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Romantic Movies You Need To Watch

Nothing’s changed. You’ll go home. You’ll be bored. You’ll be ignored. No one will listen to you, really listen to you. You’re too clever and too quiet for them to understand. They don’t even get your name right.

Be silly. Be honest. Be kind.

you are the only goddamn thing that gives me peace, the only thing that keeps me still when all I wanna do is fall and shatter, sometimes I feel as if the universe’s crushing weight is too much to handle, that no matter where I look, where I go, that weight will forever stay with me, but you make me feel different, you know that feeling you get when you listen to your favorite song? you fill me up with that feeling, that feeling of sunlight or some poetic shit, sometimes I think about how horrible life is and how ugly the world is then I look at you and I see the way the sunlight hits your eyes and I hear the sound of your laugh and I can’t help but let all my thoughts fade into nothingness, you are beautiful and terrifying and you are so full of everything and everyone and I don’t know how to explain it, you talk about things with so much passion and you dance to songs so freely as if your soul is the one in control of your body, you smile at strangers and their heart melts and I could see it in their eyes, you spit the truth like poison and you stand in bravery while others cower in fear, you leave pieces of yourself wherever you go, in everyone you meet, you stumble upon people, talk about the world and movies and songs and you captive them and you hold them hostage with your eyes and brain and heart, you posses them and they feel you in everything they do, you are beyond my understanding, beyond anyone’s understanding, you make me wish I could have all the time in the world just so I would spend more of it loving the moments I get to share with you, you are deeply under my skin, deeply rooted somewhere in my heart or soul whatever those are, you are the only thing that makes me fall in love with life a little more each day, you are my home.

All my life I will never understand why you left so soon… why you never even tried. It was not even stormy… just overcast with a chance of rain.

I want to be with you, it is as simple, and as complicated as that.

If I could tell how much I have grown to love you in distance, I’d already have crossed the universe twice.

I didn’t need you to fix me. I needed you to love me while I fix myself.

And I need to see you, but I don’t see you, and I need to hear you, but I don’t hear you, and I need to touch you, but I don’t touch you, and I need to think about you, and that is all I do.

I love you and I won’t give up on you even if you don’t want me anymore, I’ll always carry you around in my heart.

I do want someone, need someone. You were right. And when I’m with you, I feel like I’m a better person. I feel happier, less alone. Less lonely. But it’s not as simple as that, is it? Being with someone.

I get way too sensitive when I get attached to someone. I can detect the slightest change in the tone of their voice, and suddenly I’m spending all day trying to figure out what I did wrong.

Anger destroys your soul.

What if I slept a little more and forgot about all this nonsense.

Being alone has nothing to do with how many people are around.

I enjoy controlled loneliness. I like wandering around the city alone. I’m not afraid of coming back to an empty flat and lying down in an empty bed. I’m afraid of having no one to miss, of having no one to love.