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@mariasont made the cutest bestest quiz ever you take it and it tells you which BAU man secretly wants you (link to her quiz!! Take it it’s so fun) and I was like wowww this is so awesome
So I made a silly little quiz if anyone is interested!!! U answer some questions and it tells you what era of spencer reid is in love with you hehehheh
ok im about to say some things that will inevitably make me sound like a crazy person which is not completely untrue but unfortunately I am one of those awful people who feels the need to share like actually everything ever, typically at the expense of myself or others!!! self-preservation? I hardly know er.
DOUBLE unfortunately!! im a real sucker for nostalgia (i mean who isn't in todays climate lol - I digress). anyway its not like im yearning to be a 1950s housewife or return to my 2010s Directioner roots, I AM however yearning for the summer of '24 when I was so deeply obsessed with Spencer Reid that it was downright disturbing. I was like a sleeper cell agent, you really could not take me anywhere without me relating something to That Man. it was So Bad.
Anyway that was a prologue to my current happenings. I was feeling particularly nostalgic & self-indulgent today so I scrolled through your blog the same way I would've like two years ago and it was actually very cute and emosh if you ignore the absurdity of it. like aw DYBMN in her early days :') think pieces on spencelle :') musings on whether or not Spencer Reid is hung :') like AW GUYS YOU JUST HAD TO BE THERE. this was Coachella 2016. idk if your blog so profoundly affected me as an individual because there was some crazy developmental stuff happening in my life at the time or what, but the power of teenaged girl bloggers on Tumblr is actually unmatched. I've had fanfics grant me more perspective on things than real life experiences (which maybe says more about me than fan fictions but WHATEVER)
what I am trying to get across with this is firstly, WOW I probably shouldn't have depended so much on Spencer Reid Tumblr as a teenager but also WOW I am so glad to have found such a community when I did, and in the Spencer-Reid-Obsession-Transition-Into-Adulthood Venn diagram, your blog was in the middle. anyway this isn't a NEREIDPRINC3SS PLS COME BACK THE KIDS MISS YOU ask or a... whatever the opposite of that is... I haven't been super involved in Tumblr in a while because (shock horror) im no longer plagued by fictional FBI agent brainworms on the daily but I do check in occasionally or scroll through peoples old blogs hoping to go back to what once was!! lol!! and im feeling vulnerable about it. im feeling like 'thank you for creating this lovely space and niche community and encouraging young writers and just being a creative young woman on the internet'. im feeling like even if you don't post writing on here again, or you do (!) you must be made aware of the impact you have haddddd
its actually so serious and I doubt im the only one who feels this way but maybe I am the only one who is typing a spiel about it at 2.45am on a Wednesday morning. which whatever SUE ME can't a girl be passionate !!! okay sorry for this clusterfuck of a message, I think there was a point in here somewhere but I got lost in between tradwives and Spencer Reids penis. I hope life is being kind to you, thank you for your service I appreciate you more than you know GOODNIGHT
p.s. why is this giving love letter. am I Spencer Reid circa part 6 of dybmn... maybe. the nereid effect...
Ohmygod I love you
“thank you for creating this lovely space and niche community and encouraging young writers and just being a creative young woman on the internet”
That was like the most beautiful kind gut punch I’ve ever felt in my entire fucking life like that rlly got me right in my feelings omg
Actually this whole thing did thank u so much I promise I appreciate you as much as you do me and you were just as impactful like summer 24 truly was a beautiful fever dream, I too has spencer reid psychosis and sharing it with a likeminded community was exactly what I needed to be doing at that moment. On the one hand you can say it’s just tumblr but also it was a community and it was deeply formative to me, I have made friends whom I still regularly talk to and love deeply like idk this blog was just peak girlhood to me. So much about it informed who I am and changed my life. I think writing fanfic was extremely therapeutic for me at a time where I was super insecure about literally everything and the ridiculously warm reception and kindness I received was such a lifeline. Like hello I chose to major in English because of this blog!! I identify as a writer in my real life because of this blog!! That is a core part of my identity and it is all due to me being horny for some loser from a show that started in 2005!! Not even a particularly GOOD show mind you!!! It’s all just very beautiful.
Not to get all sappy and tangential too but I think spaces like this are actually really important for self exploration. I was so closed off emotionally back in the day and like okay yeah I still am shhhh but I was SO allergic to vulnerability that it was nearly impossible for me to even imagine being in a romantic relationship with a fictional character without cringing and feeling immense shame😭 and now I can do it in real life! And I know how I want to love and be loved! And I didn’t know any of that before! And I figured it all out in a way that felt safe to me!! And I got to have such meaningful discussions with likeminded people about that shit like we were deadass doing lit crit for DYBMN like we had theses and analyses going on!! It was so fun and I love you and everyone who has been here with me thank you for this ask and for rocking with me I love you I love you MWAH MWAH MWAH
I’m not currently working on anything for anyone, but I will never declare that I have Stopped because why would I commit to that, I don’t know what the future holds! Inspiration strikes at random💯💯🙏
Also this was my first time taking plan b so anyone who has taken it, did it lowkey make u feel like shit? I am so fucking tired suddenly and Im abt to work until 11:30 PM I gotta lock in
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hi babes, so im kinda new to writing and have been reading your fics for forever now, and i seriously adore the way you write and describe things.
do you have any tips to get better? i feel like i always repeat myself no matter what i do and always use the same words :[
In terms of writing exercises when I feel stuck sometimes I like to just describe an object or a scene in as vivid of detail as I can, not just using trite turn of phrase or things we are used to seeing in writing but utilizing all my faculties to accurately illustrate what I am seeing which sounds like DUH but it’s so easy to fall into habit and convention and cliche when writing. What is even more challenging for me though is trying to write about emotions and sensations in a way that hasn’t been done a hundred times before. Like you have to go very internal and ask yourself what you are ACTUALLY feeling in your body when you experience an emotion or recall a memory, and think about how you would write it down. Journalling every single day can really help. Just intentionally observing the world more often makes you a better writer I think!
i reread come on home to me so often you really healed something in me w that one!
Aww I am so glad, I love flangst so much it is my favorite thing to write!! U might like “ghost in the machine”, another certified nereidprinc3ss phoebe bridgers based flangst classic. Also “the killer doesn’t understand”, lowkey Phoebe bridgers is always at the scene of the crime
hiiii are u on ao3? would love to be able to bookmark some of ur fics on there <3
I am not💔 I tried but it’s kinda confusing and also they’re always going through some shit, like AI is always stealing every fic on the website or some bullshit like that so I’m a little weary of them, sorry lover!!
So I followed you like last year and then I lost my account and had to make a new one. I’ve spent MONTHS trying to remember your user so I could follow again and then BAM suddenly you appear once more on the little suggested.
Hehehehe here I am again, I think this is the universe giving me an early birthday present fr fr😋💜
Yayyyy!! That is so awesome, especially cause I haven’t really been posting anything relevant for months😭😭 I am glad the universe brought us back together angel
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Honestly that’s pretty much all there is to it like we were making out and then like yeah but can I confess something else while we’re talking abt my sex life thanks
We got rlly drunk on Saturday and I let him go down on me which in retrospect just seems kinda odd like we’re just not there yet except we have already been there u know what I mean but it was like a lapse in normality cause today we had class and it was so normal core like our table was joking and giggling and I was just thinking None of these people know he ate me out three days ago and then we walked to my car and got kombuchas and I drove him home and we made plans for tomorrow and it was just sooo normal core like I feel like the people who did that the other night are alternate universe versions of us like I can’t imagine me acting that way or him saying the things he was saying…. Like I can imagine them I can remember them but that wasn’t HIM that was some other guy …… like it was a weird dream almost……… cause mind you our first time hanging out was one week prior to the Incident so idk it just feels random and like idk
hellooo first time sending smth and just want to tell u how devastated and betrayed i am rn. i can believe i actually thought that spring into summer was going to be a fun read for me bc i just finished it and my eyes are red from crying BUT IT'S FINE BC THE FIC'S AMAZING
Ohhhhhh Baby No……… that is my most evaiillllll fic
I love you so much thank you for reading and I am so sorry….. I TRIED TO WARN YOU IN YHE TAGS😭😭😭
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fingers in mouth? BRING BACK FINGERS IN MOUTH! i feel like no one does it anymore. ppl need to read some fics and get ideas *praying that one day someone puts fingers in my mouth after fingering me or any time during it*