Nickeil Genesis Ω∆†

This past Thursday my family had yo say goodbye to one of our family members. Jazz lived a long life full of love, treats and kisses. We had her for 18 years so it was so so hard to say goodbye. My heart feels so empty without her here. But I know she’s not in pain anymore and is playing with my other kitties at the rainbow bridge. The last pic hurts me so much because they’re both gone. Ugh this year has been absolutely horrible. Hug and kiss your fur babies extra tight for me. I’m gonna miss you forever Jazz and until we meet again be a good kitty😿💕💕💕💕 (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4v3xIWhr6g/?igshid=1s2t8doho6hes

Herroooo!! My hair is pink meow 🐱 https://www.instagram.com/p/B1-C6oIBAbc/?igshid=1aaohbg9e1ldr

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🎵 Music and makeup go pretty good together 💄 Song: Lindécis - Soulful _____________________________ @itcosmetics Your Skin But Better CC+ Cream in ‘Medium’ and @nyxcosmetics_canada Total Control Drops in ‘True Beige’ @urbandecaycosmetics Naked Skin Concealer in ‘Light Warm’ @morphebrushes @jaclynhill The Vault Armed & Gorgeous Eyeshadow Palette and Dark Magic Eyeshadow Palette @nyxcosmetics Slide on Glide on Eyeliner in ‘Azure’ @glamgothbeauty Love & Despair Glitter Collection using ‘Erotic’ @suvabeauty Hydra Liner in ‘Grape Soda’ @makeupforeverca Brow Liner in ’30’ (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx_Uz4MB9Sm/?igshid=b0ie4s84frx0

🌙 Sup Witches ✨ Everyone's fav South Park Dad. Good ol Randy Marsh has joined the chat 🙊 Vry special request done by my friend @teagyweags Thank uuuuuuuu 💕💕💕 (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx3lAOghfC9/?igshid=q9c7zrrno1nz

Derpface. Confession time. I really freakin hated this look initially. I've been so hard on myself lately because my skill level isn't where it used to be. But hey das ok!! I haven't been putting in much time for makeup so I just need to practice some more! Liner work is hella wonk which is why you only get it from you this angle lol. But looking back on this look.. it ain't so bad! Moral of the story. Don't be so hard on yourself cuz you're probably doing better than you think 💕🌙💕 ________________ @makeupforeverca Brow Liner in 30 @urbandecaycosmetics Heavy Metal Glitter Liner in ACDC @nyxcosmetics Ultimate Brights Palette @itcosmetics Your Skin But Better CC Creme +SPF 50 (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxskjc7BUBv/?igshid=epd1chz92i5s

Caption this 😂 Honestly this a whole ass mood of life rn. Just me?! Ok coo coo 😝 (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwxfCm8gt20/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ktdgxp9uowvm

That one time I rocked some dreads. Feeling like Knuckles long lost pale ass girlfriend 😝 Dreads from @xtrendhair (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwvVmiNgRZM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xy4k6g9iqa5l

Midna and my derpface😝 She's too cute for words and follows me everywhere I go..it's adorable. She kinda hates to be picked up sometimes...Like here hahaha but I swear she loves me😸😭 (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bws9JR8AwBf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xoaag6k00dro

Dreams of the Leaf Village 🍃✨🍃🌙 ________ @nyxcosmetics_canada Ultimate Brights Palette Gaga Synthetic Lace Front Wig from @trendywigs (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwphExrAvSj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1j1mnxdv3oftx

🐉 What is better....to be born good or to overcome your evil nature through great effort? 🐉 Skyrim anyone?? __ Also another big thanks to the amazing @savshimi who's currently at @vancouvertattooshow right meow!! She'll be there all weekend. If you live in Vancouver I highly suggest checking her out. She's da bomb 😭💕👾 https://www.instagram.com/p/BwdIaqAgVVV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=q7qwfvr0am8z

✨✨Sparkle sparkle ✨✨ ______________ Glitter from @jazzy_glitter Can't remember the rest of the products I used cuz it was so long ago lolol. Wow vry skilled..much informative influencer (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwa0aptgkcL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mce30j4n74kk

A before and after using the new @overtonecolor Honey Brown Coloring Conditioner. It's a subtle change but I'm honestly so obsessed with how it turned out. I swear my hair looks different colors depending on the lighting which makes it all the more interesting. And yayyy curls are still intact and bouncy! Check out my newest Youtube video to see a review on the 3 newest shades from Overtone. Link is in my bio <3 #overtonepartner #overtonecolor #healthycolor (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwVPiCEA9mz/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1im5o934r198i

Been a fan of @residentevil since Resident Evil 2 on N64 came out. Have almost every single game except RE3 Nemesis. Now we bonded fo lyfe. Yayy for my nerdy gaming/anime sleeve!!! Big thanks to @savshimi for this lil gem 😘💕💕 (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwTX2-rAzM9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=b2qjnj4l0l90

@overtonecolor new Honey Brown Coloring Conditioner in action!!! I added it over my red hair and I'm so flippin happy with how it turned out! You can really see how different lighting picks up different tones. This shade is ideally used over blonde hair but I wanted to showcase it my Red/Orange hair to show its range. What do you guys think?! Have any of you tried oVertone before?? #overtonepartner #healthycolor #overtone (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwS-B-vg1-t/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wx3k9n16rmnb

A first look at the @overtonecolor Honey Brown Coloring Conditioner over red hair. In the sunlight my hair looks super red... but indoor/artificial lighting it looks more brown. Hair magic ✨😛✨ Here's some info on oVertone if you've never heard of it before: • Vegan and cruelty free 🐰 • Super easy to apply. Use it on wet or dry hair ... but psssst if you use it on dry hair it comes out more vibrant • It's a color depositing conditioner not a dye.. which mean no harsh chemicals and my hair actually feels better after use than it did before. Also it smells minty fresh. • Wait 15 mins and then rinse for new boootyful hair! ____ The 3 new shades launch on April 16th but add your name to the waitlist meow to be first in line when they drop! ^_^ #overtonepartner #overtonecolor #healthycolor (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwLOyi7AGl4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=vbnf4p1ozxvh

Back from the dead like 💀 ________ Hiiiiii friends so sorry for continually going MIA. I'm feelin a lot better these days so I'm able to post more yay! My mental health has been all over the place in the last 10 years but has gotten pretty awful recently. I've been really struggling with Depression, Anxiety and C-PTSD over the last year and a bit which is why I keep disappearing. I really don't like to be vulnerable in general due to past traumas but I'm hoping one day I'll get past all of this and can maybe share some life experiences with you guys... I think it could help ppl who've been in similar situations to mine. I'm not there yet tho so I'll hold that close to me until then but just know ya girl is trying 😫😪 Anyways just your average zombie girl here. IVE MISSED YOU ALL!! HOW HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN!?💕 (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwIN-2lgoEZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nq1r4z5b7ygg