Where The Love Resides

It is written in the cards for you.

How can someone as gentle, kind, and beautiful as you not live a life that reflects that? Have you ever wondered that?

Pray for a life that reflects your heart.

Not your fears.

Not your wounds.

Not your trauma.

Your heart.

I live in a beautiful place. I travel for a living. I have friends. I’m glowing. I’ve got my tarot cards. My spirit team doesn’t play about me. I’m hugging more trees, setting boundaries, speaking up, and ignoring negativity.

Some of your favorite artists have called me gorgeous and said I’m an inspiration. To me, I won.

I’ve got my little $600 car that I love so much. I say “meow” randomly. I dance even when I’m offbeat. Life is so precious, yooooo!!!

I was sad asfff. My early 20s were rough. Now I’m genuinely excited for my 30s, for getting older in general, for all the people I’m going to meet, and for how much more I’m going to grow in love with life and with myself.

I pray everyone finds what I’ve found.

I listened to this song when I was deeply isolated and depressed because of it. It was uncomfortable. I knew I deserved better. I knew I had to sit with myself and find a source of comfort within. I was forced to choose myself.

I didn’t have the strength to naturally love myself or enjoy solitude. People hurt me a lot. I spent countless days alone in nature, crying in my bed at 3 a.m., journaling until my hands hurt, with my tears separating the ink as they soaked through the pages.

I talk about choosing yourself and not seeking validation outside of yourself because I’ve been there. I’ve felt lonely. I’ve gone back to people who didn’t deserve me. I’ve given my body away more times than I’ve received flowers.

I hated isolation. I thought it meant I wasn’t loved or worthy, when in reality, it meant the opposite. It taught me that I am worthy of love, and just because some people don’t know how to love or treat me, that has nothing to do with my worth.

Now, I’m in such a beautiful season of life where I am surrounded by love. I choose solitude because I want to, not because I’m forced to. I am content and whole on my own. I genuinely love my own company. I’m not afraid to be alone anymore. I don’t feel awkward about it.

But before I got to this point, I had to be uncomfortable.

I thrive in the “M’s” of my life. 🥹💚

Maui is known as a heart chakra vortex, and it fascinates me that I moved here without knowing any of that beforehand. Maui deadass healed my heart, yooo! That’s why I’m so connected to it now.

Every single day, I’m grateful that I get to live here and that I was accepted here. Maui changed my life in ways I can’t even explain, especially spiritually.

How can I not be calm? I’m operating from the heart while living in a place that is a spiritual vortex. My spiritual team knew wassup.