irish sunshine

Jealousy just takes precious time away from being happy and making yourself feel good, which should really be anyone’s goal, you know? Besides, I’m pretty sure it causes wrinkles! Then you’re just going to look bad and be even more jealous of everyone around you. How’s that going to help anything at all? Oh, for sure, I’m not sure that I’d say I liked one more than the other – joking, I definitely like the pool better – but it was nice for the change of pace and to do something different. But I agree! Made it nice to feel all fresh and clean afterwards, for sure.

I think that jealousy really does make us waste energy that would be better spent on other things. I think that we’re just better off concentrating on everything else that we have going on. Wrinkles definitely aren’t something that most of us want to have either.  I think that people just sort of shrug and roll their eyes when it gets to be a bit too over the top.  I’m sure you’re allowed to like one things more than another. I don’t think joking is even necessary. You can just like both.  I think that we’re good to enjoy a little of both in moderation.  I think that no one wants to stay sandy at the end of the day. it’s not a sexy look despite what people might have you think.

I think the moments you go with the flow make the moments you break from the flow all the more important, right? We need to make who we are and what we stand for abundantly clear, otherwise there’s no point in it. Eh, maybe a few other good functions, but mostly that. You just lucked into me by being amazing and kind and sweet and beautiful, obviously.

That is most definitely how it goes.  We tend to stumble into things when we just let things be.  I think that people pretty much do get to know that if we’re not busy trying to be everything but who we are.  I thin that a few other functions would be fair and appreciated.  God, you’re so good for my ego. I mean, I feel liek I should be telling you to stop saying these things but I most definitely will not.

Kind of makes the world what it is, we all look different, think different, speak different, we’re all different at the end of the day; period. And that’s how it needs to be, most of the time! That’s a good, solid way to go through life, is turning your envy into appreciation. Instead of saying, ‘I’m jealous of this,’ it’s healthier to turn it into, 'wow, I really love and admire this,’ because at least it makes you feel better about that thing. That’s always solid! Both the spending time with friends and also making sure that you’re avoiding the scary animals, too. The shower I had was glorious, so I can relate! Now I’m just showering off sand.

That definitely is the honest truth.  I think that we all have our own ways for sure.  I think that it would be weird if you went and tried to force it any other way.   I think that you definitely end up feeling better about your life in the end when you aren’t completely caught up in  your jealousy.  You do feel better to tell people the things you like about them because in the end because you know wonderful it is when people point out the things that they like about you.  I think that we can definitely appreciate those things. I think the pool was a bit less perilous with all the same enjoyment of time with the people in our loves. The showering off sand wasn’t that bad either in the grand scheme of things.

We all need to do something to be rebellious now and then, even if it doesn’t really make sense. It’s all about asserting our identities as humans and being who we were born to be. Men are only good for that, you’re right. I’m gonna ask Joe if he’ll be my chicken bottom and nothing else. He’ll appreciate that. Oh, I want the popcorn and I’ll even share it with you.

I think that we deserve to be able to do that. I mean, we have our moments where we go with the flow and others we just want to break out and do our own thing. We have to let people know who we are because they’re usually not going to go out of their way to try and figure it out.  I shouldn’t be laughing so hard at that. I’m pretty sure they have other good functions too.  I can’t wait to hear what the response there.  You’re far too generous to me, How did I get so lucky?

It is a good thing indeed. Plus being busy means that we are enjoying life, which is a nice thing as well. I should have asked the people I met there if there was an alert sent all over the island right before our planes landed. I guess I’ll never know! I did go to the woods almost as soon as I went back to Bayview. I missed one of the camping days but I enjoyed the rest. It was good. Did you have fun?

I think that there is definitely a possibility that was the case.  I mean, someone may have put out word and then people knew they needed to be cautious to not be impacted by the high dosage of Cavill in their presence. They certainly wouldn’t tell you.  Hopefully you managed to at least pack a few things before doing that. It was a decent camping trip for sure. I think that we all had a decent enough time between the water and the s’mores. Did you get into any trouble in the woods?

Was it? We might have a special bond if we’re this connected. No, no, I would never stare too much. Wouldn’t want anyone to feel uncomfortable or make me look like some sicko. Please do. I’ll be good and do my best to remember the rules afterward. The fire was needed. I would hate for you to get too cold and freeze on my watch. Are you saying that I’m easily influenced? Because that part is true. You can convince me to do just about anything if you set the mood right. Pure? I don’t think that word exists in your vocabulary, 

It was. We just might have a special bond. I mean, you never know when you’re going to find them but sometimes they just exist.  I don’t think you’re a sicko and you don’t make me uncomfortable. I’d definitely let you know if you did.  It could be a case that rules are meant to be broken too. The fire was definitely needed. I mean, if I froze to death you’d definitely have to put up with me a little less which could be disturbing for all involved.  I mean, I’m not saying you’re not easily influenced.  I feel like I should really push my luck here on this one.  I mean, how would one convince you to maybe buy me a few drinks at the Getaway tomorrow.? 

More points to me, yay! Those questions are the best way to get you confused or anxious or just mad at yourself for no valid reasons. Really, it’s way better to go live that life without asking yourself too many questions about how life would be if you had made another choice. Tulum was amazing indeed, so I thought it would be a bit rough to go camping at first but I quickly enjoyed it. Oh yeah, you’d be the first after Delta even if I’m not sure that she would approve the new drug business.

I think that there are some things that we can’t honestly answer and we’re bother off just not knowing the answers too. I think that we just have to leave things be some of the time. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that.  I’m glad that you had a good time. I mean, camping is fun but beaches  are something else all together. Any quality time with the people we love is good.  I think that  she is generally a sweet person and she might just like you enough to hear you out if it was something you were really passionate about but it might not be something she was really into. She could secretly be into the cartel though.

Sometimes you have to say fuck it to the mold just for the sake of flexing your power as a wonderful and powerful woman. At least that’s how I see it. That’s right, we only want the people who see and appreciate us for who we are, everyone else is excess. The only competition I want is friendly and happy competition where only men lose. That’s fair- I love those tomato bruises…so much. I just…seek them out. Damn, I like the way you’re thinking. Your couch is first.

I think that it’s definitely not a problem going against the grain and being your own person. I mean, at the end of the day people will either love or hate you and if they don’t like you then it’s really not a loss to not have them around.   I think that it’s quality not quantity.  I think that definitely is the way it should go. I mean, men definitely should be losing or a supporting player like for chicken at the hideaway.  I’m not surprised to hear that. I mean, why not.  We’ll have extra pillows and blankets for you. Even popcorn should you want it.

Exactly. It feels good to have one person who would point out what’s good about you or just, you know, give you some strength by believing in you. Sometimes we don’t need much. See, that’s one of the things I love the most about acting. It’s all about figuring out who your character is and why they’re acting this way. It’s fascinating. Ha, no worries, I’m ready! We’ll go back on set this Fall to work on the next season. But in the meantime – songs! I hope you are enjoying the free time you still have, then!

I think that in a world where so many people are focused on what is wrong with us, it’s nice to have at least one person who thinks that we have something going for us that isn’t negative.  I think that when we hear it from others it isn’t always easy to accept but it is nice to hear.  I would agree with you there. It’s good knowing their motivations and what they’re like underneath all the obvious and figuring out how ot translate to the audience.  I’m sure that you guys will definitely be busy with all of that. You definitely deserve to enjoy some music and a break.  I’m certainly not complaining about my free time. It just means more time for friends.

It really is one of those things that depends on the person and what they’re dealing with, what they want out of their life. And that’s okay! That’s how it should be, a little different for everyone. Right? Curly haired girls want straight hair, muscular guys wish they were more trim, and then vice versa for both of those. Sometimes we can change it, sometimes we just have to remember to love ourselves. Absolutely, otherwise you’re wasting that magic! And we don’t want that. How did you do, survive camping alright? Get to do anything fun, see any scary animals? I know I was happy to charge my phone and see James when we got back! Although next time, I am visiting that sleepover idea.

I think it really is dependent on the person because we’re all different and going through different sorts of things.    I think that we manage to get through it all somehow.   That’s the way it has always been. It goes through every gender, sex, race, religion and identity. We all at some point have to deal with a little envy. I try and change it to appreciation so it doesn’t become something like I’m constantly comparing myself. It just seems like a horrible thing to keep beating yourself up over other things.   The camping went well. I got to spend smoe quality time with friends and the scary animals stayed at bay.  I think that it was nice to get back into my house and get a long shower though.

There’s a lot about society expecting that of women, right? Like we’re taught that some day a man is going to come along and we’re going to want to change for him. I’ll make sure to pelt you with some tomatoes and then really show you what’s what. I mean, I like the idea of sleeping on a couch, it seems a lot edgier that way, right? Like I’m couch surfing.

There are a lot of expectations placed on us. I think that we try our best to fit the mold that people want for us but honestly, we also should turn against the things that aren’t appropriate.  I think that if someone doesn’t appreciate you for you are then they aren’t worthy.  I also think that anyone who has an expectation that women should always be in competition are wrong.  That sounds like a good time. I mean, who doesn’t love having tomato bruises.  I won’t be the person who gets in the way of your couch surfing. You can make a circuit run of it seeing who has the best couch.

You’re a very good person, Nicola. You can be proud of yourself. I couldn’t agree more. I’ve been in the whole “what if” kind of mood before and it isn’t helping. Enjoying life as it is is much better. The beaches! We went to Tulum. It was so nice and so relaxing. So no drug deals yet! But if I ever start that business, you’ll be one of the first to know. I feel like you’d keep my secret no matter what. How is it going so far?

That’s sweet of you to say. You’re earning points, Zac.  I don’t know that anyone wants to be left with those questions. It’s always better to beg for forgiveness over permission when it comes to living one’s life. It’s so short anyways that it would be a nightmare to miss out on those beaches.  I definitely think that Tulum sounds lovely from what I’ve been hearing. I wouldn’t have wanted to be dragged away from it. I appreciate being high on the notification list. You should probably tell Delta first though since her opinion on the whole career change might be more important than mine.  I am the kind of person who can when it matters.  It’s not been so bad, a little cold at times  but there are solutions for that.

As you should, because those people are important. Sometimes all you need is one person having faith in you to have a whole career started. And I completely agree with the fact that roles make us grow. I think that when you are trying to understand the character you’re playing, you kinda learn things that stick with you afterwards. Which is really good, of course. I am! I mean, right now I’m enjoing being in nature, but I’ve been mostly working on music lately. What about you? You’re still home or you’re working already?

They most definitely are.  I think that in a world where there are so many people who are quick to point out everything that is wrong about you, it’s always a blessing when you have at least one person who can point out everything that is great about you.  I’m honestly the same way. I really like to get to know them, dig in and understand their inner workings and the trust of the matter is that it’s hard not to learn things that do stick with you like you said.  I don’t see it as a bad thing at all.  I think we’re all making the most of nature.  Music isn’t a bad direction to go though I heard a rumor that Netflix is definitely already working on spinoff on spinoffs on your show so... you better be ready to get back behind a camera soon enough.   I’m currently home for the time being but it’ll be back to work soon enough. 

That’s very true! There are some people who are just blessed, and you know what they’re never going to change, will always look exactly the same as they do now. Although I guess there is that question of, ‘just because you can, should you?’ since of course you want to have some realism and leave roles for the people who should play them. Btu man, it would be tempting. That’s true! He’s another one who defies the laws of physics, basically. That’s how I go through life, too. It makes it a nice, pleasant, happy added bonus when they do know you! Normal can feel pretty good every now and then! So far, so good, I loved taking the dip, and now I’m just hoping that we can get through another night with no storms creeping in!

I think that it’s probably a good feeling to be sturdy and unchanging, especially if you’re happy with what you’ve been born with. I mean, if you hated what you were born with it might feel more like a curse than a blessing. It’s one of those things that always reads true - no matter what we have, we always find ourselves wishing we looked like someone else or had something they had going for them.   I think that there honestly worse things that people have faced that conundrum about and decided to just go ahead and do.  When you have magic on your side, you might as well go ahead and roll with it.  I think that definitely is a good thing. I mean, we just have another night and then we’re back to safe surroundings.  If worse comes to worse people would be gatecrashing the cabins anyways and it would just end up a massive sleepover.

Oh my gosh, right?! Those would be the most forgiving, amazing genes that a person could possess, if they could pull something like that off, I would have sincere jealousy of their life. But that’s very true, especially Cher, I feel like that woman doesn’t age? It’s what happens when you’re a national treasure. Me too, I’ve never understood the “do you know who I am?!” people, honestly. A rule is a rule is a rule, and so many times we say we don’t want to be the exception, so we shouldn’t be the exception. I hope so, too, makes life a lot easier when we just get to be real people, doesn’t it? I absolutely know what you mean. It’s too short to not enjoy it and feel like you’re having fun along the way. Definitely not, it’s a fear, for sure. But thankfully… so far, so good. As long as I get to jump in that creek today, I’m good!

It would be pretty incredible. I mean, they’d have to really put that in all the record books.   I’m kind of down to see someone try to pull it off. I think that there are definitely some people who are just timeless and you have to appreciate that for them.  It honestly does. I mean, look at Keanu Reeves. That man 56. How is he that old?  It don’t understand.  I think that it’s pretty poor to play that card. I just generally assume that people may not know who I am but it’s nice when they do.  I think t hat when there are rules in place, you’re just better off abiding by them. It makes thing much more pleasant for everyone else. All I really want to be is a normal person some of the time.  I think that we’re all having a decent enough time today.  I’m glad you’ve been enjoying yourself. The creek was honestly pretty nice with how warm it’s been. 

Might be a little of both? Though I will say that I have excellent x-ray vision. Don’t worry, I’m a gentleman and do my best not to stare too much. I knew it. You seem like the type that would thoroughly plot something. Am I? I wasn’t aware of all of these rules that you speak of. Do you mind writing them down for me? I would sure hope so. The kids are still out of town so I’ll need some company and entertainment while they’re away. Oh, definitely the former. But you won’t see me roaming the forest without any clothes. Get your mind out of the gutter, Nicola. 

I knew that I was feeling a little less solid lately.   I am not surprised to hear that you do. It was something I picked up on pretty early.  I am pretty sure if you were staring too much, I would have already picked up on it.  It’s second nature. I can’t help but be that way.   I suppose that I could help you out and write down these rules. I mean, I wouldn’t want you to be lead astray.   I think that I could probably fix some of that for you. I mean, I might have heard there will be fire tonight and I’ve been well, I’ve been cold so you know where I’ll be.  I feel like you’re presenting me with a challenge there. I mean, I feel like the whole ‘you won’t see me roaming the forest without any clothes’ could be easily changed.  My mind is pure. 

Eventually, we all reach that point where we realize we can’t play a teenager anymore, so take advantage while you still have it, you know? Although you’ll play some great adults, too! I don’t doubt that for a moment. Right, it would be a bit weird if your favorite bar decided to suddenly card you out of nowhere, but if it was somewhere new that you had never been before, I could understand them being confused, or might think based on your characters, that you are that young. For sure! I couldn’t agree more. We live in a world where you can make changes if you want, but you can also just love yourself as much as possible. Me too, whenever I hear stories about it, it’s like… no, that’s okay, I don’t actually ever need to sleep again! Same here, thunderstorms at home, in the house? Nice. In a tent? No.

I think that you would be really, really fortunate if you were like 60 and still able to pass as a teenager. I want to give an award to that person honestly. I mean, the fact that you have Madonna and Cher who at times could pass as a young mother when they’re not exactly spring chickens anymore is incredible.  I think that there are always rules wherever you go and I tend to not fight them too hard. I mean, even if they know me of they wanted to make sure they were following rules I’d be fine to just pull out my ID.  People are going to think what they want but I hope that they can separate reality from fiction.   I’m glad that you agree though. I’m just trying to have a good time with life, you know.  I think that we should probably not traumatize ourselves like that.  Yeah, I mean, it’s not my idea of a good time. No one wants to be the person who gets literally struck by lightening.