๐ก๐ฒ Sketch Log 7 - TMNT Fantasy AU ๐๐ขโ
Hiii, guuuyys~!!๐๐ Long time I haven't post any doodles from last month and been having a rough times, art blocks, so much self-loathing, mental breakdown as an eldest kid, sometimes I cried in the middle of the night....*inhales* *exhales* theres something I want to confess about my mother's passing last year and the cause of her sickness....
The truth is....she's been diagnosed a breast cancer since the covid19 outbreak started, been through a surgery to remove the cancer cells, roots, and been through 4 times chemo, and the side effects of chemo made her health worse. I remembered the exact date when I lost her....June 20, 2024๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ in the ICU room, hospital. Her age...??? She was just 55 years old...I remembered how cold her room was, so cold I couldn't even bear it, I remembered there were so many medical cables plugged on to her...me, my sister and my father, and both my mother's, father's family, uncles, aunties, nieces, and nephews committed to be her caregiver, caretaker....I should keeping in this as a secret, but I just think this is the right time to get something off my chest for a long time cuz I am still hurting inside as I grew older, mentally, emotionally... ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ My mother is a fighter, a breast cancer survivor, a true hero to us ๐๐๐๐
These are just last month's doodles....my mood changes during art-creating, mentally, emotionally...yeah, mood swings....
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