peanut

i hope what is next is the best .

i don’t realize how much time we have on this earth , but yet the sand is building up in the underworld. how will it feel , what will happen to my body , where do i go?

the only things that keeps me up at nite lol , crazy to think we are here once , or does our cycle of life repeats and we forget?

life is still so crazy to think about , how our body moves and our body’s create feelings and emotions, the way we manage all these challenges, i can’t help but to this how far i’ve come .

supper exited for summer , this had me wanting to do so much more than i did the years before because i was trapped and held down by my own mind that kept me locked away from everyone for 6+ years i just remember pushing away for so long , i just want to get better , i just want to see the world before the worlds takes me back .

this summer i am promising not to stay indoors for so long . it’s okay to take breaks and i need to get up and go , sit in the grass relax and just breathe enjoy life before it all goes away , i am making this promise to myself that i will explore much more than i ever did before.

maybes this is a new chapter. maybe it’s meant to be maybe it’s happens in another life . i wonder where i’ll go , what and who will i come across. what are my challenges, am i at one now . is it the right time? or is this a wrong time. so many questions that fled my mind.

Kitty drowning in raspberries honey match ,

hello lovelies.

today i learn acceptance is my peace , where i want to be . to accept the reality and acceptance that people won’t stay in your life for long is peace

accepting the facts instead of believing the lies , really does clear up the smoke in the air . accepting life and knowing it will all go away at one point is peace. knowing that all your troubles and worries will be gone some day. that is truly peace . less to say nothing matters but in your one and only life . everything matters for you and only you . accept who you are and really are meant be is peace . you service a purpose here in this life . just like a bee doing it’s part in nature.

you matter

today i’m late . but i got ready to leave but i’m so worn out and tried .

i wish we could just talk more instead of fight more ,

we always start because our overthinking and overly wel being of one another

i wish we were open more , and help each other

i’m sorry i wasn’t the best for you i’m sorry i wasn’t enough

here comes new beginnings new possibilities

this is where i change this is it

this is where life really starts

i’m sorry for my past , it’s my past for a reason

i drew my cat , one line