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making me hold his hand while crossing the road

ordering for me at restaurants

always keeping a hand on me, especially when we're out

grabbing my chin to make me look up at him

picking things for me when shopping

shushing me when i speak poorly about myself or say something bratty

patting my head and petting me whenever and wherever

My friends would order me to be a good slut while we were out clubbing. The music from the club was loud enough to hear from the bathrooms so I listened along until finally, the door next to my stall opened and I heard a man laugh, calling to his bar mates that they were in for a night.

"Do you belong to anyone, you needy little slut?"

The man asked, his tone mocking me as my whole body shook when he shoved a finger inside my already drippy pussy. All I could do was moan quietly in response.

"Oh, you are indeed a needy little slut; just look how wet you're getting. Is this your first time letting strangers fuck you in a bathroom stall?"

He teased me as I whimpered and whined. Soon, I heard him unzip his jeans. I gasped as I felt him rubbing his tip up and down my pussy, making me whine even more in desperation.

He teased me like this for at least a minute; it was more teasing than I could handle, so I begged.

"Please, Sir,I'll be good. Just please, please, more"

I was almost in tears.

"Such a filthy little slut, you're going to be fun"

All I could do was moan and whimper. I was so drippy at that point. His dick was making me a mess until finally, he shoved his dick inside me. The first pain was overcome with waves of pleasure. I let out a moan at the feeling of being so full.

The man began fucking into me harder, and I couldn't help but moan like a cheap whore as I felt his thrusts quicken

"Filthy dirty club slut."

He was fucking into me much harder now, and I felt my orgasm building with each deep thrust and every insult.

"Taking a stranger's cock in the bathroom of a club, you must be a cheap whore."

I heard more people walk into the bathroom, and I heard the whispers of conversations. A man and a woman laughed at me; various random people were calling me a whore and a slut.

The embarrassment of it all finally came down on me. My cheeks burned red, and with a moan louder than ever, my body trembled and shook as my own cum leaked down my thighs.

Not long after, another wave of pleasure flooded through my body as I felt the stranger's cum being pumped into me. The man pulled out and left, leaving a $20 note under my stall door.

Come home, see the food ready on the table and take me in the bedroom and shove your cock into me and pound me into tears.

When you’re done, you’ll go back to your meal only to find it cold.

Make me scream and cry while you hurt me but talk to me soothingly like I matter when we both know I don’t.

Make me touch myself while I cry telling you about past sexual traumas and then force me to relive it.

I don’t want safe words. I don’t want you to care. I want you to only care about yourself. I want you to really want to hurt me and hate me.

I want you to genuinely want to rape me.

Emotionally abuse me and make me thank you for traumatizing me. Physically. Sexually.

That’s what you need. What you were made to need by the man or men who broke you. And you do deserve it. You know you do. You always did and always will. So cry, and suffer, and take it.

"that’s my good girl"

"just like that baby"

"you feel so fucking good baby"

"take it like a good girl for me"

"you’re mine"

"cum for daddy"

"such a desperate whore for me"

"such a tight little cunt for daddy"

"tell me you want me to cum inside"

"that’s my good little slut"

You can try and act normal all you want. You have everyone fooled, don't you. They think you're this perfect girl who can do no wrong and is so innocent and pure.

But we both know the truth. You're gross. You're a pig. You can fight it for awhile, but you always come back. It's impossible at this point not to. Your body craves it. Your mind craves it now.

You need to be told you're fat. You need to be yelled at that you're simply to ugly to fuck. You're a gross pig. A fat whore. A stupid cunt. Piggy. You need to watch other girls getting fucked and imagine them both laughing at you.

As much as you say you hate it, you love it almost as much. I'm sure after you cum you tell yourself never again. But that's really just a fucking lie.

Slapping her across the face at the bar in front of all her friends? It won’t matter how embarrassed she is. She’ll be sucking your cock in the Uber on the ride home.

Cheating on her? It doesn’t matter that she can literally smell another girl’s pussy on your cock. You can lie to her face about it and she’ll still go to bed with you.

Using her as a human fleshlight with no regard for if she cums? It doesn’t matter if you rut into her for a quick nut. It’s what she thinks she deserves.

So here’s the full story:

I decided it was finally time I let myself be used. I got just a little tipsy on wine to calm my nerves. I put on a tight dress with nothing underneath and went downtown after dark. 

I wandered down by some super creepy bars (I couldn’t go in, obviously, I’m 18) but I hung out outside hoping to catch drunk guys on their way out. I got catcalled a few times, but nothing really happened.

Then I saw a group of super drunk frat guys coming out. 3 of them, yelling and slurring their words. I had a feeling they might go for it but I wasn’t sure. I was sooooo nervous. I walked up to them, pretending to be drunker than I was and asking if they could give me directions home because my friends left me and I was lost.

They made some slightly sleazy comments that I pretended to get upset about, and offered to drive me home. We started walking and one slipped his hand up the back of my skirt. I swatted it away halfheartedly but he persisted. We cut down an alley and once we were out of view of the street the sleazy guy started backing me into a corner. I was legitimately scared so I told him to back off but he wasn’t stopping. His buddies sort of laughed and didn’t say anything while he pulled his cock out of his pants and started lifting up my skirt. 

I started thrashing, trying to get away, but his friends pinned my arms against the wall. One of them put their hand over my mouth while their buddy lifted my leg and shoved his cock in my pussy as hard as possible. I was already so wet and it felt amazing. He leaned forward and murmurred in my ear that he was going to give a slut like me what I deserved.

It was so fucking hot. I almost came right then and there. Finally he slowed down and I felt something start dripping down the inside of my thigh. I felt so… full. It’s hard to explain what it’s like for a guy to cum in you but it’s fucking amazing.

One of the other guys wanted a turn, so they switched out while I was still in shock. His cock was bigger, a little longer than average and thick as fuck. I started squirming but before I could make any noise he started fucking my pussy. There was cum splashing everywhere, and I swear to god this guy came like a beast. He pulled out and it poured down my leg. 

Finally the last guy took his hand off my mouth and I could tell he was a little timid. The first guy shoved me to my knees and the timid guy pulled his dick out, slowly pressing it between my lips. I kept pulling away but his buddy grabbed the back of my head and pushed it forward, filling my mouth with his cock. I started sucking it slowly, and while I was doing it one of the guys reached around and ripped my tits out of my dress. He twisted my nipples, tugging on my tits. I squealed and the timid guy came straight down my throat.

I thought I was done but no. The guy with the thick cock said he wanted another go, so he pushed me forward onto my hands and exposed my bare ass. I felt his finger playing with my asshole and I wanted to run. I don’t do anal… but for those guys, I guess I was going to.

I could feel his thick cock pressing at my entrance with no lube and I wanted to scream. One of them put their hand over my mouth while another helped hold me down. He forced his cock into my asshole raw and it hurt so fucking bad. It felt like he was ripping me in half. He spit on his dick and started pumping, absolutely destroying my asshole. I was sobbing, I’m pretty sure my makeup was running everywhere and everything hurt. He said something about how tight my asshole was right before filling it with another huge load. 

I’d never felt so full. It was incredible, all that cum in me.

At this point I was laying on my stomach, covered in dirt and with cum dripping everywhere. I was prepared for them to leave me there, but the first one mounted me from behind and took my pussy for one last ride.

I was still crying, my asshole was still in so much pain. He came some in my pussy and dripped some down my back before covering me back up. I heard their zippers zip. One of them spat at me before I heard them shuffle away.

I picked myself up and snuck home, with all that cum pouring down my thighs. Even now I can feel it in my womb, hopefully creating a baby in me.