(ﾒ` ﾛ ´)︻デ═一 CUTE HURTS!

we can be a little bit hopeful today. that's fine !!!!!

as a kid i always really struggled to understand why people liked certain things / why certain things were popular. hello kitty was the only thing I really understood because even as a kid I was still white american so japanese origin = automatic cool points plus a lot of cool older girls both emo and flashy alike would incorporate her so cutely into their aesthetics. So when i got my first hello kitty stuff i felt SO cool. Other than that, I would kind of force myself to like a lot of other things my friends liked for the most part. like I did semi enjoy hannah Montana (I'm a lesbian) and JB and 1D (also because I'm a lesbian) but most of it was forced because if I tried to talk to people about the sims or all american rejects I got weird looks. Which in retrospect, was not that odd. realistically I think it helped prevent me from becoming the kind of person who can ONLY talk about their interests. But the con is that now I feel like a hunted animal when talking about things I like and I dont even know what I really like anymore