My names courtney or u can call me cocoa or cat, I'm a lesbian!! my blog is full of creepy and weird unsettling things so pls dni if super sensitive to edgy things and deranged thoughts and block me! ୨୧‧₊˚ ⋅ 🥛🦉

my asks r open but dms arent but totes feel free to send stuff in the asks box!! <3

most posts that have a read more other than this one, is a vent!! feel free to not open them bc most r triggering.

they r with many tws and I'll just say I'd never romanticize or glorify the issues I deal with <3

view blog on dark mode for best experience!

tws are mentions of sh, ed, (only mentioned in venting nowhere else and rarely vented ab and normally covered so dw ab this rlly!!!!) blood, sharp things, medical things, morbid things

dni men, pro life, trumpies, pro ice, pro ai, homophobes, racists, transphobes, p3dos, dni hateful ppl in general, and dni strong nsfw bc this is sfw!! strong meaning nud1ty or k1nk blogs (like blogs only based on those thingz bc some nsfw is oki I don't rlly mind tbh as long as it isn't ur whole blog and ur a girl becz i do not care xd) <3

favs!! / keywords / random (warning very long bc I want everything here)

unicorns, bunnies, deer, bats, gourmand scents, bianca1207, soda pop wheeler, sickly sweet cotton candy perfume, trailer park princess summer, amma crellin, roller skates, falsies, lip liner, my birthday cake batter lip balm, lip gloss, porcelain dolls, angel statues on graves, my lovely pretty beautiful amazing sweet cutie pie gf, hair dye, nail polish specifically light colors, light teal, essie ballet slipper polish, kiss press on frenchies from the drug store, angel wings, angel numbers specifically 222, 111, and 555, wired headphones, my black converse, flare low rise dark wash jeans, spring, winter, wenclair, strawberry lolipops, cherries on a diner milkshake, strawberry milkshakes, bubblegum, natalia dyer, vintage mlp or mlp in general, violet harmon, cassie ainsworth, dove cameron, cupcakes, I believe in unicorns, the tooth fairy, tinkerbell fairy rescue, cutie tattoos, kissy marks on my diary pages, my diary, precious moments, rosaries, catholicism, crystals, inscence, uggs, kittens, fran bow, alice in wonderland, alice madness returns, nicole dollangangers old archived tumblr posts, bucky barnes or sebastian stan in general hes so cutie, tate langdon, bubblegum icecream, monster high, the last unicorn, princesses, fairies, cinderella, rapunzel, bleach blonde, 2014 lana del rey, lanas manicures in 2010, million dollar man performance in 2012, flower crowns, lacey things like bras and pantis, glittery sparkly things, magic, wenclair, cigarettes, vodka, baby blue, christina ricci, lily rose depp pout, marvel, fluttershy, cheap plastic tiaras, rhinestones, ultraviolence, Dior lippie, melancholic gloomy core, yoga, esoteric ethereal whimsical core, pretty sparkly whimsical makeups, gorh makeups, gemma ward, slavic dolls, sleeping, reading, mascara, eyelash curlers, long sleeve cozy sweaters, pouty sultry lip filler, laura palmer, polka dots, fake bones and fake blood, evan peters, emma roberts, mermaids, cute mugs, eyeliner, 60s makeup and hair, alida simone, alana champion, jennifer check, lockets, flats, frilly socks, vanilla icing, lux lisbon, cecilia lisbon, crystals, cherry coke zero, ballet, pantis with ribbons, hearts, vanilla lattes, matcha lattes, foggy rainy weather, white florals, taffy, cola, baby pink roses in the spring, the month april, tea parties, creepy strange unsettling things, fran bow, strange keys, soda tabs, elle fanning, witchcraft, warm tea, baby pink, pastel teal, bambi, addison raes style, the tudors history, cursive handwriting, london, olivia Rodrigos font and her new album, courtney love, lizzy grant, lipstick stained cigarettes, lipstick, born to die, crosses, lanas twt posts, ethels vlogs, sasha pieterse, highlighter, bows,strawberry milkshakes, angel wings, writing and drawing in my pretty diary, liminal spaces, backrooms level 974, true crime, my cat, florals, bunny stuffie, body glitter, long necklaces, porcelain unicorns, edible glitters, blueberry yogurt, inscence, tons of sprinkles, buttons, katie douglas, belle from ouat and killian jones, ariana grandes yours truly era, amethyst and rose quartz, baby blue, bubbles, sweat pants juicy 2000s, the year 2009, needy lesnicki, gemstones on the face, boho, spirituality, the concept of the pool and swimming also the beach, forget me nots, crybaby and k-12 before the allegations bc I have the cds <3, timotheé chalamet before he was lobotomized </3, alison harvard, jackie taylor frozen, tans, sickly sweet cotton candy perfume, the deer and pink lamb lps, shopkins season 1, sofia coppola, vampire fangs, old music boxes, abandoned amusement parks with carousels, ariana grande yours truly era, my french class, alice madness returns, cassie ainsworth, taxidermy, medical themes, zombies!!!!, fluffle puff <3, thrift stores, antique stores, teeth, dead flowers, the episode "open house" in ahs seasn 1, haunted dolls, old barbie movies and their soundtracks, old tech, harsh realm by widows peak, vintage makeup, -

milkshakes, strawberry milk, precious moments, lana del rey, cupcakes, daydreaming, dolls, shopping, babypink, toy story, hello kitty, yung lean, suckerpunch, bbydoll dresses, lizzy grant unreleased, hole, pinterest, nicole dollanganger, morute, angels of porn, collecting vinyls, vintage stuff, lace, ice cream, bows, frilly socks and clothes, bunnies, the 60s, jukeboxes, soda fountains, saddle shoes, polka dot dresses, rosin being crushed under a ballerinas shoe, maraschino cherries, drive-in theaters, roller skates, poodle skirts, vinyl records, sharon tate, mia farrow, anna karina, natalie wood, twiggy, marilyn monroe, james dean, porcelain dolls, antique lockets, lace ruffles, vintage perfume bottles, heart-shaped mirrors, velvet bows, crucifixes, cherub statues, hazy photography, music boxes, old diaries, peter pan collars, platform mary janes, satin slips, calico critters, kewpie dolls, vintage post cards, faded lace, pearl necklaces, ribbon hair clips, thrifted compacts, baby pink cardigans, ethel cain, ruslana korshunova. <3

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Shows I love!!

Sharp objects, twin peaks, pll, h20, ahs, skins uk, gfn, wv, ouat, yellow jackets, supernatural, the vampire diaries

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Movies I love!!

Palo Alto, bones and all, the virgin su1xides, I believe in unicorns, Coraline, alice in wonderland animated and live action, buffalo 66, black swan, girl interrupted, level 16, awow, caatws, Carrie, orphan, look away, midsommar, thirteen, before I fall, jennifers body, saw, the conjuring, obsession, etc