckles.
When you look up, the joking expression has softened into something much more dangerous. Not dangerous like Megumi. Not sharp or controlled. Just open, warm, honest.
Yuji looks at you like the answer matters more than he expected it to.
âWere you reading it because it was me?â
Your breath catches.
The room suddenly feels too quiet without Nobara complaining, without the movie playing, without Yuji laughing through mouthfuls of stolen chips.
You pull your hand back slowly.
âIâŠâ
His eyes stay on yours.
âI wonât be weird about it,â he says quickly. âI mean, I might be a little weird because Iâm me, but not bad weird. Just normal weird.â
Despite yourself, you almost laugh.
He exhales, nervous now. âI just want to know.â
You look down at the phone lying between you. At the stupid black screen. At the evidence of every thought you never planned to say out loud. Then you look back at him.
ââŠYes.â
Yuji goes still.
You swallow.
âYes, I was reading it because it was you.â
His lips part slightly.
âOh.â
The word is soft this time. Nothing like the startled one from before. You force yourself to keep going before you lose your nerve.
âAnd yeah, itâs embarrassing. And no, I didnât plan for you to find out by seeing my Tumblr open like a crime scene.â
His mouth twitches.
âBut it wasnât just random. It wasnât just because someone wrote your name. It wasâŠâ You look away, heat crawling up your face again. âIt was because sometimes itâs easier to read about wanting you than actually tell you.â
Yuji doesnât speak. For once. That more than anything makes your nerves spike. You glance back. Heâs staring at you like you just handed him something fragile. Something he wants badly and is afraid to drop.
âYou want me?â
Your chest aches at how quietly he asks it.
You huff a nervous laugh. âYuji.â
âI know, I know. I justââ He rubs both hands over his face, then drops them. âSorry. Iâm not trying to make you say it twice.â
âYou kind of are.â
âI kind of am,â he admits.
The honesty breaks something in you. Your shoulders loosen.
âYes,â you say. âI want you.â
Yujiâs whole expression changes. Not into a smirk. Not into some practiced confidence. Into something brighter. Softer. Like joy hit him so fast he didnât know where to put it.
âOh.â
âYou keep saying that.â
âIâm having a big day.â
You laugh, embarrassed and helpless. Then he looks at the phone again.
âSo when you read stuff like thatâŠâ
âDo not.â
âIâm not being mean!â
âYou are about to be unbearable.â
âIâm asking respectfully.â
âYouâre holding my emotional wellbeing hostage.â
He grins, but his voice lowers.
âWhen you read it,â he says, âwere you imagining me doing those things?â
Your heart stutters. Yuji notices. Of course he notices. The grin fades a little, replaced by something more focused. Your silence answers before you do. His eyes drop to your mouth, then lift again.
âOh.â
âYuji.â
âSorry.â He doesnât sound sorry. âThat one slipped out.â
You grab a pillow and press it to your face.
âI hate this.â
âNo you donât.â
You lower the pillow just enough to glare. âExcuse me?â
His ears are still red, but thereâs a new confidence in his smile now. Not smug. Just certain.
âYouâd be way more mad if you hated it.â
Your mouth opens but nothing comes out. Yujiâs smile softens. He reaches over and gently takes the pillow from your hands.
âSoâŠâ
He looks at you. Then at the phone. Then back at you.
âYouâve been thinking about this?â
You close your eyes. âPlease give me my phone.â
âI will.â
âYouâre not giving it to me.â
âIâm emotionally getting there.â
âYuji.â
He laughs softly, but it fades almost immediately. When he speaks again, his voice is quieter.
âI meanâŠâ
He scratches the back of his neck.
âYou couldâve just told me.â
Your pulse jumps.
âTold you what?â
He shifts closer on the couch. Not much, but enough.
âThat you wanted my attention.â
The air leaves your lungs. His knee brushes yours. His hand is still holding the pillow, forgotten now, his fingers curled into the fabric. You stare at him. Yujiâs grin turns impossibly gentle.
âYou donât have to read about some fictional guy.â
A pause.
âIâm literally right here.â
Your heart is pounding so hard youâre sure he can hear it.
âThat is such an annoyingly good line.â
His smile widens. âYeah?â
âDonât get cocky.â
âIâm trying not to.â
âYouâre failing.â
âA little.â
You laugh, and he laughs too, but neither of you moves away. His hand lifts slowly, brushing a strand of hair away from your face. Heâs touched you before. Of course he has.
Yuji is casual with affection. Shoulder bumps. High fives. Arms thrown around people without thinking. Warmth given freely because he doesnât know how to be anything else.
But this is different. This touch has intention. His fingers linger near your cheek.
âCan I?â
Your throat goes dry.
âKiss me?â
He nods. The fact that he asks so simply makes it worse. Better, too.
You nod back.
âYeah.â
Yuji leans in. The first kiss is softer than you expect. Careful, like heâs giving you every chance to change your mind. Then your hand curls into the front of his shirt, and thatâs all it takes.
His breath catches against your mouth. His hand slides to your jaw, warm and steady, and the second kiss is deeper. Hungrier. Still Yuji, still sweet, but with the kind of focus that makes your entire body remember how strong he is.
When you pull back, his forehead rests against yours and both of you are quiet. Then he laughs under his breath.
âWhat?â
âIâm trying really hard not to say something stupid.â
You smile. âThat has never stopped you before.â
âI know. Thatâs why Iâm proud of myself.â
Your laugh turns into another kiss, and this time Yuji doesnât stay seated. He stands, pulling you up with him. You barely get both feet under you before he bends, arms hooking under your thighs.
âYujiââ
He lifts you like itâs nothing. Like you're weightless in his hands. Your arms fly around his neck. His grin comes back, bright and flushed and a little breathless.
âWhat?â he says. âYou were the one reading about me being strong.â
Your face burns.
âIâm going to kill you.â
âYouâd have to get down first.â
âPut me down.â
âDo you actually want me to?â
You stop. He looks up at you, still smiling, but the question is real. Your grip tightens around his shoulders.
ââŠNo.â
His expression softens.
âOkay then.â
He carries you toward the hall. You glance back at your phone, still abandoned on the couch. Yuji follows your gaze and laughs.
âLeave it.â
âButââ
âI already know enough.â
Your stomach flips. He shifts you slightly in his arms, holding you closer.
âAnd if thereâs something else you wanted to read about,â he says, voice lower now, âyou can tell me.â
Your face goes hot all over again.
âYuji.â
âWhat?â
âThat was smooth.â
âI know.â He beams. âIâm freaking out internally.â
That makes you laugh into his shoulder. He carries you the rest of the way to his room, still grinning, still flushed, still holding you like he has no intention of letting go.
At the door, he pauses. Not because he's unsure, but because he wants to ask. Because he's Yuji.
âStill okay?â
You brush your thumb over his cheek.
âStill okay.â
His smile turns soft again. Then he opens the door and carries you inside. He kicks the door shut behind him.
The room is warm. His bed is unmade, blankets tangled at the foot. There's a hoodie thrown over his desk chair and a half-empty water bottle on the nightstand.
He sets you down gently at the edge of the bed, his hands lingering at your waist as he looks at you like he still can't believe this is happening.
You reach up and pull him down by the front of his shirt. He goes willingly, his mouth finding yours again. This kiss is different, itâs deeper and hungrier.
His hands slide up your sides, thumbs brushing the underside of your ribs as he leans into you. You part your lips and his tongue sweeps in, warm and insistent. He tastes like the candy he was eating earlier, sweet and faintly artificial. You pull him closer and he makes a soft sound in the back of his throat.
His weight presses you backward onto the mattress. He catches himself on his forearms, caging you in, and the sheer size of him makes your breath hitch. His shoulders are so broad they block out the light from the window. His chest is solid against yours, all dense muscle and warmth.
He pulls back just enough to look at you, his pupils blown wide.
"You okay?"
"Yeah."
"Good." He grins. "Because I've been thinking about this for way too long."
"How long?"
"Like... months."
You laugh, breathless. "Months?"
"Uh-huh." He dips his head to kiss along your jaw, down to your neck. "You have no idea how hard it's been not to justâ"
He bites down gently on the curve where your neck meets your shoulder and you gasp.
"âdo that," he finishes, voice muffled against your skin.
His hands are everywhere now, sliding up your sides, tracing the curve of your waist, slipping under the hem of your shirt to touch bare skin. His palms are warm and rough, calloused from training, and the contrast makes you shiver.
âCan Iâ?â He tugs at your shirt.
âYeah.â
He shifts back just enough to kneel between your thighs. You lift your arms, and he pulls the shirt over your head carefully, like heâs trying not to rush even though his hands are already shaking. Then he just stares.
"What?"
"You're so pretty," he says, like it's the simplest fact in the world.
Your face heats.
He leans down and kisses you again, slower this time, his hands mapping the newly exposed skin. His thumbs brush the underside of your bra and you arch into the touch.
"This too?" he asks, fingers finding the clasp.
"Yes."
He fumbles with it for a second, then laughs. "Okay, hold onâ"
"Need help?"
"No, I got it, Iâthere."
The clasp gives and he slides the straps down your arms, pulling it away. He tosses it aside and then freezes, just looking at you.
"Yuji."
"Sorry." He grins, sheepish. "Just... wow."
You reach up and tug at his shirt. "Your turn."
He pulls it off in one smooth motion and your mouth goes dry. You knew he was built. You've seen him in workout clothes, seen the way his shirts stretch across his shoulders. But this is different.
His chest is all hard planes and defined muscle. His abs are cut deep, flexing slightly as he breathes. There's a faint scar along his ribs and another near his collarbone. You reach out and touch his chest, feeling the solid warmth of him under your palms.Â
He exhales shakily. "You're staring."
"You stared first."
"Fair." He catches your hand and brings it to his mouth, kissing your knuckles. Then he leans down and kisses you again, his bare chest pressing against yours.
The skin-to-skin contact makes you both groan. He kisses down your neck, your collarbone, the valley between your breasts. His mouth is hot and wet, leaving a trail of heat in its wake. When he closes his lips around your nipple, you arch up with a gasp.
"Mmm," he hums against your skin, the vibration making you shiver.
His hand comes up to palm your other breast, thumb brushing over the sensitive peak. You thread your fingers through his hair and he makes that soft sound again, the one that goes straight to your core. He switches sides, giving the other the same attention, and you're already squirming beneath him.
"Yujiâ"
"Yeah, baby?"
The nickname makes your stomach flip.
"More."
He lifts his head, grinning. "More what?"
"You know what."
"Maybe." He kisses down your stomach, his hands sliding to the waistband of your pants. "But I want to hear you say it."
"Touch me."
"I am touching you."
"Yuji."
He laughs, hooking his fingers into your waistband. "Okay, okay.â
He pulls your pants and underwear down in one go, tossing them aside. Then he sits back and just looks at you, spread out on his bed, completely bare.
"Fuck," he breathes.
You move to cover yourself but he catches your wrists gently.
"Don't. I want to look at you."
He guides your legs apart, settling between them, and the sight of him thereâbroad shoulders forcing your thighs wide, hands gripping your hipsâmakes your breath catch.
"Tell me if it's too much," he says, looking up at you through his lashes.
Then he leans down and drags his tongue up your center in one long, slow stroke.
"Ohâ"
Your hips jerk but his hands hold you steady. He does it again, this time circling your clit with the tip of his tongue, and you have to bite your lip to keep from crying out.
He's not tentative about it. He dives in like he's been starving for this, his tongue working you with messy, eager enthusiasm. He alternates between broad strokes and focused attention on your clit, and the combination is overwhelming.
"Yujiâoh fuckâ"
He groans against you, the vibration making your thighs shake. His grip on your hips tightens, fingers digging into your flesh hard enough to leave marks.
He's completely focused, his eyes closed, his face buried between your legs. Every time you try to squirm away from the intensity, he just pulls you closer, holding you open for him.
"Fuck, you taste amazing," he mumbles against your skin. "So fucking good, baby."
He seals his lips around your clit and sucks, and your back arches off the bed.
"AhâahâYujiâ"
He doesn't let up. He works you with focused determination, his tongue moving in tight circles as his hands keep you pinned in place.
The tension builds low in your belly, coiling tighter and tighter. Your fingers twist in his hair and he moans, the sound muffled and desperate.
"I'mâoh godâI'm gonnaâ"
He doubles down, sucking harder, and the tension snaps.
You come with a broken cry, your whole body tensing as pleasure crashes through you. He works you through it, his tongue gentler now, drawing it out until you're shaking and oversensitive.
When you finally push at his head, he pulls back, his lips slick and swollen.
"Holy shit," he breathes, grinning up at you. "You look so beautiful when you come like that."
You can't even respond. You're still catching your breath, your heart pounding.
He crawls up your body and kisses you, and you can taste yourself on his tongue. His hands move restlessly over youâup your sides, to your face, into your hair.
"You okay?" he asks against your mouth, his voice soft and concerned.
"Yeah. Really okay."
"Good." He kisses you again, slower this time, his weight settling over you. The solid press of his chest against yours makes you acutely aware of how much bigger he isâall dense muscle and warmth.
He grins again, that bright, genuine Yuji grin, and suddenly you're being lifted. He stands with you in his arms with the same ease he lifted you from the couch, his hands gripping your thighs.
"Okay, soâ" He laughs breathlessly. "I've been wanting to try this. Justâwrap your legs around me, yeah? I promise I won't drop you."
You lock your ankles behind his back and he walks you over to the wall, pressing your back against it. The cool surface contrasts with the heat of his body as he lines himself up.
"Hold onto my shoulders," he says, his voice rough with need. "Tell me if it's too much, okay?"
He pushes in slowly, and you both groan at the sensation. The stretch is immediate and intenseâso much more than you expected. Your breath catches as he sinks deeper, and you force yourself to relax around him, your nails digging into his shoulders.
"Okay?" he murmurs against your neck, his voice strained from holding back.
"Yeah, justâ" You swallow. "You're a lot."
His breath catches. "I know. I got you."
He stays there, steadying you, letting you adjust even though his whole body is trembling with the effort.
"Move," you whisper.
He does.
His pace is immediately intenseâdeep, powerful thrusts that hit that perfect spot inside you with each stroke. His arms don't even shake as he holds you up, his strength effortless and overwhelming.
"This is insane," he pants against your neck. "You feel so good I can'tâI can't even think straight."
You can feel the solid press of his chest against yours, the way his muscles flex with each movement. He's completely surrounding you, his size making you feel small and safe and utterly consumed.
"Yujiâoh godâ"
"Yeah? Is that good? Tell me it's good." His voice breaks on the last word, desperate and needy.
The tension builds fast, your walls fluttering around him. His pace never falters, his stamina seemingly endless as he drives into you again and again.
"I can't believe I get to do this with you," he gasps. "I've thought about this so many times and it's so much better thanâoh fuckâ"
You come with a broken cry, clenching around him as pleasure crashes through you. But he doesn't stopâhe keeps moving, fucking you through your orgasm with that same relentless energy.
"Holy shit, you're squeezing me so tightâ" He whines into your shoulder. "Can youâcan you do that again? Please?"
Your hands scrabble for purchase on his shoulders, your nails digging into his skin. The overstimulation is intense, pleasure building again before you've even recovered from the first orgasm.
"I can'tâYujiâ"
"You can, I know you can." His voice is breathless, pleading. "You feel too good, I don't want to stop yet."
He shifts the angle slightly, and you come apart again, harder this time, his name tearing out of you as your body locks around him.
The feeling wrecks him.
"Oh godâ" Yuji's rhythm falters, his grip tightening under your thighs as he buries his face against your neck. "Fuck, I can'tâ you feel too good, I can'tâ"
He tries to hold on. You can feel it in the tension of his arms, in the broken sounds catching in his throat, in the way his body fights to keep moving steadily and fails. Then he presses in deep, shaking through his release with your name muffled against your skin.
For a few breaths, neither of you moves. His forehead rests against your shoulder, his arms still locked around you, his heartbeat pounding hard against your chest.
Then he exhales, shaky and stunned.
"Holy shit."
You let out a weak laugh. "Yeah."
He huffs a breathless laugh into your neck before carefully easing you down until your feet touch the floor. Your legs almost give immediately.
"Whoaâokay, I've got you."
He keeps an arm around your waist as he guides you back to the bed, and the second youâre both on the mattress, he pulls you into him. His hand moves over your back, slower now, gentle after all that intensity.
âYou okay?â he murmurs. âI didnât hurt you, did I? I got kind of carried away.â
âYeah,â you breathe. âReally okay.â
He pulls back just enough to look at you, still dazed, like he's trying to find a normal sentence and failing.
âThat wasâŠâ He laughs under his breath. âI donât even have words.â
You laugh too, breathless, and pull him into another kiss. Itâs slower now, less frantic, his hands cupping your face like heâs trying to remind himself heâs allowed to touch you.
âI still canât believe this is happening,â he whispers against your lips. âLike, you actually want me. Thatâs crazy.â
âBelieve it,â you say, smiling.
He grins and kisses you again, rolling onto his back and pulling you with him until youâre draped across his chest. You stay there until your breathing evens out, your cheek pressed to his skin, his heart still racing under your ear.
Then you shift slightly and feel him against your thigh.
You pull back to look at him. "Yuji."
His face flushes bright red. "I know. I'm sorry. I justâI don't know what's wrong with me."
"Don't apologize." You slide down his body, and his eyes go wide.
"Waitâyou don't have toâ"
"I want to," you say, looking up at him.
His breath catches. He's hard again, flushed and leaking at the tip. You wrap your hand around him and he makes a choked sound, his head falling back against the pillow.
"Oh my god," he breathes. "You look soâI can't believe you're actuallyâ"
You lean down and drag your tongue up his length, base to tip, and his whole body jerks.
"Fuckâ"
You take him into your mouth, as much as you can, and his hand flies to your hair.
"Oh god, I can't handle how good you feel," he gasps. "Your mouth is so warm, Iâoh godâ"
You work him with your hand and mouth in tandem, and he's completely vocalâmoaning and gasping with every movement. His fingers tighten in your hair, not pushing but grounding himself.
"Please don't stop," he whines. "PleaseâI can't think straight when youâ"
His hips start to move, shallow thrusts that he can't seem to control. You hum around him in encouragement and he groans, the sound deep and desperate.
"I'm sorry, I can't help it, you just feel too goodâ"
You pull off just enough to look up at him, and his eyes are dark and blown wide, his face flushed.
You take him deeper and he whinesâactually whinesâhis grip on your hair almost painful now.
"I'm not gonna last," he gasps. "I'm trying but I can'tâyou're too good at thisâ"
You can feel him throbbing in your mouth, can feel the way his whole body is tensing. His breathing is ragged, his thighs shaking.
"I'm gonnaâif you keep doing that I'm gonnaâ" His voice breaks. "Where do you want me toâI need to knowâpleaseâ"
You double down, taking him as deep as you can, and he comes with a broken moan of your name. His whole body goes taut, his hand tightening in your hair as he pulses strings of his warm cum into your mouth.
"Oh fuckâI'm sorryâI'm sorryâthat's so goodâ"
You work him through it until he's shaking and oversensitive, then pull off gently.
He immediately pulls you up, cradling you against him with an urgency that makes your heart skip. His hands can't seem to settleâone in your hair, one at your waist, then both on your face as he kisses you again.
"Thank you," he whispers against your mouth.
You barely have time to breathe before he's kissing your cheek, your jaw, your forehead in quick succession, like he can't decide where to stop.
"Yujiâ"
"No, seriously," he says, flushed and dazed. "Thank you. That wasâGod, I don't even know what to say."
You laugh before you can help it.
He pulls back, blinking. "What?"
"You're cute."
His face goes red. "I'm not trying to be."
"I know. That's why it's cute."
He blinks at you, then kisses you againâdeeper this time, slower. You can feel him smiling against your mouth.
Then his hands tighten at your waist. You feel him hard against you again and stare.
"Yuji."
His face goes red immediately. "I know."
"Are you serious?"
He looks away like that might somehow make the problem less obvious. "I can't help it! You justâyou do something to me and I can't control it."
"Already?" You laugh in disbelief. "Yuji, we justâ"
"I know!" He covers his face with one hand, embarrassed. "I know, okay? I've been thinking about you for months and now that I finally get to touch you..." He trails off, peeking at you through his fingers. "I can't get enough. Is that weird? That's probably weird."
You shift against him deliberately and he groans, his hands flying to your hips.
"You're gonna kill me," he groans.Â
"Good." You kiss him, slow and deep.
His eyes darken. "Yeah?"
"Yeah."
Before you can catch your breath, he's carrying you over to his desk. He sweeps papers and notebooks aside with one arm and sets you down on the edge, spreading your knees wide as he steps between them.
"Is this okay?" he asks, already breathless. "I justâI need to be closer, I needâ"
He enters you again and the new angle makes you gasp. He leans over you, his broad chest blocking out everything else, and sets a hard, frantic pace.
"You feel different like this," he gasps. "Deeper. Is it too much? Tell me if it's too much."
The desk creaks beneath you with each thrust. You're already so sensitive, so overwhelmed, but he's still going.
"I can't stop," he whines. "I know I should slow down but you feel too good and I justâI can'tâ"
You can feel him getting close, his rhythm starting to falter. Your own pleasure builds again, impossibly, and you reach up to cup his face.
He groans, his pace becoming desperate. "I'm so closeâI'm trying to wait for you but I don't know if I canâ"
The tension snaps and you come togetherâyou clenching around him as he buries himself deep with a broken moan of your name. His whole body goes taut as he pulses inside you, filling you completely.
"Oh godâ" he gasps, his arms shaking as he holds himself over you. "I didn't thinkâI wasn't ready for how goodâyouâ"
You're both shaking, both gasping for air.
"Holy shit," he breathes. "That was... wow."
You can't even form words. You just nod.
He carefully pulls out and immediately scoops you up, carrying you back to the bed. You collapse together, tangled in the sheets.
"Stay here," he says, kissing your forehead. "I'll be right back."
He disappears into the bathroom and returns with a warm washcloth and a glass of water. He cleans you up gently, his touch careful and tender, then hands you the water.
"Drink," he says. "You need to hydrate after... all that."
You take a long drink while he rummages through his closet. He returns with his biggest, softest hoodie and carefully pulls it over your head. It's enormous on you, the sleeves hanging past your hands, and his grin is absolutely delighted.
"Perfect," he says, looking way too pleased with himself.
He climbs into bed beside you and pulls you against his chest, wrapping himself around you completely.
His gaze drifts over the tangled sheets, then back to you in his hoodie.
"I'm never going to be normal about this room again," he murmurs, almost disbelieving.
You hide your face against his chest, and he laughs softly, the sound rumbling through you.
He doesnât say anything right away. He just keeps you tucked against him, his hand moving in slow strokes over your back while his breathing evens out beneath your cheek. When he kisses your hair again, he lingers there, like heâs working up the courage to ask something. Then his arms tighten.
"This isn't just tonight, right?"
You lift your head to look at him. His face is flushed, his expression vulnerable.
"Do you want it to be?" you ask softly.
"No," he answers too fast, then laughs, embarrassed. "No. Definitely not."
"Then it's not."
His smile breaks wide and genuine. "Yeah?"
"Yeah."
He pulls you closer, burying his face in your hair again. "Good. Because I want to take you on actual dates. Hold your hand around campus. Tell Fushiguro and Nobara you're my girlfriend." He pulls back just enough to meet your eyes, his ears bright red. "If that's okay."
Your heart swells. "That's more than okay."
He kisses you, soft and sweet and full of joy. When he pulls back, he's still grinning.
"Best day ever," he says. "Hands down. No contest."
You laugh and snuggle closer, letting yourself just be here.
"Get some sleep," he whispers, pulling the blanket over both of you. "You're gonna need your energy."
"Why?"
"Because when you wake up, we're doing that again.â
YUTA ⥠ENOUGH
Yuta isn't supposed to arrive for another twenty minutes.
He finishes his assignment early and decides not to stop for food on the way back. The apartment is quiet when he lets himself in, keys jingling softly as he sets them on the counter. He can hear the washing machine running in the backâyou must be doing laundry.
He moves into the living room, intending to drop his bag and maybe collapse on the couch for a few minutes before you realize he's back.
That's when he notices the laptop.
It's open on the coffee table, screen still glowing. You must have stepped away in the middle of something.
He glances at it without thinkingâjust a reflexive look, the kind you give any lit screen in a dark roomâand his eyes catch on a few words.
Then a few more.
His hand freezes halfway to his bag.
The text is explicit. Very explicit. A detailed scene between two people, written in second person, describing hands and mouths and the kind of intimacy that makes heat crawl up the back of his neck.
He should close it. He knows he should close it.
But then his eyes catch on a specific detailâdark hair, strong handsâand his stomach drops.
That isn't just someone who resembles him.
That is him.
He reads another line. Then another. His heart is pounding now, pulse loud in his ears. The scene describes the way he touches someone, the way he speaks, the way he wants someone so badly he can barely breathe.
The washing machine stops in the other room.
He hears your footsteps.
Panic flares through him. He reaches for the laptop, fingers clumsy as he tries to close the tab, close the screen, do something before you walk in and realize he's seenâ
But it's too late.
You step into the living room with the laundry basket balanced against your hip, and your eyes immediately find his.
Yuta stands beside the couch, one hand still resting on the closed laptop.
His hand doesn't move from the laptop. His thumb traces the edge like he's afraid letting go will make this conversation real. He's breathing carefullyâthe kind of careful that means he's been holding it.
When he finally meets your eyes, there's something almost vulnerable in the way he's looking at you. Like he's waiting for you to run.
Then he exhales.
âI owe you an apology.â
Your stomach sinks.
âYou saw.â
âI was trying to close it.â
His gaze flicks toward the laptop.
ââŠThen I recognized myself.â
Heat floods your face.
ââŠHow much?â
He hesitates.
ââŠEnough.â
You let out a groan and hide your face behind one hand.
âI have to move.â
His lips twitch.
âIâd rather you didnât.â
You peek at him through your fingers.
âYouâre⊠not weirded out?â
âNo.â
He answers without hesitation.
âSurprised.â
A small pause.
âFlattered.â
Your eyes widen.
âYou are?â
âI donât think anyone expects to accidentally discoverâŠâ He searches for the least embarrassing wording possible. ââŠthat someone has been reading romantic stories about them.â
âRomantic,â you repeat skeptically.
His ears redden.
ââŠAmong other things.â
Despite yourself, you laugh.
âSo you did read enough.â
âI did.â
He reaches out slowlyâlike he's asking permission without wordsâand takes your hand. His thumb traces your palm once, twice, like he's checking that you're real. When he meets your eyes again, the uncertainty has softened into relief.
Finally, he asks quietly, âCan I ask you something?â
You nod.
âWhen you were reading thoseâŠâ
He pauses, choosing every word with care.
âWere you imagining me?â
Not the character. Not the fantasy. Him. You don't answer right away. Yuta's thumb goes still against your palm.
ââŠYes.â
He closes his eyes briefly. When he opens them again, the careful wall he's been holding up finally cracks, leaving only relief underneath.
âIâve spent months,â he admits softly, âconvincing myself not to misunderstand you.â
You blink. âWhat do you mean?â
"I thoughtâŠ" He laughs once under his breath. "I thought if I assumed wrong, I'd ruin what we already had."
âYou never ruined anything.â
âNo.â He smiles. âBut I could have.â He takes a step closer.
âSo I waited.â Another step.
âI told myself you were just kind.â
Now heâs standing close enough that you can see the faint flush across his cheeks.
ââŠTurns out you were reading stories about me.â
You laugh quietly. âWhen you put it like thatâŠâ
âIt sounds unbelievable.â
âIt kind of does.â
He leans closer.
"âŠWhy me?"
You don't even have to think. "You."
His eyebrows lift.
âJust⊠You.â
âThe way you smile.â
âThe way you worry about everyone.â
âThe way you always put yourself last.â
âThe way youâre stronger than people realize.â
You reach up without thinking, smoothing an imaginary wrinkle from the front of his shirt.
âIâve liked you for a long time, Yuta. So⊠yes. When I was reading those storiesâŠâ
âI wasnât imagining someone who looked like you. I was imagining you.â
He goes completely still. You can actually see the moment those words land. His shoulders relax. The tension heâd been carrying since he opened the laptop finally slips away.
ââŠI donât think you understand,â he says quietly.
âWhat?â
âHow long Iâve wanted to hear that.â
Your heart skips. âYou⊠have?â
A small laugh escapes him.
âI was trying to be respectful. I didnât want to mistake your kindness for interest.â
âSo I kept telling myselfâŠdonât assume.â
You shake your head. âYou idiot.â
âI know.â
âYou really had no idea?â
âNone.â
You smile. âNeither did I.â
He doesn't look away. His eyes stay steady on yours. Searching. Then soft. Like he's finally letting himself see you.
ââŠCan I kiss you?â
The question is so simple it makes your heart flutter.Â
âYou really have to ask?â
âIâd rather know.â
You step into him instead of answering.
His breath catches.
âSoâŠâÂ
You smile. âYes.â
His hand rises slowly, giving you every opportunity to pull away. When his fingers finally brush your cheek, theyâre warm.
âYou know,â he murmurs, âthose stories got one thing wrong.â
âOh?â
âThey skipped the best part.â
âWhatâs that?â
âThis.â
He leans in. The kiss is gentle at first. When you finally separate, youâre both smiling. He rests his forehead against yours.
ââŠWould you come with me?â
Your fingers intertwine with his.
âI was hoping youâd ask.â
Still holding your hand, he leads you toward the bedroom. The door closes behind you. The soft click of the lock sounds impossibly loud in the quiet. Yuta turns to face you. His hand doesn't leave yours. His thumb traces your knuckles once, twiceâlike he's anchoring himself.
You step closer. He exhales slowly. His free hand comes up, cupping your face. When you lean into his palm, his eyes close briefly.
You kiss him this time. He makes a quiet sound against your mouth. His fingers slide into your hair and suddenly he's kissing you backâdeeper, hungrier.Â
"Mmmâ"
His tongue slides against yours and you both gasp. He kisses you harder.
When you break apart, you're both breathing hard. His forehead drops to yours. His hands cup your face with steady purpose.
"Godâ" His voice is rough. "You have no ideaâ"
You reach for the hem of your cropped tank top. His eyes follow the movement. His hands find your waist. His fingers brush bare skin and you shiver.
"Can Iâ"
"Yesâ"
He pulls it up slowly. You lift your arms and he draws it over your head. Tosses it aside. He goes completely still. Your breasts are bare. Nipples already hard. Chest rising and falling with each breath.
"Ohâ" He breathes the word against your skin.
His hands come up. When his palms finally cup your breasts, you both make quiet sounds. He kneads gently. Thumbs brushing over your nipples. You arch into his touch.
He watches your face like he's starving for these reactions. His thumbs brush your nipples and his breath catches.
"You're so softâ" His voice drops lower, darker. "And you want this."
It's not a question.
You reach for his shirt. He pulls it over his head in one motion. Then his hands grip your waist, pulling you against him. Skin to skin. The feeling makes you both gasp.
He leans down. Presses his mouth to your collarbone. Your shoulder. The hollow of your throat. His lips trail lower with deliberate focus.
He kisses the swell of your breast. Then his mouth closes around your nipple.
"Ohâ"
He sucks gently. Tongue circling. His other hand comes up to knead your breast, and there's no trembling in it nowâjust focused attention.
"Yutaâoh Godâ"
He hums against you. The vibration makes you gasp. Your hands fly to his hair.
"That feels so goodâ"
He switches sides. Licking. Sucking. His hands never stop moving. Kneading your waist. Your hips. He's lost in you now, and it shows. When he pulls back, his lips are swollen. His eyes dark and focused.
"I want thisâ" You cup his face. "I want youâ"
You kiss him. Deep and desperate. He meets you with equal intensity, no longer holding back. Your hands slide down his chest. Finding the button of his jeans.
He undoes it himself. Pushes them down his hips and kicks them off in one smooth motion. Then his hands find the waistband of your sweatpants. He slides them down slowly, deliberately, watching your face as he does. You step out of them.
Now you're standing in just your thong. He's in his boxers. Both of you breathing hard. Staring at each other. His thumb traces the edge of the lace. His eyes follow the movement. You reach for him. Palm pressing against the hard length of him through his boxers.
"Ohâoh godâ" He gasps. His hips jerk forward.
"You're so hardâ"
"I've been like this since you kissed meâ" he admits, his voice rough against your neck.
You stroke him slowly and firmly through the fabric.
"Ahâahâ" He's breathing hard against your neck. "That feelsâ"
"Good?"
"So goodâ" He pulls back just enough to look at you. "I want to feel you properly."
You hook your fingers into his boxers and drag them down. He helps you, kicking them aside. Now you're both completely nude.
He pulls you close. Skin to skin. He walks you backward toward the bed. You go willingly. When your knees hit the mattress, you sit.
He follows, easing you back onto the bed as he comes down over you. His hands slide up your sides, cupping your breasts, kneading your hips. You touch him the same way, learning the places that make him gasp.
"I want to taste youâ" He murmurs against your lips.
"I want that tooâ"
He kisses down your neck. Your collarbone. The valley between your breasts. He takes his time with each nipple. Licking. Sucking. Until you're squirming beneath him.
"Yutaâpleaseâ"
He kisses down your stomach. When he reaches your thighs, he spreads them gently.
"Look at me." His voice is quiet, but there's no hesitation in it.
You meet his eyes.
"That's itâ" He settles between your thighs. "Stay with me."
His tongue drags up your pussy in one long, slow stripe. He makes a low sound of satisfaction.
"You taste perfect," he breathes, certain.
He does it again. Slower this time. His tongue exploring every fold. Learning you with methodical precision. Your hand finds his hair. Gripping.
"Don't look awayâ" he commands softly, and you realize he's watching your face. Watching every reaction.
He finds your clit. Circles it with the tip of his tongue.
"Ahâahâ"
His hands grip your thighs. Holding you open. He makes out with your pussy like he's been waiting months for this. Like he can't get enough. He's groaning against you, lost. His hands grip your thighs hard. He brings one hand down, slides a finger inside you slowly.
"Fuckâ" He breathes the word like a prayer. "So tight."
He starts to move. Pumping slowly while his mouth works your clit.
"Moreâ" you gasp.
He adds a second finger. Stretches you. Curls them just right.
"Thereâfuckâright thereâ"
"I knowâ" he says against you. Not a question. He does it again. Deliberate. Controlled. He doesn't let up. Fingers pumping. Tongue flicking. You're climbing fast.
"I'mâ" you can't finish.
"Let goâ" he says. Not pleading. Commanding. "I want to feel you come."
It builds. Sharp and overwhelming.
"Ohâohâ"
"YutaâI'mâ"
It crashes over you sudden and devastating.
"Oh fuckâYutaâYutaâ"
You clench around his fingers. Pulsing. He works you through it. Moaning like your pleasure is his own. The waves keep rolling. He doesn't stop. Fingers pumping. Tongue circling.
"I can'tâ" you're shaking. "It's too muchâ"
"You can." His voice doesn't waver. "Give me another."
He curls his fingers. Finds that spot inside you. His mouth seals around your clit and sucks.
"Ohâohâ"
It builds again. Faster this time. Sharper.
"Yutaâ"
"Yesâ" he breathes. Not begging. Commanding. "Come for me."
It breaks and crashes through you even harder than the first.
"FuckâYutaâoh fuckâ"
When you finally push his head away, he crawls up your body. His chin is wet. His eyes are dazed.
"That wasâ" you can't finish.
"I knowâ" He kisses you. You taste yourself on his tongue. "I knowâ"
Your hand slides down between you. Wrapping around his cock.
"ohâ" he gasps into your mouth. His hips jerk forward.
You stroke him slowly. He's so hard. Leaking steadily.
"I need youâ" you whisper. "I need you inside meâ"
"I want to see your faceâ" you murmur. "I want to watch youâ"
"Goodâ" he breathes. There's no question in it. Just certainty. "That's exactly what I want."
He shifts you easilyâhands firm on your hips as he rolls onto his back and pulls you over him in one smooth motion. You straddle his hips, and his hands slide down to guide you, lining himself up without hesitation.
You sink down slowly. The stretch is intenseâoverwhelming. He fills you completely.
"Oh godâoh godâYutaâ"
His hands tighten on your hips, steadying you as you take him inch by inch. When he's fully seated inside you, his head falls back against the pillow.
"Fuckâ" The word comes out rough, unfiltered. His fingers dig into your skin. "You feelâ"
He doesn't finish. Just pulls you down into a kiss that's all heat and desperation.
"Mmmâ"Â You moan into his mouth. The fullness is overwhelming. You can feel every inch of him.
His hands map your waist, your ribs, your breastsâlike he's memorizing you by touch.
"You're so deepâ" you gasp. "So deepâ"
"I know." His voice is strained. His hips shift beneath you, testing. "You're so tightâand I've wanted thisâ" He swallows hard. "God, I've wanted youâ"
You start to move. Rising up. Sinking back down.
"Ohâoh fuckâYutaâ"
The slide of him inside you is perfect. You can't stop the sounds spilling from your lipsâevery movement draws another moan, another gasp of his name.
His hands guide your hipsânot controlling, but confident. Setting a rhythm that has you crying out. He watches every expression that crosses your face, drinks it in.
"Look at youâ" He breathes. "You're so fucking beautiful like thisâ"
"Yutaâ"Â You're bouncing on him now, chasing the pleasure. "Oh godâit's so goodâ"
Your sounds make his grip tighten. His hips start thrusting up to meet youâharder now, driven by the way you're moaning his name.
"Yesâyesâjust like thatâ"Â You're gasping, head falling back. "Don't stopâ"
His hands slide up to cup your breasts, thumbs brushing over your nipples. The pleasure builds sharp and fast.
"I can feel you getting closerâ" he murmurs. One hand slides down between you, finding your clit. "Can feel you tightening around meâ"
"I amâ" You're shaking, moaning with every thrust. "I'm so closeâoh godâ"
He rubs tight circles. His other hand grips your hip, guiding you faster.
"That's itâ" His hips snap up harder, chasing those sounds. "Come for meâI want to feel youâ"
"I'mâoh godâI'mâ"
It builds sharp and devastating.
"YutaâI'm comingâfuckâ"
It crashes over you. You clench around himâpulsing, tremblingâcrying out his name over and over. He groans beneath you, his grip on your hips almost bruising as he keeps moving, drawing it out, watching your face contort in pleasure.
When it finally subsides, you collapse forward onto his chest. Both of you breathing hard. He's still inside you. Still hard. His hands stroke your back, your hair.
His breathing starts to even out. Then he rolls youâsmooth and deliberateâpressing you into the mattress. His forearms cage you in on either side of your head.
He kisses you slow and deep. Then he starts to move.
He pulls out almost completely. Pushes back in slow and deep. Testing the angle.
"Ohâ"
"Fuckâ" The word breaks from him. His eyes close for a second. When they open again, they're darker. "I never thought I'd get thisânever thoughtâ" His voice cracks.
He sets a rhythmâdeep and measured at first. But you can see it in his face, feel it in the way his breathing changes. He's losing himself in it.
"Yutaâ"Â you moan. "Yesâjust like thatâ"
"Godâ" He breathes against your mouth, rocking into you. "I love being inside you. I love this. I love youâ"
You wrap your legs around him, pulling him deeper.
"Me tooâoh fuckâI've wanted you for so longâ"
He groansâraw and unguardedâand his hips snap harder. The way you're moaning for him, the way your voice breaks on his nameâit's unraveling him.
"YutaâYutaâoh godâ"
"Come for meâ" His voice drops lower.
"Oh godâYutaâ"
He lifts his head. Looks into your eyes. The pressure builds. Different this time. Deeper.
"I'mâ" You can't finish. "I'mâ"
"Don't look away," he says.
"Please don't stopâ"
"I won't," he promises, kissing you.
It builds higher and sharper. You're moaning into his mouth, wrecked.
It breaks and crashes through you.
"Oh godâoh godâYutaâ"Â You're crying out, clenching around him, your voice breaking on his name.
He keeps moving. Your sounds make his rhythm erratic, desperate. His voice cracks when he speaks.
"Fuckâ"Â He drives into you harder, deeper, his eyes locked on yours. "I'm gonnaâ"
"I'mâ"Â His voice breaks. "I'm comingâfuckâ"
He buries himself deep, his whole body rigid as the release crashes through him. His fingers dig into your hips. You can feel him pulsingâemptying himself completely into youâwith a sound that's pure relief. Pure need. He exhales shakily, your name breaking on his lips like a prayer.
He buries his face in your shoulder, his breathing ragged against your skin. When he finally pulls out, you both make soft sounds at the loss. He stays there afterward, weight warm and heavy over you, your arms wrapped around his back.
He waits until your breathing slows before shifting to kiss your shoulder and get up. You hear water running in the bathroom. He comes back with a warm washcloth, settling beside you to clean you up with careful hands.
When he's done, he sets it on the nightstand and pulls you back against his chest before the mattress has even settled.
His fingers trace slow patterns on your back. You do the same on his chest.
He kisses your forehead, lingering there for a long moment. Like he's savoring it. Like he can't quite believe he gets to.
When he finally pulls back, his eyes are soft. Vulnerable in a way you've never seen.
"I love you," he murmurs, and the words sound like they've been waiting months to break free. Like he's been holding them back longer than anything else.
Your chest tightens. You reach up, cup his face in your hands.
"I love you too."
He closes his eyes. Breathes you in. Then he pulls you closer, tucking your head under his chin, and you settle against himâskin to skin, heartbeat to heartbeat. You don't move. You just stay there, wrapped up in him, and let him hold you like he's afraid to let go.
â the arrangement âŹ Ö â
á ËË in which â you have car sex with your biggest op, satoru gojo
frat!jo đ fem!reader
Everyone knows you hate fraternities, especially Theta Phi and it's president, Satoru Gojo
It was a given. The sky is blue, grass is green and according to you, fraternities are the root of all evil.
Which is why when you started fucking Gojo, it was under the condition that this was strictly between the two of you and you'd ruin his life if he told anyone about this.. arrangement.Â
Here's what not even your closest friends know about you: you had a very high libido and none of the men you were interested in had been capable of keeping up. you tried sleeping with athletes but even they didn't have the stamina to go for more than two rounds and while your vibrators always helped you, you had grown sexually frustrated and needed more.
You started snapping over the tiniest things, losing sleep and even daydreaming during lectures about getting fucked.
This.. arrangement started when you had been assigned to work on a project with Gojo, the arrogant white haired manchild you hated since the first day of uni. Now you were stuck with him for two months, working on a project he cared little about since he was too busy trying to charm his way into not just your pants, but your heart.
As if!
"Fuck, just like that, princesss. Come on, I know you can go faster." Gojo chuckles and grabs onto your hips, spreading his legs wider as he starts bouncing you on his cock so hard that the car is rocking back and forth, windows fogging up as he lifts his hips to pound into you.Â
You should be working on this project that was due in a few weeks, but instead you let Gojo drag you to the backseat of his car with the promise that this would be quick, something to clear your minds so you could focus on your work without any distractions.Â
Yet here you were four rounds later with cum dripping down your thighs from his previous loads that started to seep from the condom, body shaking as you neared your fourth orgasm.
"Screw you asshole, how about you get on top you lazy bast- oh!" Gojo lifts you off his cock and flips you onto your knees, awkwardly moving within the limited space until heâs behind you and lining his cock up with your entrance.Â
"You're so fucking mean to me, I love it." Gojo leans over your body to suck on your neck, one hand holding onto your hip while the other grips the back of the seat as he pushes into you.
"You d-deserve it." You push back against him as he pushes forward, meeting him halfway until he's balls deep inside of you, your cunt hungrily squeezing him for more, eyes rolling back when he starts to slowly move his hips.
You hadn't meant for this to go on for as long as it has. You had been frustrated after a shift at work, then you walked in on your roommate getting her back blown out, and when you went to meet Gojo for a quick study session at the library, it was closed and he smirked and told you his place was around the corner.
You reluctantly got into his car, arms folded across your chest as you stared out the window the entire way there, ignoring his flirtatious comments. It had frustrated you to no end, so who could really blame you when you started drooling after he offered to help you with your little issue?
It was supposed to be a one time thing, a quick solution to your "problem" until you could find someone more permanent, someone you didn't despise.Â
Only Gojo had matched your freak perfectly, going six rounds your first time and only taking a break once. You didn't want it to be him, did everything to convince yourself that he was actually terrible in bed but your vibrators had turned stale after that night, your mind constantly drifting to how hard Gojo made you cum on his dick and on his tongue.
He was just too good.Â
You arch your back so he can hit deeper, hands tightly gripping the leather head rest to steady yourself, skirt yanked above your waist, bra and shirt long discarded on the car floor.Â
You cry out when he hits a spot inside of you that has you seeing stars, head spinning from how deep he was fucking you.Â
Gojo groans and leans forward, grabbing your chin to turn your head toward his, pink lips slamming against yours. The kiss is careless, his tongue fighting yours, you angrily biting his lip because you hate yourself for letting him fuck you when you swore up and down youâd never get involved with a fratboy.Â
Gojo didnât care, savoring the taste of his blood mixing with the spit you both traded.
When he pulls away, your brows furrow from the way he's staring at you, white hair falling into his face, lips slightly busted from your bite, a foreign feeling twirling in your belly. This was just sex, you wanted nothing more from him so why was he staring at you like he wanted to tell you something that would ruin your current agreement?Â
"Look at you.â He whispers too softly. âLetting me fuck you like a slut in my car. Anyone could walk by, you know? See how good I fuck you, how well you take me. You want that?"
When you try to turn your head, he tightens his grip on your jaw and smirks, slamming into you as he thrusts grow sloppy. The sound of your wet pussy squelching filling the car has him dizzy with need.
"You don't have to answer, your moans are telling me enough." He kisses you one more time before letting you go and pulling back.Â
You don't have a chance to dwell on what he was implying before he was gripping your hips and pounding into you at a pace that had you crying out as the coil in your belly tightens, your puffy walls gripping around Gojo's cock.
"M'gonna cum again!" You whined as his tip hit your cervix perfectly, fat tears escaping your eyes while your mouth dropped open in a silent cry.Â
You try to fuck him back, really you do but your legs are noodles at this point and the only thing keeping you up was Gojo's steady hands on your hips, euphoria coursing through your body and making your head dizzy with need.Â
âCome on, princess. Give me another one, yeah? You can do it, such a good girl fâme.âÂ
You hate him so much, hate that he knows exactly what to say to push you over the edge, that he was way too in-tune with your body as if he had been created to please you.
Gojo pulls you up against his chest and you let your head fall on his shoulder. He wraps one arm around your waist and squeezes you flush against him, his other hand moving around your body until heâs rubbing circles on your clit and youâre lazily bucking back against him.
âFeels so good Toru, haah, donât stop!âÂ
The car reeked of sex, windows blurred from the breathy moans falling from yours and Gojoâs mouths as you both rock into each other. Anyone walking by would know what was happening inside. You thanked god it was late and the parking lot had been empty.Â
âReally? Thought you hated me, pretty girl. Who knew- fuck, who knew you had such loose morals?â He laughs in your ear, hand pushing on your back to arch it even further while he split you on his cock.Â
âF-fuck you, oh im close!âÂ
Gojo laughs and places a kiss on the side of your head that lingers longer than it should before pushing you back down to get a better angle and his next slam sends you over the edge, your orgasm tearing through your soul as you squirt all over his seats and cry out his name.
This was better than porn.
Gojo doesnât laugh this time, doesnât make any snide comments because he can barely breathe with the way your cunt is pulsing around his cock, your juices dripping down his thighs and he thinks heâs going crazy because heâs never had pussy this good.Â
The fact that you hated him made this even better for some reason, motivated him to fuck you until you finally admitted that this was more than just casual sex. That he wasnât delusional in thinking this could be something deeper.Â
He squeezes your hips tighter, pushing as deep as he can as he pumps his third load into the condom, eyes rolling back and a strangled groan escaping his lips as thick hot cum drips from the latex and into your warm pussy.Â
Gojo can feel it slipping it off, can feel your heat and gummy walls on his half free cock and it has him feral as he picks up his pace and fucks another load into you, his balls tightening and pulsing because you had never felt this good.Â
âShit, princess. Youâre so fucking wet, so good, s-so perfect.â He drops against your back, still holding you up as his hips stutter and slow, pushing the last of his orgasm out while you both catch your breath.Â
He stays there for a moment, his face tucked into the crook of your neck, thumbs rubbing circles on your hips as you both come down from your high. You can feel his cum leaking from you and down your thighs and you hate how it awakens something primal inside of you. And when the thought to push it back in had formed, you blamed it on your disheveled state.Â
In any other instance you would have pushed him off you already, huffing that it was only sex and would never happen again even though you both knew that was a lie.Â
Something about Gojo had you coming back for seconds and thirds. Every fuck session was somehow better than the last, making you forget that this was supposed to be a one time thing, something to hold you over until you found a more suitable partner.Â
Only you were starting to realize Gojo might be the best you ever had. It made you hate him more.
You gasp when he slowly pulls out, pussy overstimulated and swollen from the multiple rounds you went in the span of an hour. Both of you sitting on the cushion, one of your arms draped across the seat, Gojoâs throw over his eyes.Â
You sneak a look at him, heart thumping at how attractive he looked. His hair was all over the place, cheeks red from exhaustion, and his pants and boxers were still halfway down, cock still free and housing a half on condom. Your skin tingles at the sight of his abdomen and white pubes wet with your release.Â
He looked as fucked out as you felt.
Not one for awkward silence, you lift your hips to pull your panties back up and your skirt down, stretching your body to reach into the front seat for your shirt, ass in the air and you almost have it, your finger literally grazes the blue fabric before Gojo grabs you and pulls you down.Â
âGojo! Oh my god, let go you freak.â Youâre fuming, trying your best to wiggle out his grip but he just tightens his arms around your stomach, pulling you against him and lowering his head onto your back, littering it in soft kisses that burn through your skin.Â
"Go on a date with me. Please?"
This again. You told him multiple times before that this was simply sex, two college students helping each other out and nothing more. No feelings outside of helping the other get off. His stubbornness would only hurt him in the end.
"God no, I don't date frat boys."
"What if I left?"
You freeze against him, a lump forming in your chest. "Aren't you the president? You can't just leave."
What a cruel joke. Not that you wanted him anyways but even if you did, Gojo would never leave his fraternity. Certainly not for you. You two werenât lovers, werenât friends and weâre barely acquaintances given the fact that he was your number one op.
You remembered the time in sophomore year when he publicly called you an uptight bitch because you told him his party sucked. You lived different lives, it could never work. He would never change and you would never see him as more than a quick fuck and your unfortunate project buddy that youâd go back to ignoring once this was over. Â
"I can do whatever I want sweetheart, did you forget my last name?" He lifts his head and kisses your shoulder this time, goosebumps forming on your arms. Of course, he always tried to fix everything with money and status, which is another reason why you hated him.Â
You sit there quietly, lost in your thoughts.Â
You couldnât seriously be with someone like Gojo, right? He was brash, had an ego out of this world and was a bratty nepo baby that flirted with anyone with a hole.Â
"So?" he asks, hopeful. HIs fingers gently dig into your belly to keep you from moving away, one hand coming up to grip your chin and turn your head back to him.Â
"So?" You repeat, eyebrows scrunched in confusion as you lose yourself in his eyes.
For all of his.. lack of good qualities, he never failed in the facial department. Perhaps that was another reason you disliked him, because no matter how many insults you can throw his way, ugly wasnât one of them.
Satoru Gojo was sculpted by the Gods themselves, which was unfortunate, because no one with a face like that should have a personality so catastrophically irritating. You canât help but to let your eyes. traitorous things that they were, linger.
He notices because of course he does, and the smile that spreads across his face lacks any of his usual arrogance and for a second you imagined what life as his girlfriend could be like.Â
The thought came uninvited, images of him giving you sleepy morning kisses nad taking you on dates vivid enough to make your stomach twist.Â
Absolutely not.
Satoru Gojo was many things: powerful, insufferable, unbearably handsome, but he was not boyfriend material.
"Will you go on a date with me if I leave the frat?"Â
"No."
You answer too fast and Gojo is once again left heartbroken as you pull away to finish dressing yourself, refusing to spare him another look. He could understand why you hated him, but if you would just give him a chance to prove he could be different, he knew he wouldnât disappoint you.Â
He would just have to keep trying, keep working for your favor because he would make you his if it was the last thing he did. He was competitive to his core and that wouldnât waver just because he had finally met his match.Â
On the contrary, it only motivated him more. He saw the way you looked at him, how you were starting to let him touch you longer than you would have when this first started.
He was slowly breaking your walls down and it was only a matter of time before he made you his.
⊠lisa's note: this will be a series! I'll post the masterlist for it soon but lemme know if you wanna be tagged! đ
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