yasmin

5th March 2022, Saturday

i spent my whole day crying because i thought i am a complete failure and i will never be good at anything. i'll never be good enough at my job and i'll never be good enough at doing my hobby. i cried, i just lay down on my bed, i slept. i woke up at noon, i had my meal, cried, sleep. i woke up at evening, repeat.

around 10pm i woke up again and drove my car to a bridge. i parked my car, i went outside, i stared at the sea and thought, "maybe it's time. it's time for you to end it all. just jump off this bridge. you don't know how to swim. you will drown and die. it's your chance."

and immediately i thought "what am i doing? it's late i should just go home and sleep"

i drove back home. i felt sticky, i checked, i got my period. well that explains a lot. 😐

ps: I FORGOT ABOUT THEIR HEIGHT DIFFERENCE

full picture https://twitter.com/nsfwndtl/status/1481278204724002816?s=21