An Anxious Mind

Always pay attention to what is going on around you and keep your eyes up because the moment you become wrapped up in your own mess... POW, Global fucking pandemic motherfuckers!!!!! Yea.

I really thought this year would be going quite a bit differently right about now. I did get a new apartment of my own. I am still getting divorced. But now because Earth decided to remind us who's boss, my stupid ass allowed my soon-to-be ex-husband to move in as well so he is still living with me. By the way, moving during this time was in no way an easy task. And if that isn't bad enough, it gets even better! My teenage stepson's mom had him removed from her home to a shelter because she couldn't handle him, then lied about her custody of him, had him removed again within hours of him returning, and was possibly going to be placed in foster care. So in rides Nichole with her stupid giant heart and says he needs to come back and live with us too!

I have always felt the need to help people, no matter how they have treated me in the past I feel like I am meant to help as much as I can. Now I am helping the man I am divorcing get full custody of his son. I feel like such a fool and this situation is all sorts of messed up, but I can't shake the feeling that I need to so this. Luckily the crazyass, whorebag, fucktard of a mother is making this easy.

Divorces and child custody don't have to be this hard all the time. The whole child support system is a fucking joke as well. It is possible to not hate each other after a break up or divorce. It is possible to coparent, be civil with each other, come up with a support system that benefits the child rather than the parents, and even remain friends afterwards! Move on, people. Focus on the present and the future.