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the moral of the story is that there is always hope if a person just trust their gut . if humans would just face realty for what it is and to stop following each other's lead like sheep , we would have a diverse, creative, problem solving,compassionate global population. the differences that control our vision like race , religion and social class would be gone and we could live in a communicative,self aware and compassionate world.

I wanted to get this out of my system after watching this doc series called uncoded by amr waked on jazeera in english youtube channel. Being alive right now means that a person has to either hide in ignorance of consistently hiding from the painful truth of the mental and physical brutal destructions that are effecting all countries around the world. From high homeless rates to children's famines , a person can be affected very negatively mentally by all these problems that are endless. so again going back to my point , you either choose to hide yourself from the real world problems surrounding you from every direction or you decide to acknowledge the facts and do something about it. Being able to face all these problems without them effecting you psyche is almost impossible. The ability to heal yourself or to just deal with all those negative news and realities that will start unravelling in front requires a lot of self awareness to be able to sooth your self and strengthen your mental abilities to stay positive or to be hopeful. Being able to prevent your psyche from crashing is a very challenging thing and i say this from personal experience , i had to overcome a psychosis illness 2 years ago. being able to challenge your vision of the world or how your brain sees the world and to be able to function or to be as “normal” as others, surrounding you  can be very challenging. i don't know if what i said is clear but basically being resilient is one of the hardest skills humans have to learn throughout their life. i believe resilience or adaptability to ones environment is a crucial survival skill that everyone had to learn during the past 3 years because of the pandemic of corona. the lockdowns and the fear that everyone had to live through broke a lot of societal structures that were very distracting to  a lot of people. what people were distracted from was themselves and their connection to who they are or what meaning they had of what their life was made of. which caused a lot of depression and that was very clear when people started realising that governments were using the pandemic as a fear tactic to change the worlds economy at the cost of peoples freedoms. i learned about a lot of theories regarding the creation of the corona virus and the orchestrated political and economic tactics that the world fell under. politically this is not the first orchestrated chain of events were humans rights have been violated, nor was this the first time lives were sacrificed for a capitalist world regime to thrive. this game that elites have been playing for a while have been and is still very intricately confusing. the amount of intertwined world conflicts are very revealing to how the world is run but a capitalist mentality. where money is the god and everyone else falls under the roll of the slave. Fear in my humble opinion is the controlling factor in this equation , to be able to keep mass populations and governments under control. Greed can also be another human quality that gets played chess with and many other humanistic negative qualities. So how can one be able to see all of this shit and not loose it? how can a child thrive in a society that is built on the systemic brainwashing of millions just for the sake of elite groups that only care about their legacy and wealth. i think i've shared enough for now or summarized what i watched in the doc series i mentioned in the beginning of this journal . i hope that anyone who reads this to go and watch the doc series and to expose themselves to all truth behind the corruption of this world. 

my intention behind starting this blog is to feel like im connecting with people and that i will start to put my slef out there and express my self. ill be aware of the fact that someone might end up reading my journals and that i will be heard in this phase I'm going through. Also all these journals might be a fun read for me as i get older to see the progress of my beliefs and goals.