Gods, I've never been so tired, or so full of stories. I've sat in every hall and under every banner. I've eaten their food, listened to their laws, watched them argue about the shape of the world as if they owned it. My boots are falling apart, and I think part of my soul's still back on that mountainous coastline... but I made it. Every council, every crown, every shouting match is worth remembering.
The Canidor call it a hierarchy, but it's more of a heartbeat: the Alpha and their First Beta at its center, two Betas just behind, three Deltas holding the line. You can feel it when they walk in, that sense of being measured and found lacking. I don't think anyone breathes until the Alpha does. The power there isn't shouted: it is growled, low and certain. And everyone listens.
The Shifters have a hundred Electors and one Throne. Everything is counted, weighed, and decided for a reason. Their King (or Queen) doesn't need to raise a voice; the system hums like clockwork. I sat in their council long enough to realize they don't debate for dominance; they debate for precision. There's beauty in that kind of order. Terrifying beauty, but beauty all the same.
The Eledor are otherworldly. The First Citizen speaks, and the hall bends like grass in the wind. The five Heads of the Elements rise behind them, living symbols of balance, while the Chairmen and Representatives sit quietly, their faces as calm as still water. It's not submission: it's harmony. I don't think they fear their leaders. I think they believe in them. That's rarer than gold.
I almost didn't make it out of the Mage's council alive, or sane. The High Lord smiles too easily. The Holy Lady's eyes hold secrets that burn. Their Commissaries whisper behind silk curtains, and even the air feels like it's listening. They make politics look like art and cruelty feel like charity. I left with more questions than I arrived with, and I think that's what they wanted.
The Mernave hold their Deity's word above all. The Deity doesn't need to speak; the ten Religious Leaders do that for Them, echoed by fifty monks and nuns who move as one body. Every word, every gesture, drips with ritual. I don't know if I was witnessing governance or worship. Gods, I'm not sure there was even a difference. My notes on them were full of prayers, not policies.
I shouldn't have gone to Volporita to meet the Varinae. I showed my face, and every pair of eyes turned toward me like predators scenting blood. The air itself fed on my fear. I remember the sound of wings, my own heartbeat clawing at my ribs, and thenānothing. When I woke, I was adrift, the current pulling me far from their lands. I don't think I'll ever go back. I don't even think I was supposed to leave there.
That's all that I have for now. My hands are shaking too much to write more. Maybe when I've slept, I'll tell you what I learned from each of them. Maybe. For now, I'm just grateful to still be breathing.