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“I’m fighting myself. I know I am. One minute I want to remember. The next minute I want to live in the land of forgetting. One minute I want to feel. The next minute I never want to feel ever again.”

“I wonder which is preferable, to walk around all your life swollen up with your own secrets until you burst from the pressure of them, or to have them sucked out of you, every paragraph, every sentence, every word of them, so at the end you’re depleted of all that was once as precious to you as hoarded gold, as close to you as your skin - everything that was of the deepest importance to you, everything that made you cringe and wish to conceal, everything that belonged to you alone - and must spend the rest of your days like an empty sack flapping in the wind, an empty sack branded with a bright fluorescent label so that everyone will know what sort of secrets used to be inside you?”

2020 Academia Aesthetic 📚✏️💭

“Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.”

my organs when i finally eat my first meal at 5pm

When that meal is sour Gummi worms black coffee and Mac donalds

“Strong and independent? I’m neither. I’m just being pushed along by reality, whether I like it or not.”

““Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.””

“Because you are alive, everything is possible.”

“Just let go. Let go of how you thought your life should be, and embrace the life that is trying to work its way into your consciousness.”