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Fandom: Harry Potter • The Freak Circus • Big Bad Dogs • ETC
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I focus on slow burn/romance tension, headcanon and healing.
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Little reminder that Lane is into face slapping and verbal degradation, both giving and receiving. So while we’re all out here thinking, “OMG, Laly, let us slap him every shift. This is so cool. He deserves that.” Lane is probably living in heaven too. The little sht literally asked you to slap him equally on both sides.
He did not feel sorry for anything. We think we put him in his place but the whole time he was probably just having a boner 🙏
will forever be interesting to me that lane says the girl at the bar "wasn't worth bleeding for," but when confronted with bb and mc talking about it in shift 3, he is VERY MUCH like "yeah i would have punched him back." okay and why? 🧐 hey lane, why? 🧐 why is that worth it to you? 🧐🧐 you would have fought for mc? 🧐🧐🧐 uh huh? 🧐🧐🧐🧐 interesting.
it's very much an actions >>> words kind of guy too...which does make him not punching back interesting but i think he genuinely was more concerned about mc...
like him and mc arent even TOGETHER and he was running his mouth to bb. whether its protecting mc from a perceived threat or jealous or more likely both, he still did it. that's so interesting lane. do you have anything you want to say about that. 🧐🧐🧐🧐🧐
Bro kept telling MC to get the fck off his lap but somehow forgot he has legs and the ability to move even one millimeter away from her. She was not even trying to stay but bro was sitting there like his lap had a reservation. He enjoyed it so much he had to call her fatass as emotional damage control.
Then she touched his face and jawline and almost kissed him, bro started malfunctioning. Still did not push her away though lolll. He said if she forced a kiss on him that would mean SH. Then he claimed he did not push her away because he does not touch women “inappropriately.”
Lowk Serkan might think I tried to steal his Monster or something, I’m moping around the floor like a puddle after a stormy day. Darren must be really tired too
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Thank you for Lane. Playing his route changed something inside me. He's such an asshole but when he cracks a little I just want to squeeze him and never let him go
thank you so much for liking him!!🥺💖
i know hes very VERY difficult to love (or even tolerate sometimes xD) but i think hes also the kind of person whos impossible to stop caring about once you know whats underneath.
the love route with him is going to be SOOO chaotic. xD💖💖
Laly, did something happen to BB’s face, or is it just the way guys talk? I’m so bad at reading subtext and these men make me so confused 😭 Sal said something about BB having an ugly mug, while Serkan is loyal af. He didn’t say much but it was enough for me to vaguely imagine what happened
SPOILER!!!
something definitely happened to his face! :3💖💖 even when he talks with MC in the locker room, he says things about civilian people tending to judge more based on "appearance"
and then he says "enough of me to recognize" when MC tells him its better than being headless or whatever xD
Was it some type of scar left by burn marks? I remember BB mentioned one of his teammates who ☠️ there. MC asked whether he saw that comrade pass away, and BB said something like he didn't, but he was present. So maybe something exploded KABOOM and threw them away(??)
He also mentioned something about defusing 💣 and stuff 🤔🤔🤔
The more he shares about himself, the more questions I have. And they dare say women are hard to understand
Bruh, I'm over here giggling like a crusty old cat having an asthma attack while hacking up its own furball at 2 am. My neighbors are probably so fcking close to filing a noise complaint ayyayaya. They're so fcking childish and stupid, holy sht 😭 It's so fcking funny.
(They're bonding, trust)
He asked BB but like I actually am, Lane
Do we have the option to bag both of them in one route? Because I kinda want to keep them both.
Hate these mfs so much they make me laugh like hyena
I remember you once showed on there blog a sprite of younger Lane’s picture with his probably first ex gf, is that a picture that can be found in a game too in his current route?
yes it can be found in Lane's route #1!! :3💖💖 it actually unlocks a very long scene depending on the choices you make during it and you learn a lot about Lane's lore!!
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I was just curious, but if this makes you uncomfortable, please feel free to ignore my question. I read one of your blog posts and saw that you mentioned having hematophobia.
What does it feel like to have that phobia? Is your experience similar to the MC’s in that game? Was there a reason you became scared of blood?
This might sound a little weird, but I had the same question as Lane: how do you handle periods? You mentioned being scared of your own blood too.
Sorry if these questions make you uncomfortable. I’ve never had a phobia myself so I was curious.
Dw pookie, I don't feel uncomfortable at all. I've come to terms with living with it anyway. And bruh, you scrolled that far??? I don't even remember sharing that on Tumblr until you reminded me 😭
Well, tbh I don't really know why I'm scared of blood. One day my mind and body just decided that I was.
I've known I was scared of blood since I was very young, but back then I didn't do much research or know enough to figure out why, especially since I've never experienced any serious accident involving blood. Even so, I was still scared of it.
Also, I'm not scared of obviously fake blood. But realistic looking fake blood? I'm dead dead.
For many years I tried to figure out why I have this phobia because I actually have quite a few phobias, and none of them seem to be related to any experiences I've had. They just suddenly appeared and became part of my life, which is kind of weird 🤔
So whenever people ask why I'm like this, I never really know how to answer because I'm not sure either.
A couple of years ago though, I started noticing a pattern. I think a lot of my phobias might be related to what I suspect is undiagnosed OCD. And... yeah, it's kind of bad. Not an easy level, but a very challenging one. I only started noticing the pattern after I got older and had my own things and responsibilities. Before that, I never realized it.
At first I thought I was scared of blood because of the color and because it reminds me of wounds and flesh. But now I think it's more psychological. I don't like seeing anyone or anything get hurt, so blood immediately makes me think of open wounds and someone being injured. I don't like imagining that, so my discomfort eventually turned into fear.
As for whether my fear is like the MC's, I'm not sure because I've never looked at real blood long enough to have the fainting reaction she does. The moment I think about or see blood, my whole body starts shivering and prickling. It feels so uncomfortable, like I'm sitting on thousands of needles, and I start shaking a little.
Some of my friends have even told me my face turns completely pale whenever I see blood, so... maybe it really is that bad if I ever looked at it for too long. Most of the time I just look away immediately or leave the area because I genuinely don't know how I'd react if I stayed there ☠️
From other people's perspective, they can tell I'm scared because I'm shaking like a chihuahua. But from my own perspective, I mostly just feel extremely uncomfortable, like something is prickling underneath my skin. Ugh, even writing about it makes me shiver a little.
I think when I see blood, my brain immediately goes "Wow... that runs through my veins too. That could be me or someone I care about." Just thinking that makes me shake, so I try not to dwell on it.
As for Lane's question about periods, here's how I see it. Doctors and nurses see patients die every day, every week, every month, every year. Does that mean they aren't afraid of death themselves? Ofc not.
No matter how many patients they've cared for or how many deaths they've witnessed, they're still human. They can still feel uneasy about it. That's one reason working in the medical field can be mentally exhausting.
So yeah, I get my period every month, but that doesn't mean I get used to blood. I'm still scared of it.
Not because I think periods are disgusting. They're a normal part of life, so I don't understand why people treat them like they're gross.
It's more because periods always make me think about pregnancy and childbirth. Women can die during childbirth, and so many things can happen to your body during pregnancy. Your body changes so much, and a lot of it is outside your control. Then there's postpartum depression and everything else. Who wouldn't find that scary? Your body literally grows another human being inside you, and then you have to bring that person into the world. That's terrifying to me.
That's also why periods make me anxious. Anything related to blood, flesh, or wounds reminds me how fragile humans really are. No matter how strong we think we are, we can still get hurt so easily.
So when I see my own blood, my brain immediately connects it to an open wound. Logically I know that's not what's happening, but emotionally it feels like I woke up and someone had slashed my stomach open. That's what my brain associates it with, and it's an awful feeling. I just don't like seeing people get hurt, and to me, blood always means someone has been hurt. I don't want to see that or think about it.
As for whether that's why I played BBD... nope. My dumb ass didn't even know MC was afraid of blood. I seriously thought she was just afraid of the color red because of Red Biker 😭
I only realized it when I replayed Shift 2 long before Shift 3 even came out. I thought the red stain on the convenience store floor was just spilled soda or something. I had no idea it was supposed to remind her of blood until I read other people's comments🤦♀️
That actually made me like BB even more in Shift 3 because of how he handled the MC whenever blood appeared. Since I have the same phobia, I know what it feels like when you don't react fast enough. That's why I always avoid blood whenever I can. If someone even starts talking about it, I'm like "Nope. I'm out." There's no way I'm risking passing out in public surrounded by strangers.
So I really appreciate people who react quickly enough to block your view, guide you somewhere else or distract you until you calm down.
Because whenever I see blood, I start shaking, my heart races like crazy, and it feels like my blood pressure shoots up. FML. But yeah, I've learned to live with it.
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Ngl I like him more in Route #2. Still punchable and still kissable but the kissable-to-punchable ratio is much higher now lolll
He feels more... honest in this route somehow?
Compared to Route #1, he seems less like he is hiding behind 10000 layers of attitude. Maybe MC patching him up just inflated his ego beyond repair (???)
And now he is acting like a dog that barked at the neighbor’s dog for 3 hours, got a single bone and immediately concluded that he owns the entire street.
He's so fcking smug like “she gave me (medical) attention so clearly we are married, soulmate twin flame fate pair or whatever bs girls like to call” kind of way.
