Happy Birthday to Me!
Yes it is my birthday.
I am getting older as is everyone, but I cannot be considered as middle-aged anymore. I am old. Still for an old person I am pretty strong and fit. I keep numbers with sport watches and bike computers. My resting heart rate this morning, was 50 bpm. My maximum heart rate is far above 200-age. If my age was 50 it would be right, and I was 50 a couple decades ago. Yup old.
I tell people that the worst thing about getting pretty old is you know more and more dead people. I mean people you knew, or met, or worked with die in increasing numbers. At my previous job 4 people have died, that I know of. At my current office a guy died last month and we only have a handful of people here. My parents are long dead. My wife's parents are long dead. Friends from school, the list only gets bigger.
That makes you pretty aware of death.
Contrasting there are good things too. I have grand kids. I have two daughters and the younger one is to be married soon after a fairly long co-habitation thing. Perhaps more grand kids soon? Children are the opposite of death. It is a strong contrast.
Age also gives you perspective. I have seen the journey the world has taken.
I am disturbed by what has happened in the United States. It is regressing to an earlier not-very-good state of being. They have always been conservative, even repressive to minorities. I grew up in New England and saw the Vietnam war, and the civil rights movement on TV news every night. Everyone could see these were wrong in some way. A lot of people want to go back to that place. Deny voting rights. Invade countries you do not like. Promote fear to maintain power.
Oh and corruption on an epic scale.
Another thing is that news media is more and more politically distorted. When I was young news was controlled by wise men who had seen and survived wars. They had a long view and could be trusted. Now especially in the US the news is controlled by billionaire business people who want their views to rule. That is actually going back a century when news through newspapers were controlled by men named Pulitzer, and Hearst who used their platforms to make themselves wealthy with distorted truth.
They caused a war because it was good for business. That was the Spanish American War which was triggered by an accidental explosion of a coal bunker in an American Warship visiting Cuba. Coal was notoriously prone to exploding in closed spaces. The business was good. Weapons and reports from the front. Legends were made like Teddy Roosevelt and his "rough riders" attacking a fort in Cuba. The Spanish empire was dying and on life support. Spain had no hope of winning a fight with the USA and did not want to fight. They tried to apologize and avoid a war, but the US newspapers pushed and complained and called Congress and the US government cowardly for not going to war soon enough. They ended up with an empire when it was over. The shortest lived empire in history.
Historians and academic journalists called that "yellow journalism" as if they were putting it long behind them. No it is just returning once the wise old men of news died off. News is product and entertainment and serves masters looking for more money.
Ironically news by government funded institutions has become the more reliable source. The BBC in Britain, CBC in Canada, for me are far more reliable, honest, and accurate for English speakers.
The online media is anarchy. There are crazy people, fascists, idiots, and any reasonableness is lost in the noise. Access is controlled by algorithms that are in turn controlled by those billionaires. Funny how that works.
I hope the world survives the next few years, and the US comes to it's senses. I think of that old Chinese Curse. "May you live in interesting times."















