Love is Not a Choice

Skam Universe

↳ LGBT+ Characters

We’ve Been Waiting On This Moment.

M-Rated | AO3 | 3,064 words

Sander and Robbe reunite after the lockdown and Sander tells him all the ways he’s missed him.

Song: Lips on You by Maroon 5 

It had never occurred to Sander what it would feel like to love someone so much that he couldn’t imagine a life without them. Someone who he could call his home, someone who could turn all the parts of himself he hated into something good and in more ways than one, love him until time ran out. He felt all of that with Robbe and it sat heavy on his heart.

The separation, at times, had left him tense and weak, his chest so tight he couldn’t breathe; and the need was like a hunger that clawed at him until he was ringing Robbe at crazy hours of the morning, ending the call on breathless moans as the ache settled over him. Sander felt like a spring ready to snap, a coil so tight and twisted, and he was spiralling, spiralling hard and fast. He didn’t think he’d be nervous now but the anxiety settled over him like a dead weight, his control slowly slipping out of his grasp. It was a flurry of emotions that often drowned him, sinking slowly into the darkest parts of his mind; but he was finally getting to see Robbe today.