Former child

sometimes being alone is the upgrade.

my anger has things left to say but i will swallow them before i hurt you

I thought I made peace with the fact that you abandoned me. I thought I let go of the resentment of you having this whole other life that no longer included me. I thought I was okay with not knowing you, because I felt so much that you never wanted to know me. I thought I was okay with it all, until I no longer had the opportunity to change any of it. 

does anyone else just feel the strong desire to change, to travel, to meet new people, to just start over somewhere you’ve never been before

that thing you’re struggling with? it’s almost done. you’re almost there. just a little longer. keep going

i’m still not