never in a vagina

My business major friend, Miranda, was saying its good to be aggressive and I said it wasn’t.  She jokingly referred to me as submissive, and I am, because I basically just do whatever she says.  One thing led to another and I confessed my submissive fantasies.  

It was all kind of joking and then she asked for my computer and password.  I laughed, but then she got seriously firm. So then I stood beside her as she sat at my desk, looking through my porn stash on my laptop.

She couldn’t believe how much I had, but I told her I’d been collecting since I was 13 so it just kind of adds up.  She didn’t even know what a caption is.  She couldn’t believe how much I objectify women because I’m always so nice.  I was so embarrassed that I said enough.  “Sit your butt down on the edge of your bed and I’ll tell you when it’s enough!!”  So that’s just what I did, I sat there and couldn’t even see my screen across my dorm room.  

It seemed like forever, but probably 5 minutes later she stands in front of me. She says she now monitors my computer so if I wanted to access anything inappropriate I’d need her “parental” permission.  I think my jaw literally dropped.  She asked if I’m okay with this.  And I just said, “uh huh.”  “Is that how you’d address a parent or teacher; it’s yes ma’am!”  “Yes, ma’am.”

She tells me she thought of deleting all my porn, but since I’d be a virgin my whole life she didn’t feel I should lose everything.  I’d confessed I’m a virgin several weeks ago.  But I had to go through it all, delete most, and decide what to save. Every item has to be respectful to women: no filthy language, no nudity, no breast exposure (including cleavage or downblouse or partial views), and no upskirts or even cameltoe.  She feels if I’m really submissive I should just be turned on by thinking of women like her dominating me and everything I see or think should be respectful and appropriate.

She says I have to delete everything off my computer and only have a public blog she can check.  She was shocked that almost everything I have was made by others like me.  She hopes this blog will make me a role model for other submissive boys.  So please be respectful of women!

Read my story from the beginning:

I don’t know of a version that isn’t somehow about race.

Another variation