Where The Love Resides

I unprivated this video. I was definitely in a weird space mentally, and I hope it can be of assistance to anyone who is experiencing something similar.

Years later, I’m proud of myself for not letting depression win the battle, but damn, it was kicking my ass. I felt like I had hit a brick wall. Nothing seemed to be working out, and I felt completely out of alignment, not realizing that things were actually working out the way they were supposed to.

People often talk about how positive I am. Yes, that’s true, but I’ve also been in the dark many times.

Experience your emotions, but don’t allow them to consume you.

I hope that when they pass a place we used to visit, even if they’re there with a new lover making new memories, they smile if they ever find themselves thinking of me. Oh, to be loved by me is something I’d like to experience. Outside of self love, I wonder if my love made them giggle and made them feel something.

I wish all the people I once loved the very best. I pray we never cross paths again, but I hope you smile when you think of me.

I can’t work. I legit can’t breathe properly. I’ve been to urgent care and the emergency room, and now I’m patiently waiting to see a specialist. This is affecting my everyday life because my ears aren’t equalizing pressure the way they should.

Please don’t ever take your health for granted. The simple fact that you’re healthy is a blessing because when something is off, it can throw your entire body off. I’ve cried sooo many nights over this.

I want to work. I want to see the world. But right now, I can’t because I’m in so much pain.

Your health is everything.