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. Ë・ MARK
ROCKSTAR GALAXY [127 BEAT Series]
SUMMARY:Â As you move into the building, your mysterious neighborâs music becomes a quietâand secretâcomfort to your heart, enough for you to send them an anonymous letter. When you unexpectedly meet Mark, your connection soon growing between late-night conversations and shared meals, you find yourself falling in ways you hadnât expected. Curiously enough, as your worlds start to overlap, you realize that thereâs more to Mark and your mysterious neighbor than youâve ever imagined.
GENRE:Â Romance, fluff, non-idol au, songwriter!Mark, strangers to lovers
WORD COUNT: 9k
WARNINGS:Â Cursing, suggestive themes
HOW TO GET THE GIRL [Neo Cinematic Universe Series]
SUMMARY: In the heart of New York City, Mark Lee leads a dual life: one as Spider-Man, the beloved Queensâ friendly vigilante, and other as just Mark, the awkward physics student thatâs been harboring a crush on you for a ridiculously long time. As Mark tackles his latest missionâmake your clueless self finally notice himâSpider-Man meets Moonlight, a fresh-faced vigilante that sparkles his curiosity. Between rooftop encounters and failed flirting attempts, Mark finds himself juggling criminals, feelings and an ever-growing list of advice from his best-friend. After all, itâs about time for him to finally learn how to get the girl.
GENRE: Romance, fluff, action, friends to lovers, spider-man!Mark
WORD COUNT: 15k
WARNINGS: Cursing, depictions of violence
. Ë・ HAECHAN
CALL D [127 BEAT Series]
SUMMARY: Giving in to your boss relentless matchmaking attempts, youâre not sure what to expect upon agreeing to finally meet her son, Donghyuck, at the companyâs upcoming Halloween party. Unsure if youâre even ready for a relationship, you also might still be a little too caught up by Haechan, an insufferable but charming one-night fling that keeps asking you out despite your refusals. Thereâs one thing youâre sure aboutâlife is a funny thing, but yours definitely feels like a cosmic joke sometimes.
GENRE: Romance, fluff, non-idol au, strangers to lovers, one night stand au
WORD COUNT: 12k
WARNINGS: Cursing, suggestive themes, implied sexual content
. Ë・ JENO
CHERRY BOMB [Neo Cinematic Universe Series]
SUMMARY: Despite the cityâs fast-paced scene of street racingâin which you happen to be the name to be beaten at every raceâgetting to know Jeno is a steady, quiet affair. Breaking the mechanicâs walls between races and late-night rides, the two of you slowly grow closer, unknowingly surrounded by secrets neither of you are ready to reveal. Still, in a world thatâs driven by speed and adrenaline like yours, surprises are inevitableâeven those that end up breaking your heart before mending it.
GENRE: Romance, fluff, action, street racing au
WORD COUNT: 16k
WARNINGS: Cursing, suggestive themes, implied sexual content, depictions of violence
. Ë・ JAEMIN
BUBBLEGUM POISON [Neo Cinematic Universe Series]
SUMMARY: As an agent, secrecy is your second nature. After all, it binds your entire life togetherâgoing as far as your marriage with Jaemin. It shouldnât be so hard to improvise, right? With your double life on the line, Foxglove just needs to keep her secrets⌠well, a secret. Even if it means pulling off the biggest lie of your lifeâexcept this time, without double-sized mercenaries, ticking bombs and high-security buildings to break into.
GENRE:Â Romance, fluff, action, secret agent au, doctor!Jaemin
WORD COUNT: 10k
WARNINGS:Â Cursing, suggestive themes, depictions of violence
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SUMMARY:Â After running away from your picture-perfect wedding, finding refuge in a small record shop in a random neighborhood of Seoul doesnât seem like the smartest choice. Especially as Jaehyunâthe owner of 127 Recordsâwarmly welcomes you, a lost runaway bride, with his quiet sense of humor and never-ending selection of R&B albums. Maybe life is more than fancy restaurants, luxurious hotels and business banquets. Maybe discovering the city youâve longed to know is the best way to discover the parts of yourself that have been hidden all along. Isnât that what Jaehyunâs favorite songs say, anyway?
GENRE:Â Romance, fluff, non-idol au, strangers to lovers, vinyl shop owner!Jaehyun
WORD COUNT:Â 7k
WARNINGS:Â Cursing
NOTES: Finally posting the Jaehyun story Iâve been mentioning since January (better late than never, friends). Also, please pardon any inaccuracies here! I tried! Please let me know what you think!! Itâs gonna make my day!!
The reception hall looks like a dream brought to life, brimming with fresh flowers and golden details at every corner. As the crystal chandeliers of the venue sparkle against its polished floors, a string quartet plays in the background, the joyful music blending with the guestsâ conversations and the delicate clinking of champagne glasses.
Itâs a picture perfect wedding ceremony.Â
A wedding ceremony that was meticulously planned down to every little detail by Minhyukâs family.
Yet, as you stand in the luxurious bridal suite just a few steps away from the aisle with less than an hour to the grand entrance, you canât help feeling like an imposter.
The white gown holds your loose pieces together, the layers of silk and frills falling into a beautiful, though rather unconventional bridal dress. Out of everything, the piece of clothing turned out to be one of the very few things that Minhyukâs mother had given you free reign on. The irony isnât lost on you, given how pointless the choice feels now.
Staring at your perfectly made-up self in the mirror, the muffled laughter from the guests outside sounds like white noise over the rapid heartbeats thumping against your ear. Wide, panicked eyes meet your own, leaving your hands trembling against the edge of the vanity.
Lost in your stupor, you completely miss the suiteâs door opening. As your best-friend steps into the room, dressed accordingly to the bridesmaidsâ palette, her voice startles you as she suddenly calls your name.
âHey, are you all done?â she asks, moving to stand beside you with a grin tugging at her lips. âIf we wait any longer, youâre going to be late than usualââ
Barely a whisper, your voice quivers as you interrupt her. âMia, I canât do this.â
Mia freezes for a moment, pausing midway through checking her make-up in the mirror to glance back at you with wide eyes. âWhat?â
âI canât get married,â you say, a little more steady despite the tears prickling at the corners of your eyes. âI donât even know why Iâm doing this, I⌠I donât even love Minhyuk like that, Mia.â
As if sheâs trying to process the words, Mia just frowns. âIs this one of your pranks? Because it really isnât funny,â she protests at first, regarding you for a second longer as your silence extends, shock soon taking over her face. âOh my God, youâre serious. Are you serious?â
You nod, breathing heavily inside the expensive dress. âYeah.â
âBaby⌠thereâs a ton of guests downstairs,â she answers, her voice lowering with a touch of hesitation and bewilderment. âMinhyuk is downstairs greeting them right now. His family is downstairs raving about their sonâs marriage as we speak.â
Shaking your head, you finally feel the tears falling down your cheeks. âI canât get married, Mia.â
A moment of silence settles between you, both unsure of what to say. As your eyes take a second look in the mirror, the reflection still looks flawless despite your emotions, the make-up looking nothing but pristine through the ugly tears. It almost feels like youâre looking at a stranger, suffocated by the weight of a thousands-something worth dress.
At last, Mia sighs before her face shifts to a serious, firm expression. âHave you really thought this through? Are you absolutely sure about this?â
If youâre being honest, rather than contemplating the actual idea of skipping the wedding, your thoughts had been consumed about the wedding itself instead.Â
While the big day approached, your mind spiraled whenever you imagined the actual ceremonyâthe vows you were supposed to recite from the very bottom of your loving heart, the smiles you were supposed to wear for the family thatâs seemingly welcoming you as their own, the excitement you were supposed to show for the new step of your life.
The more you dwelled on it, the more the scenario of walking down the aisle to Minhyuk felt like a march to a life you were not ready for, a perpetual role you werenât ever escaping from given the circumstances.Â
So, albeit in a sick and twisted way, you have thought about it.
With a miserable sniffle, you stare at your best-friend right back, steady enough for a final answer. âThe only thing Iâm sure of is that I canât marry Minhyuk today.â
A glint of something determined flashes in her eyes, Mia looking more serious than youâve ever seen her as she nods firmly. âWhat do you want to do? Whatever it is, Iâll back you up.â
As everything comes down to your answer, the words momentarily fail you.Â
Will you really walk away from a perfect life? From the quiet wealth, the made-up fairy tale, the hushed expectations and duties that lie underneath both yours and Minhyukâs familyâs money?
The answer comes down to the very thought of walking down that aisle, making promises and vows you wouldnât mean, just to fall into a trap that will consume your entire life.
You sweep the tears off your face, a final sigh escaping from your mouth. âI have to leave,â you say, gaze hardening in resolution after taking one last look at the reflection in the mirror. âLike, right now.â
A grin tugs at Miaâs mouth as if sheâs been waiting for this moment her whole life. âWe probably have five minutes before someone comes up to check on us,â she starts, raising an eyebrow at you with a glint in her eyes. âLetâs do this, Julia Roberts.â
Astonished, you can only watch as your best-friend suddenly rushes around the suite, shoving your phone and whatever else into her small clutch before forcefully pushing it to your chest.Â
Before stepping out of the room, Mia sneaks a glance outside through the half-open door, sighing in relief at the empty hallway. As she stealthily slips you from the suite, both of you tiptoeing against the marbled floor, you canât help feeling your pulse speeding up at the tension. Making the way downstairs, the reception sounds only grow louder.
Luckily, the main entrance is far away enough to allow you to walk past undetected. Save from a few waiters here and there, Miaâs quick to walk you to an emergency exit near the kitchen, confusing you as to how sheâs found the escape in the first place.
The red door feels daunting as you stand in front of it, both of you staring at each other with a mix of feelings that neither can fully describe.Â
As you blink at her, feeling the tears burning at your eyes again, hesitation prickles at you. âYouâre really not going to stop me?â
Quickly pulling you into a tight hug, Mia rolls her eyes affectionately. âYouâre finally doing something for yourself, thereâs no way Iâm ever stopping you,â she mumbles, smiling wide before pulling back with a gentle squeeze. âIâm proud of you, even if youâre making me explain all of this to your mother.â
A sudden commotion of voices nearby makes her eyes widen. Before you can even say goodbye, Miaâs rushingly pushing you outside, hurriedly shoving the dress out behind your back.Â
The fresh air hits you like a jolt of energy, your best-friend shooing you away with a knowing grin before you finally sprint across the venueâs garden. As your steps get faster, adrenaline flows through your veins, the tightness in your chest easing to a satisfying thrill. Despite your pounding heart, thereâs no hesitation holding you back now.
For the first time in what feels like forever, your mind is blissfully carefreeâno questions, no doubts, no voices reminding you of obligations and expectations.
It doesnât take long until you reach the street, breathlessly climbing into the first cab that stops by. Under the driverâs curious eyes, you finally let yourself relax by sinking into the seat, giving the man an urgent, delighted glance.Â
âJust drive, please.â
The cab only takes you as far as the driverâs willing to go for a crumpled bill.Â
Since youâve never visited Seoul enough times to actually know the city, youâre standing in a maze of alleyways and quiet streets, having ran off from the bustling stop the man had originally left you before. In a poor attempt to escape the prying eyes from onlookers, youâre now lost in a completely unknown neighborhood.Â
The late afternoon sun is starting to settle, hues of orange painting the sky as you mindlessly walk through a quiet street, the once pristine dress trailing right behind you in a mess of wrinkles and stains.Â
As the weight of your situation settles over the dimming excitement, you canât help but feel naive. Acting upon a single, desperate decision that ultimately brought you to a foreign, unfamiliar place, youâve no idea what to do nowâwhy hadnât Mia questioned you about plans anyways?
A seed of doubt threatens to grow in your mind, leaving you to wonder if youâve done the right thing despite any consequences to your own heart.Â
âRough day?â
The sudden question startles you.Â
Turning around just as a guy strolls into the alleyway, your breath hitches as his gaze locks with yours, amusement visibly flickering in his eyes. Though he doesnât look intimidating, holding an arrangement of flowers in his hands with wired earbuds still tucked into his ears, your current predicament isnât exactly ideal to rely on a random stranger.
Hesitating for a second, your voice comes out sharper than you intend. âWhy do you care?â
The guy raises an eyebrow, holding his hands up with a careful shrug. âJust figured you donât see a bride wandering around the neighborhood every day,â he says, curiosity laced to his laidback tone. âYou look⌠lost. Do you need help or something?â
As your trembling hands gather the fabric of your dress, you just huff curtly. âI donât.â
Determined to put as much distance between you and the stranger as possible, you turn around on your heels, ready to leave as the designer sandals suddenly catch the hem of the gown. Stumbling forward, you brace yourself for the fall before a hand grabs at your arm, easily holding you steady.Â
The guy chuckles, his grip lingering for a second longer than necessary, the same amused eyes watching you. âEasy there, Julia Roberts.â
Embarrassment spreads through your face as you quickly regain balance, half-heartedly pulling away from his hold. âNot you, too,â you mutter exasperatedly, glaring at him while smoothing the fabric of your battered dress. âIâm fine, you can leave now.â
âYouâre welcome,â he counters, the words sounding a touch ironic despite the lazy, yet gentle smile tugging at his mouth. âYou might need directions if you want to get out of here.â
The alleyâs already dimly lit, setting up for the evening thatâs just starting to fall over Seoul. As you glance down the quiet, empty street again, realization presses you harder, almost as if to suffocate you just enough to force the harsh truth at the back of your subconscious.Â
Maybe you shouldnât have left.
Maybe you donât know better than the life thatâs been built for you.Â
Maybe you should go back.
Momentarily lost in your anxious daze, you donât notice as the stranger seems to catch onto something. Attentively taking in your sudden tension, he doesnât miss the way your breath hitches just slightly, an almost panicked, distant look settling in your eyes.Â
âHey,â he calls, taking a careful step closer, just enough to pull your attention back to him. âI donât think Iâve introduced myself. Iâm Jaehyun.â
As your eyes snap to his, a wary sigh escapes from your mouth before you finally offer your name, the next words effortlessly escaping as if a grand announcement. âI ran away from my wedding.â
Jaehyun purses his lips, barely holding back a smirk as he lets out a playful whistle. âI never wouldâve guessed if you hadnât told me.â
The little quip earns a laugh from you, his easygoing response immediately pulling you back from a frantic spiral in your head. Despite the absurdity of the situationâa runaway bride stranded in a deserted alleyway in Seoulâthe guyâs casual attitude feels oddly comforting, enough to calm you down for the time being.Â
He looks you over, pulling his earbuds off with raised, intrigued eyebrows. âSo, you just⌠ran? Left the guy at the altar?â
âI left before the ceremony, actually,â you explain, pressing your lips in a thin line at his amused snort, a glimmer of something you canât place in his eyes. âIâm pretty sure his familyâs looking for me right now.â
Jaehyun pauses, his amusement slowly fading into thoughtfulness again. Considering your hesitation and visible stress, almost as if youâve been bracing yourself for another sudden getaway, it all clicks into place in his mind.Â
His expression shifts to something softer, though still somewhat humored. âYou donât want to be found.â
As your fingers instinctively twist into the delicate fabric of the dress, you exhale a half-hearted, heavy chuckle. âNot really.â
He just nods, adjusting the arrangement of flowers against his arm before tilting his head towards the empty alley. âI know a place you can hide for a bit before figuring out your next move,â Jaehyun starts, his tone light to not pressure you. âItâs just around the corner, if you want.â
A flickering neon sign welcomes you outside a little shop by the end of the narrow street, the words casting a soft glow in hues of green. Just under the lettering that reads 127 Records, you look up at him with raised eyebrows. Of all the places you imagined a stranger ultimately leading you to, this most definitely wasnât on your mind.
âA records shop?â you ask, confusedly glancing through the glass window to find rows of vinyls in the small, trendy looking space. âDo you work here?â
Jaehyun moves closer, stepping beside you to unlock the door with a chuckle. âNo, Iâm the owner.â
As he pushes it open, the chime of a bell rings above you. The smell of wood with a touch of vanilla feels like a warm embrace as you step inside, cozy enough that you canât help but feel immediately sheltered. Every inch of the walls are covered with posters and framed photos, leaving you to marvel at them as if youâve just stepped inside a museum.
âYou can sit wherever,â Jaehyun starts, gesturing to a worn leather couch by a corner with a flicker of amusement in his eyes. âDo you want something to drink? You look a little overwhelmed.â
Ignoring the offer in favor of wandering through the space, you glance back at him in surprise, fingers already brushing over the neat vinyl stacks. âThis place is really cool.â
He chuckles, stepping closer to hand you a bottle of water. âThanks,â Jaehyun answers, a smirk promptly tugging at his lips. âNot just saying that because I own the place, but I think so too.â
The words draw a smile from you, with an ease that doesnât feel fitting for your current predicament. âDo you pick all of these by yourself?â
âNot all of it,â he explains, shaking his head as he takes a thoughtful look around. âMost of my friends work with music too, so I owe them half of this place.â
A beat of silence settles between you for a moment, the conversation falling into a strange but comfortable lull. Jaehyun drifts down one of the aisles, scanning the titles of a shelf before suddenly pulling out a record with a small hum of approval.
Meanwhile, you make yourself at home in the armchair at the back of the shop, the adrenaline of your escape finally wearing off. As you sink into the cushions, tugging the hem of your dress to unclasp the high-heeled sandals, a relieved sigh escapes from your lips for more reasons than just one.
Somehow, in a wild turn from mere hours agoâbetween fleeing your own wedding and getting lost in a strange cityâyou feel oddly safe now.
It shouldnât feel so comfortable to watch Jaehyun slide the chosen vinyl out of its sleeve, carefully placing it on the spinning plate of a vintage turntable thatâs sitting atop one of the shelves. The soft crackle of the machine echoes through the room before the first beats of a soulful, hip-hop track smoothly takes over.Â
Taken by surprise, you canât help a laugh at his unconventional choice.
Jaehyun immediately glances over his shoulder, a puzzled but curious look on his face. âWhat?â
âNothing,â you counter, shaking your head as an amused smile tugs at your lips. âI donât know what I was expecting, but it definitely wasnât this.â
The empty vinyl sleeve is still in his hands as he walks over to take a seat on the leather couch nearby, eyebrows raised in surprise. âYou know Sweetback?â
You shake your head, offering an apologetic wince. âI donât really know much about music at all.â
âThatâs fair,â Jaehyun hums, fingers tapping idly against the empty sleeve as his gaze meets yours, curious but kind. âSo, mind if I ask whatâs your next move?â
As you sink deeper into the armchair, a self-conscious chuckle escapes before you can stop it. âI⌠didnât really think that far ahead,â you admit, fiddling with a loose thread along the fabric of your dress. âIf I had, I probably wouldnât be here right now.â
âYou know what they say,â he starts, lips curving into a knowing smile despite the somber, yet humorous touch to his voice. âRunning away is easy. Itâs the leaving thatâs hard.â
You bite back a laugh, caught between confusion and disbelief. âIs that a song?â
He grimaces, chuckling under his breath with a nod. âYeah, sorry,â Jaehyun mutters, clearing his throat with a hint of amusement still lingering on his face. âAnyway, you want to stay the night?â
The question takes you by surprise, your eyes widening at his words. âWhat?â
âNot like that,â he objects, palms raised in playful defense before his tone softens to a calmer, warm tone. âIâve got a bed in the back. This place is quieter than whatever hotel youâd end up in, and⌠no offense, but you kinda look like youâre one step away from passing out.â
âOkay,â you exhale after a beat, nodding gratefully at him. âThank you, Jaehyun.â
âDonât worry about it,â he says, shaking his head with another easy half-smile again. âLet me lock up first then Iâll get you set up.â
Jaehyun pushes himself to his feet, stretching with a groan before reaching out for the set of keys on the counter. The overhead lighting follows him as he walks around the shop, clearly following a routine by the purposeful steps. Itâs easy to get absorbed in the quiet, leisurely way he moves through the space, almost like itâs an extension of him.Â
The sleeve of the record playing is still on the couch, your fingertips grazing the worn-out cover as you pick it up. âI like this album.â
He glances over his shoulder from the door, raising an eyebrow as he smiles knowingly. âYeah?â
You hum, smiling at his excitement. âYeah.â
As the gentle beats make company to the comfortable silence that settles between you, the night slowly closes in around the shop like an universe of its own.
The soft crackle of a record spinning outside slowly stirs you awake, sunlight drawing patterns on the wooden floor as it slips through a small window above.Â
For a moment, the haze of exhaustion makes you forget where you are, somehow keeping your crystal-ridden memories from the day before distant.Â
As you sit up with a glance around, the bed creaking with the movement, everything rushes right back inâescaping the wedding, meeting Jaehyun, accepting shelter at his shop. The room feels as cozy as the rest of the place, especially in the morning. Though improvised, thereâs enough little details scattered around to evidence his presence in the space.
Still cladded in the clothes heâd given you, leaving your wedding dress forgotten in a heap of expensive fabric in the corner, you sheepishly pad out of the room to find Jaehyun in between the rows of vinyls much like last night.
It feels oddly comforting.
It feels easy in a way that it most definitely shouldnât for someone whoâs essentially running against time.
âHey, youâre up!â
The sound of Jaehyunâs voice breaks you out of your thoughts as you refocus, offering him a small, apologetic smile. âYeah. Iâm really sorry, I didnât mean to sleep in.â
âItâs alright, you probably needed it,â he reassures, his voice low but warm, as if to ease you out of your hesitance. âI got some breakfast for you, by the way.â
Following the flick of his wrist, your gaze lands on the paper bag resting neatly beside a vase holding the flowers he was carrying the night before. âYou didnât have to,â you protest, half-heartedly glaring at him. âYouâve done more than enough for me, Jaehyun.â
As he shakes his head, the corners of his mouth tug into a little smile. âDonât mention it. Like I said, itâs not everyday a runaway bride gets lost in the neighborhood.â
An amused chuckle erupts before you can stop it, a hint of fondness suddenly flashing through your face. âMia made the same Julia Roberts reference yesterday.â
Jaehyun raises a curious eyebrow, leaning casually against one of the shelves. âA friend of yours?â
âMy best-friend,â you amend, nodding as a small smile tugs at your lips. âWeâve known each other since we were kids. I was the shy introverted kid and Mia was the chatty extrovert that ended up adopting me on the first day of class.â
He shrugs playfully, letting out a knowing chuckle. âSounds like a balanced friendship to me.â
Almost as if youâre confessing a dirty secret, your cheeks suddenly heat up at the memories of the day before. âShe was the one who helped me escape yesterday, actually.â
âDamn,â Jaehyun mutters, somehow looking both impressed and amused, the sharpness of his face now replaced with humour. âGood friend.â
You hold back a smile at his comic response, curiosity striking as you think of the aftermath of your quiet disappearance. âI should probably call herââ
Before you can finish the sentence, a sharp knock rattles the shopâs door. The sound startles you more than youâd like to admit, a flicker of unease rushing through your chest as you spot the unknown figure outside. Standing tall, the brown-haired guy waves at Jaehyun before muttering something, gesturing impatiently at the lock.
Jaehyun notes your tension, straightening from the shelf as he deliberately takes a few slow steps to the door. âThatâs Doyoung,â he explains, the calm steadiness in his voice easing your apprehension. âHeâs a close friend. I asked him to bring some of his girlfriendâs clothes for you.â
Doyoung promptly pushes the door open once itâs unlocked, a gust of fresh morning air slipping inside the shop just as smoothly.Â
Everything about Jaehyunâs friend looks incredibly sharpâfrom his faceâs features to the neat clothing and styled hair, you canât help but feel a little self-conscious standing there in a borrowed Looney Tunes t-shirt.
âHey,â Doyoung greets, stepping into the shop with a curious, disgruntled glance at his friend. âI brought what you asked for. Though, Iâd like to know why Iâm suddenly playing your delivery boy. Couldnât you have asked Taeyong?â
Taking the plastic bag from his hands, Jaehyun winces humorously. âWell, Ivyâs style isnât exactly⌠ordinary.â
Doyoung scoffs, suddenly looking half-heartedly affronted by the words. âAre you saying my girlfriendâs style is ordinary?â
Jaehyun rolls his eyes, letting out a teasing, long sigh. âThank you for the clothes, Doyoung,â he quips, turning to you as he gestures to the brown-haired man. âLike I said, this is Doyoung. Heâs one of the friends I told you about.â
You manage a polite nod through your hesitance, tentatively waving at him. âNice to meet you, Doyoung.â
As he offers you a small but kind smile, Doyoung visibly softens despite the curiosity still lingering to his features. âYou too,â he replies simply, a sharp eyebrow raising at his friendâs direction soon after. âYou didnât answer my texts, Jaehyun.â
âI was⌠busy,â he answers, giving his friend a long look turning to you with an apologetic grimace, awkwardly rubbing at his neck. âWhy donât you get some breakfast? Weâll be back in a minute.â
It takes you a second to realize that Jaehyun probably needs a moment to explain how heâd ended up with a runaway bride at his shop. As you retreat to the counter where the paper bag sits, pretending to busy yourself with the coffee and pastries inside, Doyoung suddenly calls out your name.
At the door, he watches you in a way that makes him look softer, the sharpness of his face now feeling oddly reassuring. âIt was nice to meet you,â Doyoung says, the corners of his mouth curling into a gentle smile. âYouâll be alright, wonât you?â
âYeah,â you breathe, smiling despite your astonishment at the manâs sudden warmth. âThank you.â
Once outside, unbeknown to you, Doyoung glares exasperatedly at his friend.Â
It had been well past midnight when Jaehyunâs text lit up his phone the night beforeâa touch ominous and more than a little baffling as heâd suddenly asked if Miyu had some clothes she could borrow. No explanation and zero context, which ultimately led Doyoung to march to his friendâs shop in order to search for answers after a string of ignored texts.
Now, Doyoung feels like he somehow knows even less than before.
âYou know,â he starts, his tone dry as ever as he raises a peeved eyebrow at his friend. âWhen you text me in the middle of the night asking for womenâs clothes, Iâd expect at least some kind of explanation.â
Taking a seat on the steps by the shopâs entrance, Jaehyun shrugs casually, unbothered by his friendâs stress. âYouâve got one now.â
Attempting to draw a proper answer out of him, Doyoung narrows his eyes with a sharp glare. âI most definitely donât.â
The silence stretches for a moment before a flippant sigh escapes from Jaehyunâs mouth. âShe ran away from her wedding andââ
âWait a minute,â he interrupts, throwing a hand up as he leans forward, disbelief flashing in his eyes. âWhat did you say?â
âI was coming back to the shop last night when I found her a few streets over,â Jaehyun explains, scratching absently at the back of his neck. âStill in her dress. Said she ditched the wedding. Left the guy at the altar.â
Doyoung blinks once.
Twice.
He exhales, ultimately choosing to accept the absurdity of the situation. âShe looks a little familiar. Do you know the groom?â
Jaehyun shakes his head, leaning back on his palms with a tight-lipped smile. âDidnât ask. It didnât seem like she wanted to talk about it.â
âOf course you didnât,â Doyoung retorts, side-eyeing his friend through his infuriating ease. âSo whatâs the plan? You do know that she canât just keep hiding here forever, right?â
âNo plans yet,â he answers, his face softening as he glances over his shoulder for a second. âI think she was about to call one of her friends when you came in, though.â
As he finally rises to his feet, Doyoung scoffs in both disbelief and confusion. âI donât think I want to know any more,â he mutters, looking back at the youngest with a pointed warning. âPromise me youâll call if you need something.â
Jaehyun salutes lazily from his spot on the steps, a grin tugging at his lips. âSure thing, Mom.â
Offering an exaggerated eye-roll, Doyoung soon strides off with a dismissive wave over his shoulder. Watching his friend go with an amused huff, Jaehyun barely misses the shopâs door promptly swinging open only before your voice calls out for his name.
As you step out with firm steps, thereâs a touch of determination to your voice.Â
âI think I know what I want to do now.â
Outside the bus window, Seoul is a blur of sharp high-rises, worn-out colorful signs and masses of busy people.Â
As you watch the unfamiliar scenery with rapid attention, resting your chin against your palm with your breath fogging the glass, the city unfolds under the warm sun like a secret mission waiting to be completed. By your side, Jaehyun sits with an arm draped over the seat, the reflection against the window catching his glances every now and then.
âExcited?â
Looking back to find his curious eyes, a smile curls your lips as you sigh quietly. âIâve been here so many times, it feels a little strange seeing everything like this.â
Jaehyun hums, raising an intrigued eyebrow. âSo youâve been to Seoul before.â
âYeah, for Minhyukâs family things,â you explain, careful to approach the background of your escape with a humorless laugh. âIt was all about business events and corporate banquets. Between all the hotel rooms and fancy restaurants, Iâve never stayed long enough to see anything here.â
âWell, youâre in luck,â he jokes, light and playful as he wiggles an eyebrow at you. âYouâve got the best tour guide in the city.â
As you side-eye him with pretend skepticism, a grin widens across your face. âThe best?â
Leaning back against the seat with mock confidence, Jaehyun returns the smile with his dimples on display. âThe best.â
Gyeongbokgung Palace is as imposing as the cityâs mountains and skyscrapers.
Surrounded by the buzz of tourists and locals alike, it takes a second for you to ground yourself between camera flashes, every little piece of ornate detail and the come-and-go of delicate skirts all over the place. Always close behind, Jaehyun lets you explore every courtyard, every open door, every quiet path around, occasionally dropping little tales about the place.
After what feels hours later, you sit beside him by the palaceâs pound, curiosity gently pulling at your strings. âHave you been here before?â
He nods, elbows resting against his knees as his eyes glance around the garden for a moment. âYeah, itâs a popular school trip spot,â Jaehyun answers, huffing out a quiet laugh. âItâs been a long time, though.â
You canât help the smile, teasing him by bumping your knees together. âThatâs cute.â
By early afternoon, youâre both weaving through the narrow streets surrounding the palace, lined with a contrast of modern and traditional houses and little stores. It gets busier before it eventually quiets, the neighborhoodâs village falling to a soft lull the further you explore.Â
Gwangjang Market is as chaotic as it can be.
The place is warm, the air thick with sizzling oil, batter, sugar and spices.Â
Itâs loud and lively and overwhelming all at the same time.
At one of the popular stalls, Jaehyun watches you take a bite of your second hotteok. âSo,â he starts, a touch casual but still careful. âYesterday, you said something about leaving a wedding.â
As your body freezes, you pause between midway through another bite. âYeah.â
Noting your reaction, his eyes immediately soften. âYou donât have to tell me if youâre not ready.â
It takes a second for you to exhale, pushing past your hesitation with a headshake. âIt wasnât an impulsive choice,â you start, unsure of what to say first. âI meanâit was, but I just⌠I thought about it for months. I thought about the wedding, all the expectations that would come with it. Everything about our families is⌠complicated and messy andââ
The words suddenly die in your mouth.Â
A sigh escapes from your lips with the pause, leaving you to shrug wearily.
Though it sounds more like an affirmation than a question, Jaehyun holds a curious gaze. âYou donât love him.â
âI think we both want different things from each other,â you admit, letting out a half-hearted, tired chuckle. âI donât think I want to be what Minhyuk wants. I canât be what he wants. I also donât think heâs what I want so⌠I left.â
He nods quietly as his lips curl with an impressed smile. âThatâs brave.â
You groan, shaking your head with an eye-roll in his direction. âThatâs insane.â
âWalking away from something thatâs wrong for you takes guts,â Jaehyun insists, a touch of warmth and reassurance laced to his voice. âA lot of people wouldâve stayed, you know.â
Your eyes linger on him for longer than you mean to, almost searching for any shadow of doubt on his face. âYou think so?â
As he gives you a knowing look, the implication of his words arenât lost on you. âYouâd know it better than I do.â
Despite aching feet, both of you brave through the last stretch of the day, making through the familiar maze of narrow, dim-lit streets to the last destination of Jaehyunâs tour.
Seoul looks endless from the Namsan Tower.
Just like the day before, the afternoon slowly blends with the impending dusk, shifting the shades of a bright sunset to a muted, chilly evening by the time both of you finally reach the top. Under your watch, the city slowly lights up like a Christmas tree, small and distant enough to feel peaceful.
âDonât you think itâs crazy that we exist in a place this big?â you say, fingers curling around the railing decorated with countless lockers. âEverything about my life seems so silly in perspective.â
He frowns, seemingly at loss for a moment. âJust because itâs small compared to everything else doesnât mean itâs meaningless.â
You glance over at him, raising an eyebrow with a teasing glint in your eyes. âYou always sound like youâve thought about this before. Are you quoting another song?â
The shift on his face is instant, features softening with amusement. âThis oneâs an original creation,â he retorts, pausing for a moment as he looks ahead. âLiving in Seoul makes you feel unstoppable and ordinary at the same time. Itâs definitely⌠humbling.â
âAre you speaking from your experience?â
He tilts his head, studying you with a thoughtful look. âArenât we all?â
âWell, I donât know if I feel unstoppable right now,â you counter, letting out a half-hearted laugh that turns into a sigh. âI do feel a little ordinary in the big picture, though.â
As he shoves his hands into his jacketâs pockets, Jaehyun hums quietly. âYou chose to walk away. Thatâs the farthest thing from ordinary.â
You hesitate, pausing for a second until your murmur pushes through. âEven if I disappointed everyone?â
âThatâs just what moving forward looks like sometimes,â he says, offering a nonchalant shrug despite the weight of his words. âCanât get far if youâre carrying everyoneâs expectations over your own.â
A small smile immediately tugs at your lips, his casualness somehow already feeling familiar and humorous. âNow that must be a song!â you tease, shooting him an accusatory look. âAre you sure youâre just the owner of a record shop?â
He freezes for a second, hesitating with pretend apprehension as someone whoâs just got caught redhanded. âI like⌠reading.â
The deadpan answer bursts you into laughter, a flicker of satisfaction instantly crossing Jaehyunâs face at your reaction, his chuckle quieter but no less genuine. The silence feels easier after the laughter fades, almost as if it had softened the edges of the evening. It feels easy to share the quiet with him by now, no longer heavy with the weight of unsaid words.
As the Tower glows above you, Seoul glitters underneath.
As your company hums a familiar song by your side, the world lets you just be.
It takes a glimpse for you to gently break the reverie, earning a smile from Jaehyun with the innocent sincerity of your request.Â
âCan we buy a locker?â
Just like the night before, the neon sign of 127 Records is easy to spot.Â
Jaehyun insists that your last tourist attraction should be the nearest convenience store.Â
The chilly evening eventually warms as both of you share a bottle of grape-flavored soju, sitting together on the shopâs steps as the tour comes to an end. Inside, yet another one of his R&B records is playing, just loud enough to drift through the open door.
By now, the neighborhood has already grown quiet save from a few occasional passers, barely sparing you a glance as they walk away. For the first time today, thereâs no rush of speeding cars, no overwhelming crowds, no unknown to discoverâjust you and Jaehyun, the soft hum of music in the background and a gentle buzz of comfort in your body.
âYou really werenât lying,â you mutter, swallowing the last sip of your shot as you squint at the label on the bottle. âThis tastes dangerously like juice.â
Jaehyun raises a playful eyebrow before clicking his cup against yours. âThatâs how they get you.â
You frown suspiciously at him, pursing your lips to hold back a smile. âAre you speaking from experience again?â
âIâm pretty good at drinking,â he protests, a grin on his face as he tips his cup back lazily. âIâve got two lightweight friends, though. All it takes is one bottle.â
âThat sounds like a lovely morning hungover,â you quip, eyeing him with a mix of curiosity and doubt. âYou donât seem like the type whoâd drink much.âÂ
âI donât,â Jaehyun admits, gaze lifting to the flickering light across the street. âSome nights⌠a little noise in your head might help quiet everything else.â
The words hang in the air for a moment, carried by the soft hum of the record still spinning inside. As you trace a finger along the rim of the little cup, it doesnât feel uncomfortable to let the music speak in the silence instead.Â
Itâs been a long time since it has just embraced you like this.Â
Most of your life has been led by formal regards, polite conversation, constant presence.
Cheeks to kiss, hands to shake, names to remember.Â
Today, it means the exact oppositeâthoughtfulness, recognition, reassurance.
You watch him mutter the songâs lyrics quietly for a second longer before giving in to your curiosity again. âDid you ever think of leaving Seoul?â
Jaehyun nods, leaning back against the step with one arm propped behind him. âI lived in America for a while when I was a kid,â he admits, amused at the flicker of surprise on your face. âIâve thought about going back a few times.â
You hum softly, resting your elbows on your knees. âWhatâs stopping you?â
A half-hearted smile tugs at his mouth as Jaehyun shrugs. âMy friends.â
âThatâs more than enough,â you mumble, nodding solemnly before a soft chuckle escapes. âDoyoung seemed really worried about you.â
âHeâs worried about everything,â he jokes, shaking his head with a snort. âThatâs his default setting.â
Thatâs all it takes for Jaehyun to launch himself in a spiel about his friends. As Mia lingers in the back of your mind, itâs easy for you to imagine them with the little details, something warm blooming in your chest the more you hear about Taeyongâs group-chat spams and unsolicited gym photos, Yutaâs rising rock band and Johnnyâs remarkable skills in everything.
Thereâs a touch of fondness in his voice that feels almost tangible, enough to have you attentively hanging onto his every word.
Neither of you notice the approaching sound of soft, coy little steps until itâs too late.
The grey cat slowly crosses the street, its tail flicking lazily behind as it makes a beeline straight to Jaehyun, approaching the shop with exigent meows as it owned the place.Â
As he leans forward, a surprised smile tugs at his lips. âLook whoâs here,â Jaehyun calls, reaching a careful hand towards the cat, voice promptly softening. âWhatâs up, Misty? Where have you been?â
Misty meows in response, happily welcoming Jaehyunâs gentle scratches before deliberately turning her attention to you, green eyes gleaming like sheâs assessing your presence for a second.
Holding out your hand for her evaluation, you smile fondly as she leans her head into your touch. âHi, Misty,â you coo, reaching for her ears as you glance curiously at him. âIs she yours?â
âNot really,â he answers, not making any move to stop the cat when she hops into his lap, instead offering a few pats to her butt as she climbs his legs. âShe just shows up whenever she feels like it. I think she lives a few streets down, though.â
You watch the cat curl comfortably against his leg, purring like a well-oiled engine. âSheâs cute.â
âYeah,â Jaehyun murmurs, stroking Mistyâs fur absentmindedly. âShe always shows up when it gets late. Guess she likes the music.â
Until the record eventually stops spinning on the turntable, both of you enjoy Mistyâs company, playing with the cat as it grows mischievous with Jaehyunâs playful teasing. Already well past the early hours of the evening, the streetlights are still flickering above the shop, humming quietly.Â
The sojuâs gentle buzz no longer serves as an excuse to escape your own thoughts, and as Misty stretches, her tail brushing your wrist before sitting between you and Jaehyun, you know that the decisionâs always been there too.
Even when you didnât want to acknowledge it.Â
As you fish the set of keys from your jacket, the silver glint catches Jaehyunâs eyes. A flash of something you canât quite read crosses his face when you extend a hand, offering them to him.
He blinks after a beat, looking both confused and surprised. âYou can keep it.â
The words stumble past your lips with a touch of sheepish hesitation. âI think I still want to keep a part of me here,â you say, warmth spreading across your cheeks as you try a reassuring nod. âI trust you to take care of it while Iâm not around.â
The shift in Jaehyunâs eyes immediately lets you know that he hears the unspoken.Â
A wry smile curls his lips as he finally closes his fingers around the keys, catching your eyes with a long glance. âDo you want me to go with you?â
âYeah,â you answer, meeting his gaze with a small nod. âI do.â
The cityâs still thriving despite the late hour, the nearby streets slowly growing busier as you slowly navigate out of the neighborhood in search of a taxi. After accompanying you for a block or two, Misty eventually leaves you and Jaehyun to face the night alone to coyly follow her own way back home.Â
In the backseat of the car, he sits beside you for a second time. Now, Seoul looks just like it did with Minhyukâa familiar rushing blur in the dark, unreachable and impersonal.Â
As you watch the fractured pieces through the window, Jaehyun keeps the silence weightless, occasionally entertaining the driverâs small talk. Though you donât notice, he catches himself glancing at your reflection every now and then, each time showing you less lost and unsure than the one before.Â
When the taxi finally stops in front of the imposing hotel, everythingâs quiet except for the rustle of the trees lining up the entrance.Â
You stand with Jaehyun at the closed glass doors, glancing at the empty lobby for a second. âThis is it,â you start, a touch of humor laced to your voice. âMy familyâs probably inside losing their minds.â
Jaehyun raises a playful eyebrow, easing the conversation by teasing you. âYou sure youâre ready?â
Despite the nerves buzzing through your body, a soft laugh escapes from your lips. âNo. I think thatâs the point, though.â
A smile curls on his lips, enough to slowly reach his eyes as he nods. âYouâll be fine.â
As you pause, heart rushing over everything that should be said, simplicity suddenly feels fitting for the moment. âI know,â you say, eyes softening the longer you look at him. âThank you so much, Jaehyun. I just⌠I donât know what Iâd have done without you.âÂ
He shakes his head with a huff of laughter, a shadow of red just barely covering his face. âProbably better than this.â
âNothingâs better than trusting myself,â you protest, smiling knowingly at him. âI know that now.â
The smile on his face widens into something that feels too good to be true.
All it takes is a pause for you to push through the hesitationâbefore Jaehyun can process it, you step closer and press a light kiss to his lips, letting it linger just long enough for him to forget anything youâve left unsaid. The touch of his hands on your face makes you snap out of it in a flash, breathlessly pulling away despite the firmness of his hold.Â
For a second, you could almost swear Jaehyun looked hopeless, eyes glinting bittersweet.
For the first time, you let yourself think of a future.
As you exhale a breath, the future only gets clearer in your mind. âIâll see you around, Jaehyun.â
He swallows as if somethingâs caught in his throat, stepping back with closed fists inside the pockets of his hoodie. âYeah,â Jaehyun answers, nodding with a half-hearted smile. âTake care, Julia Roberts.â
Outside, he watches as you walk into the lobby, giving him one last look over your shoulder before disappearing down the corridors.
SUMMARY: In the heart of New York City, Mark Lee leads a dual life: one as Spider-Man, the beloved Queensâ friendly vigilante, and other as just Mark, the awkward physics student thatâs been harboring a crush on you for a ridiculously long time. As Mark tackles his latest missionâmake your clueless self finally notice himâSpider-Man crosses path with Moonlight, a fresh-faced vigilante that sparkles his curiosity. Between rooftop encounters and failed flirting attempts, Mark finds himself juggling criminals, feelings and an ever-growing list of advice from his best-friend. After all, itâs about time for him to finally learn how to get the girl.
GENRE:Â Romance, fluff, action, friends to lovers, spider-man!Mark
WORD COUNT:Â 15k
WARNINGS:Â Cursing, depictions of violence
NOTES:Â Weâll never have enough spidermark fics in this website and Iâll stand by that. Finally the third installment of my NCU series with cute loser Mark + bestie Haechan. Please let me know what you think!! Itâs gonna make my day!!
There are two things Mark Lee knows for sure:
1) Heâs completely, utterly, ridiculously into you.
2) You have absolutely no clue about it.
The worst thing about his predicament is that heâs not even trying to keep it a secret anymore.Â
In fact, heâs pretty sure that subtlety is not his forteâat least when it comes to you.Â
At every chance heâs got, Mark always makes sure to talk to you. More often than not, he finds himself laughing a little too hard at your little quips, even when he doesnât really understand them. Also, heâs lost count on how many times heâd made a casual surprise appearance in your favorite campus spots, like the coffee shop near your building or the humanities library.Â
Mark doesnât even study humanities.Â
Now, as he sits across from you outside the exact damn cafĂŠ, watching as you scroll through your tablet completely absorbed in whatever youâre reading, Mark wonders if youâre really that much oblivious or just⌠donât really see him like that.Â
Which, by the way, would be one hell of a blow to his morale.
âWhy are you looking at me like that?â
The sudden question takes him by surprise, leaving him to realize that maybe he was staring at you a little too hard again. Mark blinks, quickly trying to gather his thoughts as he scrambles for an answer.
âNothing,â he starts, clearing his throat before awkwardly gesturing towards his ears. âItâs just your earrings. Theyâre really cool.â
âOh,â you say, touching the moon shaped jewelry as if youâd forgotten youâre wearing them. âThanks. It was a gift from a friend.â
As your attention quickly returns to the tablet again, Mark fights the urge to bang his head against the table because⌠a gift from a friend? Also, your earrings are cool? Is that really the best he can do? After months spent crushing on you like an oblivious idiot, Mark would at least expect to sound less like a malfunctioning robot at this point.Â
âYouâve been staring at that thing for like, twenty minutes,â Mark tries again, leaning forward just enough so his gaze meets yours. âWhat are you reading?â
You offer him a playful eye-roll. âAn essay for my next class.â
He hums, perking up at your answer with genuine interest. âWhatâs it about?â
Setting your tablet down, you regard him with curious eyes, something Mark canât quite read flashing across on your face. âYou really want to know?â
âSure,â he replies, trying to keep it cool despite the anticipation building in his chest, his pulse kicking up under your unusually attentive stare. âTry me.â
You tilt your head, studying him for a beat longer as if youâre debating whether or not he can keep up, pursing your lips to hold back a smile. âItâs about how Absolutism helped shape the hierarchical political structures of the Illuminist era.â
Mark pauses for a moment before nodding solemnly. âRight.â
As you shake your head, a laugh escapes from your lips, light and a touch teasing. âYou have no idea what that means, do you?â
Mark rubs the back of his neck, shifting uncomfortably in his seat with a sheepish smile, feeling his ears burn. âSorry.âÂ
Looking nothing but intrigued, your amusement only seems to grow as you raise an eyebrow at him. âThen why would you ask?â
âI know you like talking about it,â he confesses with a shrug, hesitating for a second before chuckling softly, figuring he might just tell the truth. âAnd I⌠I actually kinda like hearing you talk.â
Out of all the desperate tactics Mark has unsuccessfully tried on you so farâa long list that can be provided by Haechanâthis is probably the first time heâs managed to render you speechless. Visibly caught off-guard by his words, Mark watches as your fingers tighten around the tablet resting on your lap, lips parting as if youâre about to say something he wants to hear⌠until you donât.
Instead, you just glance away, giving him an almost aloof smile. âItâs not really that deep, Mark,â you answer finally, voice light but alarmingly disinterested to his ears. âIâm here if you ever need history lessons, though.âÂ
Mark stares at you, dumbfounded for the millionth time, as you return to your essay clearly not sensing the weight of what heâd just said. That familiar sense of frustration settles in again, a nagging voice that sounds remarkably like Haechan echoing in the back of his head that maybe heâs just not really cut out for you.
Is he really that bad at this? Is he too obvious or not obvious enough? How is it that no matter what he does, you just donât seem to catch on?
His overthinking brain provides him only two possibilities:
1) Youâre really, truly, completely oblivious to his efforts.
2) Youâre purposefully deflective, and heâs been playing the asshole the entire time.
As he forces a casual grin onto his face, Mark lets out a breath, trying to play off the defeat. âI guess Iâll take you up on that someday.â
A smirk curls on your lips as you hum, barely glancing up at him. âNo, you wonât.â
âWow,â he exclaims, slumping back into his seat with a deep, playful sigh. âNo faith in me at all?â
You finally look at him, raising a taunting eyebrow. âI mean, didnât you and Hyuck give up on that elective we shared last semester because there were too many history books on the syllabus?â
Mark opens his mouth to argue, but as you give him a pointed look, his shoulders drop in mock defeat. âAlright, thatâs⌠not completely true,â he explains, holding up a hand as if to defend himself. âMaybe for Haechan, but I didnât mind the books. I actually read some of them later.â
As you set your chin against your palm, focus now completely locked on him, thereâs a hint of amusement laced to your voice. âSo you just left me alone on purpose?âÂ
Mark blinks.
His brain freezes for a second, his thoughts slowing to a sluggish crawl as he processes what youâd just said.
Wait⌠what?
Does that⌠mean what he thinks it means?
A groan escapes from Markâs lips before he can stop it, the weight of realization hitting him like a brick to the chest because God, Haechan might actually be right and Mark might actually be the dumbest guy on campus.
If only he could defend himself by telling the truthâthat heâd wanted to stick around, no matter how much he sucked at interpreting historical events. That the way Mark had been convinced into the class had nothing to do with Haechan, but everything to do with you. That the only real reason he dropped out was because Spider-Manâand petty neighborhood villainsâhad other plans for his schedule.
Unfortunately, thereâs no way to explain all of that without the risk of sounding absolutely insane.Â
So, instead, Mark just shrugs, pushing through with a quiet chuckle.
âActually, I just thought the professor didnât seem to like me all that much,â he lies smoothly, swallowing back his frustration. âI figured Iâd cut my losses before he could bomb my GPA. If I knew you wanted meââ
âThatâs ridiculous,â you cut in with a playful scoff, rolling your eyes as you shake your head. âEverybody likes you, Mark.â
As his brain short-circuits for the nth time of the day, replaying the words like a broken record for a few seconds, a familiar warmth spreads through Markâs neck.Â
Everybody likes him?
Nevermind symbiotes, crime lords and deranged, unstable scientistsâthis is the kind of thing that can actually make a guy lose his mind.
He clicks his tongue, trying his best to play it cool with a smirk curling his mouth. âI donât know about that,â Mark starts, alarms blaring in his head despite the casual tone of his words. âDoes that include you?â
You smile at him, opening your mouth to reply andâ
The loud ringtone of your phone suddenly cuts the moment, blaring inside your bag as you frown, instinctively reaching for it. Mark watches as you glance at the screen, a hint of surprise flashing through your features for a second before you swipe to answer. He barely catches the muffled voice on the other end, but whatever it is that youâre hearing, visibly draws a reaction out of you.Â
Abruptly guarded, your posture looks stiff as you sigh into the phone for one last time. âI got it. Iâll be right there.âÂ
Barely waiting for a response, you quickly hang up before stuffing the phone back into your bag again. Thereâs something sharp, a little urgent in the way you move when gathering your things.
Mark frowns, concerned eyes taking in the tension in features. âEverything okay?â
In a way that feels a little too rehearsed, you offer a short nod, looking up at him apologetically. âYeah, just⌠something came up,â you answer, giving a tight smile that doesnât quite reach your eyes. âI have to go.â
He nods, gaze locked onto yours. âDo you need someone to walk you home?â
âNo!â you say sharply, blinking at him before forcing a chuckle, waving him off as you adjust your bag over your shoulder. âDonât worry about it, Mark. Just tell Hyuckie Iâm sorry, okay?â
Heâd forgotten you were both waiting for Haechan in the first place.Â
As you step past him, your hand lightly brushes his back, enough for his shoulders to tense at the unexpected touch. Just like that, Mark watches as you rush towards the main building, glancing over your shoulder for a quick second to wave him goodbye.Â
It takes a full five seconds before he exhales, dropping his head into his hands with a groan.
Though the peace doesnât last for long.
âMy God, that was painful to watch.âÂ
As he smoothly slides into the now-empty seat, a blinding grin curls Haechanâs lips from ear to ear, his eyes practically sparkling with mischief. Much to Markâs despair, his best-friend looks nothing but ready to engage in his favorite daily activityâpoke fun at his completely failed, absurd love life.
Mark shakes his head, looking away with a grimace. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
The youngest raises an eyebrow, leaning forward with his elbows against the table. âYour earrings are really cool?â Haechan repeats, caught between amusement and exasperation as he scoffs. âI like hearing you talk?âÂ
A wave of dread washes over Markâs spine. âDid you hear all that?â
Placing a dramatic hand over his heart, Haechan nods slowly. âYes, Mark. I was listening, because youâre my best-friend and I care about your tragic, one-sided love story.â
âI was just trying to start a conversation,â he argues, dragging a hand down his face with a frustrated groan. âIt wasnât that bad⌠was it?â
As if deep in thought, his best-friend hums. âI think you can do better,â Haechan says solemnly, bursting into a laugh a second later. âI swear there was smoke coming out of your ears when she said everybody likes you.â
Mark forces a laugh, a mix of sarcasm and annoyance. âYouâre so funny.â
âListen, Milk,â Haechan starts, the nickname earning an eye-roll as his tone shifts into something more serious, though still laced with amusement. âIâve told youâyou should just ask her out. Whatâs the worst thing that can happen?â
âItâs not that simple with her,â he answers, rubbing the back of his neck with a shrug. âI donât think she sees me like that, you know.â
The youngest scoffs, rolling his eyes in mock annoyance. âYou really need to stop being a chronic overthinker.â
âThanks for the support,â Mark says, shooting him a flat, ironic look. âI really appreciate it.â
Haechan grins, unfazed by the bite behind his best-friendâs glare. âHey, if it makes you feel better, I can give you two options. Either you move on like a lovesick loser,â he pauses, raising a taunting eyebrow at the shift on Markâs face. âOr you step up your game and make her see you differently.â
Mark exhales a cryptic laugh, shaking his head. âAnd how do you suggest I should do that?â
The grin on his face widens as Haechan leans back in his chair, arms crossed like a mastermind plotting his next move. âDo what you do best.â
âWhy are you always so difficult?â he sighs impatiently, eyebrows furrowing in half-hearted annoyance. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âEverybody likes you, Mark,â his best-friend repeats, now as if heâs revealing a grand secret. âYouâve got this whole golden-boy thing going for you. Top of the class, the frat guys know you, and at least half of the girls in our major have had a crush on you at some point.â
A flicker of disbelief crosses Markâs face, huffing a laugh at the words. âYeah? Name one.â
Giving him a deadpan look, a scoff escapes from Haechanâs mouth. âYouâve got to be kidding me,â he mutters, frowning in pretend offense. âEmma from biochem? The barista that always gives you extra shots for free? Literally all the girls who were ready to fight me just to be your lab partner last semester?â
A pin suddenly drops in his head, leaving Mark to blankly stare at his friend for a second.
Emma from biochem hated everyone except the high-achieving, textbook-perfect students.Â
Maybe the barista just remembered his sleep-deprived day order, rather than the regular one.
Choosing a lab partner should be strategic, especially when the grade percentage was so high.
Right?
As Mark slouches deeper into his seat, another frustrated groan leaving his mouth, Haechan only watches the spiral with a hint of playful sympathy on his face.Â
âYou know, being your friend makes me realize that God truly is fair,â the youngest teases, his characteristic grin growing again. âSure, you might have the brains, the looks and the superpowers, but you sure can be an idiot sometimes.â
âThanks,â Mark snarks, narrowing his eyes at his friend. âBeing your friend makes me realize I actually need new friends.â
âYeah, you donât really mean that,â Haechan snorts, waving the words off with an exaggerated eye-roll. âAnyways, are you finally making moves or what?â
Mark drags a hand through his hair, hesitance visible in his eyes. âI donât know,â he answers, pausing for a beat before sighing quietly, the words then coming out a bit firmer. âMaybe⌠maybe I should keep trying.â
âYes!â his friend hollers, pumping a fist in the air, drawing a few curious eyes. âThatâs how you get the girl, Milk!â
Yeah.
Mark isnât so sure about that anymore.
After lurking in the shadows of New York City for a year as a vigilante, you still arenât sure if that was the best or worst decision of your life.
It can be the best, sure, given youâve always aimed to do something meaningful, purposeful with your abilities. It can also be the worst, especially when youâre fighting sleepless nights during morning lectures, covering bruises with make-up on a daily basis and fighting winces from aching bones after taking down criminals that just couldnât take one damn night off.
Like tonight.
For once, you just want one damn night off.
A sigh escapes from your lips as you survey the first scene of the night.Â
Perched on the edge of a rooftop nearby, watching a group of masked, oblivious men clumsily attempt to break into a jewelry store, you canât help hoping for an easy night of petty, stupid robbers like thisâ
âWow, youâre real.â
The voice cuts the silence so suddenly that you nearly lose balance, gloved fingers tightening around the steel railing of the building. As instincts take over, youâre quick to whip around into action, ready to charge against whoever it is until you come face-to-face with⌠a blur of blue and red hanging upside down from a web.
Staring at each other for a moment, you arenât sure what to focus on firstâthe cityâs most beloved superhero, the Spider-Man, right in front of you or the way heâs just casually acknowledged your existence for whatever reason.Â
The silence stretches for a beat until he tilts his head, confusion written all over him despite the mask. âAre you okay?â
As you force yourself to recover, a huff leaves your mouth. âYouâre Spider-Man.â
âYeah,â he answers, the tone warm enough to hint a smile. âYouâre Moonlight.â
Despite the fast-paced beats against your chest, you raise an eyebrow at him, trying to mask any traces of surprise off your voice. âYou know me,â you start, offering an amused huff. âShould I be worried that an Avenger knows me?â
He chuckles, the sound coming off so boyish that it almost feels uncharacteristic. âI wouldnât say worried,â Spider-Man says, somehow managing a shrug still in the air. âMaybe impressed is more like it.â
You blink, holding back a smile at his casual tone. âWhy?â
Suddenly flipping his body upright in a ridiculously cool motion, he lands on the ledge across from you as if long practiced. âWeâve actually heard a lot from you. Didnât you take down two weapons dealers last month? Also that one rogue symbiote down in Hellâs Kitchen?â
âThree,â you correct him, now not resisting a smile at his little confused hum. âThree weapons dealers. The last one wasnât in New York.â
A gasp escapes from Spider-Manâs mouth, his shock visible even through the mask. âDamn, that was you?â
Amused, you ignore his reaction and gesture towards the chaotic commotion across the street, the thieves now pacing around inside the store. âAre you here to handle whatever that is?â
As if suddenly remembering the reason why he was swinging through Queens in the first place, Spider-Man subtly straightens his posture. âYeah, I was going to,â he answers, rubbing the back of his neck with a gloved hand. âI just saw you and got curious.â
You raise an eyebrow, smile widening at his words. âYouâre curious about me?â
He scratches his head, awkwardly clearing his throat before offering a quiet chuckle. âItâs just⌠Iâve really heard a lot about you,â Spider-Man starts, shrugging almost sheepishly. âYouâre, like, super mysterious. Itâs a little intimidating, actually.â
This definitely isnât how youâve imagined your first encounter with Spider-Man.
As the cityâs staple superhero, you'd be lying if you said meeting him in person wasnât something youâd secretly hoped for since joining this business. After all, every New Yorker is obsessed with himâwhether through love or hate, admiration or skepticism. Heâs been everywhere for years, long enough for his image to slowly become one with the city itself.
For you, shadows are your best-friends and avoiding attention is your modus operandi.Â
Which explains why youâd never normally run into each other.Â
At least, thatâs what you thought until now.
Meeting Spider-Manâand accidentally discovering that not only he knows you but also somehow manages to completely throw you off with his awkward, endearing charmâwasnât on your plans for the night.Â
You werenât sure what to expect of him, but it certainly wasnât whatever this is.Â
A smirk tugs at your lips as you tilt your head at him. âYouâre admitting to keeping tabs on me and Iâm the intimidating one?â
As he stiffens, Spider-Man promptly raises both hands defensively. âNot in a bad way, though,â he explains, rushing through the words with an apologetic tone. âItâs more like a cooler-than-me kind of way.â
Though completely entertained by his embarrassment, you decide to save him from spiraling further, interrupting him with a chuckle. âHey, we should probably deal with these guys, right?â
He nods a little too eagerly, the answer slipping from his mouth without a second thought. âCrime-fighting first, rooftop flirting later.â
A flicker of surprise flashes across your face, a grin growing on your lips again. âYou were flirting with me?â
The moment the words register, Spider-Man freezes, one hand already in the air ready to shoot webs across the building. âNo? Yes? Maybe?â
As you ignore his flustered state, pursing your lips to hold back the lingering grin, you catch him muttering curses under his breath, the frown on his face visible even under the mask.
Cute.
Whoâd have thought Spider-Man was this cute?
Shaking your head at the thoughtâbecause now is not the time and this is definitely your first and last meeting the guyâyou turn your gaze back toward the chaos unfolding across the street, focusing on your job instead. The thieves are still wrecking the store, now tossing duffel bags to each other as they argue over the remaining pieces inside the broken displays.
Adjusting your stance by the edge of the rooftop, you raise a challenging eyebrow at him. âReady?â
Beside you, Spider-Man clears his throat for one last time, shaking off the awkwardness as an alert, sharper posture quickly takes over. âIâll take the back exit,â he says, a hint of tension now lacing his warm tone. âYou okay with the front?â
You nod, already on your feet and poised to jump. âTry to keep up, Spidey.â
A rush of adrenaline takes over your chest as a blast of energy launches you into the air, shadows curling around your boots like a silent push.Â
It takes a second for Spider-Man to catch up, soon enough swinging over you in a dramatic flip, offering you a laugh mid-air. âHey, you got a head start! Thatâs cheating!â
You bite back a laugh, looking up at him. âIâll give you a handicap next time.â
As you silently land at the storeâs front entrance, the chaos inside is almost disorientingâbroken glass crunching under heavy boots, jewels glinting under blinding fluorescent lights, muffled voices arguing over one another.
The shadows cloak your figure like instinct as you wait for the right moment to strike, pressing your back to the wall just beside the shattered glass door. A thief moves closer, still mid-argument with a second one as he waves a flashlight outside, visibly suspicious of something.Â
Itâs not enough for him to see you coming.Â
The man crashes to the floor with a thud as you hook your leg around his ankle, head hitting the ground hard enough to knock him out cold. The commotion inside swallows the sound, leaving you to move quickly before the others notice your presence.
Inside, you watch Spider-Man land on a broken display with his signature pose, shooting a web around the nearest guyâs ankles before yanking him off his feet like a rag doll.
The two of you fall into an easy rhythm of work like youâve done this a hundred times before. As he moves intently through the place with a touch of mischief to his movements, webs flying around everywhere, you contrast him with effortless silence, weaving through the chaos with ghostlike precision, shadows following right behind.Â
In no time, all thatâs left around you are unconscious bodies, shattered glass and scattered jewels, the sound of sirens drawing closer by the second.Â
âYouâre having company soon,â you start, taking a quick glance outside for the blue and red lights. âI should probably go before they arrive.âÂ
As his posture falters for a second, Spider-Man tilts his head in confusion. âWhat? Youâre not staying?â
âI donât really do the whole news interview and police statement thing,â you reply, offering him a knowing look as you shrug. âYouâre really good at it, though.â
âRight,â he says, a subtle touch of curiosity lacing his voice. âWill I see you again?â
âProbably not,â you answer, already walking towards the back exit with a half-hearted smile tugging at your lips. âYouâve got an entire city to take care of. Iâm just your local vigilante, remember?â
The sirens get louder, signaling the police approaching in a flash of blurry lights.Â
Spider-Man pauses, unsure whether to follow you or stay in the scene. âHeyââ
Glancing over your shoulder, you interrupt him with a chuckle. âIâll watch you on the news tomorrow morning, okay?â you tease, your steps picking up speed as you wave him goodbye. âTake care, Spidey!â
Thereâs no time for him to answer.Â
With the shadows on your trail, you can only feel his gaze following you until thereâs nothing but the distant hum of a shared night between the two of you.
Mark isnât nervous.
At least, thatâs what he tells himself.
All things consideredâespecially the fact that he spends most of his nights fighting crime in a spider suitâthis should be easy.Â
No, he isnât second-guessing the words that were carefully planned with Haechanâs useless help. No, he isnât wondering if his outfit was too casual or too fancy. No, he isnât considering bailing at the last second because of your last interaction.
This time, Mark is ready to ask you out.Â
Itâs easy to spot you under one of the trees in the campus gardenâlaptop balanced on your knees and earphones in, he doesnât miss the way the corners of your mouth curl up to whatever youâre currently watching, eyes sparkling with a touch of amusement. Just for a second, the sight of you cracks the edges of Markâs courage⌠until suddenly you look up, smile widening at him as you promptly pat the empty spot beside you in a quiet invitation.Â
As he draws in a breath, squaring his shoulders like heâs about to walk into a battle against evil robots from outer space, Mark approaches you with a nervous smile.
âHey, stranger.âÂ
âHi, Mark,â you greet, tugging one earphone out as you glance up at him. âThe seatâs all yours.â
He sits down beside you a little too carefully, conscious of his every move given your proximity. âAm I interrupting you?â Mark asks, nodding towards the laptop with a sheepish grimace. âYou looked seriously locked in just now.â
âNot really, donât worry about it,â you reply with a soft laugh, angling the screen slightly towards him. âI was just watching something.â
Itâs him.
On the screen, heâs giving a semi-awkward, half-smug interview about the jewelry store robbery from earlier in the week. In full costume, Markâor rather, Spider-Manâtalks to a local reporter thatâs acquainted with his superhero persona, somehow managing to sound distinctly unfamiliar behind both the camera and the mask.
Trying to mask the flicker of panic on his face, Mark clears his throat, feigning nonchalance. âSo⌠do you, uhâlike Spider-Man?â
âIt came up on my feed randomly,â you explain with a chuckle, shaking your head at the paused image. âHeâs kinda funny.â
âFunny, huh?â he huffs a quiet laugh, eyes flicking to the screen before coming back to you. âThatâs definitely one word for him.â
You raise an eyebrow, tilting your head in curiosity. âYou donât like him?â
âI didnât say that,â Mark deflects, holding up his hands as warmth spreads through his neck, his heart picking up speed. âJust⌠I mean, he tries a little too hard sometimes, donât you think?â
âMaybe thatâs the appeal,â you say, shrugging as you glance back at the screen again, a grin curling on your lips. âTry-hards can be a little endearing sometimes.â
The words hit him like a gentle, loving punch to his gut. If that wasnât him trying his hardest, Mark didnât know what it was.Â
Every little attentive quip he made during your conversations, every time he showed up a little early hoping to run into you after class, every casual visit to your favorite coffee placeâit was all him trying.Â
Just... maybe not hard enough for you to finally notice it.Â
âHey, speaking of trying,â he starts, rubbing the back of his neck as he leans closer, doing his best to keep a laid-back tone. âI was thinking about how we havenât hung out in a while.â
You glance over at him with a teasing smile, playfully nudging his shoulder with your own. âDidnât we grab coffee last week?â
âNah, that was a caffeine emergency, not a hang-out,â Mark tries, offering a small grin despite the growing rush of agitation inside his head. âThereâs a big difference, you know.â
âI see,â you say, pursing your lips as you shrug lightly. âWell, if you say so.â
Hoping he doesnât look as desperate as he feels, Mark plays the tension off with a laugh, adrenaline quickly taking over his chest. âWhat if we do something this weekend? Maybe grab dinner somewhere orââ
âOh, that sounds fun!â you cut in, immediately perking up as anticipation flashes on your face. âHyuckie and I have been dying to try this new place near Prospect Park!â
There arenât a lot of moments that Mark can say heâs felt genuinely infuriated by his best-friendâs existence.Â
Yeah, Haechan might have accidentally kissed him once when they were high school freshmen, an event that haunts both of them until today. Sure, Haechan had been incredibly annoying after the bite, tailing him everywhere just because Mark was acting suspiciousâand apparently had suddenly grown abs out of nowhere. Yeah, Haechan may have acted a little irresponsibly trying to help him once during a mission, only to almost get himself kidnapped by russian mafia goons.Â
Yet, none of those moments compare to the quiet exasperation simmering in Markâs chest now.
Sure, heâs going on a date with you, but apparently⌠so is Haechan.Â
He forces a smile, nodding along to your suggestion despite the frustration pulling at his strings. âI mean⌠yeah, we can do that.â
âIâll text him, then,â you say excitedly, already reaching for your phone. âHow does Friday sound?â
âSounds good,â Mark answers, still managing a soft chuckle at your enthusiasm through his defeat. âLet me know what you guys decide.â
Before he can say anything else, your attention flickers back to your phone. As the screen lights up, a frown takes over your features for a second before you look up at him with an apologetic wince.
âI should probably get going soon,â you start, slipping your phone into your bag in a familiar scene. âA friendâs picking me up. Do you still have classes today?â
As he shakes his head, Mark ignores the flicker of disappointment weighing in his chest. âNah, I was just gonna head to the library and catch up on some reading.â
Giving him a knowing look, you raise your eyebrows with a teasing grin. âSo I was the one who interrupted you?â
Meeting your gaze with something gentle, Mark huffs a soft laugh, the words slipping before his brain catches up. âYouâre never an interruption.â
For a second, he swears that your teasing grin softens into something almost timid as you tuck a loose strand of hair behind your ear, looking a little thrown off by the sincerity in his voice.
Markâs heart speeds up at the chance, opening his mouth to speakâ
âHope Iâm not interrupting.â
The voice suddenly cuts through the quiet hum of the campus garden, both of you turning around to see a man in a dark suit and red-tinted glasses approaching, an amused smirk playing on his lips. As he takes a step closer at an easy, sure-footed pace, the cane in his hands taps smartly against the grass almost as if practiced.
âMatt!â
At loss for a reaction, Mark watches you stand up, eyes bright as you greet Matt Murdock of all people.Â
Matt Murdock as in Daredevil.
The edgy, brooding vigilante of Hellâs Kitchen.Â
As Spider-Man, heâs had a few encounters with the man, mostly when things were already spiraling out of control. Daredevil usually dealt in heavy territoryâlike entire crime syndicates, underground rings, full-blown mafia operations. Back when Mark had started out the gig as a high-schooler, Stark had expressly sworn him off from ever getting involved with the guy.
Now, he understands why.Â
The devil of Hellâs Kitchen calls for the kind of trouble that comes with bloodied knuckles, long-term consequences and scars that run deeper than skin.Â
Thatâs just one of the many reasons why Mark canât wrap his head around the fact that you personally know the guy.Â
âYouâre Mark, right?â Matt asks, raising an eyebrow as he offers a hand out, the shadow of his eyes hidden behind red-tinted glasses. âIâve heard a lot about you from this one.â
âThatâs me,â he replies with a nervous chuckle, trying not to sound like his heart just leapt into his throat as he takes the guyâs hand. âNice to meet you.â
Though the man looks nothing but polite, painting the perfect picture of the lawyer Markâs seen on TV a few times, he canât help but feel like heâs being quietly assessed. Since his previous attempts of prying classified information out of Tony had failed miserably, Mark doesnât truly know whatâs up with Mattâs powersâonly that they go way beyond than just having good hearing.
ââin the same major?â
The rough voice quickly pulls Mark back to Earth, his gaze focusing again to find the lawyer watching him a little too attentively for a blind guy.
âIâm in Physics, actually,â he explains, rubbing the back of his neck as he shifts his weight from one foot to the other. âWe had a few gen-ed classes together, soâŚâ
âI met Mark through Haechan,â you add casually, glancing between the two of them as you reach for the lawyerâs arm. âIâve told you about him too, remember?â
âYeah,â Matt answers, a smirk tugging at his lips though it doesnât quite reach his eyes. âItâs good finally meeting you.â
Mark purses his lips in a polite smile, suddenly too aware of himself under the feel of the vigilanteâs scrutiny. âYou too, man.â
As you turn to him again after a beat of silence, oblivious to the weight of Mattâs attention on both of you, an apologetic smile takes over your face. âIâll text you later, alright?â you say, swinging your bag over your shoulder before giving him a playful glare. âDonât let me interrupt you again, hm?â
Despite the lingering nerves rushing through his body, a laugh escapes from his lips. âNah, you can interrupt me whenever you want,â Mark counters, shrugging as he grins softly. âIâll allow it if itâs you.â
âYouâre a dork,â you mutter with a laugh, giving him an eye-roll as you wave him off. âBye, Mark!â
As the two of you walk off, he watches your retreating figures for a moment longer than he probably should, blinking after the scene as if someone just hit pause on his brain.Â
The second youâre out of view, Mark finds himself groaning in frustration for a second time, shoulders slumping at his defeat.Â
Also, of all the people in New Yorkâ
Daredevil?
Lying on the floor of Haechanâs dorm later that night, Mark recounts the entire fiasco to his best-friend, a Shin-chan pillow hiding his embarrassment as the story progresses from his failed date attempt to unexpectedly meeting the vigilante of Hellâs Kitchen.Â
âI donât know what to tell you,â Haechan starts with a snort, barely sparing the oldest a glance as he focuses on the game flashing across the computer screen. âMaybe youâre just that bad at flirting. Have you thought about that?â
âIâm not that bad,â Mark groans into the pillow, ears burning under his beanie. âSheâs just⌠bad at noticing it.â
âRight,â his best-friend deadpans, offering a dramatic eye-roll over his shoulder before turning back to the computer again. âIâm sure thatâs the problem.â
âActually, youâre the problem,â Mark argues, peeking out from behind the pillow with a frown. âShe invited you to our date.â
âWell, Iâm sorry if my presence is delightful,â Haechan teases, locked into the game again as a chuckle escapes from his lips. âIn her defense, you literally just asked her to hang out. Did you actually say the word âdateâ?â
âI mean⌠no,â he mutters, sitting up as a flash of helplessness crosses his features. âI asked her to dinner! Isnât thatâlike, I donât know, kinda obvious?â
As the youngest finally pauses the game, turning his chair around with a sigh, Haechan shoots him an unimpressed look. âWe go out for dinner all the time. Does that mean weâre dating?â he asks, promptly raising a hand as soon as Mark opens his mouth. âDonât answer! I know you want to, but the answerâs no.â
Mark rolls his eyes, exhaling a breath in half-hearted annoyance. âIâll seriously leaveââ
âMy point is,â Haechan continues, ignoring the oldestâs protest by raising his voice. âDinner can mean a lot of things. You have to use the right words, Milk.â
âI tried to,â he insists, shrugging in a mix of frustration and defeat. âBut then she mentioned bringing you and I just⌠I couldnât say no to her.â
âOh no,â his best-friend gasps, dramatically slumping back against his chair, a hand clutching his chest. âYou mean I ruined your big romantic reveal? Tragic.â
A miserable, long sigh escapes from Markâs lips, his body sinking into the floor again as if his soul has just left him behind. âHas she texted you yet?â
âDonât worry about that,â Haechan says, spinning the chair around with a nonchalant wave in his direction. âLucky for you, Iâm a man of many abilities. Youâll thank me later, trust me.â
As he groans to himself again, Mark tugs the beanie over his face, wishing he could disappear as flashes of earlier linger over his brain in a humbling reminder of his failure.Â
Maybe he can turn invisible with Wandaâs help.
Maybe heâll cash in a favor from Tony and ask Dr. Strange for the Time Stone so he can try to ask you out properly like a normal guy.
Actually, maybe he should just stop altogether.
âWhatever,â Mark mumbles, exhaling a muffled sigh underneath the fabric. âIâm doomed anyway.âÂ
Haechan just snickers, back to clicking away at his keyboard with an eye-roll. âNo, youâre just an idiot in love.â
For the first time since he met you, Mark almost wishes he wasnât.
Nelson & Murdockâs office couldnât look any more different from the gleaming skyscraper law firms that rule over Manhattan.
The place looks like it has seen better daysâwith scuffed wooden floors, furniture that are probably dated back to the 80s and dusty shelves paired with mismatched frames on the walls, Matt and Foggy usually attract all kinds of clients, offering their services with little to no demands.
Hence why youâre currently eating a batch of peanut butter cookies, Foggyâs payment for offering legal support to a local bakery thatâs been threatened with eviction by a construction company.Â
Sitting across from Matt at his cubicle, you pause mid-bite as he slides a file towards you, an amused smile tugging at the corners of his mouth at your antics.
âItâs a good bakery,â he starts with a nod, the sudden quip sounding somehow both pleased and surprised. âThe ingredients are fresh.â
You gape at him, quickly swallowing the last bite of the cookie. âYou can tell if the ingredients of a cookie are fresh?â
Matt grins, shaking his head before opening the file. âI did some digging for you,â he starts, a chuckle soon escaping from his mouth as he shrugs. âWell, Elektra did. She says you owe her a night-out.â
As you clutch the cookie jar to your chest, you canât help a dramatic gasp. âDonât joke around,â you say, half-whining at the mention of his assassin ex-girlfriend. âYou know I love her.â
âTurns out your guy isnât just an ordinary con-artist,â he explains, tapping a finger against the papers, several police reports with lengthy lists of accusations against your target. âHeâs connected to a few larger fraud rings operating out of Queens.â
âI knew something was up with him!â you exclaim, looking up at Matt with a shadow of sheepish doubt on your face. âDo you think Spider-Man knows? The guyâs operating in his backyard.â
Almost as if heâs suppressing a reaction, Matt leans back against his chair, clearly schooling his expression by pursing his lips. âI donât,â he replies, a flash of amusement on his face contrasting with his casual tone. âYou seem to know more about him than I do.â
Raising your eyebrows, you shoot him a confused look. âI only met him once.â
He tilts his head, smiling in an infuriatingly Matt-like way. âThat youâre aware of.âÂ
âI hate when you do that,â you scoff, frowning at another of his little enigmatic quips. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âIf youâre doing something about this guy, donât do it alone,â the lawyer says, expertly changing the subject despite your frustrated huff, a small smile tugging at his mouth then. âIt might not seem like it, but heâs got a good network around him.â
You bite the inside of your cheek, debating with yourself for a moment before sighing quietly. âMaybe I should just look for Spider-Man andââ
The front door suddenly creaks open, interrupting the conversation as a familiar aroma of spices takes over the room. As he steps into the office, Foggy glances back-and-forth between you and Matt for a second.
âHey, not to interrupt your top-secret vigilantism conference or whatever,â he says with a grin, proudly holding a plastic bag in one hand. âI have secured another top-tier form of payment. Priorities, people.â
It only takes a laugh from you for Foggy to quickly take a seat by your side, squeezing himself into Mattâs desk before spreading out the generous serving thatâs been given as his latest payment.Â
âIâm worried about your future as lawyers,â you tease, amused by the absurdity of the situation as you reach out for their mismatched cutlery. âDo you guys ever get paid in actual money?â
âIf we got paid in money, you wouldnât have such a wonderful reception experience,â Foggy counters, offering you a bright smile before glancing over at Matt with a frown. âAre you dragging her into something dangerous again?â
âWouldnât you like to know?â Matt answers, huffing a laugh. âIs this from Mrs. Ramirez?â
Foggy manages a sound of affirmation, pausing for a second with his mouth full. âBy the way, if you two get thrown into jail for whatever it is youâre planning, I am not representing you pro bono.â
âYes, you are!â you say, teasing him by clinging onto his arm, grinning knowingly at his reaction. âYou love me, Foggy!â
The conversation drifts for a while as you share the homemade meal, your little investigation taking a back seat as Matt and Foggy humorously bicker with each other, recounting a few stories of their shared university years. Itâs only when the foodâs almost all cleared, their back-and-forth between falling into a comfortable silence, that Matt slumps into his chair with a nod in your direction.
âSoâŚâ the lawyer starts, casually wiping his hands with a napkin as he bites back a grin. âMark.â
Glancing up at the sudden name-drop, you find Mattâs gaze locked onto your figure under the red-tinted lenses of his glasses. âWhat about him?â
Mid-bite of the last cookies remaining in the jar, Foggy immediately perks up. âOh! Is this about the science nerd?â
Matt raises an amused eyebrow, tilting his head as if he could actually see you. âYou rejected him today, didnât you?â
As your mouth drops, a frown quickly takes over your face. âWhat are you talking about?â
Foggy whips his head towards you, still reaching absently for the now-empty cookie jar. âThatâs not nice of you,â he adds, scoffing in faux-offense. âYou rejected the science nerd?â
âMarkâs not a nerd,â you protest, pausing for a second as Matt chuckles, burning warmth slowly spreading over your cheeks. âI meanâhe is a little, but I didnât reject him!â
âI think you did,â he says, sounding far too nonchalant for the annoyingly entertained look on his face. âDidnât he ask you for dinner?â
âYeah!â you argue, confused eyes glancing between the two lawyers. âI said yes!â
The vigilante hums, feigning curiosity as his pretend cluelessness slips right past you. âDid he say anything about Haechan?â
At his question, Foggy lets out a low whistle, raised eyebrows ready to judge. âHe asked you out and you invited someone else?â he asks, dramatically placing a hand over his heart. âThatâs not very nice of you, Miss Shadows.â
You freeze.Â
As your pause stretches, Matt chuckles at your growing bewilderment.
Reluctantly, you replay the moment in your headâ
Mark approaching you in his usual caring, attentive way.Â
The characteristic awkwardness of his small talk.Â
A hang-out mention.
The way his eyes lit up when you said yes⌠and the way they visibly dimmed when you added Haechan to the mix.
Slowly, the realization slaps you across the face like an obvious, yet startling plot-twist.Â
Mark was asking you on a date.
You did reject him.
âThatâsâhe wasnâtââ you stutter, scrambling for an excuse before ultimately surrendering with a dramatic groan, slumping into your seat as you glare helplessly at the two lawyers. âOh my God? Did Mark ask me out?â
âApparently, yeah,â Foggy answers, offering a pitiful, still playful pat to your shoulder. âYou friend-zoned my guy in 4K.â
As he adjusts the glasses on his face, a subtle grin threatens to break Mattâs casual demeanor. âMaybe he didnât take it that way.âÂ
Narrowing your eyes at the shift in his expression, you canât help a scoff from escaping your lips. âYou know something,â you point out, watching his grin widen over your sulky tone. âUgh, with your freaky senses, you mustâve picked up something! Spill it, Matt!â
Matt only tilts his head, the smile still tugging at the corner of his mouth. âAsk him out next time.â
âYou know something!â you insist, leaning over the table with a mock glare in the lawyerâs direction. âTell me!â
âI donât know anything,â he argues, letting out a chuckle as he shrugs a bit too nonchalant for his usual attitude. âWeâve just met. He just seems like a good kid, thatâs all.â
Crossing your arms over your chest in a perfect picture of an annoying baby sister, you huff at Mattâs suspicious grin. âFine! Iâll ask him on a date!â
âYes!â Foggy cheers, suddenly raising a cup of stale coffee in the air like a celebration toast. âLetâs go, science nerd!â
Watching the vigilante accompany his best-friend, you shoot both of them an amused eye-rollâeven as the realization lingers accompanied by a tiny, unmistakable flutter in your chest.
Maybe you should really ask Mark on a date.Â
Maybe⌠you kind of want it too.
Tonight, the streets of Queens are remarkably quiet for a late spring evening.
As Spider-Man, Mark has learned to find comfort in the cityâs constant buzz, even as a regular resident of the neighborhood. Itâs somewhat past midnight when he swings down to an empty warehouse rooftop, clutching a bag of Cheetos in one hand before taking a seat by the ledge for a quick breather.Â
The airâs sticky with the looming summer humidity, leaving his suit to turn into a second skin, the gentle heat clinging to his body underneath. In his ear, the police chatter sounds nothing but ordinaryânoise complaints, domestic assistance, a lost pet somewhere in a park.Â
Mark senses the presence before anything.
It only takes a second for his instincts to kick in, tugging the mask over his face again just as a familiar shadow steps into view, drawing a choked breath out of him.
Itâs Moonlight again.
The purple and black of her suit blend seamlessly into the night, her figure quietly approaching with an effortless, laidback stride that does justice to her name. Under her hood, Mark meets the vigilanteâs gaze, visibly amused by the image of Spider-Man taking a snack break at the top of an abandoned building.Â
âFlaminâ Hot Cheetos with a night view?â she starts, her voice laced with a playful touch. âYouâre so romantic.â
âUhâhey,â he greets awkwardly, tossing the empty bag behind him with a forced cough. âWhatâs up?â
Moonlight raises an eyebrow, fighting back a laugh with a scoff. âAre you okay?â
âYeah!â Mark blurts, promptly wincing at the embarrassing slip before grimly correcting himself. âI mean, yesâI just wasnât expecting to see you tonight.â
As she hums, the vigilante shoots him a look. âActually, I was looking for you.â
âYou were?â he asks, voice tightening as his senses immediately switch into flight mode, posture straightening in anticipation. âWhy? Did something happen?â
âDonât worry, itâs not like that,â she replies quickly, waving him down with a small chuckle. âI just have some intel for you. This is definitely way bigger than I can handle⌠as in probably an Avengers kind-of-thing.â
Moonlight hands out a purple flash drive.
Mark blinks under the mask.
Caught in his own reverie for a second, his brain twitches out of focus at the unexpected twist in his nightly routine.Â
Moonlight was looking for him.
Moonlight has intel for him.
Moonlight thinks heâs romantic.
He swears thereâs still orange crumbs stuck on his gloves.
Again, she thinks heâs... romantic?
As he takes the drive from her hands, discreetly shaking his head as if to ward off the stray thoughts, Mark clicks his tongue. âAn Avengers kind-of-thing?â
âIâve been tailing this guy for a while now. He was just doing odd con-jobs here and there at first,â she explains, a frown settling between her eyebrows. âNow heâs dealing modified weapons, SHIELD level stuff. I think heâs got material from the latest alien invasion too, so this is clearly out of my league.â
Flicking the device between his fingers, he raises an eyebrow at the vigilante. âWhereâd you get this?â
Moonlight offers an eye-roll, an easy chuckle escaping from her lips. âLetâs just say I have friends in the right places,â she answers, subtle mischief lacing her words. âSince the guyâs working with a few rings in the neighborhood, I figured I should give it up to a true Queens expert.â
âI donât know about that, youâre kinda killing it lately,â Mark says, scratching the back of his head as he chuckles awkwardly. âYou sure youâre not here to replace me?â
âI wouldnât dare,â she counters, dramatically placing a hand on her chest before breaking into a laugh. âEverybody likes you, Spider-Man.â
The words make Mark freeze for an instant, a strange sense of dĂŠjĂ vu quickly sweeping over his body.Â
It almost feels like an itch he canât quite reachâbecause suddenly, heâs easily hearing your voice instead, echoing the exact same words with one bright, oblivious smile that drives him absolutely insane in the best ways. It should feel reassuring, maybe rewarding given his daily effort of stretching himself thin just to lead two completely different lives. Apparently, everybody likes him as both Mark Lee and Spider-Man.
Everyone⌠except the one person he actually wants to.
Forcing out something passable as a laugh, Mark shakes it off with a shrug. âThanks, I guess?â
âI saw you on TV after the robbery, by the way,â she adds casually, crossing her arms with a snort. âYouâre a natural, the reporter was eating you up.â
âI was kinda word-vomiting, to be honest,â he grimaces, rubbing the back of his neck in quiet embarrassment. âI canât even remember what I said. Was it too bad?â
âIt was cute,â the vigilante admits, clearly enjoying his suffering with a gleam in her eyes. âYou were all over social media. Iâm pretty sure people are shipping you with the reporter now.â
Mark groans to himself, dragging a hand through his masked face in frustration. âMan, itâs gonna be so awkward next time.â
âWell, my mission is done so I should probably get going,â she says, pausing for a moment before nodding towards the flash drive in his hands, her tone suddenly careful. âCan I trust you to take care of that?â
âDefinitely,â he answers, fingers subconsciously tightening around the device. âAre you doing anything that needs⌠you know, any back-up tonight?â
âIâm actually heading home right now,â she says, stepping back with a tilt of her head, almost as if sheâs teasingly inspecting him. âI canât take boys to my place, soâŚâ
As the implication clicks in his head, Mark internally winces at himself before clearing his throat, shifting on his feet. âRight.â
A chuckle escapes from her lips, Moonlight offering a playful, apologetic shrug. âMy roommate and I made a deal. No guys allowed unless theyâre boyfriends.â
âThatâsâgood?â he stutters, his brain short-circuiting for a second as it scrambles for something normal to say. âI mean, itâs a fair policy.â
The shadows follow the vigilante as she turns towards the edge of the rooftop, her silhouette framed by the street lights below them. As she steps onto the ledge, reaching down to release the rusted escape ladder, Mark barely catches itâa sliver of skin just as her jacket meets her waist, giving a glimpse of a small bandage beneath the rough fabric.
Itâs heart-shaped, a shade of purple that seems to purposefully match her suit.
Thereâs something oddly endearing about how out of place it looks, contrasting with the heavy look of her black combat gear-and-hood combo.Â
Ignoring the sudden warmth crawling up his neck, Mark forces his gaze back to her half-covered face again, though not fast enough to prevent her from catching him staring like a creep.
Raising an eyebrow in curiosity, Moonlight shoots him a look. âWhat?â
âNothing!â he rushes, gesturing vaguely as a hasty goodbye. âGet home safe!â
The vigilante squints at him for a second too long, ultimately choosing to not press him as her face softens into something he canât quite read. âAlright,â she murmurs, jumping off the ledge with a nod in his direction. âDonât forget about it, please?â
As Spider-Man, Mark firmly nods back. âI promise.â
Then, as if she was never there in the first place, her figure smoothly disappears down the building. The metallic rattle of the ladder echoes through the quiet night for a moment longer before sheâs gone, shadowed by her companions.
From below, Mark notes the hint of mischief in her voice as she calls him one last time.
âSee you around, Spidey!â
An orange cat suddenly steps in beside him with a sharp, way too judging meow.
Mark exhales a breath, glancing down at his company in bewilderment.Â
âI know, dude.â
Markâs daily routine is chaotic enough to include all sorts of insane things.
As a seasoned vigilante, Spider-Manâs range can easily start from petty street criminals and build up to murderous outer space creatures trying to destroy the entire city.
At this point, thereâs not much that surprises him.Â
Yet, the sight of you outside his lecture hall on a random Friday afternoon stops him dead in his tracks.
Seemingly unbothered by the rush of students hurrying through the hallway, Mark nearly misses you entirely, overlooking your figure leaning against the wall as you casually scroll through your phone. It takes a full double take before it clicks in his brain that itâs you, almost as if heâs spotting a mirage in the middle of a concrete desert.
After three numbing, long hours of his professor ranting on about a subject heâd been barely grasping, the exhaustion suddenly shifts to a buzz of curious anticipation, leaving Mark to hesitantly call out your name.
As you look up at the sound of his voice, a sheepish smile immediately tugs at your lips. âHey! I was waiting for you.â
âYou were?â Mark blinks, his brain taking a full second to register the words. âWhy? Did you need something?â
âNot exactly,â you answer, suddenly looking fidgety as you clear your throat, fingers tightening around the strap of your bag. âI just wanted to ask if youâre free right now?â
He canât help a confused frown, nodding slowly despite the curiosity nagging at him. âI am, yeah. Why?â
Had Mark been anybody else, the subtleties of your attitude wouldâve hardly been acknowledged, as trivial as they seemedâthe shaky, discreet exhale that escapes from your lips when he greets you, the way your shoulders square up at his answer, a tiny shift of your weight as your fingers fumble with the hold of your bag, a flash of apprehension that seems to cross your features upon his affirmation.Â
The thing is, Mark isnât anybody else.
At the chance of Haechan talking his ears off about how much of a loser he is, at this point, Mark just knows you. Beyond any enhanced ability he possesses as Spider-Man, being able to read you is just a consequence of⌠well, having a ridiculously big-sized crush on you and getting accidentally friendzoned.
Between the two of you, youâre most definitely not the one to get nervous around him.Â
So why are you?
The realization hits Mark like a derailed train, still it doesnât prepare him for the blow of your next words.
âAny chances you wanna grab dinner, then?â
What?
Unconsciously skeptical if heâd heard right, Mark stares at you for a second too long, disbelief immediately kicking in. âMe?â
A snort escapes from your lips as you offer him an eye-roll. âNo, the guy thatâs just behind you,â you tease, breaking into a full laugh as he glances around confusedly. âIâm playing, Mark! Of course itâs you!â
Mark huffs at his own embarrassment, a familiar warmth spreads through his neck. âSure, letâs go,â he diverts, mindlessly reaching for his phone from his pocket. âIâll text Haechan to meet usââÂ
âNo!â you interrupt, eyes widening slightly before you quickly backtrack with a quiet, awkward little laugh. âI mean⌠is it okay if itâs just the two of us?â
If his life was a blockbuster movie, Markâs sure that the scene would be played out in slow-motion, exactly as the moment was processed by his brain. As he stands frozen in the emptying hall, mouth parted with his heart hammering inside his chest like heâs swinging between the cityâs skyscrapers, it takes a few seconds for it to finally click.
Youâre asking him out.Â
After months of half-assed invites, awkward flirtation and planned coincidences⌠youâre the one asking him out.Â
Is this what victory feels like?
Heâs saved countless lives, fought all kinds of creatures and criminals. Heâs literally the back-up call of the most powerful team on Earth. Heâs the model student of his major, the quiet genius of research conventions and academic tournaments.Â
Yet, none of the options feel comparable to the ecstatic, shocked rush thatâs running through his veins right now.Â
Maybe he wants to scream into a pillow. Maybe he wants to fist-pump the air like an idiot.
Maybe both.
âYeah!â Mark blurts, a little too enthusiastically before clearing his throat, trying again with a nonchalant nod. âI meanâyeah. That sounds⌠cool.â
âCool,â you repeat, biting back a smile with beaming eyes. âThereâs this place nearby I want to try out, I think youâre gonna love it.â
Still reeling from the whiplash of having his wildest daydream suddenly come to life, Mark canât help but freeze for a second time as you reach for his hand, your fingers easily curling around his own before pulling him forward with a gentle tug.Â
As he falls in step beside you, forcing his body to move as rapidly as the heartbeats thumping against his chest, Markâs also nothing but acutely aware of his clammy palms against the soft warmth of your hold.Â
In a poor attempt at nonchalance, he clears his throat before tentatively squeezing your hand. âSo, can I ask about the place weâre going or is it a surprise?â
You shoot him a side glance, a teasing grin curling on your lips. âYou sound a little worried.â
âIâm not,â Mark prompts, pausing for a second until his hesitation turns into a sheepish wince. âAlright, maybe a little? You just kinda⌠caught me off guard. Wasnât exactly expecting to be on a date tonight, you know?â
âI just wanted to make it up to you for last time,â you reply, offering a timid shrug as the tone of your voice turns softer, almost thoughtful. âIâm sure you know what I mean.â
The realization settles in slowly as if a bulb flickering on-and-off inside his brain.Â
Every once in a while, whenever Mark entertained his reveries, a little corner of his brain would always envision the moment where things would change between you. After so long, heâs pictured a dozen different scenariosâsome grand and cinematic that could easily rival romance movies, others clumsy and awkward that hit too close to reality for his comfort.Â
Even so, no fantasy couldâve ever prepared him to finally realize that you know.Â
After all the awkward invitations masked as casual hangouts, jokes that always hid a little bit of truth behind them and days heâd barely look at you without feeling like a walking, talking lovesick loser, youâve finally noticed.
Mark swallows hard, heart leaping to his throat as the words fail on his tongue. âRight.â
It takes a stretch of silence for you to squeeze his hand again, brushing your shoulder against his as you inch closer to his side.Â
âMy roommateâs new boy toy works at this little pizzeria,â you restart, half-heartedly rolling your eyes as a grin curls on your lips. âSheâs been raving about how good the food is, but thereâs a chance she might be biased because sheâs dating their delivery guy.â
He lets out a laugh, the knot of nerves in his chest loosening for a bit. âThat sounds like a good story.â
As you nod absentmindedly, your eyes glance over at him with newfound interest. âCan I ask you something?â you ask, lip caught between your teeth as if youâre holding back a smile. âAre you always this nervous around girls?â
Mark almost skips a step, blinking away from your lips to focus again. âWhat?â
Raising your eyebrows at him, you canât help a chuckle, looking clearly entertained and a little confused. âYou keep twisting your rings every 10 seconds.â
Glancing down at his left hand like itâs just betrayed him, heâs quick to shove it into the hoodieâs pockets. âThatâs just⌠force of habit, I guess?â
âDo I make you nervous?â you try, the question coming out tentatively as your face immediately softens to something almost uncertain. âDo you not⌠want to do this?â
âNo,â Mark protests, his hand flying out again as it runs through his face, a nervous huff escaping from his lips. âI want to, trust me⌠itâs notâIâm just a little thrown off by this entire thing.âÂ
You slow beside him, a tiny smile tugging at the corner of your mouth. âItâs just me, Mark.â
Yes, he wants to say, thatâs exactly the problem.
Thankfully, the sound of a door aggressively swinging open saves Mark from embarrassing himself further.Â
Nestled just a few blocks down the campus, the little pizzeria stays discreetly placed between a record store and a small building, easy to miss if oneâs not looking for it. As the warm glow from the inside spills onto the sidewalk, the faint scent of garlic and melted cheese flowing in the air, a guy in a windbreaker steps out balancing a stack of pizza boxes in one arm.
The guy suddenly pauses, squinting under his cap before breaking into a wide grin by spotting you. âOh! Look who it is!â
âNo way,â you groan playfully, tugging both of you forward to greet him with a high-five. âWhat are you doing out here? I thought you worked the last shift!â
He shrugs exaggeratedly, readjusting the boxes in his arm with a sigh. âContrary to popular belief, I am a valuable worker of this establishment,â the guy jokes, eyes flicking between both of you for a moment before grinning again. âWait! Is this a date?â
You shoot him a warning look, swatting his arm lightly. âDonât you have pizzas to deliver?â
âMy nameâs Hendery,â he greets, straightening up before reaching out a hand with a humorous frown. âIâm her roommateâs⌠boyfriend. Probably. I think.â
Mark quickly introduces himself, letting out a chuckle as they exchange a fist bump. âNice to meet you, man.â
âOh!â Hendery snaps his fingers, eyes widening in a dramatic realization. âSo this is Mark!â
Before he can answer, youâre already moving to physically steer Hendery towards a parked motorcycle, half-heartedly glaring at him for a second time. âThe customers are waiting, Hendery!â
âAlright, alright, I can take a hint,â he says, backing away with an exaggerated bow and a lopsided grin curling his lips. âBy the way, donât forget to try the garlic bread!â
Exchanging a few last sassy quips with you, it doesnât take long until Henderyâs settled on his motorcycle, the engine sputtering to life as he offers a playful salute in your direction to soon disappear down the street. As the quiet settles between both of you again, Mark swears a flicker of shyness creeps into your face, immediately drawing a small, soft smile out of him just as your gazes meet.
You scrunch your nose slightly, playfully nudging his shoulder with yours. âWhat?â
Rubbing the back of his neck with a short laugh, Mark shakes his head. âNothing,â he reassures, gently tugging your hand. âCome on, we should try the garlic bread.â
The little bell above the entrance jingles as you walk in. Inside, the pizzeria is warm, the yellow lightning making up a cozy ambience with a hum of music in the background, coming straight out of an old-looking jukebox. As he trails after you to a corner booth by the window, the last thing Markâs expecting is for you to pull him to sit by your side instead of across the table.Â
His brain shorts out for a solid five seconds.
Too aware of the proximity, shoulder-touching close as he takes a seat, it almost feels like his whole body suddenly forgets how to exist.Â
âIf you say pineapple on pizza, Iâm walking out,â you start, giving him a humorous look before flipping the menu open, blissfully unaware of his meltdown. âDonât break my heart, Mark.â
For a second, Mark scrambles to pull his soul back into his body, rushing for an answer. âWhat? Ohâuh, yeah. Never. Pineapple on pizza? Gross. Illegal.â
You squint at him, leaning closer with an arm pressed against the table. âYou hesitated.â
âI really mean it, though,â he answers with a shrug, the words slipping out of his mouth before his brain catches up. âI donât think I want to risk your heart.â
A small smile tugs at your mouth before you nod, slapping the menu closed with a look in his direction. âWe should order your favorites, then.â
The place isnât too crowded so it isnât long before the familiar scent of tomato, cheese and crisping dough drifts over from the kitchen to your little corner. As the waiter sets the pizza between youâaccompanied with a generous side of Henderyâs infamous garlic breadâthe conversation easily flows again, Mark relaxing just enough to lean into the banter, watching the way your eyes light up as you talk, catching every small smile between your stolen sips of his beer.
The evening unfolds like the most absurd, delirious fever dream his brain could ever conjure.
If someone had told him that heâd be sitting on a date with you in a few hours time, carefully selecting songs for your newest joint playlist, sharing a last-minute tiramisu and making plans for the upcoming Holiday break, Mark wouldâve genuinely scoffed in their face and called them insane.
Actually, thatâs exactly what he did when Haechan facetimed him earlier in the morning.Â
Yeah.
In every existing multiverse, Markâs pretty sure that every alternate version of him is currently facepalming over how dumb their physics student version can be.
By the time youâre both full, one lonely slice left on the plate with half-empty glasses all over the table, Mark shifts in his seat as a single question burns in his throat.Â
He glances over at you with a sheepish chuckle. âCan I ask you something?âÂ
A smile curls your lips as you realize heâs mirroring your question from earlier, curiosity instantly flickering in your eyes. âYeah.â
Mark hesitates for a second, sighing as it finally slips. âWhat changed?â
Clearly picking up his little cue, you pause to mull over the words, seemingly at loss of what to say before your gaze softens. âI think⌠I was just so focused on staying afloat. Thereâs always so much going on in my life,â you chuckle half-heartedly, offering a timid shrug. âI never really dared to look at you any other way. Youâre a part of my life that feels safe, and⌠maybe I didnât want to risk changing something that mattered to me.â
The words land softly in his chest, nevertheless shaking something loose inside him as it echoes in his head. Mark swallows dry, feeling his heart pick up speed as if itâs about to jump through his throat any moment.
You watch his dazed reaction with a growing smile. âWhy didnât you ever say anything?â
âI didnât want to mess it up either,â he says, running a hand through his face as he slumps back against his seat, chuckling solemnly. âI kept looking for signs, dropping hints⌠after a while, I figured that if I kept quiet, then at least Iâd get to stay close to you.â
Moving closer, you playfully nudge your knee against his. âEven if nothing happened?â
The answer undoubtedly feels like a turning point as Mark nods, offering a shy smile despite a touch of confidence in his voice. âEven if nothing happened.â
As the evening lights up the neighborhood with its streetlights and nightlife, itâs easy for Mark to forget the weight of a certain suit inside his backpack, ticking a silent clock for the next patrol. As both of you walk home between shared laughter and teasing banter, the city doesnât seem to call for him as it usually does.
For once, Mark doesnât feel like he has to split himself in two.
For once, Mark gets to be just a guy on a date with the girl of his dreams.
The conversation softens as your building comes into view, trailing into a lull that feels less like silence and more like an unspoken moment of comfort.
You slow to a stop in front of the steps, turning around to stand almost chest to chest with him. Mark holds himself back, blinking down at you with itching hands closed into fists against his sides.Â
âThank you for tonight,â you start, meeting his eyes with an effortless, all-too-knowing smile tugging at your lips. âIâll see you tomorrow?â
A familiar warmth burns at the nape of his neck as Mark nods. âYeah, of course,â he says, clearing his throat before daring the next words. âWant me to⌠pick you up after class? Grab some coffee?â
The question lingers unanswered for nothing more than a few seconds.Â
Just as heâs about to backpedal, a rushed apology at the tip of his tongue, youâre suddenly closing the little space left between you by brushing your lips against the corner of his mouth, kissing him soft and slow up to the little mole on his cheek.Â
It feels like someone unplugged every coherent thought from his head.
Mark suddenly feels like calling Wanda to make sure this isnât a made-up scenario of his head.
Maybe Haechan will pinch him back into class in a minute.
âSee you tomorrow, Mark!â
As your voice breaks his daze, Mark watches you spin on your heels to soon disappear inside the building with a soft click from the door, a sheepish but knowing smile playing on your face as you go.Â
Rooted to the spot, one of his hands immediately drifts up to touch his own cheek.
What the hell just happened?
Itâs a rookie mistake to expect an ordinary patrol in Queens.
Though you havenât been in the vigilantism business for as long as New Yorkâs finest, you do know better than to trust the neighborhoodâs quiet streetsâespecially during a Friday night. Despite the impending loom of a downpour, the approaching weekend usually has the habit of luring the exact kind of trouble that Moonlight excels at.
Still, as you effortlessly move along the long-known rooftops and alleys, blending with ease into the dark corners of the city, the last thing youâre expecting to witness is Spider-Man quite literally dropping into your night.
The unmistakable red and blue of his suit hurtles from above in a flash, hitting the asphalt before you with a solid, painful thud.
It takes a second for your brain to finally register the unmoving body half-sprawled under the dim glow of the alleyâs flickering lights.
ThenâÂ
âMan,â Spider-Man groans, the words coming out hoarse but still laced with a thread of dry humor. âI really hate getting thrown off buildings.â
You release a breath at the sound of his voice, adrenaline spiking through your body as you rush to his side and immediately drop to your knees. âYouâve got to be kidding me! Why are you falling off buildings?â
âIt was a calculated risk,â he jokes, attempting to prop himself up on one elbow only to wince, falling back down again with a choked laugh. âI totally meant to do that, you know.â
âYouâre insane,â you answer, huffing in a mix of disbelief and amusement with a gentle hand keeping him down by the shoulder. âTake a breather, Spidey. Iâll bet this isnât a daily occurrence for you.â
He shakes his head, letting out a half-hearted groan. âIâm fine!â Spider-Man mutters, exhaling a fatigued sigh before trying to sit up again. âThis is nothing, Iâve had likeâway, way worse than this.â
âNo shit,â you retort, rolling your eyes as you give him a once-over, checking his body for any injuries. âAre you feeling anything broken?â
The playful grin on his face is visible even under the mask. âNah, just my pride.â
As he manages to sit up, the distance between you closes just enough for you to finally note a rip in the fabric of his mask, exposing a sliver of his bruised jawline down to a bit of his neck.Â
Suddenly, you canât look away.Â
Itâs⌠maddeningly distracting.Â
The sharpness of his jaw, the faint curve of his neck beneath the tear, the single mole contrasting against his skinâit looks hopelessly familiar, as if itâs digging at your brain for recognition.Â
In your reverie, your eyes linger for longer than you realize.
Spider-Man notices.Â
His head tilts slightly, visibly suspicious as he chuckles awkwardly. âUh⌠is there something on my face?â
You freeze, immediately turning your gaze away from him and into a dumpster ahead. âWhat? No!â you say, clearing your throat with a shake of your head. âI was just making sure you werenât about to pass out on me. I canât carry you out of here and I definitely canât call any of the Avengers for a pick-up, soâŚâ
Spider-Man perks up at your words, seemingly already recovered from the fallâs impact on his body. âHey, I can definitely put in a wordââ
âItâs a no, Spidey,â you promptly cut in, chuckling at the way he deflates. âI know how to pick my battles. Queens is more than enough for now.â
He pauses for a second before letting out a quiet, resigned sigh. âAlright. Fair enough.â
A laugh tumbles out of your mouth before you canât stop it. âYouâre so funny,â you tease, standing back up before crossing your arms over your chest. âCan you tell me what made Spider-Man fall from a literal building?â
Reaching a hand to rub at his neck, Spider-Man winces. âDamn, it sounds so bad when you say it like that,â he quips, letting out a chuckle with a touch of embarrassment. âActually, Venom was trying to help meââ
âVenom as in Eddie Brock?â you interrupt him again, eyebrows pinched in a baffled frown. âEddie threw you off a building?â
As he finally stands up, Spider-Man fights a groan as curiosity nudges him. âYou know Eddie?â
You blink at him, pausing for a second before huffing out a chuckle at the absurdity of your newfound connection. âYou donât want to know,â you joke, dismissively shifting the conversation with a pointed look in his direction. âHow are you feeling anyway? That was a really nasty fall.â
âDonât worry about it,â he answers, promptly squaring his shoulders as he shifts on his feet. âNot a big deal. Justâgravity, you know? My old friend.â
Raising an eyebrow, you hold back a smirk under the hood. âRight.â
Already acquainted with your powers, Spider-Man scans the shadows elegantly surrounding your figure with knowing eyes. âWere you still patrolling?â
âMy nightâs not as busy as yours,â you reply, shaking your head as you shoot him a half-hearted, playful glare. âI was actually thinking of heading home. After that fall, you should probably do the same.â
âYeahâŚâ he mutters mindlessly, his voice trailing for a second before he suddenly snaps up to look at you. âHold on. Are you⌠worried about me?â
The question hangs in the air almost like a dare, the tone of his voice carrying a subtle touch of mischief instead of its usual awkwardness. Itâs differentâa little more confident than his usual endearing, flustered stumbles.
Again, a strange sense of familiarity strikes you.
âIâm just saying you shouldnât let this life consume you, Spidey,â you huff, playfully narrowing your eyes at him. âYou canât save anyone if youâre half-dead. Call it a night for once.â
Seemingly mulling over your words for a moment, Spider-Man hums thoughtfully. âDo people like us even get nights off?â
As you shrug lightly, your eyes barely catch the subtle change in his demeanor. âIf we want to.â
âRight,â he mutters, almost as if talking to himself before suddenly shaking his head. âAnyway, you know the drive you gave me the other night? You werenât kidding. Someoneâs probably sourcing him straight from Upstate.â
You scoff, baffled at the unexpected twist. âThe Avengers warehouse?â
âMost of it was under SHIELDâs possession before the Triskelion thing happened,â he explains, glancing at you with a sharp look of curiosity. âHow exactly did you get those files again?â
Raising a challenging eyebrow at him, your lips curve in a knowing smirk that etches onto the tone of your voice. âTrade secret.â
âTrade secret?â he huffs, the sound edged with disbelief and a touch of playfulness. âYou gave me intel that not even Captain America knew about it and Iâm just supposed to roll with it?â
âSeems like you already are,â you counter lightly, shooting him a knowing look. âBesides, didnât you just admit the info was solid?â
âAlright,â he acquiesces, lifting his hands in mock surrender for a moment before pointing a playful finger in your direction. âDonât think you can keep being all mysterious forever. Iâll figure you out.â
A surprised laugh slips out of you before you can stop it. âWill you?â
âI meanâfigure out your⌠sources,â Spider-Man points out, coughing into his fist as his voice lowers into a mumble. âThatâs what I mean.â
You shake your head, letting him off the hook despite your amusement. âI should probably go,â you say, stepping back and tugging the edge of your hood a little lower. âTry not to fall off another building tonight, alright?â
He groans, the sound earning him a chuckle from you. âYouâre not letting that go, are you?â
As you head towards one of the buildings lining the deserted alley, the shadows follow closely behind.
The climb up doesnât take long, muscle memory effortlessly guiding every pull and grip until youâre glancing over your shoulder at the rooftop, only to find Spider-Manâs sharp silhouette already perched on the ledge from the warehouse across. Against the glow of the city behind him, the vigilante looks every bit of the majestic image The Daily Bugleâs curated for him on its cover pages.
Yet, the awkward cadence of his persona canât help but suddenly prickle at the corner of your brain with a certain someone.
Any dots being connected right now⌠itâs probably just coincidence, right?
âHey!â he calls out, his voice carrying out over the space between the two buildings and startling you out of your own thoughts. âThanks for checking if I wasnât dead!â
Masking away any signs of your turmoil, a laugh huffs past your mouth as you wave him goodbye. âDonât get used to it, Spidey!â
Yeah.
It had to be.
As a result of secretly living a dual life as both a vigilante and a college student, Mark Leeâs used to two things:Â
1) Feeling like death itself has run him over on a daily basis.
2) Keeping his distance from people in the worst possible moments.Â
For someone like him, learning how to live with pain is a given. Whatever one can listâbruises, cuts, split lips, broken bones that scream every time he coughsâMarkâs oddly used to it, mostly taking it in stride as just another part of his routine. The thing is, out of all the consequences being Spider-Man can impose in his life, weeks off-the-grid, missed classes and ignored texts are the bits he still canât quite shake.
A heating pad falls off his side as he sits up against the headboard of his bed, balancing his phone while watching Haechan curse at his computer for the fifth time in the last two minutes.
âHey, do the Avengers have labor laws?â his best-friend snorts, raising an eyebrow as he squints into the screen of his computer. âTheyâve got you looking like you came out of ten rounds with a garbage truck. Have you thought about unionizing?âÂ
Mark sighs, half-heartedly tugging a blanket over his aching body. âDo you ever think before you speak?âÂ
âDo you?â Haechan retorts, narrowing his eyes at the camera before a mischievous grin tugs at his lips, the clacking of the keyboard pausing for a second. âI can make a whole list of all the dumb stuff Iâve heard you say. Like that one time you told her toââ
Interrupting his best-friendâs spiel with a groan, he slumps deeper into the bed. âSeriously, why did I even call you?â
The youngest doesnât miss a beat, leaning closer to his phone with a knowing look. âBecause you want to know how sheâs doing while youâre holed up in your dorm like a vampire,â Haechan teases, the grin on his face widening. âBy the way, sheâs definitely not buying your lame flu excuses.âÂ
As his attitude shifts into something softer, a little distraught, Mark looks all the more vulnerable. âWhat did you tell her? What did she say?â
âWhat was I supposed to say? That you got beat up by a space green jock that hates Earth?â his best-friend huffs, dramatically slouching back into his chair. âIâve been lying through my teeth like the amazing, incredible best-friend I am, but I know she doesnât believe me.â
âYeah,â he mutters, not sure of what to say. âI owe you one.â
The youngest hums, nodding dismissively with his attention back to whatever gameâs on his screen. âYou owe me your firstborn.â
Mark chuckles half-heartedly, the sound muffled by the blanket cocooned around him. âIâll name him Donghyuck.â
Haechan immediately clutches his chest, acting out his usual dramatic fashion with a playful sob. âDonât even joke about that. Iâll really hold you to it.â
A moment of silence settles between them, the only sound being Haechanâs frantic clicking on the other side as his game loads another round. Mark stares at the faint glow of the ceiling, the weight in his chest suddenly feeling heavier than the blanket heâs wrapped in.Â
âSheâs gonna figure it out,â Mark says after a beat, huffing a quiet, humorless laugh. âAnd when she realizes it, sheâs gone.âÂ
As he coexists with Spider-Man, learning how to live with pain is a given, sure.
This is what he hates the most.
It works like an ill-fated clockworkâthe second Mark gets closer to the slightest taste of hope, gentle expectation flowing through his heart, something always yanks him back.
Before heâd left under Tonyâs call for the mission, things had been good. The both of you had fallen into a rhythm that made him feel that maybe, just maybe, he wasnât screwing things up for once. From the afternoons heâd spot you furtively slipping into his class just to make him company, to the late nights youâd drag him to your place for failed recipes that eventually turned into ramen for dinner, it was easy for Mark to forget the half of his life thatâs hidden in the shadows.Â
Now, heâs probably making you doubt him without even meaning to.
Just barely answering your texts.
Avoiding most of your calls.Â
Asking about you through the grapevine hoping he hasnât fucked everything up.Â
The usual for a loser like him.
âWow, youâre such a joy to be around sometimes,â Haechan deadpans, shaking his head as a scoff leaves his mouth. âWhy do you always assume the worst? Not everyoneâs waiting for a chance to ditch you, Mark.âÂ
He swallows dry, words catching in his throat. âI donât want her to see me like this.â
âLike what?â the youngest taunts, frowning as if to protest him. âA human being?â
A sudden knock on the door stops Mark from replying.Â
âSomeoneâs at the door,â he mutters, carefully shuffling out of the bed under the protest of every muscle of his body. âIâll call you later.â
Tugging at the hood of his sweatshirt in a half-hearted attempt of masking the damage on his face, he drags himself to the door, for the first time ready to curse at Renjun for being such a dutiful RA.
As it opens, Mark immediately freezes.
You stand outside with your bag slung over one shoulder, worry laced into every line of your face. âHi, Mark.â
âHey,â he greets, clearing his throat as he takes a step back, hoping youâll miss his agitation. âWhat are you doing here?â
As you carefully scan him over, a frown quickly settles on your face. âI could ask you the same thing,â you counter, lingering at the faded hoodie pulled half-tight around him, dark circles under his eyes, at the faint bruise coloring his jaw at last. âMark⌠what the hell happened to you?â
Mark scrambles for the first excuse that pops into his head. âBasketball!âÂ
The change in your expression is subtle. âWhat?â
âI played basketball with the guys the other day,â he quickly adds, letting out a forced, too awkward chuckle. âThings got crazy competitive with Chenle, elbow to the face and everythingâyou know how he is, right?âÂ
The silence hangs between you enough to leave Mark on the edge, ready to have you call out on his bullshit. Instead, you just exhale and take a step closer.Â
âI actually donât,â you answer, gaze softening the longer you watch him, almost quietly deciding to let him be for now. âLetâs get inside for a bit? Iâll help you cover that nasty bruise up.â
Even though his dorm currently looks as if a hurricane has just passed through, Mark doesnât have the heart to say no, feeling the gap of your absence a little too much now that heâs finally seeing you again. It takes minutes until youâve got him sitting sideways on the edge of his bed, trying not to combust while you kneel in front of him with the first-aid kit.
Gently pressing a gauze at his jaw, your voice drops to a murmur. âYouâre terrible at this, you know.â
Mark frowns, covering up a wince at the sharp sting of the antiseptic. âAt basketball?â
âNo,â you say, amusement flickering in your eyes as you look down at him, lightly blowing at the bruise. âAt lying.â
As his heart picks up speed, Mark canât help a nervous chuckle. âWhat? Iâm great at lying.â
You raise an eyebrow, squaring him with a half-serious, half-teasing glare. âThen convince me.âÂ
He hesitates, pressing his lips together in surrender after a pause. âMaybe Iâm, like⌠average at lying.â
The answer pulls a laugh out of you, now guiding him to stay put with a brush of your fingers on his cheek. âHold still,â you order, quickly standing up and moving towards your forgotten bag by the door. âIâm giving you a cute bandage for being a good boy.â
Feeling his cheeks burn before he can catch his own thoughts, Mark watches you dig into a little Kuromi make-up bag. âI donât know if I deserve it.â
âYou do,â you object, reclaiming your spot in front of him with much less distance than before, something he canât quite place flashing on your face as you hold it up. âLucky for you, I always carry some.â
Mark blinks at the bandage.
A heart-shaped, purple bandage.
It just⌠canât be.
No way.Â
As you smooth the little heart over his skin, your fingers linger for just a second longer than they should. âYou shouldnât let this life consume you, Mark.â
Every nerve in Markâs body stilled as if someone just cut the strings barely holding him together.Â
He stares at you, swallowing hard as his voice wavers. âWhat did you say?âÂ
You laugh quietly, eyes finding his own with a knowing glint. âYou really shouldnât let this life consume you.â
Mark pulls back slightly, his mouth falling open in disbelief. âNo way, youâre justââ he stutters, taking a second to exhale like the airâs been punched right out of him by the space green jock again. âYouâre Moonlight.â
The smile on your face widens, soft but still edged with a hint of amazement. âYouâre Spider-Man.â
The familiarity of your words feels like a missing puzzle piece of a long-known picture.
Every night heâs run into the fellow vigilante, every quip sheâd made just to tease him, every little detail about her that made him double-take with someone else in his mind. Now that Mark thinks back on it, it felt like being one breath away from something he could never quite figure out, close enough to almost touch, but just out of reach of actually feeling it.Â
âI feel like Iâm hallucinating,â he blurts, still taken aback despite how at ease you currently look. âHow did you even figure it out? That Iâm Spider-Man?â
âI know you werenât expecting anyone but you should probably look for a better place to hide your suit,â you answer, not resisting a chuckle at the way his face instantly falls with realization. âHaving it out in the hamper doesnât seem very safe to me.â
âDude, thatâs so embarrassing,â he groans, running a hand over his burning face with a sheepish chuckle. âHow did you get here anyway? Doesnât the building have rules?â
You catch his hands before he can hide, holding them closer to your lap. âIâm friends with Renjun,â you explain, offering a shrug as you play with his fingers. âI told him that my boyfriend was sick and I just wanted to check on him for a minute.â
Wait.
Did he⌠hear that right?
Mark stares at you, a touch distraught. âYour⌠boyfriend.â
âMy boyfriend,â you repeat, knowingly chuckling at the stunned look on his face. âRenjun says he canât believe a nerd like you has a girlfriendââ
Before he could second-guess it, Mark kisses you.Â
One of his hands curls at the side of your neck, gently urging you closer as your smile brushes against his lips. You shift on your seat, easily sliding into his lap with Markâs help, his arms instinctively closing around your waist. Itâs enough to make him forget about the ache in his body, the bruises and broken pieces until your knee knocks against his side, instinctively pulling a pained groan from him.
The sound promptly makes you pull away, scrambling off him with a gasp. âOh my God, Iâm so sorry,â you beg, reaching for his face as an amused, guilty chuckle escapes your mouth. âWhere does it hurt? Let me help you!â
Mark exhales, closing his eyes with a deadpan expression. âMy pride. Again.âÂ
âIâm sorry,â you repeat, leaning closer as you laugh at his drama, resting your forehead against his own. âI should probably stay off you for a few more days.â
âYeah, well,â he mumbles, a small smile curls on his lips. âWhatâs a few more days when it means I finally get to have this?â
Before you kiss him again, holding him with just as much of his own devotion, the hitch in your breath makes Mark realize one thing.
youâre just minding your own business when suddenly youâre being chased by a weird looking man. you turn down a dark alley to try and hide when you ran into someone; mark lee from your high school.
son of hades mark x daughter of Demeter reader
Demigod au / Percy Jackson au
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06.30 @strrykais
every weekday after 6:30am mark lee watches you take over his spotify account. itâs probably his favorite part of his very long days.
Smau
Labyrinthine @prodbymaui
You don't crumble at any man's words, but Mark Leeâ God, Mark Lee.
Words : 1k+
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Lucky
princess of isle caliriel, you naturally become best friends with the neighboring prince , mark lee of eloweth. always together and hardly ever apart , however, a marriage proposal from another isle looms over your head. mark feels himself spiral as he tries to support you , but even you feel indifferent to the proposal , why is that?
prince ! mark lee x princess ! reader
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Baby , iâm a rockstar @vnti-vnxiety-recs
After your boyfriend breaks up with you to focus on his music career, you devise a scheme to get back at him by attending his bandâs open auditions. To both your surprises, you end up joining the band. It would be foolish not to seize this opportunity for some well-deserved revenge.
Words : 12k
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The best man @mrkis
meeting the one for you at your best friend's wedding wasn't exactly how you imagined this day turning out, neither was fucking him in the bathroom of the venue.
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Craving you like the devil craves heaven @sluttyten
youâre a succubus (a female demon that seduces men to death) and you task yourself with seducing someone difficult. enter mark lee, a priest with a vow of celibacy that heâs already struggling with. you think youâll have some fun.
Words : 8,622
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Closed doors @starryhyuck
when your brother asks if a friend can stay in your spare bedroom, you donât expect mark lee to show up on your doorstep.
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Personal fav !
How to get the girl @neocitylights
In the heart of New York City, Mark Lee leads a dual life: one as Spider-Man, the beloved Queensâ friendly vigilante, and other as just Mark, the awkward physics student thatâs been harboring a crush on you for a ridiculously long time. As Mark tackles his latest missionâmake your clueless self finally notice himâSpider-Man crosses path with Moonlight, a fresh-faced vigilante that sparkles his curiosity. Between rooftop encounters and failed flirting attempts, Mark finds himself juggling criminals, feelings and an ever-growing list of advice from his best-friend. After all, itâs about time for him to finally learn how to get the girl.
Words: 15k
Breeze @neochan
whatever was in the air, it left mark desperate, and you were the only one close enough to help
study buddy!mark x afab!reader
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Spiderm-mwah @k-oimani1
mark cant stop yapping about spiderman and you cant stop kissing him. (ËśË áľ ËËś)
Personal fav !
Back to friends @leejenowrld
after years of crossing lines and pretending youâre just friends, one reckless night destroys every boundary between you and mark. you fuck like youâre starvingâfilthy, desperate, angryânever able to stop wanting him, no matter how much it ruins you. now, tangled in a mess of jealousy, heartbreak, and possessive sex, you both spiral through hookups, fights, and raw confessions, knowing the truth is the one thing that could end you. this is a story about the addictive, ruinous pull between best friends who canât stop breaking each other open, and the fear that youâll never be able to go back to the way things were.
Words : 21k
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Backflips in a restaurant @ddorizrem
in which y/n, the trinket collecting fiend finds comfort in a boy singing on youtube and ends up face to face with him
Smau
Personal fav !
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Huang Renjun
Woman @sincerelyneo
Renjun is selfish - he knows. He knows that he has no right to be jealous of Shotato, your dance partner, but he is. Because even though he broke up with you, youâre still his.
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runaway bride @https-lvesick
Just weeks before your wedding, doubts begin to creep in, and on the big day, you panic and make a break for it. Desperate and still in your bridal gown, you flag down a passing car driven by a friendly stranger. He offers to take you to safety, but what starts as a temporary stop turns into something much more. As you hide from the life you left behind, feelings grow, and the lovely stranger finds he doesnât want you to leave.
words : 23k
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New beginnings @hyuckles-chuckles
itâs your first day at camp half-blood after being found by a satyr in your science class. when the head of your new house is unavailable to give you a tour around the camp you get the next best thing; huang renjun.
son of athena!huang renjun x daughter of hephaestus!reader
Words : 5k
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My best friend wants to be abducted by aliens @choerrypuffs
summers at camp half-blood are never dullâespecially when thereâs a cute boy at every corner.
son of athena!renjun x daughter of aphrodite!reader
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I donât want you to leave yet @haechani4ever
huang renjun x fem!reader
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En garde @alicanta77
you and renjun didnât enjoy spending time together. any interaction the two of you had always led to a verbal competition, each of you desperately trying to beat and put down the other. and those encounters translated into your fencing. as much as you and renjun butted heads, he was the best fencer in the school and his help was invaluable. but soon it starts to get difficult to separate the sport from your relationship. let the battle begin.
fencer!renjun x reader
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I hate fruits @withlovemark
renjun, the fuckboy by association, couldnât give less of a fuck about romantic relationships. heâs perfectly fine with being single. loves it actually. when he accidentally drops a box on your head and you wake up with amnesia, heâs forced to finally take care of a person other than his own self. whatâs worse? you think heâs your boyfriend.
fake bf! renjun x best friendâs gf! reader
Words : 48k+
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Acrylic dreams @renctlab
The things you stopped doing @maiochiruhanabiraaa
you stopped painting, stopped doing the things that made you light up. renjun doesnât realize at first that heâs the reason why â until he finds your old sketchbook and sees what you never said.
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Forget me not @fullsunalicia
thereâs a secret admirer leaving little notes in your locker. painted in every corner of the paper are forget-me-nots, and on your quest to find the secret admirer, you wonder if they know what the meaning behind these flowers is - and if they themselves mean it.
son of apollo!renjun x daughter of demeter!reader
Percy Jackson / demigod au
Private story ! @florihaei
the texts stopped, the silence stayed. but you still see renjun everywhere, every post, every late night thought, every version of who you used to be. and the worst part? heâs still watching too
ex best friendrenjun!xfemreader
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The ghost of you @mingoner
you get stuck patrolling hogsmeade on halloween night with your ex-boyfriend huang renjun, what happens when things go a little awry?
Hogwarts au
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Lee Jeno
The lucky one @hyuckles-chuckles
you are told by mr d to find and bring a son of zeus to camp who has been under the radar for far too long. however when you find lee jeno, you donât want to take him away from his life.
Words : 4.9k
son of zeus!lee jeno x daughter of athena!reader
Percy Jackson / demigod au
personal fav !
Rich purity @jenonctcity
Jeno often found that he had a lot of free time on his hands. Between going to his classes, studying, and going to the gym, he didnât do much else apart from lounge around the apartment eating snacks. Not needing a part time job like his roommates because of his well-off parents, Jeno knew he had it easy, but it never got to his head, and he was always seen as the sweet, kind person he was. But this pact really threw his head into a spin. As he sat in class thinking about it, a lightbulb went off in his head as he saw you struggling with the work in the front of the class. You suddenly found yourself in a deal that threw your life into a spin. If you took Jenoâs virginity, he would give you tutoring for the rest of the semester. It was the deal of a lifetime to you, a handsome boy offering you sex and tutoring. But when you donât end up sticking to the one-time sex thing, can you keep things strictly studying and sex with no feelings?
Words : 11.5k
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The tale older than mine @fullsunalicia
the gods still canât keep their pesky hands to themselves, and thus still meddle with mortal lives thousands of years later. itâs 2020, and y/n would love to fix her sleep schedule, if it werenât for those annoying visions of the man in the darkness.
son of erebus!jeno x daughter of aphrodite!reader
The dumbing down of love @luvdsc
the six times you caught him staring at you, and the one time he caught you.
âł alternatively: dumb and dumber fall in love.
Words : 12.3k
Class crush ! @kiszjuli
in which your shy and reserved TA from your literature class started acting a little different. harboring a crush on you for months, he finally gets the courage to confess to youâŚon valentineâs day.
TA!jeno x fem!reader
Words : 2k
Fatherhood @featjunranghae
when jeno's girlfriend left him to deal with fatherhood alone. he decided he'd never let anyone in his or his daughter's life. that was until he met you. his neighbour whom his daughter seemed to love way too much
i suddenly realize my archnemesis is hot (during a battle to the death). @choerrypuffs
summers at camp half-blood are never dullâespecially when thereâs a cute boy at every corner.
son of ares!jeno x daughter of nike!reader
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Crush diaries @stuckonmark
you were a growing youtuber that posts interesting content about your life. you remember a trend that was blowing up a few years back, but you had always been too nervous to do it. it was the viral âsending a quiz to every boy iâve had a crush on.â you honestly werenât expecting to hear back from anyone, but you thought it was worth a shot. what happens when you actually do hear back from all of your crushes? what happens when fans try and figure out who all the anonymous crushes are? but most importantly, what happens when one of your crushes, who is now a famous kpop idol, reaches out to you after so many years?
idol!jeno x youtuber!reader
Smau
Protector @blue-jisungs
jeno knew you shouldn't have came to his boxing fight...
Words : 4.3k
Room(hate) @jaeminvore
all you wanted was sleep after your long shifts at the hospital. All you needed was sleep after your long shifts at the hospital, but even that was considered a luxury in these trying times. A luxury blatantly stolen by your roommate, Jeno Lee, who seemed to have an endless line of bodies to fuck preventing you from getting at least an hour shut eye. It was annoying. It was disrupting and you seriously hoped that Jeno's dick falls off one day.
Words : 18.3k
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Slut! @sincerelyneo
Jenoâs always been yours. You were the one too scared to be his, actually. But not anymore. Not tonight. Not now that youâve decided being called a slut might be worth it, so long as it means they know heâs yours.
idol!jeno x fem!reader
Words : 3.5k
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Call me when you hate me less @jaylaxies
Jeno Lee was a walking academic hazardâhot, broody, and failing just about everything that wasnât football. Enter you, his new tutor: organized, overachieving, and absolutely not here for his attitude or his annoyingly perfect jawline. But between late-night study sessions, petty insults, and one very inconvenient almost-kiss, things start spiralingâfast. Heâs supposed to be you project. You are supposed to hate him. Instead, you both are one sarcastic comment away from either a breakdown or a makeoutâand honestly, it could go either way
lee jeno x fem!reader
Words : 18.3k
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Lee Haechan
Lemonade @neochan
after meeting your brothers bestfriends, you become attached to one in particular, even inviting him to your room the night he stays over.
Words : 5.3k
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âŚI was so miserable? @ilovedinodino
Haechan was in love with a girl from his dance studio, but one day he accidentally found her Twitter account with her terrible secrets
or how Haechan found out that his crush suffers from depression and anxiety and he's trying to hide it.
nonidol!haechan x f!reader
Smau
Heart canât lose @najaemism
fourth year pre-med student and neo university student council president, haechan lee does not have the time for relationships. instead, he focuses his attention on his studies and extracurriculars, so as not to disappoint his parents. that is until hera seo came alongâand everyone starts to wonder if the universityâs golden boy would finally let his heart lose.
lee haechan x fem!oc
Smau
AITA for setting my cheating ex's car on fire? (and then falling for his cousin) @choerrypuffs
revenge is best served coldâor on fire. literally.
Words : 8.6k
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And now us @haechanhues
your best friend's best friend offers his services as you keep complaining about your lack of⌠sexual gratification.
frenemy! haechan x fem! reader
Mdni
Will you film my s*x tape ? @sweetiechenle
you and your best friend haechan are strapped for cash and desperate to make some... quick. thank god he has the best idea ever to make a sex tape!
non-idol!collegestudent!haechan x collegestudent!afab!reader
Smut / mdni
Target aquired! @winwintea
as part of your next mission, you've been tasked to 'capture' an infamous demon, lee donghyuck who's been causing mischeif on the mortal realm. this won't be easy.
demon!lee donghyuck x angel!reader
Words : 2.6k
I become attracted to seaweed @choerrypuffs
summers at camp half-blood are never dullâespecially when thereâs a cute boy at every corner.
son of poseidon!donghyuck x daughter of athena!reader
Words : 18k
Swords and arrows @hyuckles-chuckles
you and lee haechan have never gotten along, you being a daughter of ares and being the son of apollo. despite that, you still develop a crush on himâŚand you may think heâs developed one on you.
son of apollo!lee haechan x daughter of ares!reader
Words : 5k
The breakup ritual @justalildumpling
it was supposed to be closure. a breakup ritual. just a silly little tweet about your love for a failed hinge match. but instead of cursing your ex, it summoned himâand somehow you keep finding yourself (on your knees) in the backseat of his car.
haechan x fem!reader
Smau
Hostile work environment @midasriku
with student loans and his apartment rent due, psychology major haechan swears heâll get a job at the record store despite never having worked a day in his life. what happens when he creeps out his workplace mentor, first day on the job? and what happens when she kinda finds him funny?
haechan x fem!reader
Smau
Milady @ickelwoong
after a drunk haechan is called an uber by y/n on their first meet, he does something that can never be reversed. he's seemed to completely forgotten the events of that night but when the two meet through chenle, haechan wonders why y/n - who he thinks he's never met before - is acting so weird towards him?
haechan x fem!reader
Smau
Bad idea right ? @remtrack
lee donghyuck â or rather, haechan, talks a big game. much bigger than he can actually bite. upon being asked to bring his imaginary girlfriend to the 127 summer bash, he has no choice but to ask for help from the only girl he knows â you, his high school ex-girlfriend.
haechan x fem!reader.
Smau
Summer sun @82sim
when you start your summer job at an ice cream shop, your new co-worker isnât exactly what you expected.
(haechan x fem!reader )
Smau oneshot
Jingle bells @hyuckiefluff
you send a spicy photo to the wrong lee and suddenly your brother's best friend is at your door with mulled wine and a space heater talking about "keeping you warm"
brother's best friend!haechan x fem. reader
Words : 7k
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She thinks I can milk @hnykiss
celebrity!lee donghyuck x farmgirl!reader
Smau
Personal fav !
Haechan twink chronicle @susicheng
Smau one shot
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Na Jaemin
On the way home @dreamzenniee
A minor car accident reminds you that sometimes, home isnât a placeâitâs the person waiting for you.
Words : 600+
Go go juice @sincerelyneo
A week ago, you never imagined youâd be hereâsitting in a random bar on a Tuesday night. But a week ago, you didnât know your boyfriend was cheating. A week ago, you werenât single. A week ago, you had no reason to be ordering your sixth drinkâor to be drunk dialing your best friendâs brother.
jaemin x fem!reader
Words : 7.1k
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Captain sparkle fingers revives me from the dead @choerrypuffs
summers at camp half-blood are never dullâespecially when thereâs a cute boy at every corner.
son of apollo!jaemin x daughter of hades!reader
Words 13.2k
Quest for romance @hyuckles-chuckles
you and na jaemin have been friends since the very first day you arrived at camp. but with him being a son of aphrodite heâs obviously one of the best looking people at camp and you develop a crush on him, but little did you know he also had a crush on you.
son of aphrodite!na jaemin x daughter of hephaestus!reader
Words : 4.9k
Team spirit @vnti-vnxiety
Clingy boyfriend Jaemin joins the cheer team to get closer to his girlfriend. You arenât happy because you know he only joined to fuck you. He swears he didn't join for that reason (he did)
Jaemin x cheerleader! Reader
Words : 8.5k
Smut / mdni
Brat @iceonneo
the sexual tension has gotten frustrating enough, high time they do something about it. and yes they were roommates!
jaemin x fem! reader
Words : 1.6k
Smut / mdni
Teddy bear @jungaji
struggling with recurring nightmares, jeno suggests an app called "teddy bear," a sleep bot designed to offer comfort. over the course of a few nights, the botâs messages start to feel increasingly familiar and seem to echo the warmth and understanding of someone who knows you deeply. as you connect with the bot, you uncover a touching secret that ultimately helps you find the peace you've been searching for.
na jaemin x gn!reader feat. lee jeno & lee donghyuck
Smau
Personal fav !
Backseat chronicles @notnctu
There is no reasonable explanation as to why or how you always end up in the backseat of Na Jaeminâs beloved car. Almost routinely, he picks you up around ten in the evening with the stereo blasting the raunchiest lyrics for your entire suburban neighborhood to hear. The entire night remains purely friendly, a dabble of flirtatious comments because well, itâs Jaemin for fuck sakes. But all it takes is one suggestive gaze from his dark, lustful eyes and a drop in his voice that rumbles your core to have you climbing over the seats to get to the back.
fem!reader, streetracer!jaemin
Words : 8.5k
Smut / mdni
Diet Pepsi @sincerelyneo
Jeno has one rule â his little sister is not allowed at street races. Jaemin knows this, and still, he canât help but feel a thrill when he spots you sneaking out to watch him race. That is, until he sees you with another guy, and suddenly, heâs all in favor of Jenoâs rule. And heâs pretty sure that rule also means he should intervene and give you a ride home.
jaemin x virgin fem!reader
Words : 5.6k
Smut / mdni
Slytherin jaemin @jenosbliss
fem! ravenclaw reader x slytherin jaemin
Words : 1.2k
Enemies to lover au
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Zhong Chenle
Stop posting about BALLER @winwintea
chenle loves basketball more than you. unfortunately.
boyfriend!zhong chenle x reader
Words : 1.3k
Out of time @johnnysuhbmarine
You'd be lying if you said feelings weren't caught within the thirteen years of friendship you had with Chenle, but even when you both wanted to be more, you agreed to shut any idea of it down - his future marriage was already arranged as part of a business deal, there was no point setting your hearts up for breaking. So, why is he on your doorstep begging for a chance just three months before he has to go back to China?
Words : 16.3k
Loaded @featjunranghae
in which a desperate joke about needing a sugar daddy accidentally manifests a millionaire classmate who takes his new role very seriously.
Smau
Playing dirty @hyuckiefluff
youâre tired of chenle ditching you for basketball practice, so you do what any rational girlfriend would doâshow up to his practice in a slutty version of his teamâs uniform. turns out youâre kind of good at basketball. turns out chenle canât handle watching his teammates ogle the love of his life. turns out the locker room has a lock for a reason.
basketball captain! chenle x fashion major! fem.reader
Words : 4k
Smut / mdni
Training wheels @sincerelyneo
When your jerk of a boyfriend dumps you for being a virgin, the last thing you expected was to find comfort in your roommate, Chenle. But here you are, and now you're asking him to take your virginityâŚ
chenle x fem!reade
Words : 4.9k
Smut / mdni
Once bitten , twice shy @onmyneo
⌠in which yn asks chenle to be her boyfriend for the night
best friend!chenle x fem!reader
Smau
When did you get hot ? @sincerelyneo
Your best friendâs kid brother is getting marriedâand his best man just so happens to be ridiculously sexy. Wait. Hold on. Is that Zhong Chenle? When the hell did he get hot?
chenle x fem!reader
Words : 7.3k
Smut / mdni
aita for hooking up with a random man i met at the club while i was in a fight with my boyfriend? @pinkynana
Your boyfriend always told you that he hated girls at the club, saying that they were easier than prostitutes and such. Which drove you to the decision to go to a club after your hundredth fight with him, just to provoke him. It was never your intention to be in another manâs arms that night.
Words : 1.7k
Smut / mdni
Business proposal @bbina
things aren't going as planned the way you thought it was going to be. especially the part where you find yourself falling in love with your own bossâ which was definitely not part of the agreed proposal.
Smau
My first and last @withlovemark
zhong chenle, the lowkey fuckboy, captain of the basketball team, doesnât believe in romance. flowers? chocolates? handwritten letters? ew. too cheesy. but he canât seem to shake this crazy girl off of him so he goes to you, his best friend, cheerleading captain, for help. will you be his fake girlfriend? sure. the catch? it has to be believable so for the first time in his life he buys the flowers and the chocolate and writes the handwritten letters.
bff! chenle x fake gf! reader
Words : 31k
Smut / mdni
Personal fav !
The only one @hyuckles-chuckles
being the only child of the big 3 was always tough for zhong chenle, so you, being his best friend, was always there to comfort him. but then one day out of the blue, he just started ignoring you, and you would like to know why.
son of poseidon!zhong chenle x daughter of demeter!reader
Words : 5.1k
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Park Jisung
Stolen moments @maunologue
he thought bringing his girlfriend to practice meant more time with her, until his members stole the spotlight.
park jisung x female reader
Words : 894
Obsession @winnietheboos
park jisung is the nationâs (secret) newest boxing obsession. hushed whispers, feared stares and his forgotten bloodied bandages left in the ring after every match. you're the girl living in the apartment next door because you can barely afford anything better while finishing your degree, and you can't help but notice the boy who comes home bloody and bruised every night. so what do you do? you follow him.
Words : 16.9k
Kiss it away @maunologue
a drunk and clingy jisung is brought home after their tour celebration, leaving his girlfriend to soothe him, clean up his mess, and kiss it all away.
park jisung x female reader
Words : 731
Tangerine love (favorite) @neocitycafe
You like tangerines. Jisung likes you. Someone is hiding citrus fruit in your apartment.
Finals are brutal. Winter is cold. And youâre not ready to admit that you already know who it is.
Words : 1.5k
7 minutes in heaven @heyjwi
you decided to attend your campusâ halloween party in hopes of seeing your crush, jisung. one thing leads to another and you both end up sweaty and breathless, locked in a closet..
crush!jisung x fem!reader
Smut / mdni
Haunt me , baby ! @ukiyoexo
when you see a ghost, youâre supposed to be scared right? yeah, thatâs what jisung thought too until he met you.
a night spent in boredom leads you to lighting random candles and attempting to summon a ghost. you never expected it to work â or for the spirit to be so cute.
Words : 5,2+
Personal fav !
Dragon heart @kacchand-archive
thereâs a certain charm to things people say when drunk, and when you said you wanted to be the ultimate dragon enchantress of all lands, you never thought it would come true. but with the help of a little magic, and a lot of uncontrollable teenage emotions, anything can happen.
and in this case, even dragons can come to life out of nothing. you just hope you donât get expelled when Dumbledore finds it hidden in the forbidden forrest.
or the story in which Jisung and his overpowering feelings for you create an all new drunken mistake; one that breathes fire.
Hogwarts / Harry Potter au
Words : 4.5k
Travel buddies @hyuckles-chuckles
you were minding your own business when you heard a disturbance not that far from you, so you investigate it. you learn that you found a new demigod, park jisung, so in the moment you decide to take him to camp in the tiny car your mom got for you for emergencies, the only problem was is that camp was 840 miles away.
son of hermes!park jisung x daughter of aphrodite!reader
Demigods / Percy Jackson au
Words : 5.2k
Personal fav !
My Minecraft boyfriend @suhnandmoon
a joke tweet about your boyfriend on minecraft from when you were in middle school ends up reaching the boy in question and oh no- he's hot.. this sudden reunion with park jisung was completely unexpected for multiple parties. will this old romance rekindle, or was it just meant to stay in the past?
park jisung x fem!reader
Smau
Two dumb virgins @luvyeni
you wanted to lose it . he was tired of being made fun by his friends. both of you thinking heâd pull out fast enough⌠but what can you expect from two stupid virgins ? âŚ
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okay iâm gonna say it: fandoms are kinda dying on tumblr, and theyâre starving because nobody reblogs anymore.
like⌠i donât wanna be that person but be for real?? likes are cute and all but they do nothing for creators. ZERO. NADA. a reblog is literally the oxygen mask keeping this blue hellsite alive. you say you âloveâ a fic, an edit, a gifset? then BABES⌠reblog it. boost it. let it breathe.
half the time creators are out here pouring their entire soul, spine, AND three vertebrae into something just for it to get 200 likes and 3 reblogs, two of which are their own. thatâs why people stop posting. thatâs why fandoms feel empty. content doesnât magically fall from the sky â it comes from people who feel seen.
and i promise you: reblogging is free. it costs you like 0.2 seconds and suddenly youâre personally responsible for keeping a whole fandom alive. congrats!! so yeah. if you like something? reblog it. scream in the tags. yell. keyboard smash. put sparkles. do whatever. just donât let creators feel like theyâre shouting into a void.
reblogs feed creators. reblogs keep fandoms thriving. reblogs literally save lives (okay maybe not literally but u get it).
support the creators you love !!!!!! or else weâre all gonna be sitting in empty tags like clowns.
so i simply just making a list for myself really, just a bunch of my favorites to make my life easier if i wanted to reread all of this. might add more later!
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SUMMARY:Â After running away from your picture-perfect wedding, finding refuge in a small record shop in a random neighborhood of Seoul doesnât seem like the smartest choice. Especially as Jaehyunâthe owner of 127 Recordsâwarmly welcomes you, a lost runaway bride, with his quiet sense of humor and never-ending selection of R&B albums. Maybe life is more than fancy restaurants, luxurious hotels and business banquets. Maybe discovering the city youâve longed to know is the best way to discover the parts of yourself that have been hidden all along. Isnât that what Jaehyunâs favorite songs say, anyway?
GENRE:Â Romance, fluff, non-idol au, strangers to lovers, vinyl shop owner!Jaehyun
WORD COUNT:Â 7k
WARNINGS:Â Cursing
NOTES: Finally posting the Jaehyun story Iâve been mentioning since January (better late than never, friends). Also, please pardon any inaccuracies here! I tried! Please let me know what you think!! Itâs gonna make my day!!
The reception hall looks like a dream brought to life, brimming with fresh flowers and golden details at every corner. As the crystal chandeliers of the venue sparkle against its polished floors, a string quartet plays in the background, the joyful music blending with the guestsâ conversations and the delicate clinking of champagne glasses.
Itâs a picture perfect wedding ceremony.Â
A wedding ceremony that was meticulously planned down to every little detail by Minhyukâs family.
Yet, as you stand in the luxurious bridal suite just a few steps away from the aisle with less than an hour to the grand entrance, you canât help feeling like an imposter.
The white gown holds your loose pieces together, the layers of silk and frills falling into a beautiful, though rather unconventional bridal dress. Out of everything, the piece of clothing turned out to be one of the very few things that Minhyukâs mother had given you free reign on. The irony isnât lost on you, given how pointless the choice feels now.
Staring at your perfectly made-up self in the mirror, the muffled laughter from the guests outside sounds like white noise over the rapid heartbeats thumping against your ear. Wide, panicked eyes meet your own, leaving your hands trembling against the edge of the vanity.
Lost in your stupor, you completely miss the suiteâs door opening. As your best-friend steps into the room, dressed accordingly to the bridesmaidsâ palette, her voice startles you as she suddenly calls your name.
âHey, are you all done?â she asks, moving to stand beside you with a grin tugging at her lips. âIf we wait any longer, youâre going to be late than usualââ
Barely a whisper, your voice quivers as you interrupt her. âMia, I canât do this.â
Mia freezes for a moment, pausing midway through checking her make-up in the mirror to glance back at you with wide eyes. âWhat?â
âI canât get married,â you say, a little more steady despite the tears prickling at the corners of your eyes. âI donât even know why Iâm doing this, I⌠I donât even love Minhyuk like that, Mia.â
As if sheâs trying to process the words, Mia just frowns. âIs this one of your pranks? Because it really isnât funny,â she protests at first, regarding you for a second longer as your silence extends, shock soon taking over her face. âOh my God, youâre serious. Are you serious?â
You nod, breathing heavily inside the expensive dress. âYeah.â
âBaby⌠thereâs a ton of guests downstairs,â she answers, her voice lowering with a touch of hesitation and bewilderment. âMinhyuk is downstairs greeting them right now. His family is downstairs raving about their sonâs marriage as we speak.â
Shaking your head, you finally feel the tears falling down your cheeks. âI canât get married, Mia.â
A moment of silence settles between you, both unsure of what to say. As your eyes take a second look in the mirror, the reflection still looks flawless despite your emotions, the make-up looking nothing but pristine through the ugly tears. It almost feels like youâre looking at a stranger, suffocated by the weight of a thousands-something worth dress.
At last, Mia sighs before her face shifts to a serious, firm expression. âHave you really thought this through? Are you absolutely sure about this?â
If youâre being honest, rather than contemplating the actual idea of skipping the wedding, your thoughts had been consumed about the wedding itself instead.Â
While the big day approached, your mind spiraled whenever you imagined the actual ceremonyâthe vows you were supposed to recite from the very bottom of your loving heart, the smiles you were supposed to wear for the family thatâs seemingly welcoming you as their own, the excitement you were supposed to show for the new step of your life.
The more you dwelled on it, the more the scenario of walking down the aisle to Minhyuk felt like a march to a life you were not ready for, a perpetual role you werenât ever escaping from given the circumstances.Â
So, albeit in a sick and twisted way, you have thought about it.
With a miserable sniffle, you stare at your best-friend right back, steady enough for a final answer. âThe only thing Iâm sure of is that I canât marry Minhyuk today.â
A glint of something determined flashes in her eyes, Mia looking more serious than youâve ever seen her as she nods firmly. âWhat do you want to do? Whatever it is, Iâll back you up.â
As everything comes down to your answer, the words momentarily fail you.Â
Will you really walk away from a perfect life? From the quiet wealth, the made-up fairy tale, the hushed expectations and duties that lie underneath both yours and Minhyukâs familyâs money?
The answer comes down to the very thought of walking down that aisle, making promises and vows you wouldnât mean, just to fall into a trap that will consume your entire life.
You sweep the tears off your face, a final sigh escaping from your mouth. âI have to leave,â you say, gaze hardening in resolution after taking one last look at the reflection in the mirror. âLike, right now.â
A grin tugs at Miaâs mouth as if sheâs been waiting for this moment her whole life. âWe probably have five minutes before someone comes up to check on us,â she starts, raising an eyebrow at you with a glint in her eyes. âLetâs do this, Julia Roberts.â
Astonished, you can only watch as your best-friend suddenly rushes around the suite, shoving your phone and whatever else into her small clutch before forcefully pushing it to your chest.Â
Before stepping out of the room, Mia sneaks a glance outside through the half-open door, sighing in relief at the empty hallway. As she stealthily slips you from the suite, both of you tiptoeing against the marbled floor, you canât help feeling your pulse speeding up at the tension. Making the way downstairs, the reception sounds only grow louder.
Luckily, the main entrance is far away enough to allow you to walk past undetected. Save from a few waiters here and there, Miaâs quick to walk you to an emergency exit near the kitchen, confusing you as to how sheâs found the escape in the first place.
The red door feels daunting as you stand in front of it, both of you staring at each other with a mix of feelings that neither can fully describe.Â
As you blink at her, feeling the tears burning at your eyes again, hesitation prickles at you. âYouâre really not going to stop me?â
Quickly pulling you into a tight hug, Mia rolls her eyes affectionately. âYouâre finally doing something for yourself, thereâs no way Iâm ever stopping you,â she mumbles, smiling wide before pulling back with a gentle squeeze. âIâm proud of you, even if youâre making me explain all of this to your mother.â
A sudden commotion of voices nearby makes her eyes widen. Before you can even say goodbye, Miaâs rushingly pushing you outside, hurriedly shoving the dress out behind your back.Â
The fresh air hits you like a jolt of energy, your best-friend shooing you away with a knowing grin before you finally sprint across the venueâs garden. As your steps get faster, adrenaline flows through your veins, the tightness in your chest easing to a satisfying thrill. Despite your pounding heart, thereâs no hesitation holding you back now.
For the first time in what feels like forever, your mind is blissfully carefreeâno questions, no doubts, no voices reminding you of obligations and expectations.
It doesnât take long until you reach the street, breathlessly climbing into the first cab that stops by. Under the driverâs curious eyes, you finally let yourself relax by sinking into the seat, giving the man an urgent, delighted glance.Â
âJust drive, please.â
The cab only takes you as far as the driverâs willing to go for a crumpled bill.Â
Since youâve never visited Seoul enough times to actually know the city, youâre standing in a maze of alleyways and quiet streets, having ran off from the bustling stop the man had originally left you before. In a poor attempt to escape the prying eyes from onlookers, youâre now lost in a completely unknown neighborhood.Â
The late afternoon sun is starting to settle, hues of orange painting the sky as you mindlessly walk through a quiet street, the once pristine dress trailing right behind you in a mess of wrinkles and stains.Â
As the weight of your situation settles over the dimming excitement, you canât help but feel naive. Acting upon a single, desperate decision that ultimately brought you to a foreign, unfamiliar place, youâve no idea what to do nowâwhy hadnât Mia questioned you about plans anyways?
A seed of doubt threatens to grow in your mind, leaving you to wonder if youâve done the right thing despite any consequences to your own heart.Â
âRough day?â
The sudden question startles you.Â
Turning around just as a guy strolls into the alleyway, your breath hitches as his gaze locks with yours, amusement visibly flickering in his eyes. Though he doesnât look intimidating, holding an arrangement of flowers in his hands with wired earbuds still tucked into his ears, your current predicament isnât exactly ideal to rely on a random stranger.
Hesitating for a second, your voice comes out sharper than you intend. âWhy do you care?â
The guy raises an eyebrow, holding his hands up with a careful shrug. âJust figured you donât see a bride wandering around the neighborhood every day,â he says, curiosity laced to his laidback tone. âYou look⌠lost. Do you need help or something?â
As your trembling hands gather the fabric of your dress, you just huff curtly. âI donât.â
Determined to put as much distance between you and the stranger as possible, you turn around on your heels, ready to leave as the designer sandals suddenly catch the hem of the gown. Stumbling forward, you brace yourself for the fall before a hand grabs at your arm, easily holding you steady.Â
The guy chuckles, his grip lingering for a second longer than necessary, the same amused eyes watching you. âEasy there, Julia Roberts.â
Embarrassment spreads through your face as you quickly regain balance, half-heartedly pulling away from his hold. âNot you, too,â you mutter exasperatedly, glaring at him while smoothing the fabric of your battered dress. âIâm fine, you can leave now.â
âYouâre welcome,â he counters, the words sounding a touch ironic despite the lazy, yet gentle smile tugging at his mouth. âYou might need directions if you want to get out of here.â
The alleyâs already dimly lit, setting up for the evening thatâs just starting to fall over Seoul. As you glance down the quiet, empty street again, realization presses you harder, almost as if to suffocate you just enough to force the harsh truth at the back of your subconscious.Â
Maybe you shouldnât have left.
Maybe you donât know better than the life thatâs been built for you.Â
Maybe you should go back.
Momentarily lost in your anxious daze, you donât notice as the stranger seems to catch onto something. Attentively taking in your sudden tension, he doesnât miss the way your breath hitches just slightly, an almost panicked, distant look settling in your eyes.Â
âHey,â he calls, taking a careful step closer, just enough to pull your attention back to him. âI donât think Iâve introduced myself. Iâm Jaehyun.â
As your eyes snap to his, a wary sigh escapes from your mouth before you finally offer your name, the next words effortlessly escaping as if a grand announcement. âI ran away from my wedding.â
Jaehyun purses his lips, barely holding back a smirk as he lets out a playful whistle. âI never wouldâve guessed if you hadnât told me.â
The little quip earns a laugh from you, his easygoing response immediately pulling you back from a frantic spiral in your head. Despite the absurdity of the situationâa runaway bride stranded in a deserted alleyway in Seoulâthe guyâs casual attitude feels oddly comforting, enough to calm you down for the time being.Â
He looks you over, pulling his earbuds off with raised, intrigued eyebrows. âSo, you just⌠ran? Left the guy at the altar?â
âI left before the ceremony, actually,â you explain, pressing your lips in a thin line at his amused snort, a glimmer of something you canât place in his eyes. âIâm pretty sure his familyâs looking for me right now.â
Jaehyun pauses, his amusement slowly fading into thoughtfulness again. Considering your hesitation and visible stress, almost as if youâve been bracing yourself for another sudden getaway, it all clicks into place in his mind.Â
His expression shifts to something softer, though still somewhat humored. âYou donât want to be found.â
As your fingers instinctively twist into the delicate fabric of the dress, you exhale a half-hearted, heavy chuckle. âNot really.â
He just nods, adjusting the arrangement of flowers against his arm before tilting his head towards the empty alley. âI know a place you can hide for a bit before figuring out your next move,â Jaehyun starts, his tone light to not pressure you. âItâs just around the corner, if you want.â
A flickering neon sign welcomes you outside a little shop by the end of the narrow street, the words casting a soft glow in hues of green. Just under the lettering that reads 127 Records, you look up at him with raised eyebrows. Of all the places you imagined a stranger ultimately leading you to, this most definitely wasnât on your mind.
âA records shop?â you ask, confusedly glancing through the glass window to find rows of vinyls in the small, trendy looking space. âDo you work here?â
Jaehyun moves closer, stepping beside you to unlock the door with a chuckle. âNo, Iâm the owner.â
As he pushes it open, the chime of a bell rings above you. The smell of wood with a touch of vanilla feels like a warm embrace as you step inside, cozy enough that you canât help but feel immediately sheltered. Every inch of the walls are covered with posters and framed photos, leaving you to marvel at them as if youâve just stepped inside a museum.
âYou can sit wherever,â Jaehyun starts, gesturing to a worn leather couch by a corner with a flicker of amusement in his eyes. âDo you want something to drink? You look a little overwhelmed.â
Ignoring the offer in favor of wandering through the space, you glance back at him in surprise, fingers already brushing over the neat vinyl stacks. âThis place is really cool.â
He chuckles, stepping closer to hand you a bottle of water. âThanks,â Jaehyun answers, a smirk promptly tugging at his lips. âNot just saying that because I own the place, but I think so too.â
The words draw a smile from you, with an ease that doesnât feel fitting for your current predicament. âDo you pick all of these by yourself?â
âNot all of it,â he explains, shaking his head as he takes a thoughtful look around. âMost of my friends work with music too, so I owe them half of this place.â
A beat of silence settles between you for a moment, the conversation falling into a strange but comfortable lull. Jaehyun drifts down one of the aisles, scanning the titles of a shelf before suddenly pulling out a record with a small hum of approval.
Meanwhile, you make yourself at home in the armchair at the back of the shop, the adrenaline of your escape finally wearing off. As you sink into the cushions, tugging the hem of your dress to unclasp the high-heeled sandals, a relieved sigh escapes from your lips for more reasons than just one.
Somehow, in a wild turn from mere hours agoâbetween fleeing your own wedding and getting lost in a strange cityâyou feel oddly safe now.
It shouldnât feel so comfortable to watch Jaehyun slide the chosen vinyl out of its sleeve, carefully placing it on the spinning plate of a vintage turntable thatâs sitting atop one of the shelves. The soft crackle of the machine echoes through the room before the first beats of a soulful, hip-hop track smoothly takes over.Â
Taken by surprise, you canât help a laugh at his unconventional choice.
Jaehyun immediately glances over his shoulder, a puzzled but curious look on his face. âWhat?â
âNothing,â you counter, shaking your head as an amused smile tugs at your lips. âI donât know what I was expecting, but it definitely wasnât this.â
The empty vinyl sleeve is still in his hands as he walks over to take a seat on the leather couch nearby, eyebrows raised in surprise. âYou know Sweetback?â
You shake your head, offering an apologetic wince. âI donât really know much about music at all.â
âThatâs fair,â Jaehyun hums, fingers tapping idly against the empty sleeve as his gaze meets yours, curious but kind. âSo, mind if I ask whatâs your next move?â
As you sink deeper into the armchair, a self-conscious chuckle escapes before you can stop it. âI⌠didnât really think that far ahead,â you admit, fiddling with a loose thread along the fabric of your dress. âIf I had, I probably wouldnât be here right now.â
âYou know what they say,â he starts, lips curving into a knowing smile despite the somber, yet humorous touch to his voice. âRunning away is easy. Itâs the leaving thatâs hard.â
You bite back a laugh, caught between confusion and disbelief. âIs that a song?â
He grimaces, chuckling under his breath with a nod. âYeah, sorry,â Jaehyun mutters, clearing his throat with a hint of amusement still lingering on his face. âAnyway, you want to stay the night?â
The question takes you by surprise, your eyes widening at his words. âWhat?â
âNot like that,â he objects, palms raised in playful defense before his tone softens to a calmer, warm tone. âIâve got a bed in the back. This place is quieter than whatever hotel youâd end up in, and⌠no offense, but you kinda look like youâre one step away from passing out.â
âOkay,â you exhale after a beat, nodding gratefully at him. âThank you, Jaehyun.â
âDonât worry about it,â he says, shaking his head with another easy half-smile again. âLet me lock up first then Iâll get you set up.â
Jaehyun pushes himself to his feet, stretching with a groan before reaching out for the set of keys on the counter. The overhead lighting follows him as he walks around the shop, clearly following a routine by the purposeful steps. Itâs easy to get absorbed in the quiet, leisurely way he moves through the space, almost like itâs an extension of him.Â
The sleeve of the record playing is still on the couch, your fingertips grazing the worn-out cover as you pick it up. âI like this album.â
He glances over his shoulder from the door, raising an eyebrow as he smiles knowingly. âYeah?â
You hum, smiling at his excitement. âYeah.â
As the gentle beats make company to the comfortable silence that settles between you, the night slowly closes in around the shop like an universe of its own.
The soft crackle of a record spinning outside slowly stirs you awake, sunlight drawing patterns on the wooden floor as it slips through a small window above.Â
For a moment, the haze of exhaustion makes you forget where you are, somehow keeping your crystal-ridden memories from the day before distant.Â
As you sit up with a glance around, the bed creaking with the movement, everything rushes right back inâescaping the wedding, meeting Jaehyun, accepting shelter at his shop. The room feels as cozy as the rest of the place, especially in the morning. Though improvised, thereâs enough little details scattered around to evidence his presence in the space.
Still cladded in the clothes heâd given you, leaving your wedding dress forgotten in a heap of expensive fabric in the corner, you sheepishly pad out of the room to find Jaehyun in between the rows of vinyls much like last night.
It feels oddly comforting.
It feels easy in a way that it most definitely shouldnât for someone whoâs essentially running against time.
âHey, youâre up!â
The sound of Jaehyunâs voice breaks you out of your thoughts as you refocus, offering him a small, apologetic smile. âYeah. Iâm really sorry, I didnât mean to sleep in.â
âItâs alright, you probably needed it,â he reassures, his voice low but warm, as if to ease you out of your hesitance. âI got some breakfast for you, by the way.â
Following the flick of his wrist, your gaze lands on the paper bag resting neatly beside a vase holding the flowers he was carrying the night before. âYou didnât have to,â you protest, half-heartedly glaring at him. âYouâve done more than enough for me, Jaehyun.â
As he shakes his head, the corners of his mouth tug into a little smile. âDonât mention it. Like I said, itâs not everyday a runaway bride gets lost in the neighborhood.â
An amused chuckle erupts before you can stop it, a hint of fondness suddenly flashing through your face. âMia made the same Julia Roberts reference yesterday.â
Jaehyun raises a curious eyebrow, leaning casually against one of the shelves. âA friend of yours?â
âMy best-friend,â you amend, nodding as a small smile tugs at your lips. âWeâve known each other since we were kids. I was the shy introverted kid and Mia was the chatty extrovert that ended up adopting me on the first day of class.â
He shrugs playfully, letting out a knowing chuckle. âSounds like a balanced friendship to me.â
Almost as if youâre confessing a dirty secret, your cheeks suddenly heat up at the memories of the day before. âShe was the one who helped me escape yesterday, actually.â
âDamn,â Jaehyun mutters, somehow looking both impressed and amused, the sharpness of his face now replaced with humour. âGood friend.â
You hold back a smile at his comic response, curiosity striking as you think of the aftermath of your quiet disappearance. âI should probably call herââ
Before you can finish the sentence, a sharp knock rattles the shopâs door. The sound startles you more than youâd like to admit, a flicker of unease rushing through your chest as you spot the unknown figure outside. Standing tall, the brown-haired guy waves at Jaehyun before muttering something, gesturing impatiently at the lock.
Jaehyun notes your tension, straightening from the shelf as he deliberately takes a few slow steps to the door. âThatâs Doyoung,â he explains, the calm steadiness in his voice easing your apprehension. âHeâs a close friend. I asked him to bring some of his girlfriendâs clothes for you.â
Doyoung promptly pushes the door open once itâs unlocked, a gust of fresh morning air slipping inside the shop just as smoothly.Â
Everything about Jaehyunâs friend looks incredibly sharpâfrom his faceâs features to the neat clothing and styled hair, you canât help but feel a little self-conscious standing there in a borrowed Looney Tunes t-shirt.
âHey,â Doyoung greets, stepping into the shop with a curious, disgruntled glance at his friend. âI brought what you asked for. Though, Iâd like to know why Iâm suddenly playing your delivery boy. Couldnât you have asked Taeyong?â
Taking the plastic bag from his hands, Jaehyun winces humorously. âWell, Ivyâs style isnât exactly⌠ordinary.â
Doyoung scoffs, suddenly looking half-heartedly affronted by the words. âAre you saying my girlfriendâs style is ordinary?â
Jaehyun rolls his eyes, letting out a teasing, long sigh. âThank you for the clothes, Doyoung,â he quips, turning to you as he gestures to the brown-haired man. âLike I said, this is Doyoung. Heâs one of the friends I told you about.â
You manage a polite nod through your hesitance, tentatively waving at him. âNice to meet you, Doyoung.â
As he offers you a small but kind smile, Doyoung visibly softens despite the curiosity still lingering to his features. âYou too,â he replies simply, a sharp eyebrow raising at his friendâs direction soon after. âYou didnât answer my texts, Jaehyun.â
âI was⌠busy,â he answers, giving his friend a long look turning to you with an apologetic grimace, awkwardly rubbing at his neck. âWhy donât you get some breakfast? Weâll be back in a minute.â
It takes you a second to realize that Jaehyun probably needs a moment to explain how heâd ended up with a runaway bride at his shop. As you retreat to the counter where the paper bag sits, pretending to busy yourself with the coffee and pastries inside, Doyoung suddenly calls out your name.
At the door, he watches you in a way that makes him look softer, the sharpness of his face now feeling oddly reassuring. âIt was nice to meet you,â Doyoung says, the corners of his mouth curling into a gentle smile. âYouâll be alright, wonât you?â
âYeah,â you breathe, smiling despite your astonishment at the manâs sudden warmth. âThank you.â
Once outside, unbeknown to you, Doyoung glares exasperatedly at his friend.Â
It had been well past midnight when Jaehyunâs text lit up his phone the night beforeâa touch ominous and more than a little baffling as heâd suddenly asked if Miyu had some clothes she could borrow. No explanation and zero context, which ultimately led Doyoung to march to his friendâs shop in order to search for answers after a string of ignored texts.
Now, Doyoung feels like he somehow knows even less than before.
âYou know,â he starts, his tone dry as ever as he raises a peeved eyebrow at his friend. âWhen you text me in the middle of the night asking for womenâs clothes, Iâd expect at least some kind of explanation.â
Taking a seat on the steps by the shopâs entrance, Jaehyun shrugs casually, unbothered by his friendâs stress. âYouâve got one now.â
Attempting to draw a proper answer out of him, Doyoung narrows his eyes with a sharp glare. âI most definitely donât.â
The silence stretches for a moment before a flippant sigh escapes from Jaehyunâs mouth. âShe ran away from her wedding andââ
âWait a minute,â he interrupts, throwing a hand up as he leans forward, disbelief flashing in his eyes. âWhat did you say?â
âI was coming back to the shop last night when I found her a few streets over,â Jaehyun explains, scratching absently at the back of his neck. âStill in her dress. Said she ditched the wedding. Left the guy at the altar.â
Doyoung blinks once.
Twice.
He exhales, ultimately choosing to accept the absurdity of the situation. âShe looks a little familiar. Do you know the groom?â
Jaehyun shakes his head, leaning back on his palms with a tight-lipped smile. âDidnât ask. It didnât seem like she wanted to talk about it.â
âOf course you didnât,â Doyoung retorts, side-eyeing his friend through his infuriating ease. âSo whatâs the plan? You do know that she canât just keep hiding here forever, right?â
âNo plans yet,â he answers, his face softening as he glances over his shoulder for a second. âI think she was about to call one of her friends when you came in, though.â
As he finally rises to his feet, Doyoung scoffs in both disbelief and confusion. âI donât think I want to know any more,â he mutters, looking back at the youngest with a pointed warning. âPromise me youâll call if you need something.â
Jaehyun salutes lazily from his spot on the steps, a grin tugging at his lips. âSure thing, Mom.â
Offering an exaggerated eye-roll, Doyoung soon strides off with a dismissive wave over his shoulder. Watching his friend go with an amused huff, Jaehyun barely misses the shopâs door promptly swinging open only before your voice calls out for his name.
As you step out with firm steps, thereâs a touch of determination to your voice.Â
âI think I know what I want to do now.â
Outside the bus window, Seoul is a blur of sharp high-rises, worn-out colorful signs and masses of busy people.Â
As you watch the unfamiliar scenery with rapid attention, resting your chin against your palm with your breath fogging the glass, the city unfolds under the warm sun like a secret mission waiting to be completed. By your side, Jaehyun sits with an arm draped over the seat, the reflection against the window catching his glances every now and then.
âExcited?â
Looking back to find his curious eyes, a smile curls your lips as you sigh quietly. âIâve been here so many times, it feels a little strange seeing everything like this.â
Jaehyun hums, raising an intrigued eyebrow. âSo youâve been to Seoul before.â
âYeah, for Minhyukâs family things,â you explain, careful to approach the background of your escape with a humorless laugh. âIt was all about business events and corporate banquets. Between all the hotel rooms and fancy restaurants, Iâve never stayed long enough to see anything here.â
âWell, youâre in luck,â he jokes, light and playful as he wiggles an eyebrow at you. âYouâve got the best tour guide in the city.â
As you side-eye him with pretend skepticism, a grin widens across your face. âThe best?â
Leaning back against the seat with mock confidence, Jaehyun returns the smile with his dimples on display. âThe best.â
Gyeongbokgung Palace is as imposing as the cityâs mountains and skyscrapers.
Surrounded by the buzz of tourists and locals alike, it takes a second for you to ground yourself between camera flashes, every little piece of ornate detail and the come-and-go of delicate skirts all over the place. Always close behind, Jaehyun lets you explore every courtyard, every open door, every quiet path around, occasionally dropping little tales about the place.
After what feels hours later, you sit beside him by the palaceâs pound, curiosity gently pulling at your strings. âHave you been here before?â
He nods, elbows resting against his knees as his eyes glance around the garden for a moment. âYeah, itâs a popular school trip spot,â Jaehyun answers, huffing out a quiet laugh. âItâs been a long time, though.â
You canât help the smile, teasing him by bumping your knees together. âThatâs cute.â
By early afternoon, youâre both weaving through the narrow streets surrounding the palace, lined with a contrast of modern and traditional houses and little stores. It gets busier before it eventually quiets, the neighborhoodâs village falling to a soft lull the further you explore.Â
Gwangjang Market is as chaotic as it can be.
The place is warm, the air thick with sizzling oil, batter, sugar and spices.Â
Itâs loud and lively and overwhelming all at the same time.
At one of the popular stalls, Jaehyun watches you take a bite of your second hotteok. âSo,â he starts, a touch casual but still careful. âYesterday, you said something about leaving a wedding.â
As your body freezes, you pause between midway through another bite. âYeah.â
Noting your reaction, his eyes immediately soften. âYou donât have to tell me if youâre not ready.â
It takes a second for you to exhale, pushing past your hesitation with a headshake. âIt wasnât an impulsive choice,â you start, unsure of what to say first. âI meanâit was, but I just⌠I thought about it for months. I thought about the wedding, all the expectations that would come with it. Everything about our families is⌠complicated and messy andââ
The words suddenly die in your mouth.Â
A sigh escapes from your lips with the pause, leaving you to shrug wearily.
Though it sounds more like an affirmation than a question, Jaehyun holds a curious gaze. âYou donât love him.â
âI think we both want different things from each other,â you admit, letting out a half-hearted, tired chuckle. âI donât think I want to be what Minhyuk wants. I canât be what he wants. I also donât think heâs what I want so⌠I left.â
He nods quietly as his lips curl with an impressed smile. âThatâs brave.â
You groan, shaking your head with an eye-roll in his direction. âThatâs insane.â
âWalking away from something thatâs wrong for you takes guts,â Jaehyun insists, a touch of warmth and reassurance laced to his voice. âA lot of people wouldâve stayed, you know.â
Your eyes linger on him for longer than you mean to, almost searching for any shadow of doubt on his face. âYou think so?â
As he gives you a knowing look, the implication of his words arenât lost on you. âYouâd know it better than I do.â
Despite aching feet, both of you brave through the last stretch of the day, making through the familiar maze of narrow, dim-lit streets to the last destination of Jaehyunâs tour.
Seoul looks endless from the Namsan Tower.
Just like the day before, the afternoon slowly blends with the impending dusk, shifting the shades of a bright sunset to a muted, chilly evening by the time both of you finally reach the top. Under your watch, the city slowly lights up like a Christmas tree, small and distant enough to feel peaceful.
âDonât you think itâs crazy that we exist in a place this big?â you say, fingers curling around the railing decorated with countless lockers. âEverything about my life seems so silly in perspective.â
He frowns, seemingly at loss for a moment. âJust because itâs small compared to everything else doesnât mean itâs meaningless.â
You glance over at him, raising an eyebrow with a teasing glint in your eyes. âYou always sound like youâve thought about this before. Are you quoting another song?â
The shift on his face is instant, features softening with amusement. âThis oneâs an original creation,â he retorts, pausing for a moment as he looks ahead. âLiving in Seoul makes you feel unstoppable and ordinary at the same time. Itâs definitely⌠humbling.â
âAre you speaking from your experience?â
He tilts his head, studying you with a thoughtful look. âArenât we all?â
âWell, I donât know if I feel unstoppable right now,â you counter, letting out a half-hearted laugh that turns into a sigh. âI do feel a little ordinary in the big picture, though.â
As he shoves his hands into his jacketâs pockets, Jaehyun hums quietly. âYou chose to walk away. Thatâs the farthest thing from ordinary.â
You hesitate, pausing for a second until your murmur pushes through. âEven if I disappointed everyone?â
âThatâs just what moving forward looks like sometimes,â he says, offering a nonchalant shrug despite the weight of his words. âCanât get far if youâre carrying everyoneâs expectations over your own.â
A small smile immediately tugs at your lips, his casualness somehow already feeling familiar and humorous. âNow that must be a song!â you tease, shooting him an accusatory look. âAre you sure youâre just the owner of a record shop?â
He freezes for a second, hesitating with pretend apprehension as someone whoâs just got caught redhanded. âI like⌠reading.â
The deadpan answer bursts you into laughter, a flicker of satisfaction instantly crossing Jaehyunâs face at your reaction, his chuckle quieter but no less genuine. The silence feels easier after the laughter fades, almost as if it had softened the edges of the evening. It feels easy to share the quiet with him by now, no longer heavy with the weight of unsaid words.
As the Tower glows above you, Seoul glitters underneath.
As your company hums a familiar song by your side, the world lets you just be.
It takes a glimpse for you to gently break the reverie, earning a smile from Jaehyun with the innocent sincerity of your request.Â
âCan we buy a locker?â
Just like the night before, the neon sign of 127 Records is easy to spot.Â
Jaehyun insists that your last tourist attraction should be the nearest convenience store.Â
The chilly evening eventually warms as both of you share a bottle of grape-flavored soju, sitting together on the shopâs steps as the tour comes to an end. Inside, yet another one of his R&B records is playing, just loud enough to drift through the open door.
By now, the neighborhood has already grown quiet save from a few occasional passers, barely sparing you a glance as they walk away. For the first time today, thereâs no rush of speeding cars, no overwhelming crowds, no unknown to discoverâjust you and Jaehyun, the soft hum of music in the background and a gentle buzz of comfort in your body.
âYou really werenât lying,â you mutter, swallowing the last sip of your shot as you squint at the label on the bottle. âThis tastes dangerously like juice.â
Jaehyun raises a playful eyebrow before clicking his cup against yours. âThatâs how they get you.â
You frown suspiciously at him, pursing your lips to hold back a smile. âAre you speaking from experience again?â
âIâm pretty good at drinking,â he protests, a grin on his face as he tips his cup back lazily. âIâve got two lightweight friends, though. All it takes is one bottle.â
âThat sounds like a lovely morning hungover,â you quip, eyeing him with a mix of curiosity and doubt. âYou donât seem like the type whoâd drink much.âÂ
âI donât,â Jaehyun admits, gaze lifting to the flickering light across the street. âSome nights⌠a little noise in your head might help quiet everything else.â
The words hang in the air for a moment, carried by the soft hum of the record still spinning inside. As you trace a finger along the rim of the little cup, it doesnât feel uncomfortable to let the music speak in the silence instead.Â
Itâs been a long time since it has just embraced you like this.Â
Most of your life has been led by formal regards, polite conversation, constant presence.
Cheeks to kiss, hands to shake, names to remember.Â
Today, it means the exact oppositeâthoughtfulness, recognition, reassurance.
You watch him mutter the songâs lyrics quietly for a second longer before giving in to your curiosity again. âDid you ever think of leaving Seoul?â
Jaehyun nods, leaning back against the step with one arm propped behind him. âI lived in America for a while when I was a kid,â he admits, amused at the flicker of surprise on your face. âIâve thought about going back a few times.â
You hum softly, resting your elbows on your knees. âWhatâs stopping you?â
A half-hearted smile tugs at his mouth as Jaehyun shrugs. âMy friends.â
âThatâs more than enough,â you mumble, nodding solemnly before a soft chuckle escapes. âDoyoung seemed really worried about you.â
âHeâs worried about everything,â he jokes, shaking his head with a snort. âThatâs his default setting.â
Thatâs all it takes for Jaehyun to launch himself in a spiel about his friends. As Mia lingers in the back of your mind, itâs easy for you to imagine them with the little details, something warm blooming in your chest the more you hear about Taeyongâs group-chat spams and unsolicited gym photos, Yutaâs rising rock band and Johnnyâs remarkable skills in everything.
Thereâs a touch of fondness in his voice that feels almost tangible, enough to have you attentively hanging onto his every word.
Neither of you notice the approaching sound of soft, coy little steps until itâs too late.
The grey cat slowly crosses the street, its tail flicking lazily behind as it makes a beeline straight to Jaehyun, approaching the shop with exigent meows as it owned the place.Â
As he leans forward, a surprised smile tugs at his lips. âLook whoâs here,â Jaehyun calls, reaching a careful hand towards the cat, voice promptly softening. âWhatâs up, Misty? Where have you been?â
Misty meows in response, happily welcoming Jaehyunâs gentle scratches before deliberately turning her attention to you, green eyes gleaming like sheâs assessing your presence for a second.
Holding out your hand for her evaluation, you smile fondly as she leans her head into your touch. âHi, Misty,â you coo, reaching for her ears as you glance curiously at him. âIs she yours?â
âNot really,â he answers, not making any move to stop the cat when she hops into his lap, instead offering a few pats to her butt as she climbs his legs. âShe just shows up whenever she feels like it. I think she lives a few streets down, though.â
You watch the cat curl comfortably against his leg, purring like a well-oiled engine. âSheâs cute.â
âYeah,â Jaehyun murmurs, stroking Mistyâs fur absentmindedly. âShe always shows up when it gets late. Guess she likes the music.â
Until the record eventually stops spinning on the turntable, both of you enjoy Mistyâs company, playing with the cat as it grows mischievous with Jaehyunâs playful teasing. Already well past the early hours of the evening, the streetlights are still flickering above the shop, humming quietly.Â
The sojuâs gentle buzz no longer serves as an excuse to escape your own thoughts, and as Misty stretches, her tail brushing your wrist before sitting between you and Jaehyun, you know that the decisionâs always been there too.
Even when you didnât want to acknowledge it.Â
As you fish the set of keys from your jacket, the silver glint catches Jaehyunâs eyes. A flash of something you canât quite read crosses his face when you extend a hand, offering them to him.
He blinks after a beat, looking both confused and surprised. âYou can keep it.â
The words stumble past your lips with a touch of sheepish hesitation. âI think I still want to keep a part of me here,â you say, warmth spreading across your cheeks as you try a reassuring nod. âI trust you to take care of it while Iâm not around.â
The shift in Jaehyunâs eyes immediately lets you know that he hears the unspoken.Â
A wry smile curls his lips as he finally closes his fingers around the keys, catching your eyes with a long glance. âDo you want me to go with you?â
âYeah,â you answer, meeting his gaze with a small nod. âI do.â
The cityâs still thriving despite the late hour, the nearby streets slowly growing busier as you slowly navigate out of the neighborhood in search of a taxi. After accompanying you for a block or two, Misty eventually leaves you and Jaehyun to face the night alone to coyly follow her own way back home.Â
In the backseat of the car, he sits beside you for a second time. Now, Seoul looks just like it did with Minhyukâa familiar rushing blur in the dark, unreachable and impersonal.Â
As you watch the fractured pieces through the window, Jaehyun keeps the silence weightless, occasionally entertaining the driverâs small talk. Though you donât notice, he catches himself glancing at your reflection every now and then, each time showing you less lost and unsure than the one before.Â
When the taxi finally stops in front of the imposing hotel, everythingâs quiet except for the rustle of the trees lining up the entrance.Â
You stand with Jaehyun at the closed glass doors, glancing at the empty lobby for a second. âThis is it,â you start, a touch of humor laced to your voice. âMy familyâs probably inside losing their minds.â
Jaehyun raises a playful eyebrow, easing the conversation by teasing you. âYou sure youâre ready?â
Despite the nerves buzzing through your body, a soft laugh escapes from your lips. âNo. I think thatâs the point, though.â
A smile curls on his lips, enough to slowly reach his eyes as he nods. âYouâll be fine.â
As you pause, heart rushing over everything that should be said, simplicity suddenly feels fitting for the moment. âI know,â you say, eyes softening the longer you look at him. âThank you so much, Jaehyun. I just⌠I donât know what Iâd have done without you.âÂ
He shakes his head with a huff of laughter, a shadow of red just barely covering his face. âProbably better than this.â
âNothingâs better than trusting myself,â you protest, smiling knowingly at him. âI know that now.â
The smile on his face widens into something that feels too good to be true.
All it takes is a pause for you to push through the hesitationâbefore Jaehyun can process it, you step closer and press a light kiss to his lips, letting it linger just long enough for him to forget anything youâve left unsaid. The touch of his hands on your face makes you snap out of it in a flash, breathlessly pulling away despite the firmness of his hold.Â
For a second, you could almost swear Jaehyun looked hopeless, eyes glinting bittersweet.
For the first time, you let yourself think of a future.
As you exhale a breath, the future only gets clearer in your mind. âIâll see you around, Jaehyun.â
He swallows as if somethingâs caught in his throat, stepping back with closed fists inside the pockets of his hoodie. âYeah,â Jaehyun answers, nodding with a half-hearted smile. âTake care, Julia Roberts.â
Outside, he watches as you walk into the lobby, giving him one last look over your shoulder before disappearing down the corridors.
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SUMMARY:Â After running away from your picture-perfect wedding, finding refuge in a small record shop in a random neighborhood of Seoul doesnât seem like the smartest choice. Especially as Jaehyunâthe owner of 127 Recordsâwarmly welcomes you, a lost runaway bride, with his quiet sense of humor and never-ending selection of R&B albums. Maybe life is more than fancy restaurants, luxurious hotels and business banquets. Maybe discovering the city youâve longed to know is the best way to discover the parts of yourself that have been hidden all along. Isnât that what Jaehyunâs favorite songs say, anyway?
GENRE:Â Romance, fluff, non-idol au, strangers to lovers, vinyl shop owner!Jaehyun
WORD COUNT:Â 7k
WARNINGS:Â Cursing
NOTES: Finally posting the Jaehyun story Iâve been mentioning since January (better late than never, friends). Also, please pardon any inaccuracies here! I tried! Please let me know what you think!! Itâs gonna make my day!!
The reception hall looks like a dream brought to life, brimming with fresh flowers and golden details at every corner. As the crystal chandeliers of the venue sparkle against its polished floors, a string quartet plays in the background, the joyful music blending with the guestsâ conversations and the delicate clinking of champagne glasses.
Itâs a picture perfect wedding ceremony.Â
A wedding ceremony that was meticulously planned down to every little detail by Minhyukâs family.
Yet, as you stand in the luxurious bridal suite just a few steps away from the aisle with less than an hour to the grand entrance, you canât help feeling like an imposter.
The white gown holds your loose pieces together, the layers of silk and frills falling into a beautiful, though rather unconventional bridal dress. Out of everything, the piece of clothing turned out to be one of the very few things that Minhyukâs mother had given you free reign on. The irony isnât lost on you, given how pointless the choice feels now.
Staring at your perfectly made-up self in the mirror, the muffled laughter from the guests outside sounds like white noise over the rapid heartbeats thumping against your ear. Wide, panicked eyes meet your own, leaving your hands trembling against the edge of the vanity.
Lost in your stupor, you completely miss the suiteâs door opening. As your best-friend steps into the room, dressed accordingly to the bridesmaidsâ palette, her voice startles you as she suddenly calls your name.
âHey, are you all done?â she asks, moving to stand beside you with a grin tugging at her lips. âIf we wait any longer, youâre going to be late than usualââ
Barely a whisper, your voice quivers as you interrupt her. âMia, I canât do this.â
Mia freezes for a moment, pausing midway through checking her make-up in the mirror to glance back at you with wide eyes. âWhat?â
âI canât get married,â you say, a little more steady despite the tears prickling at the corners of your eyes. âI donât even know why Iâm doing this, I⌠I donât even love Minhyuk like that, Mia.â
As if sheâs trying to process the words, Mia just frowns. âIs this one of your pranks? Because it really isnât funny,â she protests at first, regarding you for a second longer as your silence extends, shock soon taking over her face. âOh my God, youâre serious. Are you serious?â
You nod, breathing heavily inside the expensive dress. âYeah.â
âBaby⌠thereâs a ton of guests downstairs,â she answers, her voice lowering with a touch of hesitation and bewilderment. âMinhyuk is downstairs greeting them right now. His family is downstairs raving about their sonâs marriage as we speak.â
Shaking your head, you finally feel the tears falling down your cheeks. âI canât get married, Mia.â
A moment of silence settles between you, both unsure of what to say. As your eyes take a second look in the mirror, the reflection still looks flawless despite your emotions, the make-up looking nothing but pristine through the ugly tears. It almost feels like youâre looking at a stranger, suffocated by the weight of a thousands-something worth dress.
At last, Mia sighs before her face shifts to a serious, firm expression. âHave you really thought this through? Are you absolutely sure about this?â
If youâre being honest, rather than contemplating the actual idea of skipping the wedding, your thoughts had been consumed about the wedding itself instead.Â
While the big day approached, your mind spiraled whenever you imagined the actual ceremonyâthe vows you were supposed to recite from the very bottom of your loving heart, the smiles you were supposed to wear for the family thatâs seemingly welcoming you as their own, the excitement you were supposed to show for the new step of your life.
The more you dwelled on it, the more the scenario of walking down the aisle to Minhyuk felt like a march to a life you were not ready for, a perpetual role you werenât ever escaping from given the circumstances.Â
So, albeit in a sick and twisted way, you have thought about it.
With a miserable sniffle, you stare at your best-friend right back, steady enough for a final answer. âThe only thing Iâm sure of is that I canât marry Minhyuk today.â
A glint of something determined flashes in her eyes, Mia looking more serious than youâve ever seen her as she nods firmly. âWhat do you want to do? Whatever it is, Iâll back you up.â
As everything comes down to your answer, the words momentarily fail you.Â
Will you really walk away from a perfect life? From the quiet wealth, the made-up fairy tale, the hushed expectations and duties that lie underneath both yours and Minhyukâs familyâs money?
The answer comes down to the very thought of walking down that aisle, making promises and vows you wouldnât mean, just to fall into a trap that will consume your entire life.
You sweep the tears off your face, a final sigh escaping from your mouth. âI have to leave,â you say, gaze hardening in resolution after taking one last look at the reflection in the mirror. âLike, right now.â
A grin tugs at Miaâs mouth as if sheâs been waiting for this moment her whole life. âWe probably have five minutes before someone comes up to check on us,â she starts, raising an eyebrow at you with a glint in her eyes. âLetâs do this, Julia Roberts.â
Astonished, you can only watch as your best-friend suddenly rushes around the suite, shoving your phone and whatever else into her small clutch before forcefully pushing it to your chest.Â
Before stepping out of the room, Mia sneaks a glance outside through the half-open door, sighing in relief at the empty hallway. As she stealthily slips you from the suite, both of you tiptoeing against the marbled floor, you canât help feeling your pulse speeding up at the tension. Making the way downstairs, the reception sounds only grow louder.
Luckily, the main entrance is far away enough to allow you to walk past undetected. Save from a few waiters here and there, Miaâs quick to walk you to an emergency exit near the kitchen, confusing you as to how sheâs found the escape in the first place.
The red door feels daunting as you stand in front of it, both of you staring at each other with a mix of feelings that neither can fully describe.Â
As you blink at her, feeling the tears burning at your eyes again, hesitation prickles at you. âYouâre really not going to stop me?â
Quickly pulling you into a tight hug, Mia rolls her eyes affectionately. âYouâre finally doing something for yourself, thereâs no way Iâm ever stopping you,â she mumbles, smiling wide before pulling back with a gentle squeeze. âIâm proud of you, even if youâre making me explain all of this to your mother.â
A sudden commotion of voices nearby makes her eyes widen. Before you can even say goodbye, Miaâs rushingly pushing you outside, hurriedly shoving the dress out behind your back.Â
The fresh air hits you like a jolt of energy, your best-friend shooing you away with a knowing grin before you finally sprint across the venueâs garden. As your steps get faster, adrenaline flows through your veins, the tightness in your chest easing to a satisfying thrill. Despite your pounding heart, thereâs no hesitation holding you back now.
For the first time in what feels like forever, your mind is blissfully carefreeâno questions, no doubts, no voices reminding you of obligations and expectations.
It doesnât take long until you reach the street, breathlessly climbing into the first cab that stops by. Under the driverâs curious eyes, you finally let yourself relax by sinking into the seat, giving the man an urgent, delighted glance.Â
âJust drive, please.â
The cab only takes you as far as the driverâs willing to go for a crumpled bill.Â
Since youâve never visited Seoul enough times to actually know the city, youâre standing in a maze of alleyways and quiet streets, having ran off from the bustling stop the man had originally left you before. In a poor attempt to escape the prying eyes from onlookers, youâre now lost in a completely unknown neighborhood.Â
The late afternoon sun is starting to settle, hues of orange painting the sky as you mindlessly walk through a quiet street, the once pristine dress trailing right behind you in a mess of wrinkles and stains.Â
As the weight of your situation settles over the dimming excitement, you canât help but feel naive. Acting upon a single, desperate decision that ultimately brought you to a foreign, unfamiliar place, youâve no idea what to do nowâwhy hadnât Mia questioned you about plans anyways?
A seed of doubt threatens to grow in your mind, leaving you to wonder if youâve done the right thing despite any consequences to your own heart.Â
âRough day?â
The sudden question startles you.Â
Turning around just as a guy strolls into the alleyway, your breath hitches as his gaze locks with yours, amusement visibly flickering in his eyes. Though he doesnât look intimidating, holding an arrangement of flowers in his hands with wired earbuds still tucked into his ears, your current predicament isnât exactly ideal to rely on a random stranger.
Hesitating for a second, your voice comes out sharper than you intend. âWhy do you care?â
The guy raises an eyebrow, holding his hands up with a careful shrug. âJust figured you donât see a bride wandering around the neighborhood every day,â he says, curiosity laced to his laidback tone. âYou look⌠lost. Do you need help or something?â
As your trembling hands gather the fabric of your dress, you just huff curtly. âI donât.â
Determined to put as much distance between you and the stranger as possible, you turn around on your heels, ready to leave as the designer sandals suddenly catch the hem of the gown. Stumbling forward, you brace yourself for the fall before a hand grabs at your arm, easily holding you steady.Â
The guy chuckles, his grip lingering for a second longer than necessary, the same amused eyes watching you. âEasy there, Julia Roberts.â
Embarrassment spreads through your face as you quickly regain balance, half-heartedly pulling away from his hold. âNot you, too,â you mutter exasperatedly, glaring at him while smoothing the fabric of your battered dress. âIâm fine, you can leave now.â
âYouâre welcome,â he counters, the words sounding a touch ironic despite the lazy, yet gentle smile tugging at his mouth. âYou might need directions if you want to get out of here.â
The alleyâs already dimly lit, setting up for the evening thatâs just starting to fall over Seoul. As you glance down the quiet, empty street again, realization presses you harder, almost as if to suffocate you just enough to force the harsh truth at the back of your subconscious.Â
Maybe you shouldnât have left.
Maybe you donât know better than the life thatâs been built for you.Â
Maybe you should go back.
Momentarily lost in your anxious daze, you donât notice as the stranger seems to catch onto something. Attentively taking in your sudden tension, he doesnât miss the way your breath hitches just slightly, an almost panicked, distant look settling in your eyes.Â
âHey,â he calls, taking a careful step closer, just enough to pull your attention back to him. âI donât think Iâve introduced myself. Iâm Jaehyun.â
As your eyes snap to his, a wary sigh escapes from your mouth before you finally offer your name, the next words effortlessly escaping as if a grand announcement. âI ran away from my wedding.â
Jaehyun purses his lips, barely holding back a smirk as he lets out a playful whistle. âI never wouldâve guessed if you hadnât told me.â
The little quip earns a laugh from you, his easygoing response immediately pulling you back from a frantic spiral in your head. Despite the absurdity of the situationâa runaway bride stranded in a deserted alleyway in Seoulâthe guyâs casual attitude feels oddly comforting, enough to calm you down for the time being.Â
He looks you over, pulling his earbuds off with raised, intrigued eyebrows. âSo, you just⌠ran? Left the guy at the altar?â
âI left before the ceremony, actually,â you explain, pressing your lips in a thin line at his amused snort, a glimmer of something you canât place in his eyes. âIâm pretty sure his familyâs looking for me right now.â
Jaehyun pauses, his amusement slowly fading into thoughtfulness again. Considering your hesitation and visible stress, almost as if youâve been bracing yourself for another sudden getaway, it all clicks into place in his mind.Â
His expression shifts to something softer, though still somewhat humored. âYou donât want to be found.â
As your fingers instinctively twist into the delicate fabric of the dress, you exhale a half-hearted, heavy chuckle. âNot really.â
He just nods, adjusting the arrangement of flowers against his arm before tilting his head towards the empty alley. âI know a place you can hide for a bit before figuring out your next move,â Jaehyun starts, his tone light to not pressure you. âItâs just around the corner, if you want.â
A flickering neon sign welcomes you outside a little shop by the end of the narrow street, the words casting a soft glow in hues of green. Just under the lettering that reads 127 Records, you look up at him with raised eyebrows. Of all the places you imagined a stranger ultimately leading you to, this most definitely wasnât on your mind.
âA records shop?â you ask, confusedly glancing through the glass window to find rows of vinyls in the small, trendy looking space. âDo you work here?â
Jaehyun moves closer, stepping beside you to unlock the door with a chuckle. âNo, Iâm the owner.â
As he pushes it open, the chime of a bell rings above you. The smell of wood with a touch of vanilla feels like a warm embrace as you step inside, cozy enough that you canât help but feel immediately sheltered. Every inch of the walls are covered with posters and framed photos, leaving you to marvel at them as if youâve just stepped inside a museum.
âYou can sit wherever,â Jaehyun starts, gesturing to a worn leather couch by a corner with a flicker of amusement in his eyes. âDo you want something to drink? You look a little overwhelmed.â
Ignoring the offer in favor of wandering through the space, you glance back at him in surprise, fingers already brushing over the neat vinyl stacks. âThis place is really cool.â
He chuckles, stepping closer to hand you a bottle of water. âThanks,â Jaehyun answers, a smirk promptly tugging at his lips. âNot just saying that because I own the place, but I think so too.â
The words draw a smile from you, with an ease that doesnât feel fitting for your current predicament. âDo you pick all of these by yourself?â
âNot all of it,â he explains, shaking his head as he takes a thoughtful look around. âMost of my friends work with music too, so I owe them half of this place.â
A beat of silence settles between you for a moment, the conversation falling into a strange but comfortable lull. Jaehyun drifts down one of the aisles, scanning the titles of a shelf before suddenly pulling out a record with a small hum of approval.
Meanwhile, you make yourself at home in the armchair at the back of the shop, the adrenaline of your escape finally wearing off. As you sink into the cushions, tugging the hem of your dress to unclasp the high-heeled sandals, a relieved sigh escapes from your lips for more reasons than just one.
Somehow, in a wild turn from mere hours agoâbetween fleeing your own wedding and getting lost in a strange cityâyou feel oddly safe now.
It shouldnât feel so comfortable to watch Jaehyun slide the chosen vinyl out of its sleeve, carefully placing it on the spinning plate of a vintage turntable thatâs sitting atop one of the shelves. The soft crackle of the machine echoes through the room before the first beats of a soulful, hip-hop track smoothly takes over.Â
Taken by surprise, you canât help a laugh at his unconventional choice.
Jaehyun immediately glances over his shoulder, a puzzled but curious look on his face. âWhat?â
âNothing,â you counter, shaking your head as an amused smile tugs at your lips. âI donât know what I was expecting, but it definitely wasnât this.â
The empty vinyl sleeve is still in his hands as he walks over to take a seat on the leather couch nearby, eyebrows raised in surprise. âYou know Sweetback?â
You shake your head, offering an apologetic wince. âI donât really know much about music at all.â
âThatâs fair,â Jaehyun hums, fingers tapping idly against the empty sleeve as his gaze meets yours, curious but kind. âSo, mind if I ask whatâs your next move?â
As you sink deeper into the armchair, a self-conscious chuckle escapes before you can stop it. âI⌠didnât really think that far ahead,â you admit, fiddling with a loose thread along the fabric of your dress. âIf I had, I probably wouldnât be here right now.â
âYou know what they say,â he starts, lips curving into a knowing smile despite the somber, yet humorous touch to his voice. âRunning away is easy. Itâs the leaving thatâs hard.â
You bite back a laugh, caught between confusion and disbelief. âIs that a song?â
He grimaces, chuckling under his breath with a nod. âYeah, sorry,â Jaehyun mutters, clearing his throat with a hint of amusement still lingering on his face. âAnyway, you want to stay the night?â
The question takes you by surprise, your eyes widening at his words. âWhat?â
âNot like that,â he objects, palms raised in playful defense before his tone softens to a calmer, warm tone. âIâve got a bed in the back. This place is quieter than whatever hotel youâd end up in, and⌠no offense, but you kinda look like youâre one step away from passing out.â
âOkay,â you exhale after a beat, nodding gratefully at him. âThank you, Jaehyun.â
âDonât worry about it,â he says, shaking his head with another easy half-smile again. âLet me lock up first then Iâll get you set up.â
Jaehyun pushes himself to his feet, stretching with a groan before reaching out for the set of keys on the counter. The overhead lighting follows him as he walks around the shop, clearly following a routine by the purposeful steps. Itâs easy to get absorbed in the quiet, leisurely way he moves through the space, almost like itâs an extension of him.Â
The sleeve of the record playing is still on the couch, your fingertips grazing the worn-out cover as you pick it up. âI like this album.â
He glances over his shoulder from the door, raising an eyebrow as he smiles knowingly. âYeah?â
You hum, smiling at his excitement. âYeah.â
As the gentle beats make company to the comfortable silence that settles between you, the night slowly closes in around the shop like an universe of its own.
The soft crackle of a record spinning outside slowly stirs you awake, sunlight drawing patterns on the wooden floor as it slips through a small window above.Â
For a moment, the haze of exhaustion makes you forget where you are, somehow keeping your crystal-ridden memories from the day before distant.Â
As you sit up with a glance around, the bed creaking with the movement, everything rushes right back inâescaping the wedding, meeting Jaehyun, accepting shelter at his shop. The room feels as cozy as the rest of the place, especially in the morning. Though improvised, thereâs enough little details scattered around to evidence his presence in the space.
Still cladded in the clothes heâd given you, leaving your wedding dress forgotten in a heap of expensive fabric in the corner, you sheepishly pad out of the room to find Jaehyun in between the rows of vinyls much like last night.
It feels oddly comforting.
It feels easy in a way that it most definitely shouldnât for someone whoâs essentially running against time.
âHey, youâre up!â
The sound of Jaehyunâs voice breaks you out of your thoughts as you refocus, offering him a small, apologetic smile. âYeah. Iâm really sorry, I didnât mean to sleep in.â
âItâs alright, you probably needed it,â he reassures, his voice low but warm, as if to ease you out of your hesitance. âI got some breakfast for you, by the way.â
Following the flick of his wrist, your gaze lands on the paper bag resting neatly beside a vase holding the flowers he was carrying the night before. âYou didnât have to,â you protest, half-heartedly glaring at him. âYouâve done more than enough for me, Jaehyun.â
As he shakes his head, the corners of his mouth tug into a little smile. âDonât mention it. Like I said, itâs not everyday a runaway bride gets lost in the neighborhood.â
An amused chuckle erupts before you can stop it, a hint of fondness suddenly flashing through your face. âMia made the same Julia Roberts reference yesterday.â
Jaehyun raises a curious eyebrow, leaning casually against one of the shelves. âA friend of yours?â
âMy best-friend,â you amend, nodding as a small smile tugs at your lips. âWeâve known each other since we were kids. I was the shy introverted kid and Mia was the chatty extrovert that ended up adopting me on the first day of class.â
He shrugs playfully, letting out a knowing chuckle. âSounds like a balanced friendship to me.â
Almost as if youâre confessing a dirty secret, your cheeks suddenly heat up at the memories of the day before. âShe was the one who helped me escape yesterday, actually.â
âDamn,â Jaehyun mutters, somehow looking both impressed and amused, the sharpness of his face now replaced with humour. âGood friend.â
You hold back a smile at his comic response, curiosity striking as you think of the aftermath of your quiet disappearance. âI should probably call herââ
Before you can finish the sentence, a sharp knock rattles the shopâs door. The sound startles you more than youâd like to admit, a flicker of unease rushing through your chest as you spot the unknown figure outside. Standing tall, the brown-haired guy waves at Jaehyun before muttering something, gesturing impatiently at the lock.
Jaehyun notes your tension, straightening from the shelf as he deliberately takes a few slow steps to the door. âThatâs Doyoung,â he explains, the calm steadiness in his voice easing your apprehension. âHeâs a close friend. I asked him to bring some of his girlfriendâs clothes for you.â
Doyoung promptly pushes the door open once itâs unlocked, a gust of fresh morning air slipping inside the shop just as smoothly.Â
Everything about Jaehyunâs friend looks incredibly sharpâfrom his faceâs features to the neat clothing and styled hair, you canât help but feel a little self-conscious standing there in a borrowed Looney Tunes t-shirt.
âHey,â Doyoung greets, stepping into the shop with a curious, disgruntled glance at his friend. âI brought what you asked for. Though, Iâd like to know why Iâm suddenly playing your delivery boy. Couldnât you have asked Taeyong?â
Taking the plastic bag from his hands, Jaehyun winces humorously. âWell, Ivyâs style isnât exactly⌠ordinary.â
Doyoung scoffs, suddenly looking half-heartedly affronted by the words. âAre you saying my girlfriendâs style is ordinary?â
Jaehyun rolls his eyes, letting out a teasing, long sigh. âThank you for the clothes, Doyoung,â he quips, turning to you as he gestures to the brown-haired man. âLike I said, this is Doyoung. Heâs one of the friends I told you about.â
You manage a polite nod through your hesitance, tentatively waving at him. âNice to meet you, Doyoung.â
As he offers you a small but kind smile, Doyoung visibly softens despite the curiosity still lingering to his features. âYou too,â he replies simply, a sharp eyebrow raising at his friendâs direction soon after. âYou didnât answer my texts, Jaehyun.â
âI was⌠busy,â he answers, giving his friend a long look turning to you with an apologetic grimace, awkwardly rubbing at his neck. âWhy donât you get some breakfast? Weâll be back in a minute.â
It takes you a second to realize that Jaehyun probably needs a moment to explain how heâd ended up with a runaway bride at his shop. As you retreat to the counter where the paper bag sits, pretending to busy yourself with the coffee and pastries inside, Doyoung suddenly calls out your name.
At the door, he watches you in a way that makes him look softer, the sharpness of his face now feeling oddly reassuring. âIt was nice to meet you,â Doyoung says, the corners of his mouth curling into a gentle smile. âYouâll be alright, wonât you?â
âYeah,â you breathe, smiling despite your astonishment at the manâs sudden warmth. âThank you.â
Once outside, unbeknown to you, Doyoung glares exasperatedly at his friend.Â
It had been well past midnight when Jaehyunâs text lit up his phone the night beforeâa touch ominous and more than a little baffling as heâd suddenly asked if Miyu had some clothes she could borrow. No explanation and zero context, which ultimately led Doyoung to march to his friendâs shop in order to search for answers after a string of ignored texts.
Now, Doyoung feels like he somehow knows even less than before.
âYou know,â he starts, his tone dry as ever as he raises a peeved eyebrow at his friend. âWhen you text me in the middle of the night asking for womenâs clothes, Iâd expect at least some kind of explanation.â
Taking a seat on the steps by the shopâs entrance, Jaehyun shrugs casually, unbothered by his friendâs stress. âYouâve got one now.â
Attempting to draw a proper answer out of him, Doyoung narrows his eyes with a sharp glare. âI most definitely donât.â
The silence stretches for a moment before a flippant sigh escapes from Jaehyunâs mouth. âShe ran away from her wedding andââ
âWait a minute,â he interrupts, throwing a hand up as he leans forward, disbelief flashing in his eyes. âWhat did you say?â
âI was coming back to the shop last night when I found her a few streets over,â Jaehyun explains, scratching absently at the back of his neck. âStill in her dress. Said she ditched the wedding. Left the guy at the altar.â
Doyoung blinks once.
Twice.
He exhales, ultimately choosing to accept the absurdity of the situation. âShe looks a little familiar. Do you know the groom?â
Jaehyun shakes his head, leaning back on his palms with a tight-lipped smile. âDidnât ask. It didnât seem like she wanted to talk about it.â
âOf course you didnât,â Doyoung retorts, side-eyeing his friend through his infuriating ease. âSo whatâs the plan? You do know that she canât just keep hiding here forever, right?â
âNo plans yet,â he answers, his face softening as he glances over his shoulder for a second. âI think she was about to call one of her friends when you came in, though.â
As he finally rises to his feet, Doyoung scoffs in both disbelief and confusion. âI donât think I want to know any more,â he mutters, looking back at the youngest with a pointed warning. âPromise me youâll call if you need something.â
Jaehyun salutes lazily from his spot on the steps, a grin tugging at his lips. âSure thing, Mom.â
Offering an exaggerated eye-roll, Doyoung soon strides off with a dismissive wave over his shoulder. Watching his friend go with an amused huff, Jaehyun barely misses the shopâs door promptly swinging open only before your voice calls out for his name.
As you step out with firm steps, thereâs a touch of determination to your voice.Â
âI think I know what I want to do now.â
Outside the bus window, Seoul is a blur of sharp high-rises, worn-out colorful signs and masses of busy people.Â
As you watch the unfamiliar scenery with rapid attention, resting your chin against your palm with your breath fogging the glass, the city unfolds under the warm sun like a secret mission waiting to be completed. By your side, Jaehyun sits with an arm draped over the seat, the reflection against the window catching his glances every now and then.
âExcited?â
Looking back to find his curious eyes, a smile curls your lips as you sigh quietly. âIâve been here so many times, it feels a little strange seeing everything like this.â
Jaehyun hums, raising an intrigued eyebrow. âSo youâve been to Seoul before.â
âYeah, for Minhyukâs family things,â you explain, careful to approach the background of your escape with a humorless laugh. âIt was all about business events and corporate banquets. Between all the hotel rooms and fancy restaurants, Iâve never stayed long enough to see anything here.â
âWell, youâre in luck,â he jokes, light and playful as he wiggles an eyebrow at you. âYouâve got the best tour guide in the city.â
As you side-eye him with pretend skepticism, a grin widens across your face. âThe best?â
Leaning back against the seat with mock confidence, Jaehyun returns the smile with his dimples on display. âThe best.â
Gyeongbokgung Palace is as imposing as the cityâs mountains and skyscrapers.
Surrounded by the buzz of tourists and locals alike, it takes a second for you to ground yourself between camera flashes, every little piece of ornate detail and the come-and-go of delicate skirts all over the place. Always close behind, Jaehyun lets you explore every courtyard, every open door, every quiet path around, occasionally dropping little tales about the place.
After what feels hours later, you sit beside him by the palaceâs pound, curiosity gently pulling at your strings. âHave you been here before?â
He nods, elbows resting against his knees as his eyes glance around the garden for a moment. âYeah, itâs a popular school trip spot,â Jaehyun answers, huffing out a quiet laugh. âItâs been a long time, though.â
You canât help the smile, teasing him by bumping your knees together. âThatâs cute.â
By early afternoon, youâre both weaving through the narrow streets surrounding the palace, lined with a contrast of modern and traditional houses and little stores. It gets busier before it eventually quiets, the neighborhoodâs village falling to a soft lull the further you explore.Â
Gwangjang Market is as chaotic as it can be.
The place is warm, the air thick with sizzling oil, batter, sugar and spices.Â
Itâs loud and lively and overwhelming all at the same time.
At one of the popular stalls, Jaehyun watches you take a bite of your second hotteok. âSo,â he starts, a touch casual but still careful. âYesterday, you said something about leaving a wedding.â
As your body freezes, you pause between midway through another bite. âYeah.â
Noting your reaction, his eyes immediately soften. âYou donât have to tell me if youâre not ready.â
It takes a second for you to exhale, pushing past your hesitation with a headshake. âIt wasnât an impulsive choice,â you start, unsure of what to say first. âI meanâit was, but I just⌠I thought about it for months. I thought about the wedding, all the expectations that would come with it. Everything about our families is⌠complicated and messy andââ
The words suddenly die in your mouth.Â
A sigh escapes from your lips with the pause, leaving you to shrug wearily.
Though it sounds more like an affirmation than a question, Jaehyun holds a curious gaze. âYou donât love him.â
âI think we both want different things from each other,â you admit, letting out a half-hearted, tired chuckle. âI donât think I want to be what Minhyuk wants. I canât be what he wants. I also donât think heâs what I want so⌠I left.â
He nods quietly as his lips curl with an impressed smile. âThatâs brave.â
You groan, shaking your head with an eye-roll in his direction. âThatâs insane.â
âWalking away from something thatâs wrong for you takes guts,â Jaehyun insists, a touch of warmth and reassurance laced to his voice. âA lot of people wouldâve stayed, you know.â
Your eyes linger on him for longer than you mean to, almost searching for any shadow of doubt on his face. âYou think so?â
As he gives you a knowing look, the implication of his words arenât lost on you. âYouâd know it better than I do.â
Despite aching feet, both of you brave through the last stretch of the day, making through the familiar maze of narrow, dim-lit streets to the last destination of Jaehyunâs tour.
Seoul looks endless from the Namsan Tower.
Just like the day before, the afternoon slowly blends with the impending dusk, shifting the shades of a bright sunset to a muted, chilly evening by the time both of you finally reach the top. Under your watch, the city slowly lights up like a Christmas tree, small and distant enough to feel peaceful.
âDonât you think itâs crazy that we exist in a place this big?â you say, fingers curling around the railing decorated with countless lockers. âEverything about my life seems so silly in perspective.â
He frowns, seemingly at loss for a moment. âJust because itâs small compared to everything else doesnât mean itâs meaningless.â
You glance over at him, raising an eyebrow with a teasing glint in your eyes. âYou always sound like youâve thought about this before. Are you quoting another song?â
The shift on his face is instant, features softening with amusement. âThis oneâs an original creation,â he retorts, pausing for a moment as he looks ahead. âLiving in Seoul makes you feel unstoppable and ordinary at the same time. Itâs definitely⌠humbling.â
âAre you speaking from your experience?â
He tilts his head, studying you with a thoughtful look. âArenât we all?â
âWell, I donât know if I feel unstoppable right now,â you counter, letting out a half-hearted laugh that turns into a sigh. âI do feel a little ordinary in the big picture, though.â
As he shoves his hands into his jacketâs pockets, Jaehyun hums quietly. âYou chose to walk away. Thatâs the farthest thing from ordinary.â
You hesitate, pausing for a second until your murmur pushes through. âEven if I disappointed everyone?â
âThatâs just what moving forward looks like sometimes,â he says, offering a nonchalant shrug despite the weight of his words. âCanât get far if youâre carrying everyoneâs expectations over your own.â
A small smile immediately tugs at your lips, his casualness somehow already feeling familiar and humorous. âNow that must be a song!â you tease, shooting him an accusatory look. âAre you sure youâre just the owner of a record shop?â
He freezes for a second, hesitating with pretend apprehension as someone whoâs just got caught redhanded. âI like⌠reading.â
The deadpan answer bursts you into laughter, a flicker of satisfaction instantly crossing Jaehyunâs face at your reaction, his chuckle quieter but no less genuine. The silence feels easier after the laughter fades, almost as if it had softened the edges of the evening. It feels easy to share the quiet with him by now, no longer heavy with the weight of unsaid words.
As the Tower glows above you, Seoul glitters underneath.
As your company hums a familiar song by your side, the world lets you just be.
It takes a glimpse for you to gently break the reverie, earning a smile from Jaehyun with the innocent sincerity of your request.Â
âCan we buy a locker?â
Just like the night before, the neon sign of 127 Records is easy to spot.Â
Jaehyun insists that your last tourist attraction should be the nearest convenience store.Â
The chilly evening eventually warms as both of you share a bottle of grape-flavored soju, sitting together on the shopâs steps as the tour comes to an end. Inside, yet another one of his R&B records is playing, just loud enough to drift through the open door.
By now, the neighborhood has already grown quiet save from a few occasional passers, barely sparing you a glance as they walk away. For the first time today, thereâs no rush of speeding cars, no overwhelming crowds, no unknown to discoverâjust you and Jaehyun, the soft hum of music in the background and a gentle buzz of comfort in your body.
âYou really werenât lying,â you mutter, swallowing the last sip of your shot as you squint at the label on the bottle. âThis tastes dangerously like juice.â
Jaehyun raises a playful eyebrow before clicking his cup against yours. âThatâs how they get you.â
You frown suspiciously at him, pursing your lips to hold back a smile. âAre you speaking from experience again?â
âIâm pretty good at drinking,â he protests, a grin on his face as he tips his cup back lazily. âIâve got two lightweight friends, though. All it takes is one bottle.â
âThat sounds like a lovely morning hungover,â you quip, eyeing him with a mix of curiosity and doubt. âYou donât seem like the type whoâd drink much.âÂ
âI donât,â Jaehyun admits, gaze lifting to the flickering light across the street. âSome nights⌠a little noise in your head might help quiet everything else.â
The words hang in the air for a moment, carried by the soft hum of the record still spinning inside. As you trace a finger along the rim of the little cup, it doesnât feel uncomfortable to let the music speak in the silence instead.Â
Itâs been a long time since it has just embraced you like this.Â
Most of your life has been led by formal regards, polite conversation, constant presence.
Cheeks to kiss, hands to shake, names to remember.Â
Today, it means the exact oppositeâthoughtfulness, recognition, reassurance.
You watch him mutter the songâs lyrics quietly for a second longer before giving in to your curiosity again. âDid you ever think of leaving Seoul?â
Jaehyun nods, leaning back against the step with one arm propped behind him. âI lived in America for a while when I was a kid,â he admits, amused at the flicker of surprise on your face. âIâve thought about going back a few times.â
You hum softly, resting your elbows on your knees. âWhatâs stopping you?â
A half-hearted smile tugs at his mouth as Jaehyun shrugs. âMy friends.â
âThatâs more than enough,â you mumble, nodding solemnly before a soft chuckle escapes. âDoyoung seemed really worried about you.â
âHeâs worried about everything,â he jokes, shaking his head with a snort. âThatâs his default setting.â
Thatâs all it takes for Jaehyun to launch himself in a spiel about his friends. As Mia lingers in the back of your mind, itâs easy for you to imagine them with the little details, something warm blooming in your chest the more you hear about Taeyongâs group-chat spams and unsolicited gym photos, Yutaâs rising rock band and Johnnyâs remarkable skills in everything.
Thereâs a touch of fondness in his voice that feels almost tangible, enough to have you attentively hanging onto his every word.
Neither of you notice the approaching sound of soft, coy little steps until itâs too late.
The grey cat slowly crosses the street, its tail flicking lazily behind as it makes a beeline straight to Jaehyun, approaching the shop with exigent meows as it owned the place.Â
As he leans forward, a surprised smile tugs at his lips. âLook whoâs here,â Jaehyun calls, reaching a careful hand towards the cat, voice promptly softening. âWhatâs up, Misty? Where have you been?â
Misty meows in response, happily welcoming Jaehyunâs gentle scratches before deliberately turning her attention to you, green eyes gleaming like sheâs assessing your presence for a second.
Holding out your hand for her evaluation, you smile fondly as she leans her head into your touch. âHi, Misty,â you coo, reaching for her ears as you glance curiously at him. âIs she yours?â
âNot really,â he answers, not making any move to stop the cat when she hops into his lap, instead offering a few pats to her butt as she climbs his legs. âShe just shows up whenever she feels like it. I think she lives a few streets down, though.â
You watch the cat curl comfortably against his leg, purring like a well-oiled engine. âSheâs cute.â
âYeah,â Jaehyun murmurs, stroking Mistyâs fur absentmindedly. âShe always shows up when it gets late. Guess she likes the music.â
Until the record eventually stops spinning on the turntable, both of you enjoy Mistyâs company, playing with the cat as it grows mischievous with Jaehyunâs playful teasing. Already well past the early hours of the evening, the streetlights are still flickering above the shop, humming quietly.Â
The sojuâs gentle buzz no longer serves as an excuse to escape your own thoughts, and as Misty stretches, her tail brushing your wrist before sitting between you and Jaehyun, you know that the decisionâs always been there too.
Even when you didnât want to acknowledge it.Â
As you fish the set of keys from your jacket, the silver glint catches Jaehyunâs eyes. A flash of something you canât quite read crosses his face when you extend a hand, offering them to him.
He blinks after a beat, looking both confused and surprised. âYou can keep it.â
The words stumble past your lips with a touch of sheepish hesitation. âI think I still want to keep a part of me here,â you say, warmth spreading across your cheeks as you try a reassuring nod. âI trust you to take care of it while Iâm not around.â
The shift in Jaehyunâs eyes immediately lets you know that he hears the unspoken.Â
A wry smile curls his lips as he finally closes his fingers around the keys, catching your eyes with a long glance. âDo you want me to go with you?â
âYeah,â you answer, meeting his gaze with a small nod. âI do.â
The cityâs still thriving despite the late hour, the nearby streets slowly growing busier as you slowly navigate out of the neighborhood in search of a taxi. After accompanying you for a block or two, Misty eventually leaves you and Jaehyun to face the night alone to coyly follow her own way back home.Â
In the backseat of the car, he sits beside you for a second time. Now, Seoul looks just like it did with Minhyukâa familiar rushing blur in the dark, unreachable and impersonal.Â
As you watch the fractured pieces through the window, Jaehyun keeps the silence weightless, occasionally entertaining the driverâs small talk. Though you donât notice, he catches himself glancing at your reflection every now and then, each time showing you less lost and unsure than the one before.Â
When the taxi finally stops in front of the imposing hotel, everythingâs quiet except for the rustle of the trees lining up the entrance.Â
You stand with Jaehyun at the closed glass doors, glancing at the empty lobby for a second. âThis is it,â you start, a touch of humor laced to your voice. âMy familyâs probably inside losing their minds.â
Jaehyun raises a playful eyebrow, easing the conversation by teasing you. âYou sure youâre ready?â
Despite the nerves buzzing through your body, a soft laugh escapes from your lips. âNo. I think thatâs the point, though.â
A smile curls on his lips, enough to slowly reach his eyes as he nods. âYouâll be fine.â
As you pause, heart rushing over everything that should be said, simplicity suddenly feels fitting for the moment. âI know,â you say, eyes softening the longer you look at him. âThank you so much, Jaehyun. I just⌠I donât know what Iâd have done without you.âÂ
He shakes his head with a huff of laughter, a shadow of red just barely covering his face. âProbably better than this.â
âNothingâs better than trusting myself,â you protest, smiling knowingly at him. âI know that now.â
The smile on his face widens into something that feels too good to be true.
All it takes is a pause for you to push through the hesitationâbefore Jaehyun can process it, you step closer and press a light kiss to his lips, letting it linger just long enough for him to forget anything youâve left unsaid. The touch of his hands on your face makes you snap out of it in a flash, breathlessly pulling away despite the firmness of his hold.Â
For a second, you could almost swear Jaehyun looked hopeless, eyes glinting bittersweet.
For the first time, you let yourself think of a future.
As you exhale a breath, the future only gets clearer in your mind. âIâll see you around, Jaehyun.â
He swallows as if somethingâs caught in his throat, stepping back with closed fists inside the pockets of his hoodie. âYeah,â Jaehyun answers, nodding with a half-hearted smile. âTake care, Julia Roberts.â
Outside, he watches as you walk into the lobby, giving him one last look over your shoulder before disappearing down the corridors.