Needing Languor

spring heaves and amidst the rot of last year stifling and nurturing here enjoins tangles of i fray i fray i fray i fray i fray i fray i find i suffice in the intimacy of seasons to come

okay lol I need to stop being so friendly online

i feel fucking lightheaded

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i suspect a double triple whammy of heartbreak in the next month or so

the tears just dont stop flowing

im in no position to meet any fucking obligations rn

ive never genuinely desired someone as much as i am right now

maybe im being too greedy

its so joever for me

every oomf is slowly becoming yoomf (oomf i yearn for)

if i do anything stupid, cast me among the trees. i belong with nature not mankind.

i don't want to be buried under my dead name but if im dead i wont have to worry about that or anything else and that's so appealing right now

the air is frigid, i miss you already my sun