Sitting outside on break from work. Taking my shoes off letting them feel the sun. I’m sleepy today I can’t keep my eyes open. Thinking about sleeping when I get home. Freshly washed bedding and a purring cat

Do you ever get me?

Tomorrow I am going to wake up grateful and go about my day as such

It can feel so unfair

Listening to Annie Lennox at the laundromat thinking of every way in which things could be different

Had a horrible day Went on a run Saw a missing cat poster Cried the rest of the run Listened to sad music Cried even more Threw up gently in someone’s yard Got back to my apartment Teenagers smoking yelled at me couldn’t hear them through my headphones Sat on a bench next to someone’s abandoned boots Watched the sun set Cried more Went inside Laid in child’s pose for 10 minutes Cried and kissed and hugged my cat

Today I’m missing Alexander McQueen

Moving to a new city in likeeee 2 months im excited to fall in love with a friend again. Nothing feels more exciting than that. Please kiss me the next time we see eachother. Please bump your knee into mine.

This is what happens when I’m not in love with somebody. Total aimlessness

Today I saw my friend’s gallery exhibit, ate lunch with said friend and others, washed my clothes, aimlessly wandered in the grocery store, tore apart my coffee table, sorted my jewelry, and called my mother on the phone for an hour

You might be able to read my mind