What do you wish for?

Did fall forget it was suspposed to be next in line? Feels like winter already! Another long day here. Hope everyone elses is good. Here we go again.

6 days in a row, 12+hours. Day off tomorrow with nothing to do and no one to do it with. Anyone wanna chat, hang out?

I'm tired and sore. Don't really want to do much work. Have pretty much lost all cognative thought. Running on caffeine and adrenaline to get through.

16 hours yesterday, 4 hours sleep, back to it again. I love my job and what I do but hate the hours sometimes. Still wishing I had my oasis to go to after work. Someone who cares, understands the situation and wants to be there. Maybe a pipe dream but I still hope to find her. Guess we all hold on to glimmers of the positive to get though the long days, I know I do.

15 hours ahead and going in tired. Alot of work to do and just have to get it done. Again will be in my own head using thoughts and day dreams to carry me through. Wish me luck.

Have another busy weekend ahead and getting ready to get it done. Still day dreaming to get through the days. Still wishing for someone who understands and wants the same as me. Here's to another..

Got some sleep last night thank goodness. Ready to start another day. Lots to do and as usual a little time.

Worked 16 hours yesterday, slep for 4 hours and back at it. Feel like I never left and everything is a task. What I would not give for somewhere to relax after work.

Have to work a long day today, wish I had a sub waiting for me when I got off. Daydreams it is to get me through..

Still awake and don't know why. Scrolling Tumblr bored as hell.

Its actually a good morning today. Getting ready for work as usual but dont mind for the first time in a little while. Still have sex on my mind but I guess thats just normal. About to shower and start the day, maybe ill stop and get a nice coffee, or, maybe ill get a nice message. Hmmm, probably the coffee, but I can dream..

Woke up and got ready to work still thinking about the dream I had last night still dreaming about finding my one true sub. Can't get out of my head being able to leave work, message her with my instructions and arrive finding her waiting for me. These thoughts will probably last through my day and hopefully get me out the other side. Still hoping , still waiting..

I wrote my 1st post yesterday explaining in pretty detailed fashion what I wanted in a submissive. Now I figured a companion post about why may be helpful. I am in control at work, at home in my vanilla life, and even with friends most of the time I am the one looked to. I feel the need to be in control all the time, and I do not get that in bed at home. Hell I barely get any at home to get control of...It pleases me when I have the ability to have the power of making a decision and I need more of it. This is why I need a submissive who needs to be controlled...it will fulfil us both.

This is not something I take or do lightly and If you made it this far you maybe be the one I am looking for. Message me if this is true..