My Thoughts - My Mind

I have a feeling if I don’t keep my distance from you I won’t get over these feelings.

Something that I honestly can't stand, are bold faced liars. If you had no intentions of going just say no, or if you don't want to, just say NO. No need to lie, you can decline an offer you know. Seriously, don't say you can't go because for some reason you're on lockdown and can't go out, yet all weekend long while we're snap chatting you're out and about going places, like the mall. That just irritates the fuck out of me, TBH I figured you'd say no from the start, but you felt the need to lie and not just say no thanks, or I kind of don't want to. Why do people not just say things instead of lying or making up excuses. No where does it say you HAVE to accept an invitation to anything. Ugh...people...

I'm so fucking done with this job. If I didn't like the pay, or need it, if so fucking look for another job or go back to what I did before. I seriously can't stand anyone anymore other than one person... Like you do realize i have no problem with beating the shit out of you no matter who you are or what your fucking position is there...try me you fuckers...

I don't think that we can be friends anymore... I feel like you should be mad at me more than you are and I don't feel good about myself as a person because of what I did to our friendship. I feel like Everything I say doesn't mean shit. Just know I won't open my mouth to anyone, but even though I say that I feel like you don't think I would if I ever got mad at one of you and I don't want to make you feel that way, I honestly can't believe I did that. I've never ever done that before, I would never because I don't want anything like that happening to me and then I did it. Im a fucking horrible person. Sorry.