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I think if people cried more the world would be a better place

I guess I don't feel like being an asshole all time time; my sins are largely in private and mostly against myself (but not entirely)

whatever it doesn't matter. Imma go eat. At least I have food.

People are lucky to have ME, but I have no one to depend on

I remember once when N told me how I made her feel and I couldn't say it back

And now we haven't talked in 2 years. I don't want to, talking to her is like pulling teeth. I was always a second thought to her and she cared about how I made HER feel. But no return

Even my parents; I know the core reason they let me stay is because they KNOW they abandoned me at a critical moment. From then on I only really had myself. Friends would pull bs if I was close to them, or we never got closer than proximity friends, and once the proximity was gone, so were they.

It's fine honestly, I don't want to get attached to this place. These kids (not mine) love me, but when they're grown they will do their own thing

I'm afraid to speak because am I creating

I'm

Forget it.

As long as it's quick and painless