Nαtε 20 Newcastle

I didn’t get lost in you, I fucking drowned.

I remember how falling in love with her felt. It came natural. It felt normal. It was just being next to her, felt like I had everything. We hung out. We kissed. We held hands. I learned how to listen with more than just my ears. I knew when she was sad by the look in her eyes. She didn’t have to say a word. I knew when she was mad. She didn’t have to tell me. I learned the rate of her heart beat while she slept. How every breath felt like a relief. I gave her my undivided attention, and when she told me she knew how much I loved her by the way I looked at her I knew, for once in my life, I was doing something right.

I cannot count the times I have apologized for how I feel or who I am

Nothing in the world smells as good as the person you love.