Lisha K 🌻

The room was warm from our laughter before I heard you say the words that would break my heart in pieces. How could you not know what the end result would be? How could you be so reckless with my feelings when I would've brought down the universe for you. You knew to break the news to me when I was lifted. I guess you knew it'd ease the hurt. All the drugs in the world couldn't silence my cry that night. Flashbacks to confrontation where I'd demand the truth, but you'd still lie filled me with rage. You could've prevented me from shattering like glass. Deep down it's as though you wanted me to experience that low. "New love is so beautiful, time just makes it ugly... " now I feel where Wale was coming from. You had all the love in the world for me as long as I was making you cum. Niggas. Just happy they can take, but so unfamiliar with giving. I learned a lot that summer. I grew closer to God that summer. Now when I get your texts or calls my heart doesn't smile... the butterflies are no longer in my stomach & everything we shared is just a memory. I don't miss you. I don't wanna move forward as friends. All those apologies & you were never sorry. Only sorry I was smart enough to walk away. Damn. Tried to pack lighter. Use discernment. Change my energy. None of that could fill up the emptiness within