White Noise

Yo my job be wack they really be out here not caring about their employees and shit man fr

It will all fall apart, before it comes back together again.

After feeling dead inside and having a shit week, I had a lady come up to me at work and she tells me that I’m the nicest person she’s come across in my line of work and that it seems like I truly care about people.. I really needed to hear that today. I think my soul needed to hear that. I will forever take this kind compliment with me everywhere I go. Thank you lady I’m sorry I don’t know your name but I will always be thankful for you and your kind words to me this morning.

I told my mom today how depressed I’ve been and that I’ve been hearing voices in my head.. yeah it made me feel even worse.

Sometimes I have conversations in my head, and they bring me comfort because they know me so well.

Wanna know something sad? I’ve been depressed and no one noticed…hell I didn’t even notice..

One day, it’ll be all over. The pain, the suffering, the feeling of wondering you’ll ever be good enough. The longing and wanting feeling of someone being proud of you over the smallest things. Someday soon that’ll be over and you’ll find yourself in your happy place looking back with tears in your eyes talking to God and finally saying “I did it, I’m proud of myself” and that my friend is what is gonna matter the most.