Where The Love Resides

It is written in the cards for you.

How can someone as gentle, kind, and beautiful as you not live a life that reflects that? Have you ever wondered that?

Pray for a life that reflects your heart.

Not your fears.

Not your wounds.

Not your trauma.

Your heart.

My entire journey has been built on manifestation. I manifested everything I have. I’m a regular person with big dreams.

I remember when people laughed at me. I remember when y’all talked sh*t about me on the internet. I remember people trying to belittle me while projecting their own limited beliefs onto me. I believed in myself when no one else did.

If you’ve been here since the beginning, you’ve watched me cry, lose myself, be scared, and question everything. But one thing you can never say is that I gave up.

I’ll always remind people that I’m from the Bronx because where I’m from, that’s all we know. If you’re not considered super smart or good at sports, people act like you aren’t going anywhere.

Like I’ve said before, that one glass of water in the fridge while I waited for my mama’s food stamps to hit kept me going. There was a time when I had nothing. No money. No friends. No family. The only thing I had was faith, and faith is free.

You have to believe in yourself. You have to know you’re destined for greatness despite where you’ve come from and despite what people say about you.

People still talk about me, and it doesn’t even faze me anymore because you ain’t stopping sh*t. If you have a problem, take it up with God or my spirit team because they don’t play about me.

I am an alchemist. I changed my entire life simply by trusting myself and trusting the process.

If I can do it, you sure as hell can too. Word.

It’s going to be difficult. You’re going to cry. You’re going to feel like you’re suffocating. Don’t stop believing. Don’t stop breathing. Trust the process because what’s waiting on the other side could change your entire life.

Ask yourself, “What if it works?”

And you want to know a secret?

It will… if you don’t quit.

Cry, but don’t quit.

Be scared, but don’t quit.

Money may be low, but don’t quit.

People may isolate you, but don’t quit.

I manifested a group of friends who happened to be Black to hike with. I live on Maui, HI, so seeing people who look like me is rare. I usually hike alone. 🥹

I met these amazing individuals and we’ve been hiking about twice a week, sometimes mixing in karaoke after hikes or going out to eat. We’ve been doing adventurous things, climbing, smoking, dancing, and having a really good time.

I just wanted to share this.

Sending love from the islands. Hopefully we run into some of you in Maui. We are all over the island, haha!

I’m grateful because people reveal themselves to me all the time. It’s like when someone hates you, they eventually have to vocalize it while trying to tear you down.

Please pray for discernment and for people’s true intentions to be revealed to you if you’re someone with a pure heart. My heart is so pure that I genuinely forget there are people who hate me. I’m so focused on the love, you know? I actually love myself and my life, so you don’t even matter.

I live in a beautiful place. I travel for a living. I have friends. I’m glowing. I’ve got my tarot cards. My spirit team doesn’t play about me. I’m hugging more trees, setting boundaries, speaking up, and ignoring negativity.

Some of your favorite artists have called me gorgeous and said I’m an inspiration. To me, I won.

I’ve got my little $600 car that I love so much. I say “meow” randomly. I dance even when I’m offbeat. Life is so precious, yooooo!!!

I was sad asfff. My early 20s were rough. Now I’m genuinely excited for my 30s, for getting older in general, for all the people I’m going to meet, and for how much more I’m going to grow in love with life and with myself.

I pray everyone finds what I’ve found.

I listened to this song when I was deeply isolated and depressed because of it. It was uncomfortable. I knew I deserved better. I knew I had to sit with myself and find a source of comfort within. I was forced to choose myself.

I didn’t have the strength to naturally love myself or enjoy solitude. People hurt me a lot. I spent countless days alone in nature, crying in my bed at 3 a.m., journaling until my hands hurt, with my tears separating the ink as they soaked through the pages.

I talk about choosing yourself and not seeking validation outside of yourself because I’ve been there. I’ve felt lonely. I’ve gone back to people who didn’t deserve me. I’ve given my body away more times than I’ve received flowers.

I hated isolation. I thought it meant I wasn’t loved or worthy, when in reality, it meant the opposite. It taught me that I am worthy of love, and just because some people don’t know how to love or treat me, that has nothing to do with my worth.

Now, I’m in such a beautiful season of life where I am surrounded by love. I choose solitude because I want to, not because I’m forced to. I am content and whole on my own. I genuinely love my own company. I’m not afraid to be alone anymore. I don’t feel awkward about it.

But before I got to this point, I had to be uncomfortable.

I thrive in the “M’s” of my life. 🥹💚

Maui is known as a heart chakra vortex, and it fascinates me that I moved here without knowing any of that beforehand. Maui deadass healed my heart, yooo! That’s why I’m so connected to it now.

Every single day, I’m grateful that I get to live here and that I was accepted here. Maui changed my life in ways I can’t even explain, especially spiritually.

How can I not be calm? I’m operating from the heart while living in a place that is a spiritual vortex. My spiritual team knew wassup.