2:43 a.m.

Y de repente, miras hacia atrás y te das cuenta de que ya no eres el mismo, que todo es diferente, que todo ha cambiado.

I promise that I am trying so hard to be okay with you leaving. I am trying so hard not to think of you or to stumble across memories that I don’t want to have anymore. I’m trying so hard to forget everything that you made me feel. But last night, I saw an old photo of us and we looked so happy. You were holding me and I was wrapped around you and we were laughing. We were in love. And it’s just hit me that I will never get another moment with you like that. I won’t get to hear you laugh at my corny jokes, or see your eyes roll every time I’m being stupid, or see your eyes when you see the beautiful stars at night. I won’t get to smile at you randomly - just because I love you. It’s just hit me that this is the end.

—Hablando en serio, ¿Ella que perdió? Sólo un estúpido que no la supo amar. Pero tú amigo, tú lo perdiste todo.

Sabia que no era bueno para mi, pero me hacia feliz y solo por eso … valía la pena.