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about me: 19 y/o (when i started this blog), hard n soft stan, tyongf x lumi <3

GTA - The Vinyl

(V1 & V2)

I'm tired but atleast you're here, LTY.

Thank You for making me feel better all the time.

Thank You for making me choose life over giving up.

Trigger Warning

sexual themes.

angst.

This is just a short thing I thought of while on the verge of breaking down ok hope yall enjoy ㅠㅡㅠ <3

Sometimes I just want to get riled up by Taeyong. I wonder how many times I can come if he would rile me up, if he would overstimulate me. If he would pump it fast, slow, in different paces. After all I really want him to ruin me, make me cry and whimper in pain and pleasure.

These days I imagine myself getting lost on this man's touch and I badly want it. Badly want to get fucked by Taeyong, I'd gladly obey everything he says, I'd be his pet, I'd be his slut, I'd be whatever he wants me to be just so I can get fucked hard by this man. I know he wants to fuck somebody hard too, to let go of all his stress.

I'm desperate to forget about all of my problems and sadness that I just want to get lost in his body. I desperately want to cry and end all of this pain, all of this misery, I just want to be loved and feel it from Taeyong. After everything I just want to hug him and cuddle and say endless beautiful and meaningful words to him, he deserves it, I want to give my love to him and no one else, he badly wants it too.

- end -

"my dad tells me

be the best of the best

I know I know I practice late at night"

i just have a hunch that taeyong is secretly a dominant. we know everyone says he's a sub, but i literally just feel like he transformed from a submissive to a dominant over the years....

i mean LOOK AT THE LYRICS' GLOW UP???

so i present you whiplash taeyong (2017)

TY: so i just want someone who can tame me.

vs tiger inside taeyong (2020) - present

TY: don't try to tame me anymore.

(jaemin has been constantly recommending us some of the series and movies he likes, and idk, i just think that the man loves loves loovesss watching so much during his freetime, and he has great recos. not to mention his taste in shows/movies!! i'd literally be down, if given a chance, to watch a movie or anything rlly with jaemin... jaemin can we pls watch netflix together ㅠㅠㅠ)

good lord, to watch netflix with jaemin... him recommending all those series and movies that he loves or wants to watch.

you, chilling with him while watching whatever movie or series you've agreed on while eating some popcorn or pizza.

jaemin asking you to lay down on his lap.

you concentrating on watching.

whilst, jaemin would just want to caress your hair and kiss your face all over.

"babyy, you should watch. you're the one who picked this." you say while staring at him, blinking, with puppy eyes.

"eh, your fault." jaemin says as he cups your cheeks, pouting. "you're distracting me baby." he said, while squinting his eyes on you.

"come on let's watch bubba" you said and then pecked jaemin's lips, removing jaemin's cupped hands on your cheek and proceeding to lay down on his lap again.

you continue laying down on his lap, focused on the show, and jaemin finally agrees to watch and finish it (even though he has watched it a lot of times already) though he pouted at you for forcing him to focus on the movies instead of you... 🤣

ah hello again to you xD here’s how i think they’d react in a situation wherein they meet their gf’s parents for the first time...

(btw just wanna share that i’m an asian, not from sicheng’s hometown though, and i feel like we have the same culture, but here it’s starting to get westernized which is a bit sad....)

all i know is that these boys would be respectful to the parents of their lover and that they would prepare, like practice their lines, but honestly they aren’t really feeling nervous or scared for it, maybe just a little, they just want to be the best they can be when infront of them you know. 

the boys (especially the hyung/ge line) would probably even feel excited and flustered that you want them to meet your mother and father... since to them, that is important too.