Little Heartache

The feeling of sadness has been absent for so long now. It’s back now and hurts more than ever

I’m numb

The sad thing is I’d rather be alone than not have you in my life :(

You’re like a forest, so beautiful but as I go deeper and see more the scarier it gets and I feel myself getting lost in you

I want you to devour me, every last bit of me, the throbbing is becoming too much

You consume my thoughts

Stop playing with me like I’m a toy

I never believed people when they said “nothing lasts forever” but I guess they were right

I’m stuck on the possibility that you could love me rather than accepting that you won’t love

I don’t want to face reality because my reality, it doesn’t include you

I keep reliving that night, when you looked at me with lust and desire, whispered pretty dirty things in my ear and made me feel like I belonged to you. The night that went too fast and gone too soon.